An Old-Fashioned Girl (3 page)

“Did you have a good time, dear?” she asked, looking at Polly’s feverish cheeks and excited eyes.

“I don’t wish to be rude, but I didn’t,” answered Polly. “Some of it was splendid; but a good deal of it made me want to go
under the seat. People seemed to like it, but
I
don’t think it was proper.”

As Polly freed her mind, and emphasized her opinion with a decided rap of the boot she had just taken off, Fanny laughed,
and said, while she pirouetted about the room, like Mademoiselle Therese, “Polly was shocked, grandma. Her eyes were as big
as saucers, her face as red as my sash, and once I thought she was going to cry. Some of it
was
rather queer; but, of course, it was proper, or all our set wouldn’t go. I heard Mrs. Smythe Perkins say, ‘It was charming;
so like dear Paris;’ and she has lived abroad; so, of course, she knows what is what.”

“I don’t care if she has. I know it
wasn’t
proper for little girls to see, or I shouldn’t have been so ashamed!” cried sturdy Polly, perplexed, but not convinced, even
by Mrs. Smythe Perkins.

“I think you are right, my dear; but you have lived in the country, and haven’t yet learned that modesty has gone out of fashion.”
And with a goodnight kiss, grandma left Polly to dream dreadfully of dancing in jockey costume, on a great stage; while Tom
played a big drum in the orchestra; and the audience all wore the faces of her father and mother, looking sorrowfully at her,
with eyes like saucers, and faces as red as Fanny’s sash.

“I
’m going to school this morning; so come up and get ready,” said Fanny, a day or two after, as she left the late breakfast-table.

“You look very nice; what have you got to do?” asked Polly, following her into the hall.

“Prink half an hour, and put on her wad,” answered the irreverent Tom, whose preparations for school consisted in flinging
his cap on to his head, and strapping up several big books, that looked as if they were sometimes used as weapons of defence.

“What is a wad?” asked Polly, while Fanny marched up without deigning any reply.

“Somebody’s hair on the top of her head in the place where it ought not to be;” and Tom went whistling away with an air of
sublime indifference as to the state of his own “curly pow.”

“Why must you be so fine to go to school?” asked Polly, watching Fan arrange the little frizzles on her forehead, and settle
the various streamers and festoons belonging to her dress.

“All the girls do; and it’s proper, for you never know who you may meet. I’m going to walk, after my lessons, so I wish you’d
wear your best hat and sack,” answered Fanny, trying to stick her own hat on at an angle which defied all the laws of gravitation.

“I will, if you don’t think this is nice enough. I like the other best, because it has a feather; but this is warmer, so I
wear it every day.” And Polly ran into her own room, to prink also, fearing that her friend might be ashamed of her plain
costume. “Won’t your hands be cold in kid gloves?” she said, as they went down the snowy street, with a north wind blowing
in their faces.

“Yes, horrid cold; but my muff is so big, I won’t carry it. Mamma won’t have it cut up, and my ermine one must be kept for
best;” and Fanny smoothed her Bismark kids with an injured air.

“I suppose my gray squirrel is ever so much too big; but it’s nice and cosy, and you may warm your hands in it if you want
to,” said Polly, surveying her new woollen gloves with a dissatisfied look, though she had thought them quite elegant before.

“Perhaps I will, by and by. Now, Polly, don’t you be shy. I’ll only introduce two or three of the girls; and you needn’t mind
old Monsieur a bit, or read if you don’t want to. We shall be in the anteroom; so you’ll only see about a dozen, and they
will be so busy, they won’t mind you much.”

“I guess I won’t read, but sit and look on. I like to watch people, everything is so new and queer here.”

But Polly did feel and look very shy, when she was ushered into a room full of young ladies, as they seemed to her, all very
much dressed, all talking together, and all turning to examine the newcomer with a cool stare which seemed to be as much the
fashion as eyeglasses. They nodded affably when Fanny introduced her, said something civil, and made room for her at the table
round which they sat waiting for Monsieur. Several of the more frolicsome were imitating the Grecian Bend, some were putting
their heads together over little notes, nearly all were eating confectionery, and the entire twelve chattered like magpies.
Being politely supplied with caramels, Polly sat looking and listening, feeling very young and countrified among these elegant
young ladies.

“Girls, do you know that Carrie has gone abroad? There has been so much talk, her father couldn’t bear it, and took the whole
family off. Isn’t that gay?” said one lively damsel, who had just come in.

“I should think they’d better go. My mamma says, if I’d been going to that school, she’d have taken me straight away,” answered
another girl, with an important air.

“Carrie ran away with an Italian music teacher, and it got into the papers, and made a great stir,” explained the first speaker
to Polly, who looked mystified.

“How dreadful!” cried Polly.

“
I
think it was fun. She was only sixteen, and he was perfectly splendid; and she has plenty of money, and everyone talked about
it; and when she went anywhere, people looked, you know, and she liked it; but her papa is an old poke, so he’s sent them
all away. It’s too bad, for she was the jolliest thing I ever knew.”

Polly had nothing to say to lively Miss Belle; but Fanny observed, “I like to read about such things; but it’s so in convenient
to have it happen right here, because it makes it harder for us. I wish you could have heard my papa go on. He threatened
to send a maid to school with me every day, as they do in New York, to be sure I come all right. Did you ever?”

“That’s because it came out that Carrie used to forge excuses in her mamma’s name, and go promenading with her Oreste, when
they thought her safe at school. Oh, wasn’t she a sly minx?” cried Belle, as if she rather admired the trick.

“I think a little fun is all right; and there’s no need of making a talk, if, now and then, someone does run off like Carrie.
Boys do as they like; and
I
don’t see why girls need to be kept so dreadfully close. I’d like to see anybody watching and guarding me!” added another
dashing young lady.

“It would take a policeman to do that, Trix, or a little man in a tall hat,” said Fanny, slyly, which caused a general laugh,
and made Beatrice toss her head coquettishly.

“Oh, have you read ‘The Phantom Bride’? It’s perfectly thrilling! There’s a regular rush for it at the library; but some prefer
‘Breaking a Butterfly.’ Which do you like best?” asked a pale girl of Polly in one of the momentary lulls which occurred.

“I haven’t read either.”

“You must, then. I adore Guy Livingston’s books, and Yates’s. ‘Ouida’s’ are my delight, only they are so long, I get worn
out before I’m through.”

“I haven’t read anything but one of the Muhlbach novels since I came. I like those, because there is history in them,” said
Polly, glad to have a word to say for herself.

“Those are well enough for improving reading; but I like real exciting novels; don’t you?”

Polly was spared the mortification of owning that she had never read any, by the appearance of Monsieur, a gray-headed old
Frenchman, who went through his task with the resigned air of one who was used to being the victim of giggling schoolgirls.
The young ladies gabbled over the lesson, wrote an exercise, and read a little French history. But it did not seem to make
much impression upon them, though Monsieur was very ready to explain; and Polly quite blushed for her friend, when, on being
asked what famous Frenchman fought in our Revolution, she answered Lamartine, instead of Lafayette.

The hour was soon over; and when Fan had taken a music lesson in another room, while Polly looked on, it was time for recess.
The younger girls walked up and down the court, arm in arm, eating bread and butter; others stayed in the schoolroom to read
and gossip; but Belle, Trix, and Fanny went to lunch at a fashionable ice cream saloon nearby, and Polly meekly followed,
not daring to hint at the gingerbread grandma had put in her pocket for luncheon. So the honest, brown cookies crumbled away
in obscurity, while Polly tried to satisfy her hearty appetite on one ice and three macaroons.

The girls seemed in great spirits, particularly after they were joined by a short gentleman with such a young face that Polly
would have called him a boy, if he had not worn a tall beaver. Escorted by this impressive youth, Fanny left her unfortunate
friends to return to school, and went to walk, as she called a slow promenade down the most crowded streets. Polly discreetly
fell behind, and amused herself looking into shopwindows, till Fanny, mindful of her manners, even at such an interesting
time, took her into a picture gallery, and bade her enjoy the works of art while they rested. Obedient Polly went through
the room several times, apparently examining the pictures with the interest of a connoisseur, and trying not to hear the mild
prattle of the pair on the round seat. But she couldn’t help wondering what Fan found so absorbing in an account of a recent
German, and why she need promise so solemnly not to forget the concert that afternoon.

When Fanny rose at last, Polly’s tired face reproached her; and taking a hasty leave of the small gentleman, she turned homeward,
saying, confidentially, as she put one hand in Polly’s muff, “Now, my dear, you mustn’t say a word about Frank Moore, or papa
will take my head off.
I
don’t care a bit for him, and he likes Trix; only they have quarrelled, and he wants to make her mad by flirting a little
with me. I scolded him well, and he promised to make up with her. We all go to the afternoon concerts, and have a gay time,
and Belle and Trix are to be there today; so just keep quiet, and everything will be all right.”

“I’m afraid it won’t,” began Polly, who, not being used to secrets, found it very hard to keep even a small one.

“Don’t worry, child. It’s none of our business; so we can go and enjoy the music, and if other people flirt, it won’t be our
fault,” said Fanny, impatiently.

“Of course not; but, then, if your father don’t like you to do so, ought you to go?”

“I tell mamma, and she don’t care. Papa is fussy, and grandma makes a stir about every blessed thing I do. You will hold your
tongue, won’t you?”

“Yes; I truly will; I never tell tales.” And Polly kept her word, feeling sure Fan didn’t mean to deceive her father, since
she told her mother everything.

“Who are you going with?” asked Mrs. Shaw, when Fanny mentioned that it was concert day, just before three o’clock.

“Only Polly; she likes music, and it was so stormy I couldn’t go last week, you know,” answered Fan; adding, as they left
the house again, “If anyone meets us on the way, I can’t help it, can I?”

“You can tell them not to, can’t you?”

“That’s rude. Dear me! Here’s Belle’s brother Gus — he always goes.
Is
my hair all right, and my hat?”

Before Polly could answer, Mr. Gus joined them as a matter of course, and Polly soon found herself trotting on behind, feeling
that things were not “all right,” though she didn’t know how to mend them. Being fond of music, she ignorantly supposed that
everyone else went for that alone, and was much disturbed by the whispering that went on among the young people round her.
Belle and Trix were there in full dress; and, in the pauses between different pieces, Messrs. Frank and Gus, with several
other “splendid fellows,” regaled the young ladies with college gossip, and bits of news full of interest, to judge from the
close attention paid to their eloquent remarks. Polly regarded these noble beings with awe, and they recognized her existence
with the condescension of their sex; but they evidently considered her only “a quiet little thing,” and finding her not up
to society talk, blandly ignored the pretty child, and devoted themselves to the young ladies. Fortunately for Polly, she
forgot all about them in her enjoyment of the fine music, which she felt rather than understood, and sat listening with such
a happy face, that several true music-lovers watched her smilingly, for her heart gave a blithe welcome to the melody which
put the little instrument in tune. It was dusk when they went out, and Polly was much relieved to find the carriage waiting
for them, because playing third fiddle was not to her taste, and she had had enough of it for one day.

“I’m glad those men are gone; they did worry me so talking, when I wanted to hear,” said Polly, as they rolled away.

“Which did you like best?” asked Fanny, with a languid air of superiority.

“The plain one, who didn’t say much; he picked up my muff when it tumbled down, and took care of me in the crowd; the others
didn’t mind anything about me.”

“They thought you were a little girl, I suppose.”

“My mother says a real gentleman is as polite to a little girl as to a woman; so I like Mr. Sydney best, because he was kind
to me.”

“What a sharp child you are, Polly. I shouldn’t have thought you’d mind things like that,” said Fanny, beginning to understand
that there may be a good deal of womanliness even in a little girl.

“I’m used to good manners, though I do live in the country,” replied Polly, rather warmly, for she didn’t like to be patronized
even by her friends.

“Grandma says your mother is a perfect lady, and you are just like her; so don’t get in a passion with those poor fellows,
and I’ll see that they behave better next time. Tom has no manners at all, and you don’t complain of him,” added Fan, with
a laugh.

“I don’t care if he hasn’t; he’s a boy, and acts like one, and I can get on with him a great deal better than I can with those
men.”