Armies of Light and Dark (20 page)

"You are alive," Galen said. He seemed mildly surprised. For obvious reasons, this did not elevate Vir's spirits. He turned and entered a room.

"Shouldn't I be?" asked Vir, following. He wasn't entirely sure he wanted the answer.

"It was a near thing," Galen told him. "Look."

The holographic image that had been generated via Vir's recording device hung in the air in front of them. His eyes went wide when he saw the creature skulking on the other side of the door that he had been about to open, and another shadowy shape beyond. He could feel all of the resolve and confidence that he had accrued from his encounter outside, and all of it was leaking away from him as he stared, transfixed, at that ... that ... "Shiv'kala." The name suddenly came to him. He looked to Galen for confirmation. But it was Gwynn who answered.

"Quite possible," she said, "although we cannot know for sure. That, however, is not the most disturbing image you will see."

"That isn't?" The notion that there could be worse than that was almost too much for Vir to take. When he thought of how close he had been to mindlessly wandering into the middle of that ... that Drakh nest ... He felt anger bubbling within him, but he wasn't entirely sure where to aim that anger. At first he wanted to direct it at the techno-mages for thrusting him into the midst of the danger. Then he wanted to unleash it instead at Londo, who had helped to foster an atmosphere in which these ... these creatures could skulk about. "What could be more disturbing than that?" Vir demanded.

"Do not ask questions, Vir ... to which you do not really want the answer," Galen replied, but his hand was already moving. It passed through the holographic image, which now was replaced by another, more familiar image than the creature lurking behind the door. There was Londo, bright, smiling, or at least forcing himself to smile. Coming toward him with arms outstretched and cheer etched on his face and ... And something else. Vir leaned forward, not quite sure what it was that he was looking at.

"What... is that?" he whispered. There was some sort of fleshlike curve on Londo's shoulder. The view of it, however, wasn't as clear as the rest of Londo's image in the picture. Londo drew closer, and now it came into clearer relief. It was like some sort of... tumor or something. Vir shook his head in confusion. "That ... lump? Is it ... is it some sort of illness? Why didn't I notice that before?"

"It is a kind of illness, yes. A sickness of the soul, implanted by the Drakh," said Gwynn, speaking with an intense grimness.

"It is called a keeper," Galen told him.

"A keeper? It's ... called something? What do you mean? That thing's not alive, is–"

And then the keeper was looking at him. Its fleshy exterior stirred, as if from a sleep, and its single, malevolent eye opened and looked straight at him. Vir let out a shriek of terror. To his own ear it was a pathetic sound, weak and womanish, but he couldn't help it. It was reflex. He backpedaled, his legs going weak, and Finian caught him before he fell. A few minutes earlier, he had brazenly faced off against an armed opponent, and patted himself on the back for his stalwart action. Yet now he was screeching and running from something that wasn't even there. Except it wasn't simply the image of what he was seeing. It was seeing it perched on the shoulder of someone whom he had once trusted. And two words went through his head: Poor Londo.

"Wh-what does it do? Does it control his actions? Read his mind?"

"In a manner of speaking. It does not superimpose its will upon him ... but punishes him in a way that can make refusal to cooperate very ... uncomfortable," Gwynn told him. Her voice seemed to be dripping with disgust; the creature clearly appalled her no less than it did Vir, though she was handling it with a bit more equanimity. But only a bit, which Vir derived some cold comfort from. "Nor does it read his mind ... but it reports his actions to the Drakh. It is merged with Londo, bonded. It will be with him until he dies."

It happened so quickly that it took Vir completely without warning. Staring into the single eye of that monstrosity, thinking about what it must be like for Londo to have that thing permanently attached to his body – never being alone, never a moment's peace – a wave of nausea swept over him that would not be denied. He felt his gorge rising and stumbled over to a corner of the room. There he heaved until no contents remained within his stomach ... including, he suspected, a few pieces of the lining. He gasped, revolted at the smell on the floor near his shoes, and then he stepped back. He couldn't bring himself to look directly into the eyes of the techno-mages, so ashamed did he feel.

When he did glance up, Gwynn was looking away; Finian appeared sympathetic, and Galen's face was a mask of unreadability. It was as if clearing the food from his stomach helped him to focus his thoughts, oddly – and disgustingly – enough. He took a slow, shaky breath and didn't even bother to apologize for his loss of control. After all, what was there to say about that? Instead he said, "That ... thing ... the keeper ... can it be affected by alcohol?"

"Affected?" said Gwynn, looking slightly confused. Vir had a feeling she hadn't expected anything approaching a coherent sentence out of him at that moment, much less a fully formed thought. "Affected. Impeded. If Londo drinks enough..."

"Yesss..." It was Galen who spoke. "Yes. The keeper would be susceptible to it. The emperor would be able to operate with a relative amount of privacy."

"And it would probably take less to get the creature drunk than it would Londo," Vir mused thoughtfully.

It was all becoming clear to Vir. With the mental picture of that frightening, single eye seared into his brain, it was as if he was suddenly seeing the past with true clarity. Things Londo had said, attitudes, passing comments they all made sense now.

And ... And Timov ... well, that was obvious, too, now, wasn't it. She had to be gotten rid of, forced to leave. Vir's belief that they were becoming closer hadn't been his imagination after all. That had been what prompted her precipitous departure. Londo must have engineered it, doing so not because he truly wanted her to depart, but because he was concerned over her getting too close. What sort of true intimacy could anyone develop with a sentient pustule seated upon one's shoulder, observing every moment of intimacy? All of Londo's actions were comprehensible ... and pitiable ... and ... Great Maker, what had Londo gotten himself into?

"Could they have implanted the creature against his will?" Vir asked hollowly.

Galen shook his head.

"No. He may have had trepidation about it ... but ultimately, the bonding can only occur when the recipient is willing to allow it to happen."

What hold could they possibly have had upon him? How could they have forced him to endure such an invasion of his body, of his mind? Could it be that he actually welcomed it? Vir found that inconceivable. Londo had too much pride. To permit a creature whose perpetual presence would remind him that he was nothing but a puppet of shadow-dwelling monsters – there was no way that Londo would have welcomed such a thing. And if they did force it upon him in some way, how horrific must that have been for him? To stand there, helplessly, while that... that thing was bonded to him, for life ... Vir had no idea what to feel. Suspicion, fear, horror, pity, all warred for dominance in him.

"I have to talk to him,"Vir said. "I have to let him know that I know. I have to–"

"Are you that eager to be a dead man?" Galen asked bluntly.

"No, of course not, but–'

"Acknowledge the keeper, you doom yourself. It is your choice."

"Galen is correct," Finian said. He did not look unsympathetic to Vir's plight, but it was clear that he was firmly in Galen's court on this. "Look what happened to you with the passing mention of Shiv'kala, one of the Drakh. If you let Londo know that you are aware of the keeper's presence, the Drakh will likely not let you draw your next breath."

"It was one of your kind who told me to mention Shiv'kala in the first place. And you almost sent me wandering straight into a death trap in the palace," Vir said hotly. "How nice to know that you've suddenly started worrying about my welfare. Why? Because you think you're going to need me for something else, as well?"

"We did not intend for you to wander into a death trap," Galen said. "We lost contact with you. Undoubtedly due to interference by the Shadow tech. I regret the inconvenience."

"Inconvenience! If I'd walked into that room, I would have been dead!"

"And we would have been inconvenienced," Galen replied levelly.

"Ha. Ha. Ha,"Vir said, making no effort to hide his lack of amusement at Galen's retort. Then he turned back to the holograph which had shifted angle. Londo had draped an arm around Vir's shoulder as they walked. And there, from this new perspective, Vir saw the keeper even closer than before. There it had been, mere inches from his face, peering at him with that unblinking, unnatural eye, and he had not known. He could feel it now, boring into his brain ... "Shut it off," Vir said. "It will be instructive to observe the–"

"Shut it off!" Galen stared mildly at Vir for a moment, then waved his hand slightly and the image disappeared. No one said anything for quite some time. Finally, it was Gwynn who stepped forward, and said to Vir "You begin to understand what we are up against."

"What we've seen here," Finian pointed out, "is only that which a cursory examination of the palace was able to uncover. There is likely much, much more. The Drakh infestation goes straight to the heart and soul of Centauri Prime."

"A heart that is clotted. A soul that is blackened," said Vir. He was shaking his head, scarcely able to accept what his own eyes had seen and what he knew now to be absolutely true. "Do I tell Londo? Go on a drinking binge, put the keeper out, find a way to tell him I know?"

"Absolutely not," Gwynn said forcefully, and there was shaking of heads from the other two techno-mages, indicating their agreement. "The situation is not only as bad as we feared, but worse. We had been holding out hope that, with you serving as a positive influence upon him, Londo could be won over to our cause and help to eradicate the Drakh. We know now that cannot possibly be the case."

"Absolutely correct," Finian confirmed. "Londo cannot be trusted. It's that simple."

"It's more complicated than that," Vir shot back. "Despite everything that's gone on – in fact, now that I know the truth, it's more like, because of everything that's gone on – Londo is my friend He–"

"He cannot be trusted," Galen said, indicating that the subject did not warrant discussing.

"It's not just a matter of trust. We need to help him."

"You wish to help him? Kill him."

The cold-bloodedness of Galen's suggestion was horrifying to Vir. "Kill him. Just like that," he echoed with incredulity. "Just like that, yes."

"I, personally, don't expect you to do that, Vir," Gwynn said with a glance to Galen, "but, in many ways, you would be doing him a great favor."

"Forget it. He's my friend."

"He's their ally. That is all that matters."

"Not to me, Galen. Not to me," he said with fiery strength in his voice and growing contempt for the techno-mages. "You know what? You know what? In a lot of ways, you're no different than the Drakh. Hell, no different than the Shadows. You use people for your own ends, and you don't give a damn who gets hurt as long as your goals are accomplished."

"We are more like our enemies than we care to admit," Galen said, which surprised Vir somewhat. He hadn't expected any sort of confirmation of a sentiment spoken mostly in anger. "Nevertheless, there are ... differences."

"Such as?"

"We have more charm, and we're better dancers," Finian offered. Everyone stared at him. "I thought the moment might benefit from a bit of humor," he said.

"Would that something humorous had actually been said." Gwynn sniffed.

"Fine, then," Finian said, obviously annoyed that his moment of levity had been so soundly rebuffed. "So what do you suggest we do?"

"The information must come from someone trustworthy," Galen said thoughtfully, stroking his chin. "There are those who will not trust anything associated with a techno-mage. There is one reasonable course of action. I shall tell Gideon. He, in turn, will convey what we have learned to the Alliance, where–"

"Where they can bomb us into nonexistence?" said an alarmed Vir. "They'll learn of something Shadow-related existing on Centauri Prime, assume the worst–"

"Probably a safe assumption," Gwynn said.

Vir pointedly ignored the comment, and continued, "–and the bombs will start dropping again. And this time they won't back of until they've flattened us."

"Sheridan, then," suggested Finian. "Gideon trusts Sheridan. If he–"

"Not Sheridan. Not Gideon. Not nobody," Vir said with an air of finality. "This is an internal problem on Centauri Prime. So we'll handle it internally. That's all."

"There is far more at stake here than that," Gwynn made clear to him. "We're not talking about some low-level politician lining his pockets with graft. We are speaking of an entire race using Centauri Prime as its stronghold, with a biologic weapon perched on the shoulder of your world's emperor..."

"That's right. My world. My world," Vir said in no uncertain terms. "And I will attend to my problems on my world, and we will keep them that way. I don't want others catching wind of this. If they do, it'll be a bloodbath, and I will not be a part of that."

Gwynn appeared ready to square off and go head to head with him, possibly on matters of priorities, or possibly just to have the opportunity to beat the crap out of him. But the slightest touch of Galen's hand on her shoulder stilled her. Vir wondered whether Galen was simply quite persuasive, or whether there had been some ensorcellment employed. Galen looked him up and down, and finally asked, "What, then, will you be a part of, Vir Cotto?"

"I won't turn against Centauri Prime."

"You have to do something. You cannot simply walk away from what you have seen here."

"I'll keep an eye on things. Keep myself apprised. Learn what there is to learn, make certain that things don't go too far... or if they do, then I can ... I can..."