"Think for
Dragon
," he said. And I realized that that was what
he
was trying to do, and had been for the past several days. And Colgrave was unaccustomed to thinking for or about anyone but himself.
As was I. As was I.
A tremor passed through my limbs. Colgrave saw it. His eyebrows rose in question.
"I'll be all right." I nocked a different arrow. The motion was old and familiar. My hands stopped trembling. "You see?"
He nodded once, jerkily, then spun to face the creature in red.
It remained unchanged. It slept, wearing that insouciant smile. "Wake him up," Colgrave ordered.
Barley started forward.
"Don't enter the pentacle!" the Old Man snapped. "Find another way."
The Trolledyngjan took an amulet from round his neck. "This be having no potency here anyway," he said. He flung it at the sleeper.
It coruscated as it flew. It trailed smoke and droplets of flame. It fell into the sorcerer's lap.
The creature jumped as if stung. Its eyes sprang open. I pulled my arrow to my ear.
Mine were the first eyes it met. It looked down the length of my shaft and slowly settled back to its throne, its hand folded over the amulet in its lap. We had dealt it a stunning surprise, but after that first reaction it hid it well. It turned its gaze from me to Colgrave.
They stared at one another. Neither spoke for several minutes. Time stretched into an eternity. Then the thing in red said, "There is no evading fate, Captain. I see what you mean to do. But you cannot redeem yourself by killing me instead of those whom
I
desire slain. In fact, unless I misread you, you have slain to reach me. Wherefore, then, can you expect redemption?"
His lips were parted a quarter inch, still smiling. They never moved while he spoke. And I was never sure whether I was hearing with my ears or brain.
I do not know what was on Colgrave's mind. The sorcerer's remarks did not deflate him. So I presume that he had seen the paradox already.
"Nor can you win redemption simply through performing acts. There must be sincerity." There was no inflection in his voice, but I swear he was mocking us.
I remembered an old friend who had disappeared long ago. Whaleboats had never been very sincere. Unless he had hidden it damned well.
"The damned can be no more damned than they already are," Colgrave countered. A grim rictus of a smile crossed his tortured face. "Perhaps the not-yet-damned can be spared the horror of those who are."
My eyes never left my target, but my mind ran wild and free. This was Colgrave, the mad captain of the ghost ship? The terror of every man who put to sea? I had known him forever, it seemed, and had never sensed this in him.
We all have our mysterious deeps, I guess. I had been learning a lot about my shipmates lately.
"There is life for you in my service," the sorcerer argued. "There is no life in defying me. What I have once called up I can also banish."
"This be no life," the Trolledyngjan muttered. "We be but
oskoreien
of the sea."
Priest nodded.
Barley was poised to charge. Colgrave caught his sleeve lightly. Like the faithful old dog he was, Barley relaxed.
I relaxed too, letting my bow slack to quarter pull. It was one of the most powerful ever made. Even I could not hold it at full draw long.
I stopped watching the sorcerer's eyes. There was something hypnotic about them, something aimed specially at me.
His hands caught my attention. They began moving as he argued with Colgrave, and I ignored his words for fear there would be something compelling hidden in his voice. His hands, too, were playing at treacheries.
I whipped my shaft back to my ear.
His hands dropped into his lap. He stopped talking, closed his eyes.
A wave of power inundated me. The creature was terrified of me! Of
me!
It was the power I had felt as
Dragon
's second most famous crewman, while standing on her poop as we bore down on a victim, my arrows about to slay her helmsman and officers. It was the power that had made me the second most feared phenomenon of the western seas.
It was the absolute power of life and death.
And in that way, I soon realized, he was using me too.
I had the power, and he did fear me, but he was playing to my weakness for that power, hoping that it would betray me into his hands. In fact, he was counting on using all our weaknesses . . . .
He was a bold, courageous, and subtle one, that creature in red. Whatever the stakes in his game, he was not reluctant to risk losing. Not one man in a million would have faced
Dragon
's crew for a chance at an empire, let alone have recalled us from our fog-bound grave.
He spoke again. And again he made weapons of his hands, his eyes, his voice. But he no longer directed them my way.
He chose Barley. It made a certain sense. Barley was the most wicked killer of us all. But I held the power of death, and Barley would have to get past Colgrave and Priest to take it away from me.
He whirled and charged. And the Trolledyngjan smacked the back of his head with the flat of his ax. Barley pitched forward. He lay still. Colgrave knelt beside him, his eye burning with the old hatred as he glared at the creature in red.
I nodded to the Trolledyngjan. I was pleased to see that I was not alone in my awareness of what the sorcerer was doing.
"I think you just made a mistake," Colgrave said.
"Perhaps. Perhaps I'll send you back to your waiting place. There are other means to my ends. But they're much slower . . . ."
"You shouldn't ought to have done that," Priest said. "Barley was my friend."
What? I thought. You never had a friend in your life, Priest.
One of the black birds shrieked warningly. Colgrave reached out . . . .
Too late. Priest's left hand blurred. A throwing knife flamed across the space between himself and the creature in red.
The sorcerer writhed aside. The blade slashed his left shoulder. His left hand rose, a finger pointing. He screamed something.
"Wizard!" I snarled.
And loosed my shaft.
It passed through his hand and smoked away into darkness. He looked down the length of my next shaft. His bloody hand dropped into his lap. Pain and rage seethed in him, but he fought for control. He wadded his robe around his hand.
My gaze flicked to Colgrave. We had a stand-off here. And unless the Old Man did something, that wizard would pick us off one by one. Colgrave had to decide which way to jump.
Colgrave had to? But he had told me . . . . But . . . .
All the black birds had joined us. They were big. I called them albatrosses, but their size was the only thing they had in common. They lined up between us and the wizard. Their pupilless yellow eyes seemed to take in everything at the same time.
They were doing their damnedest to make sure we knew they were there.
I had always been aware of them. For me they had become as much a part of
Dragon
as Colgrave or myself. What were they? Lurkers over carrion? Celestial emissaries? Sometimes, because I sympathized with their plight, I wanted to make them something more that what they were.
Those sentinels posted by a dead man were as trapped as we. Maybe more than we were. Their exit might be even narrower.
Neither Colgrave nor the creature in red paid them any heed. To those two the birds were squawking nuisances left from another time.
Those squawking nuisances had been trying to guide us since our recall. We had seldom heeded them. Maybe we should have.
Why were they trying to intercede? That had to be beyond their original writ. That, surely, had been but to keep their summoner informed of what was happening amongst
things
he could only banish, not destroy.
I suppose his last-second death compelled them to interpret their mission for themselves.
One squawked and threw itself into the pentagram.
There were sorceries upon that bird. It was nothing of this world. The spells shielding the thing in red were less efficacious against it than they had been against arrow, dagger, or amulet.
Nonetheless, it fell before it reached the sorcerer. The stench of smoldering feathers assailed my nostrils. Smoke boiled off the writhing bird. It emitted some of the most pathetic sounds I had ever heard.
Then, like the bird the sorcerer had downed at sea, it became a snake of smoke and slithered off like black lightning, through air and cellar wall . . . . I presumed.
The thing in red had begun some silent enchantment. We now faced it amidst a vast plain, walled by mists instead of limestone.
A second bird threw itself into the pentacle the instant the first changed and hurtled off.
It penetrated a foot farther. Then a third flopped clumsily forward, achieving perhaps fourteen inches more than the second.
Mica's voice echoed eerily from the mist behind us. "Captain. Bowman. Hurry up. There's a big mob in the street. They're armed. We're in trouble if they break in."
Another bird hurled itself at the sorcerer. This one managed to sink a beak into an ankle.
The sorcerer called down a thunderbolt. It scattered flesh and feathers.
Another leapt.
The Old Man said, "Have Toke and Tor gather the men behind the house, Sailmaker. If we're not up in ten minutes, go back to
Dragon.
Tell them not to wait for us. They'll have to clear the Estuary before the fleet gets back from Cape Blood."
"Captain!"
I could read Mica's thoughts. What would they do without Colgrave?
Dragon
would become lifeless without the dead captain's will animating it.
"Do as I say, Sailmaker."
Two black birds threw themselves into the pentacle together. The sorcerer got the first in midair. The second landed in his lap, tearing with beak and talons. They
had
to be driven by more than their original assignment. Maybe the gods were interceding . . . .
Barley clambered to his feet with the Old Man's help. He was groggy. Colgrave dithered round him.
The grumble of a crowd working itself up reached the cellar.
We were in trouble.
"Maybe we ought to run for it," Priest suggested.
Colgrave hit him with that one cold eye. "Colgrave doesn't run." Then, "We have an enemy here." He indicated the thing in red. "He's decided to send us back. We have to stop him. Sixty men counting on us . . . . I don't want any of us to go back. It's forever this time."
"I'll buy that," I muttered. It reflected my thinking of the moment. But I was surprised to hear it from the Old Man. It was not his kind of thinking.
It seemed that the black birds had been trying to stop us from compounding our sins. That was all I could get their admonitory squawks to add to. "Sorry, guys," I murmured. A sin or two looked necessary for the greater welfare.
I did not want to see that quiet, fog-bound sea again. Eighteen years was long enough. The others felt the same.
I could see just one way out of it. Kill the sorcerer in red.
Another murder.
What was one more death on my soul? I asked myself. Not a pennyweight.
The last black bird hurled itself into the pentagram.
The sorcerer was covered with blood, reddening its clothing even more. Pain had destroyed the delicacy of its face. And yet a tiny smile began to stretch its lips again.
I drew to my ear and let an arrow fly.
The others had the same idea at the same instant. The Trolledyngjan hurled his ax. Priest and Barley flung themselves against the waning Power of the pentagram. Colgrave drew his blade and followed at a more casual pace. The Trolledyngjan whipped out a dagger and joined him. My arrow and the Trolledyngjan's ax did not survive the smashing fist of a lightning bolt. Both weapons touched the creature in red, but only lightly.
The last bird became another serpent of night and slithered off to wherever they went when they devolved.
The spells protecting the sorcerer gnawed at Priest and Barley. They screamed like souls in torment.
And kept on.
They were Colgrave's favorite hounds, those two. Because nothing stopped them.
They had been the two most dreaded in-fighters on the western sea.
A continual low moan emanated from the Trolledyngjan. Colgrave made no sound at all. He just leaned ahead like a man striding into a gale, his eye fixed on the sorcerer's throat.
Priest and Barley went down. They writhed the way the birds had. But they kept trying to get to the creature in red. Barley's blade struck sparks from the stone beside the wizard's ankle.
Its smile grew larger. It thought it was winning.
I sped three arrows as fast as I could.
The first did no good at all. The second pinked him lightly. It distracted him for an instant.
His attackers surged at him, threatening to bury him.
I sent my third arrow beneath Colgrave's upraised arm. It buried itself in the creature's heart.
The Old Man's blade fell. It sliced the flesh away from one side of that delicate face.
The thing slowly stood. A mournful wail came from between its motionless lips. The sound rose in pitch and grew louder and louder. I dropped my bow and clapped my hands over my ears.
That did not help. The sound battered me till I ached.
The Trolledyngjan was down with Priest and Barley. I did not expect them to rise ever again.
The creature in red touched Colgrave. My captain started to drop too.
He fell slowly, like a mighty kingdom crumbling.
"Go, Bowman," he told me in a voice that was hardly a whisper, yet which I heard through the sorcerer's wail. "Take
Dragon
back to sea. Save the men."
"Captain!" I seized his arm and tried to drag him away. The thing in red touched him. The touch anchored the Old Man.
"Get the hell out of here!" he growled. "I'll handle him."
"But . . . ."
"That's an order, Bowman."
He was my Captain. These were my comrades. My friends.
"Will you get the hell gone?"