Almost Heaven (54 page)

“No, because this is how it all began two years ago. We were in the arbor, and a waltz was playing,” she reminded him needlessly. “And you came up behind me and said, ‘Dance with me, Elizabeth’. And-and I did,” she said, her voice trailing off at the odd expression darkening his eyes. “Remember?” she added shakily when he said absolutely nothing.

His gaze held hers, and his voice was tender and rough. “Love me, Elizabeth.”

Elizabeth felt a tremor run through her entire body, but she looked at him without flinching. “I do.”

The waltz was dwindling away, and with a supreme effort he let her go. They walked through the crowd together, smiling politely at people who intercepted them without the slightest idea of anything that was said. When they neared the Townsendes’ group Ian delayed her with a touch of his hand. “There’s something I’ve wanted to tell you,” he said. Scrupulously keeping up appearances, he reached out to take a drink from a tray being passed by a servant, using that to cover their having stopped. “I would have told you before, but until now you would have questioned my motives and not believed me.”

Elizabeth nodded graciously to a woman who greeted her, then she slowly reached for the glass, listening to him as he quietly said, “I never told your brother I didn’t want to wed you.”

Her hand stayed, then she took the glass from him and walked beside him as they made their slowest possible way back to their friends. “Thank you,” she said softly, pausing to sip from her glass in another delaying tactic.

“There’s one more thing,” he added irritably.

“What’s that?” she asked.

“I hate this damn ball. I’d give half what I own to be anywhere else with you.”

To his surprise, his thrifty fiancée nodded complete agreement. “So would I.”

“Half!” he chided, grinning at her in complete defiance of the rules of propriety. “Really?”

“Well – at least a fourth,” she amended helplessly, giving him her hand for the obligatory kiss as she reached for her skirts, preparing to curtsy.

“Don’t you
dare
curtsy to me,” he warned in a laughing underbreath, kissing her gloved fingers. “Everywhere I go women are falling to the floor like collapsing rigging on a ship.”

Elizabeth’s shoulders shook with mirth as she disobediently sank into a deep throne-room curtsy that was a miracle of grace and exaggeration. Above her she heard his throaty chuckle.

In an utter turnabout of his earlier feelings, Ian suddenly decided this ball was immensely enjoyable. With perfect equanimity he danced with enough old and respected pillars of the
ton
to ensure that he was guaranteed to be regarded as a perfectly acceptable escort for Elizabeth later on. In the entire endless evening his serenity received a jolt only a few times. The first was when someone who didn’t know who he was confided that only two months ago Lady Elizabeth’s uncle had sent out invitations to all her former suitors offering her hand in marriage.

Suppressing his shock and loathing for her uncle, Ian had pinned an amused smile on his face and confided, “I’m acquainted with the lady’s uncle, and I regret to say he’s a little mad. As you know, that sort of thing runs,” Ian had finished smoothly, “in our
finest
families.” The reference to England’s hopeless King George was unmistakable, and the man had laughed uproariously at the joke.

“True,” he agreed. “Lamentably true.” Then he went off to spread the word that Elizabeth’s uncle was a confirmed loose screw.

Ian’s method of dealing with Sir Francis Belhaven – who, his grandfather had discovered, was boasting that Elizabeth had spent several days with him – was less subtle and even more effective. “Belhaven,” Ian said after spending a half hour searching for the repulsive knight.

The stout man had whirled around in surprise, leaving his acquaintances straining to hear Ian’s low conversation with him. “I find your presence repugnant,” Ian had said in a dangerously quiet voice. “I dislike your coat, I dislike your shirt, and I dislike the knot in your neckcloth. In fact, I dislike you. Have I offended you enough yet, or shall I continue?”

Belhaven’s mouth dropped open, his pasty face turning a deathly gray. “Are-are you trying to force a – duel?”

“Normally one doesn’t bother shooting a repulsive toad, but in this instance I’m prepared to make an exception, since this toad doesn’t know how to keep his mouth shut’“

“A duel, with you?” he gasped. “Why, it would be no contest – none at all. Everyone knows what sort of marks-man you are. It would be murder.”

Ian leaned close, speaking between his clenched teeth. “It’s going to be
murder
you miserable little opium-eater, unless you suddenly remember very vocally that you’ve been joking about Elizabeth Cameron’s visit.”

At the mention of opium the glass slid from his fingers and crashed to the floor. “I have just realized I was joking.”

“Good,” Ian said, restraining the urge to strangle him. “Now start remembering it all over this ballroom’“

“Now that, Thornton,” said an amused voice from Ian’s shoulder as Belhaven scurried off to begin doing as bidden. “makes me hesitate to say that he is not lying.” Still angry with Belhaven, Ian turned in surprise to see John Marchman standing there. “She was with me as well,” Marchman said. “All aboveboard, for God’s sake, so don’t look at me like I’m Belhaven. Her aunt Berta was there every moment.”

“Her what?” Ian said, caught between fury and amusement.

“Her Aunt Berta. Stout little woman who doesn’t say much.”

“See that you follow her example,” Ian warned darkly. John Marchman, who had been privileged to fish at Ian’s marvelous stream in Scotland, gave his friend an offended look. “I daresay you’ve no business challenging
my
honor. I was considering marrying Elizabeth to keep her out of Belhaven’s clutches; you were only going to
shoot
him. It seems to me that my sacrifice was –”

“You were what?” Ian said, feeling as if he’d walked in on a play in the middle of the second act and couldn’t seem to hold onto the thread of the plot or the identity of the players.

“Her uncle turned me down. Got a better offer.”

“Your life will be more peaceful, believe me,” Ian said dryly, and he left to find a footman with a tray of drinks.

The last encounter was one Ian enjoyed, because Elizabeth was with him after they’d had their second – and last permissible- – dance. Viscount Mondevale had approached them with Valerie hanging on his arm, and the rest of their group fanned around them. The sight of the young woman who’d caused them both so much pain evoked almost as much ire in Ian as the sight of Mondevale watching Elizabeth like a lovelorn swain.

“Mondevale,” Ian had said curtly, feeling the tension in Elizabeth’s fingers when she looked at Valerie, “I applaud your taste. I’m certain Miss Jamison will make you a fine wife, if you ever get up the spine to ask her. If you do, however, take my advice, and hire her a tutor, because she can’t write and she can’t spell.” Transferring his blistering gaze to the gaping young woman, Ian clipped, “‘Greenhouse’ has a ‘u’ in it. Shall I spell ‘malice’ for you as well?”

“Ian,” Elizabeth chided gently as they walked away. “It doesn’t matter anymore.” She looked up at him and smiled, and Ian grinned back at her. Suddenly he felt completely in harmony with the world.

The feeling was so lasting that he managed to endure the remaining three weeks – with all the requisite social and courtship rituals and betrothal formalities – with equanimity while he mentally marked off each day before he could make her his and join his starving body with hers.

With a polite smile on his face Ian appeared at teas and mentally composed letters to his secretary; he sat through the opera and slowly undressed her in his mind; he endured eleven Venetian breakfasts where he mentally designed an entirely new kind of mast for his fleet of ships; he escorted her to eighteen balls and politely refrained from acting out his recurring fantasy of dismembering the fops who clustered around her, eyeing her lush curves and mouthing platitudes to her.

It was the longest three weeks of his life. It was the shortest three weeks of hers.

CHAPTER 28

Nervous and happy, Elizabeth stood before the full-length mirror in her bedchamber on Promenade Street while Alexandra sat upon the bed smiling at her and at four of the maids Ian had sent over to help her dress and do her packing. “Excuse me, milady,” another maid said from the doorway, “Bentner said to tell you that Mr. Wordsworth is here and insists he must see you at once, even though we explained it is your wedding day.”

“I’ll be right down,” Elizabeth said, already looking around for a dressing robe that would be acceptable apparel for greeting a male caller.

“Who is Wordsworth?” Alex asked, frowning a little at the idea of Elizabeth being interrupted in her bridal preparations.

“The investigator I hired to try to discover what has happened to Robert.”

Wordsworth was prowling anxiously across the carpet, his hat in his hand, when Elizabeth stepped into the little salon. “I’m sorry to disturb you on your wedding day,” he began, “but in truth, that is the very reason for my urgency. I think you ought to close the door,” he added.

Elizabeth reached out a hand that was suddenly shaking and closed the door.

“Lady Cameron.” he said in a worried voice, “I have reason to think your future husband could be involved in your brother’s disappearance.”

Elizabeth sank down on the sofa. “That is-is preposterous,” she stated shakily. “Why would you say such a thing?”

He turned from the window and faced her. “Are you aware that Ian Thornton dueled with your brother only a week before Robert disappeared?”

“Oh, that!” Elizabeth said with relief. “Yes, I am. But no real harm was done.”

“On the contrary, Thornton-er . . . Kensington – took a ball in the arm.”

“Yes, I know.”

“Did you also know your brother fired before the call to fire was given?”

“Yes. “

“For now, it is important that you consider the mood that must have put Kensington in. He was caused pain by a dishonest act on your brother’s part, and that in itself could be reason for him to seek retribution.”

“Mr. Wordsworth,” Elizabeth said with a faint smile, “if Ian – Lord Kensington – had wanted some sort of violent retribution, which I think is what you’re implying, he’d have gotten it on that dueling field. He is an extraordinary marksman. He didn’t, however,” she continued, carried away with her loyal defense of Ian, “because he does not believe in dueling to the death over personal disagreements’“

“Really,”
said Wordsworth with unhidden sarcasm.

“Really,” Elizabeth averred implacably. “Lord Thornton told me that himself, and I have reason to know it’s true,” she added, thinking of the way he’d declined Lord Everly’s challenge when Everly called Ian a card cheat.

“And
I
have reason to know,” Wordsworth said with equal implacability, ‘“that the
Scotsman
you’re marrying” – he loaded the word with all the scathing scorn many English felt for their “inferior” counterparts – “hasn’t a qualm about taking a man’s life in a duel.”

“I don’t –”

“He’s killed at least five that I know of for certain.”

Elizabeth swallowed. “I’m certain he had-had just cause, and that-that the duel was fair.”

“If that is what you wish to believe . . . however, there is more.”

Elizabeth felt her palms grow moist. Half of her wanted to get up and leave, and the other half was paralyzed. “What do you mean?”

“Let us remember, if you please, what we already know. Thornton was wounded and undoubtedly – even justifiably – furious at your brother’s jumping the call to fire.”

“I
know
that . . . at least, I’m willing to accept it. It makes sense.”

“And did you also know, my lady, that three days after your brother’s unsuccessful attempt to kill Thornton in a duel your brother tried again – this time on Marblemarle Road?”

Elizabeth slowly stood up. “You’re wrong! How could you know such a thing? Why would Robert suddenly decide to . . .” Her voice trailed off. Three days after their duel Viscount Mondevale had withdrawn his offer, and with it all hope of financial reprieve for Robert and herself, and her brother had vanished.

“I know it because with the information you gave me I have been systematically re-creating every move your brother made during the week of his disappearance. It is standard procedure to go backward in time in order to pick up the threads that lead us forward through the mystery. Three days after his duel your brother spent the afternoon in the Knightbridge Club, where he became foxed and began talking about wanting to kill Thornton. He borrowed a carriage from an acquaintance and said he was going looking for his prey. I was able to ascertain that his ‘prey’ was in London that day, and that he left in the late afternoon for Derbyshire, which would have meant he took Marblemarle Road. Since he would have had to change horses somewhere on the road, we began checking with the posting houses to discover if anyone meeting Thornton’s or your brother’s description could be recalled. We had luck at the Black Boar; the posting boy there remembered Thornton well because he gave him half a crown. What he
also
remembered, very fully, was a hole near the window of Thornton’s coach and his conversation with Thornton’s coachman, who was shaken up enough to talk about how the hole came to be there. It seems there had been an altercation a few miles back in which a man bearing Robert’s description – a man Thornton told him was Robert Cameron – had ridden out on the road and tried to shoot Thornton through the window.