An Untamed Heart (9 page)

Ingeborg nodded. She’d been so engrossed in what they were doing, she’d forgotten to check. As the room darkened and one of the shutters banged, she figured maybe Kari had spoken too soon. Sure enough, drops spattered on the windows.

“Get the bedding in!” All those in the house charged out the door to keep their beds from getting wet. Within minutes they had the bedding in the house and draped over chairs and tables, all the while laughing and teasing.

Ingeborg headed outside. Sure enough, the boys had the sheep back in the corral, built especially for the sheep and connected to the shed on the side of the barn. The older boys had put the horses out, and now were standing in the barn door watching the rain. The animals ignored it, and
Ingeborg shook off the drops from her shawl as she returned to the house.

Please, Lord, let the others be nearing home, away from the danger of lightning.
She’d seen a jagged light flash just moments before and heard the thunder grumble. A heavy rainfall would make travel miserable. Storms of any kind could be fierce in the mountains.

“Let’s get the fireplace going in case this fire is put out.”

“You think it will rain that hard?” Gunlaug asked, staring out the window. “Remember when we used to go play in the rain? Dancing around the birch trees until we were ordered inside, away from the lightning? It’s sad that we don’t do that anymore.”

“You want to go out now?”

Gunlaug shook her head. “Let’s get the fire going. Perhaps we should milk early too.”

Ingeborg opened the door and looked out. “You are right. The cows are up at the barn. We’ll do all the evening chores now.” She raised her voice. “Mari, you and Hamme make små brød as soon as the coals are hot. The rest of you come with us.”

“Where?”

“Out to the barn.”

Shawls over heads, they stopped in the springhouse to get the milking buckets and dashed across the puddling yard to join the laughing boys in the barn.

They had just sat down to milk when Hjelmer came running. “Ingeborg, we are missing two hens. The others are all in the pen.”

“Look all through the barn first and then the sheds. Chickens don’t like to be wet either.”

Surely something hadn’t snatched the chickens already. She could hear the boys calling as she dumped her bucket into the milk can.
Please, Lord, protect the hens and children.
The prayer went up without thought on her part. It was probably the young hens that had not been crated and hauled before. Even chickens could remember, she had always thought. The younger ones were usually the ones to get in trouble first. Something like humans. The hens wouldn’t be setting already.

She dumped a bucket for Gunlaug and ambled over to the doorway, the rain-laden wind blowing air so fresh even the barn odors disappeared. She inhaled with her eyes closed. This is what freedom smelled like and felt like.

“We found them,” someone called from one of the outbuildings.

Thank you for even caring about our chickens.
She would remind the others of that while they ate.

“Ingeborg, do you have something for my hands?” Tor rolled his hands so she could see his palms. Weeping blisters on blisters made her shake her head.

He added, “We got the fence done. Almost.”

“Did you not wear leather gloves?”

He shrugged. “I don’t have any.”

“What? You were told to bring gloves along.” She opened the cupboard door to where she had stored her medical supplies, bringing out a tin of salve and a roll of soft cloth torn into strips for bandages. On her mor’s reminder she had stocked the box even more so. “Go scrub with the soap. We can’t have your hands getting infected.”

“It stings,” he muttered at the bucket.

“Scrub and make sure there is no dirt left in there. Why didn’t you tell me earlier?”
Boys,
she thought at his flinch.
After smoothing the slippery unguent in place, she wrapped his hands and tied the strips in knots on the back of his hands. “We do not throw these bandages away,” she told him. “We wash them.”

He nodded, teeth clamped on his lower lip.

She hoped this didn’t portend a summer full of injuries and illness, like the one they had a few years earlier. But it was sure starting out that way.

Ingeborg sat up in bed. What was that noise?

She closed her eyes again. Hail of course. It sounded like something determined to shred whatever it touched. Hail did that. She lay back down. Surely they had closed all the windows here. She hoped the others had made it home. Even if they hadn’t, hail didn’t usually cover large areas at a time. Thoughts of every other thing that could break under the onslaught made her grit her teeth.

But what can you do about it?
The question stopped her. Nothing. There was nothing she could do. Other than fret and worry. The words
Fear not
tiptoed into her mind like a fawn approaching a meadow. The doe would say,
Come on
, but the tiny fawn would still tiptoe. It was that part of him that nature instilled to protect him. Was that what all these silly thoughts were doing to her?

As her mor would say, although she didn’t always live it,
“Only God can control the weather, and we don’t have to be afraid
.
”
His Word says so.
Fear thou not, for I am with thee. . . .

Ingeborg breathed a sigh and settled back on her pallet.
The floor was hard underneath her quilt, but she’d fallen asleep readily before and must do so again. Morning would come soon enough, even though it was still lighter than dusk outside. The hail clouds made it darker than a usual late May night. She ordered herself to close her eyes and clear her mind. Do not think about hail. Do not think about all that needs to be done. Do not think, period. When all else fails, pray. Perhaps that was the problem. Maybe she should be praying before all else. That thought made her smile. Such wisdom in the middle of the night. Now to remember it during the day and all it brought.

When she woke to a rooster crowing, she realized she had fallen back to sleep. Before she went out to the privy, she put on her shoes, which was a good thing, since some of the hail was still on the ground. And still large after all these hours. She wrinkled her brow, trying to remember what it was she had promised herself she would remember. Or had she dreamed that up too? Probably not, since the hail was indeed real. So she had been awake.

Back in the kitchen, she opened the fireplace damper and, with the poker, rattled the grate and firedogs. She laid bark and bits of tinder on the now-glowing coals and blew gently. Smoke spiraled upward, and soon she saw golden flames, so she added bigger kindling and small pieces of oak. They should keep the fire up better at night. It was cold in here. She filled the coffeepot with water from the bucket sitting in the dry sink. Having to go out to the creek this early did not appeal to her, so she always made sure someone was assigned to that daily task. After adding more wood to the now
snapping fire, she set the coffeepot on the hearth close to the fire. Another full bucket of water sat on the floor near the door, so she picked it up to move it to the counter.

“Oh, ugh! Ick!” By reflex she set it down hard enough to slop over the edges and stepped back.

“What is it? Ingeborg, what is wrong?” someone called down from the sleeping loft.

“A mouse drowned in one of the water buckets.”

“Oh.” A giggle turned into a snort, joined by another.

“Frightened by a dead mouse.” Had to be Hjelmer. His voice was the only one that had started to change, a baritone that sometimes cracked with soprano. More giggles, and in a moment Gunlaug backed, laughing, down the ladder.

“All you who think that is so funny, just come on down and get at the chores,” she called back up.

Ingeborg tried to ignore her but instead handed her the contaminated bucket. “You take care of this on your way out to the backhouse.”

“We can still use the water. Just fish the mouse out and we can add it to the wash water outside on the fire.”

“Fine. You fish the mouse out.”

“You know I—”

Ingeborg rolled her eyes, grabbed a big spoon, fished the body out, and threw it out the door. The barn cats would find it. Good thing they’d brought cats along too. She forced herself to keep a stern face as the others came giggling down the ladder.

“Since you think this is funny, you do the milking and all the chores this morning without me.”

“What are you going to do?” Mari asked, looking at her big sister suspiciously.

“Oh, I am going to sit at the table with my feet up, drink coffee, and eat gorobrød. With butter and sugar, of course. What else do you think I am going to do?”

At that, Mari started to giggle again, a contagious giggle that even Ingeborg with her sternest look could not ignore.

“We have gorobrød here?” Tor gave Hjelmer a confused look. “I didn’t think we brought any along.”

“She’s teasing.” Hjelmer shook his head, clearly saying his cousin must be lacking something in the brain department to not get the joke. He handed Tor a bucket.

“But I don’t know how to milk a cow.” Tor took a step back.

“Ah, Tor, you need not worry about learning to milk until your hands get better. You can do the other chores. Go out with Hjelmer. He’ll tell you what needs doing.” Although he should know these things by now. Ingeborg never failed to marvel at how much more of the vital things in life that country-raised children learned from the time they could toddle. It was a shame not everyone was raised on a farm.

As the boys and Kari left for the barn, Ingeborg went to the door and called after them. “Tor, we have to remember to tend to your hands when you get done out there. Do you have gloves on?”

He turned. “I told you I don’t have any.”

“I’ll give you a pair of mine.” Anders punched him on the shoulder. “But do not lose them, or you’ll be sewing a new pair.”

That is not a bad idea
, Ingeborg thought as she turned back to the younger children. Did they have a tanned deer hide up here? She’d have to look. “Mari, you and I will start the bread and soup. Hamme, you and Jon go out and restart the fire so we can continue heating the water out there. You
do know how to start a fire, right?” When they both nodded, she turned to her youngest sister, who seemed so much older and wiser than several of the others. But then she had been coming to the seter for two years already and she had learned to help at home, even did much of the cooking and baking. Impulsively she reached over and drew Mari to her. “I am so thankful for you.”

Mari hugged her back then tipped her head so she could smile up at her big sister. “Can we have eggs for breakfast?” She gave Ingeborg another hug and giggled into her apron.

“Yes, I think we can. The hens have started laying again.”

“The ride up here turned that older rooster mean. He pecked at the others and tried to chase me, but I swung my bucket at him. He gave me the evil eye too. I think he might be in the stewpot soon.”

“You just might be right.” It was always something, or someone not getting along. Why was peace so hard to come by? With all the beauty up here, everyone should be happy. But she knew that wasn’t enough. Just a dream. “All right, you get the flour and lard out, and I’ll go get the milk. We’ll put an egg in the sveler this morning too.”

“Sugar or jam?”

“How about a bit of sugar in the dough and jam on top after they bake?”

Mari smiled pure bliss. “I love sveler like this almost as good as gorobrød fresh from the iron.”

“And Mor taught us how to make both really well. We need to remember to start the dough tonight for breakfast tomorrow.”

“And lapper, and—” Mari’s eyes twinkled. “Did we bring enough sugar for all this?”

“I think so, but we have to use it carefully. Get the fire going hot.” Ingeborg stopped on the stoop and raised her face to the sun. At least it didn’t act like it didn’t get enough sleep last night. She yawned, stretching her arms over her head. One of the dogs came wagging to see her, so she leaned down to pet her. “How come you’re not out with the sheep?”

The dog turned her head then bounded toward the barn. Hjelmer must have called her.

The flat, round, sweet pancakes and eggs to go with the porridge were a hit with everyone. Good thing Mari had made plenty. Boys especially certainly could put away food! And last night it had gotten pretty cold.

“All right, do you all know what you are to do today?”

“Look for nasty weeds,” two of them answered in unison. “All of us?”

“Who is going with the sheep?” she asked.

“I am and taking Jon along,” Anders said. “He’s herded sheep at home too.”

“Good, we’ll need Hjelmer and Tor to finish up the fence mending, since they didn’t quite get that done yesterday. Was there any hail damage that you could see?”

The milkers all shook their heads.

“Good thing it was in the night like that,” Kari offered. “The chickens weren’t outside.”

“Nor the sheep. Remember the year it hailed and they started to run away? I was afraid I would never find them all—alive, that is.”

“A couple of them were limping afterward.” Ingeborg shook her head. That had been only one of the frightening things that year. Like the lynx attack that had wounded one of the young calves so badly they had to butcher it. She’d fought
the tears through that one. Being the oldest girl in a family gave her all kinds of chores, including many she didn’t like.

“Can I make sveler again for dinner?” Mari asked. “We don’t have any små brød.”

“Enough soup left?”

She shook her head.

“Fine. We can slice the spekekjøtt to go with that rindy cheese.” They didn’t have much of that dried mutton left either. “We should have set the beans to soaking last night.” Kicking oneself was not helpful either. “But since we didn’t, they will take longer, so start them now. We can each bring in an armload of wood for the woodbox. As soon as the water is hot out there, Kari, you and Hamme wash all the windows. And then we are done with housecleaning. Gunlaug and I will sort through last year’s wool and see what we have. Let’s go.”

“We forgot to pray.”

“We did. It is not too late now.” After they said the table grace, they all picked up their plates and set them in the pan of soapy water steaming near the fire.

As they scattered to do their assigned chores, Gunlaug shook her head. “Keeping all this straight in your head—how do you do it, Ingeborg?”

“Obviously I forgot something. How about you be in charge of table prayers and choosing a Bible verse to memorize each week? Maybe set up a contest, and the ones who can say them all at the end of the summer get a prize.”

“Like what?”

“I don’t know. We’ll think of something.”

“I know the boys would like a day off to go fishing. But we can’t wait for the end of the summer for that. We need to check the lake to see if the trout are feeding yet.”

“I heard Tor is a good fisherman.”

“I’m glad he is good at something.” Ingeborg flinched. “I forgot to fix his hands.”

“After dinner, then.” Gunlaug joined Mari at the dry sink, where the dishes were now in the rinse water, and picked up a dish towel.

The rest of the children trailed in with their armloads of wood and dumped them into the box. “More?”

Ingeborg checked and nodded.

“We need to be thinking about the shearing too.”

“I know, Gunlaug.” She could hear the jingle of the horse harnesses. The boys were bringing up more wood from the side lot without her having to tell them. This was a very good sign.

Ingeborg called Tor aside. An hour later he knew how to use a crosscut saw without making his blisters even worse than they were, and the pile of unsplit spools of wood had grown immensely.

Everyone sat down to dinner, glad Mari had more biscuits. While some of the girls cleaned up afterward, Ingeborg took care of Tor’s hands, and then everyone except Mari trooped out to the milk house. The boys carried buckets of milk, and the girls prepared the first of the cheese pots. They put in a long hard afternoon, but so far no one was complaining. They gathered around the fireplace as supper was finishing cooking.

“Willing hands make short work. That’s what Mor always says. We did it and you all deserve something special.” Ingeborg winked at Mari, who had spent the afternoon in the kitchen.

“I think I smelled gorobrød,” Jon said, “when I went to put more wood on the fire. With jam, right?”