Always Forever (79 page)

"If there's anything you want to get off your chest, now's the time to do it,"
Tom said gruffly, though his voice could barely be heard above the thunderous
heartbeat.

"You saved my life."

"Lot of good it did you."

"I'm sorry," Church said, "I let you down. If only I'd moved quicker."

"Nonsense." Tom coughed violently. "You have exceeded my wildest expectations. From the first time we met I could see you were the right man for the
job. Oh, I know I never said it-couldn't have you getting a big head-but you
were the best possible choice, Jack. The very best."

"I wish you'd said that before." Church closed his eyes, trying to deal with
all the acute emotions bubbling through him. "I've still failed, though."

"You're breathing, aren't you?"

A thought sparked in Church's still awakening mind; he looked around as
best he could. "Hang on. Just you and me?"

"So it seems." There was a note of caution in Tom's voice not to say any
more.

Church knew how resilient the Bone Inspector was. If he had managed to
evade the Fomorii, there was still a slim chance. "How long was I out?" he said
with renewed enthusiasm.

"I would say it's getting on for dawn. Not long to the feast of Samhain. The
gates will be opening soon. The Heart of Shadows will get all the power he
needs." He coughed then added quickly, "Don't mention its name. Not here, not
this close to it. The repercussions might be ..." His voice faded.

"The Sword?"

"Behind you. And the Wayfinder. They can't touch them, you know, even
with the massive advances in their power. They have to rely on Callow."

"That bastard. I was convinced he'd died on Wave Sweeper. He's like a cockroach-stamp on him and he just keeps on running."

"If you get free ..." Tom gave a hacking wet cough "... you must use the
Wayfinder."

"To find what? The head?"

"No. Think of the symbolism. What it means. It is a lantern that will light
your way to the true path. It has a direct access to the source of the Blue Fire. I
always told you to keep it close to you because ..." Another cough; something
splattered on the stone "... it's more important than you thought."

Tom fell silent; Church couldn't even hear his ragged breathing any more.
"Tom?" he called out, fearing the worst.

"Yes. I'm here. It's nearly time."

"For what?"

"Remember what I said to you. On the ship. About keeping your memories
close to you. They're your Wayfinder, Jack."

Tears stung Church's eyes. "Just hang on-"

"No. This is no surprise to me. I've had the chance to prepare myself."

Church forced himself to keep his voice steady. "How long have you
known?"

"A long time. Longer than you've been alive."

Church couldn't begin to imagine how that could have been: to know when
your death would be, to have the shadow falling over your whole life, yet still
managing to keep going, to make friends, to care for people. It threw all of
Tom's difficult character into a new light. Church was overwhelmed with guilt
at the bad things he had thought of his friend, certainly in the early days, and
all the harsh words he had ever said. There was so much he still wanted to say.
Despite their prickly relationship, Tom had been an excellent teacher, and a
father figure and the best of friends; he had made a deep and lasting impact on
Church's life.

Tom appeared to know what Church was thinking. "I've had a long life, Jack.
Too long. Too much pain and suffering. I'm looking forward to moving on."

"I'm sorry these last few months have been so hard for you."

"They have been hard, but they have also been some of the best months of
my life. I've learnt a lot from all of you, Jack. You reminded me of all those
things I thought I'd lost when the Queen got her hands on me. For centuries I
thought I'd become less than a man. But you-all of you-showed me the
truth. And now it doesn't matter what the Queen's games did to my body,
because the thing that really counts, my humanity, comes from somewhere else.
And it's still there."

Tom coughed again, and this time it sounded like the fit wasn't going to
stop. When it did finally end, he was noticeably weaker. His eyelids fluttered
half-closed; his skin grew ashen.

"Tom," Church pleaded futilely. He had always been so flawed and weak compared to the heroic legends of Thomas the Rhymer, but in truth his heroism
was even greater; deeper and more complex than the shining, courageous myth,
infinitely more worthy, because it came from the best of humanity.

"The spiderweb." The Rhymer's voice was a papery rustle. "Diamonds all
along it. Little worlds." Another cough, slow and laboured. "Beautiful, little
worlds."

And then there was silence and a heavy stillness.

His eyes burning, Church rested his head on the hard wood. He would miss
his old friend immeasurably.

His sorrow had turned to a cold, hard anger when the door swung open and
Mollecht entered, flanked by three Fomorii guards. Behind them, Callow
danced a little jig. Mollecht led the Fomorii to the array of torture tools,
ignoring Church completely.

"They're going to punish you, you know." Callow moved across the floor in
a manner that reminded Church more of an insect; insanity burned bright in his
eyes.

"I'd call you crazy if it wasn't stating the obvious," Church said. "Throwing
your lot in with these bastards again, after all they've done to you. Do you think
they'll give you what you want?"

Callow cast a sly, admiring glance towards the mass of flapping birds. "Oh
yes, oh yes. My new best friend."

"I had some sympathy for you, Callow, but it was misplaced. You aren't how
you are because you didn't get the breaks in life. There have always been too
many people like you, blaming everybody and everything for their suffering
because they're too weak to face up to the selfishness or the greed that drove
them into bad situations. Doing the right thing is difficult, and there's always
some kind of hardship, but it pays off-for yourself, for society, for humanity.
You were just too lacking to go down that road. Too pathetic. You wanted
things for yourself and you wanted them quick and easy. Face up to it, Callow.
All your misery in your life is because of the choices you made."

"No!" Callow protested childishly. "Nobody looked after me! I never had
what others had!"

"You said it yourself, the first time we met. Longfellow, wasn't it?" Church
drove the nail home harder, enjoying every blow.

"Shut up!" Callow covered his ears.

"In ourselves, are triumph and defeat."

"No!" He ran over and kicked Tom's body hard, then looked to Church for
a reaction.

"He can't feel it, you know," Church said. "He's away taking a rest from this
big mess. It's all of us left behind who still get to feel the pain."

Callow scuttled forward to Church's side so he could whisper in his ear,
"And that's just what you'll get, old boy. Once he's finished with you"-he
pointed to Mollecht-"I'll have my finger."

Mollecht completed whatever task he had been carrying out on the other
side of the room and turned back. Church couldn't tell if it was his imagination,
but the crows appeared to fly even faster, like a heart speeding up at the anticipation of pleasure.

"Enjoy it while it lasts," Callow whispered gleefully.

The three Fomorii guards were each carrying one of the cruel-looking
implements; Church tried not to look at them, nor to think what damage they
could wreak on his frail body.

Close up the sound of flapping wings was deafening, the smell of the birds
potent. Church couldn't comprehend how they could fly so fast, so close together
without once crashing.

Callow sloped back to the far corner of the room, obviously unnerved by
Mollecht, even though he considered him an ally. The Fomorii guards roughly
flipped the board back so it was horizontal, and Mollecht moved to stand at the
head, where his presence was oppressive, but only partly seen. Two Fomorii positioned themselves on Church's right, one over his knee joint, the other close to
his hand. The third Fomorii moved in on his left and held a rod tipped with a
corkscrew over his groin; Church remembered that one well from the tunnels
beneath Dartmoor.

Something was happening with Mollecht, although it was impossible to see
exactly what. Church had a sense that the birds were moving their formation
slightly; he could feel the air currents from their wings on his forehead. A
moment later an unpleasant sucking sensation throbbed deep in his head,
though he was sure it was not physical.

He writhed on the table in an attempt to shake it off, but it grew more and
more intense until he felt something deep in him rushing out. There was a
moment of utter darkness and then the torture room was gone, although he felt
his body still lying in it. Everything was infused with intense, smoky colours,
unreal, like a distorted Technicolor film from the sixties. A large, armoured
insect appeared to be crawling around the inside of his head. His whole being
recoiled; it was the mind of Mollecht.

Church had flashes of a nightmarish landscape where threatening creatures
loomed up before receding in speeded-up motion. There was a shift and he
glimpsed a building as big as a mountain made of black glass. Another shift and he was inside, in a room as dark as the deepest well despite a brazier glowing a
dull red in one corner. One of the Fomorii stood hunched over the hot coals
pouring some dust on to them from a glass philtre. This Fomor-whom Church
knew was Mollecht-was a half-breed, just like Calatin, but while Calatin had
more of the Tuatha De Danann in his physical appearance, Mollecht was closer
to the grotesque Night Crawlers.

As the dust fell on the coals, a cloud of smoke rose up in purples and reds.
Church had a sudden sense of a great Evil, greater even than Balor, lying somewhere on the edge of the universe. He felt its attention turn on him/them, and
was convinced he was going to die from dread.

The smoke billowed with a life of its own. Finally it folded back and out of
it flew the murder of crows, although there was something sickeningly alien
about them; they were much larger, their eyes glittering red, and Church could
sense in them an awful intelligence. They fell on Mollecht, pecking at his skin
with blades as sharp as razor blades, tearing through flesh and bone.

As Mollecht fell to his knees, he howled in the insane monkey-gibbering way
of the Fomorii, but there was nothing he could do to fend them off. At the same
time as they ate him alive, they spun a chartreuse web, like spiders, that coagulated,
folding within his body to make another form. As he shrank, it grew, not as large
but more powerful, and when he was completely gone, it lay there, infinitely more
hideous, both within and without. It was so fragile it threatened to fall apart in an
instant, but the crows began to fly, faster and faster, weaving a binding spell that
created a network of restraining energy. And when it opened its eyes ...

The shock jolted Church out of the trance state; he would never, ever forget
the sickness of seeing the world through Mollecht's eyes.

Mollecht retreated from his head and moved to where he could direct
proceedings.

"Have you lost hope yet?" Callow jeered from the other side of the room.

"Mollecht belongs to something else," Church gasped. "He wants to challenge Balor."

All the Fomorii stopped; Callow dropped to his knees whimpering. The air
pressure in the room fell; a wind rushed through it. Church was aware of a presence in the room, unbearably threatening; fear surged through him. It was only
there for a second or two before moving on, but it left deep scars on his mind.

Somehow he forced himself to speak. "Where is-"

"Don't say the name!" Callow pleaded.

"Where is he?"

Church thought Callow was going to cry. He looked around in terror.
"Don't you know? You are inside him."

Church had no time to ask what that meant. The crows that made up Mollecht shifted their formation; a signal. The Fomorii moved in with the torture
instruments.

Before any of them could hurt him, there was another drop in air pressure, only
this one felt different: Church's nerve endings tingled, warmth flooded into his
limbs. The Fomorii felt it too, for they looked towards the door as one. Mollecht
backed away.

The door was growing a dim blue, distinct in the darkness of the room, and
it was from there that the electric atmosphere was flooding. Mollecht let out a
series of barks and yelps. The Fomorii guards threw away the torture instruments
and pulled out their swords, but before they reached the door, the blue glow
became noticeably brighter and a resonant hum filled the room. An instant later
the door exploded in thousands of shards. Church was close enough to the blast to
have been torn to pieces by the flying wood, but nothing touched him at all.

When he looked back he was confronted with a miraculous sight. On the
stone floor outside the door was a severed head. It was the source of the brilliant
blue glow that now flooded the room. The head of Bran, the Luck of the Land;
the god who had sacrificed himself for the sake of humanity. Church could make
out long, flowing hair, but where the eyes and mouth should have been there
were only holes out of which the blue light streamed. The most unnerving thing
was that the head appeared to be still alive. Its mouth moved, the muscles on its
cheeks twitched, the eyes grew wider and then narrowed.

The Fomorii guards hesitated, but another command from Mollecht drove
them on. They barely had time to move. The light became a river of surging
Blue Fire rushing towards them. Church was mesmerised as he watched it burn
away everything down to the skeletons, and an instant later they were gone too.

In the corner, Callow was shrieking. Church's attention was drawn to the
door as a tall silhouette slipped in. The Bone Inspector hurried over, his face
drawn in pain. Church saw that his hands had been charred black.