Archangel's Legion (19 page)

Elena stopped what she was doing to meet the painful blue of his eyes, extraordinarily pure, extraordinarily lethal.
If I bring Ransom into this,
she said, keeping the conversation on the mental level to avoid it being caught by the surveillance equipment,
and he ends up with information you can’t permit a mortal to have, you’ll wipe his mind.

You know our laws, Elena.

Exactly.
She thought of Illium’s punishment and knew she couldn’t ask special favors for Ransom. Raphael had already gone far beyond what could be expected of him when he’d permitted Sara into the Refuge. If Elena wanted to protect her friends, she was the one who had to put up the boundary walls . . . even if it meant they’d stop being a part of her life. Better that painful rupture than to watch them be treated as puppets by the immortals.
Knowing those laws is why I won’t bring Ransom into this.

You’d let innocent vampires die?

That isn’t fair.
Stepping up until they were toe to toe, she stood her ground.
Ransom’s life is worth as much as that of any vampire—and I won’t be involved in stealing any part of it from him.

Some of the vampires who may yet die will be friends of his.
The wild wind, the dark sea, crashing into her mind.
Do you believe he’d protect his own life at the cost of theirs?

She knew Ransom, how loyal he was, how he’d bleed for others, but she was cut from the same cloth.
You wouldn’t know about his connections if it wasn’t for me, so this decision is mine. And I won’t bring him in.

Elena, my city is under a stealthy attack.
Raphael’s tone was a blade, his face coolly expressionless in a way that made her want to push at him until he dropped the mask.
I can’t allow you to protect a friend at the cost of losing my territory.

Is that a threat you’ll go over my head?
Aware her temper had been hair-trigger of late, she tried to maintain her grip on it.
You’d make me an accomplice in the betrayal of a friend?
It was a breach of trust she’d never expected.
What if it was one of your Seven?

He isn’t. He’s a mere mortal.

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T
he cold response was an emotional slap, another reminder
that when push came to shove, mortals remained disposable to Raphael.

Fine,
she said, conscious that something precious was about to break between them, a fracture that could never be repaired.
You do what you like, but you have to know I’ll never again trust you the same way.

A faint glow, his wings white fire in the darkness.
Emotional blackmail?

No.
No anger now, simply a spiraling sense of incipient loss that made her chest hurt, her jaw clenched so hard that pain shot up her temples.
I’m fighting to retain my sense of honor, of loyalty. If I can’t trust you not to abuse the information I give you about my friends, how can you ask me to tell you anything?

Our conversation isn’t over.
Hauling his consort bodily around when she turned back to the donor station, Raphael extended his glamour to cover her.

What else is there to say?
A hardness in her eyes that he hadn’t seen since the very beginning of their courtship.
A mere mortal, isn’t that your final judgment?

No one could push him to the edge faster than Elena, slamming right through centuries of unyielding control.
I allowed Sara into the Refuge.
It had been an act that went against their most deeply held laws, permitted only because he took full responsibility for Sara’s silence.
The others believe I erased her memories. Only for you did I leave her mind untouched.

That’s supposed to make me grateful forever?
A red flush high on her cheekbones, the ring of silver around her irises glittering against the paler gray.
Love doesn’t work like that.

Yet it allows you to turn your back after throwing such words at me?
A memory of the question she’d asked that had sent him hunting Jeffrey, a reminder of the poison that continued to act on her, years after it had been introduced into her life.

He realized he couldn’t allow her to remain blind to that toxic influence.
I’m not your father, Elena.

Her breath coming fast and shallow, she shook her head.
Jeffrey has nothing to do with this.

He has everything to do with it,
Raphael countered, thrusting his hands into her unbound hair as she raised her own hands to grip at his arms, as if she would shove him away.
We will not go through eternity with you expecting the worst from me.

A visible flinch, but his stubborn, furious consort refused to back down.
That’s not what I’m doing.
Her body trembling from the force of her emotions, she said,
I know you, and
I know how you see humans: as fireflies that live and die in a heartbeat, not worth anything.

I fell in love with a mortal!
Until she
was
his eternity.
Do you question that, too?

Her eyes widened at the enraged question. “No,” she whispered aloud, before returning to mental speech.
Your love is the one constant in my life, but I’m so afraid of what immortality will demand from us, what it’ll steal.

It can take nothing we do not give.

Then you need to listen to me.
Stubbornness again, her expression that of the warrior she was, one who’d fight to the death to protect those who had earned her loyalty.
My friends, they’re my family. I need to be able to protect them—if you take that away from me, you may as well cut out my heart.

It had been an age since he’d seen mortals as she did, since he’d formed a friendship with a simple farmer who’d come to be a man he trusted not only with his life, but with Elena’s.
I have forgotten, it seems, that I, too, once had a human friend I wished to protect.
He’d failed, Dmitri’s life torn asunder—and the failing had marked Raphael, too, changed him in ways that could never be undone.

Then you understand.
Elena’s hair shone white in the harsh light that lit up the donor doorway.
It’s not safe for my friends to be drawn deeper into the immortal world. Not unless you trust them to keep—

No. Our laws exist for a reason.
And it wasn’t simply because angels thought humans beneath their notice.
The games immortals play would break mortals in a heartbeat.

Silence from his consort, followed by a simple, resolute declaration.
Then he can’t be here.

He can’t be here,
Raphael agreed, his mind playing back the memory of the day he’d found Dmitri gripping a blood-drenched knife, his chest a ruin, the other man having attempted to carve out his heart in an attempt to join his murdered family.

Raphael would never forget Dmitri’s grief and the horror that had preceded it . . . and he would not have Elena carry such memories for all eternity.
I will not force you to drag your friends into our world.

•   •   •

E
motionally shaken as a result of an argument she knew
had drawn a bright line in the sand of the life she was building with her archangel, their relationship coming out of it stronger rather than fatally damaged, Elena returned to the task of untangling the complicated murk of scents around the donor door.

Even so focused, she couldn’t forget what Raphael had said:
We will not go through eternity with you expecting the worst from me.

She’d argued against his perception, but now found herself considering if it was true. Had
her father scarred her so badly as a child? No, it was far more complicated than that. “The greatest breach of trust,” she found herself saying softly, having moved away from the area under surveillance, “was my mother’s.”

His eyes told her he knew her meaning. Understood the agony that had shredded her as she stood mute beside Marguerite’s grave, Beth’s tiny hand clasped in hers. Jeffrey had been behind them, his hands on their shoulders, his body their rock, strong and
there
.

“I was so angry at him for not stopping her.” Catching a suspicious concentration of scent, she went down into a crouch, her wings on the cold asphalt. “After the funeral, I struck out at him, screaming that it was his fault when I knew it wasn’t.” Her mother hadn’t survived Slater Patalis and what he’d done to her two oldest babies, no matter if her body had made it out alive.

“You were a child.”

Elena shook her head at Raphael’s response. “I was old enough to know better, but you know what? Jeffrey never, not once, argued against my irrational accusations. Because he blamed himself, too.”

She hadn’t thought about those first days after her mother’s suicide for years, only what came after, when Jeffrey’s broken heart had translated into a cold rage that had him erasing Marguerite from the house and their lives. “Every time I think I understand what we are—Jeffrey and I—I discover another facet and suddenly it’s not so sim—”

Putrid rot, the miasma of death, an undertone of burnt flesh.

“There’s something here.” Her senses hummed. “It’s faint, hard for me to sink my teeth into even though I can sense each of the notes.” Ugly, fetid, unnatural. “Possibly because it’s from a human.”

“Can you follow it?”

“Yes, I think so.”

“I’ll keep watch from above.” Walking a short distance away so as not to disturb the scents, he took off and was lost behind a veil of glamour.

It took painstaking patience to tug on that one faint thread among the dozens that blanketed the area. Blood-for-Less might be on the fringe of the Vampire Quarter, but it apparently got plenty of business—unlike on her previous visit, Elena had heard the heavy murmur of voices from within that indicated Marcia had a full house tonight.

The deeper she got into the Quarter, the more heavily trafficked it became, the central section a favorite among hip young vamps—and suburbanites who wanted to walk on the wild side without going into the more dangerous parts of town. Leggy models, mortal and immortal, were as ubiquitous a part of the landscape as slickly dressed vampires on the prowl, everyone congregating around the clubs that opened their doors after nightfall.

No one dared get in her way.

Keeping her wings folded tight to her back, she made sure her blades were in full view as she tracked. Not that she was afraid of being tackled by a fashionista vamp, she thought with an inward snort. Then again, stilettos were fucking lethal weapons as far as she was concerned.

Ten more minutes of meticulous tracking and she passed out of the central zone and into the Flesh Market. Most tourist guidebooks told visitors to “exercise extreme caution” in this part of the Quarter. Because while the vamps in this area were as stylishly dressed and as urbane, they were older, with darker appetites. Club Masque, up ahead, had a sign at the top of the mortal queue that said,
Fresh Meat
.

And still the young and nubile and stupid lined up.

Raphael,
she said after another block, the stores here shut up for the night and empty of traffic except for a couple who crossed the street when they saw her and a drug dealer who suddenly had urgent business elsewhere.
I need to go down this passageway.
It wasn’t quite an alley, but according to what she could see with her acute night vision, it was close enough for the homeless.

I have you in my sights.

Squeezing her wings as tight to her back as she could manage, she picked her way through the cardboard castles that housed the flotsam and jetsam of the city. They weren’t exclusively human. Vampires could descend into this shadow life just like their mortal counterparts—all it took was an addiction to something. Certain enterprising bloodsuckers had created recreational drugs that worked on those of their kind, though apparently the high didn’t last long enough for most to bother.

More in vogue were “honey” feeds, where a human donor would get high on certain drugs then allow the vamp to feed. Vampiric biology soon neutralized the drugs, but not fast enough to totally negate the pleasure—and sex, of course, was also often on the same menu. All for a price. Then there was gambling, and the sadder cases where an individual, vamp or human, lost the struggle with personal demons no one else could see.

“Hunter.” The rasping whisper came from a shriveled-up old man tucked up inside a cardboard box fashioned into a home, the “curtains” open to reveal his reddened eyes and the brown-paper-bagged bottle in his hands.

Startled that he’d focused on what marked her as Guild, rather than the wings, Elena paused, a sick feeling in her stomach as her eyes adjusted enough to make out the knife scars on his hands. No hunter was ever left behind by his or her brethren . . . but some chose to walk out into the darkness and never return.

“Hunter,” she replied, giving back the same respect he’d offered her. “The Guild is always open to you.” All hunters paid a percentage of their income to the Guild; one of the reasons why was so the Guild could provide care should a hunter be physically or mentally incapacitated. “I can make the call.”

“I like it out here.”

Elena had no way of knowing what he’d survived, the reasons for his choices, so she made no judgment. “Are you here always?”

A nod.

“I’ll ask one of the Guild patrols to come by with some food.” They’d nudge him into better sleeping quarters, too, when the snow started to fall. “I can ask them to bring along a strong, basic tent for you.” Nothing that would make him a target for thieves. “Is that all right?”

A long pause, his eyes seeming to judge her before he said, “Long as they bring enough for two.” His gaze went to another cardboard enterprise a few feet over and across the narrow passageway. “Got to watch each other’s backs. It’s what we do.”