All the Sweet Tomorrows (28 page)

Nicolas sniffed himself delightedly. “What is that soap you used?” he demanded.

“Madame la Duchesse had it made up, M’sieur le Baron. It is scented with essence of clove. Madame says a man should not smell like a flower in bloom.”

Nicolas chuckled richly, and Paul allowed himself a small smile as he began to dry his master’s hair, first using a linen towel, then a boar’s bristle brush, and lastly a piece of fine silk. Nicolas’s hair was soon soft and dry and shining, causing Paul to remark that M’sieur le Baron had a fine head of hair. Nicolas liked this chatty, stuffy servant who had been assigned to him. Paul now brought forth a fine silk nightshirt, but Nicolas refused it, saying:

“I sleep in my skin, unless, of course, it is very cold.” He could see that his servant was shocked, though he strove to hide it. Nicolas strode into his bedchamber, and Paul hurried to draw back the coverlet. He then wished M’sieur le Baron a good sleep as he covered his now comfortably bedded master.

The room was quiet as Nicolas stretched himself out, enjoying the sensuous feel of the soft linen sheets scented with lavender. Closing his eyes, he sought sleep, but sleep would not come this night. With a smothered curse he finally climbed from the bed and walked to the long windows that overlooked the sea. Quietly he stepped a small way onto the balcony.

Then in a flash of lightning he saw her standing with her back toward him on the next balcony. She had her face held up toward the mistlike rain that permeated the air. Her long dark hair hung free, and he could see the graceful line of her smooth throat. With a rashness he had never recognized in himself, he knew that he had to have her now!

Stepping back into the room, he saw a small door by his bed and realized that it must lead to her room. Of course the door would be locked, but he put his hand on the knob nonetheless, feeling his heart accelerate as the handle turned. Looking
through, he saw a narrow passageway that curved around the spiral of the tower next door. He left his own door open and walked through the passage and around the arc of the wall. Before him was another door, which he was certain would be barred to him. It was not. It swung open with a creak.

Skye heard the squeaky noise, and came in from her balcony to see a barely noticed door in the wall by the small fireplace swing open. Before she could scream, Nicolas St. Adrian stepped into her bedchamber. Her very startled blue eyes swept his tall, nude form, and as her heart began to pound with excitement, she felt an ache of desire begin to swell within and knew why he had come. Suddenly reason returned, buffeting her weakening ethics, and she backed away from him, whispering,
“No!”

“Yes!”
he said low. Reaching out he pulled her hard against him.
“Yes,”
he said again, and he tipped her face up, his hand tangling into the mass of her soft black hair as he lowered his head to tenderly brush her cool lips with his burning ones.
“Yes!”
he murmured against her mouth, kissing her deeply now, ignoring her palms frantically pushing against his bare chest as his other arm wrapped itself about her waist, pressing her tightly against him.

Skye felt an almost primitive joy taking hold of her as he kissed her. Gentle at first, his lips now coaxed a sweet response from hers, forcing her mouth open to plunge his tongue in to meet her own. They fenced with one another, and as they did the tongues became two spears of pure flame, scorching and blazing with the fires of untamed desire. She shuddered fiercely, and with a supreme effort of will tore her face from his, gasping, “This is wrong, M’sieur le Baron! This is wrong! I beg you to stop.
You must!”

“Nicolas!” he said harshly, his green eyes blazing with gold lights. “My name is Nicolas! I want to hear you say it! I want to hear my name on your lips!
Say it!”

“Nicolas!”
The word as she spoke it was a plea. “Nicolas, I beg you to stop!” Every fiber of her being was tingling, crying out to this stranger. Weakened, she fell back against his arm, her breasts rising and falling rapidly with the passion she sought so desperately to conceal from him. She could not do this thing!
She must not!

He cradled her tenderly in the curve of a strong arm. Looking down at her with his ardent green eyes, he deliberately held her captive with his intense glance. “
I want you,”
he said simply,
and then his hand hooked into the neckline of her gossamer nightgown tearing it easily, the two halves opening to reveal her small and perfect breasts, their little rose pink nipples thrusting up with a desire she could not hide.
“Ah, si belle,”
he murmured reverently, his gaze softening,
“si, si belle!”
His free hand reached out to cup a breast, to rub the nipple gently with his thumb.

Skye sobbed helplessly as her conscience warred with her desperate craving to be loved by this stranger. “Nicolas … Nicolas, I am a married woman!” Dear God, he must stop caressing her breasts! Every touch of his hand eroded her will, only made her yearn for more and more and more. Never had she betrayed a husband.
“Nicolas!”
Her voice was ragged, and the voice inside her head shrieked a different plea.
Don’t stop! Don’t stop! Don’t stop!
it said.

He didn’t seem to hear her. His head dipped, kissing each dainty nipple, sending a tremendous shudder through her, and then he made the decision for them. Sweeping her up, he carried her to the bed, pulled the shredded, peach-colored night rail from her, laid her down, and then, lying next to her, drew her into his arms. “I adore you, Skye,” he said in a low and tender voice, “and I believe that you feel the same way, though you strive bravely to deny it out of loyalty to my brother.”

Somehow it was easier to speak now that he was not assaulting her senses so wonderfully with his hands and his lips. “I do not know you,” she said. “Until this afternoon I never laid eyes upon you. How dare you enter my bedroom and treat me as you might some common trull!? You will leave at once! Again I remind you that I am your brother’s wife!” Her words were brave, but Nicolas knew better than to believe her.

“Precious liar,” he said, his tone warm and amused. “The moment our eyes met you felt the same passion I did. Why do you fight me, Skye? You do not love my brother.”

“He is my husband, Nicolas. If I cannot keep faith with him then I am worth nothing. I have been called many things in my lifetime, but a faithless wife is not one of them.”

“Do you love him?”

“No,” she said honestly. “Ours was a political alliance.”

“Will he recover from this illness, Skye, or will he soon die?”

“He will die,” she whispered.
“Nicolas!
Oh, Nicolas, why do you do this to me?”

“Because I would bind you to me, Skye! Bind you so tightly
that when Fabron is dead you will not run away back to your England, or Ireland. You have been mine from the moment that our eyes first met. I know it—and you know it!”

Then before she might reply, might protest his possession, he was kissing her again, kissing lips that could not refuse him, murmuring tender endearments against her mouth.
“Je t’aime! Je t’adore! Tu es ma belle amour; ma vie!”
He covered her face with a hundred quick, little kisses, nuzzling in the tiny hollow below her ear, placing slow, hot kisses along the tense muscle of her neck, leaving a trail of long, hungry kisses from the little valley between neck and shoulder down along her arm.

She was paralyzed by the intensity of the passion that he aroused in her. He had attracted her as Niall had first attracted her.
Instantly
. He kindled in her the same fiery hunger that Geoffrey had once kindled in her. In the next room Fabron de Beaumont, her dying husband, lay helpless. Skye’s ethics battled with her emotions as Nicolas’s lips began to tease the aching nipples of her taut breasts. His warm, moist mouth opened and closed again over one of those little nipples, nursing as strongly upon it as a hungry infant. She arced against him as the desire plunged down her body to center in her woman’s core. Ethics lost the battle as she threaded her fingers through his thick, chestnut hair, moaning softly, pressing his head closer to her.
“Nicolas! Nicolas!”
she whispered breathlessly, pleading now for passion rather than against it.

He swung over her, seating himself lightly on her long shapely legs. His hands began a delicate caressing of her body, sweeping up to gently knead her belly, to cup both of her breasts, to smooth over her shoulders and then down again along the curve of her waist and hips. It was like throwing wood on a fire, and her desire flamed for him, yet he did not stop. His hands were warm and loving, his fingers unbelievably sensitive as they sought out her pleasure points. Finally he took her two hands in his and drew them down to his fully aroused manhood. She shyly explored and stroked it, finding him quite long and thick. Her passion-heavy eyes forced themselves halfway open to see him, and she caught her breath at his size.

“I want you to put me within you, Skye,” he commanded her softly. “You do it,
mon amour
. Put my hardness within the honeyed sweetness of your luscious body.”

Her body languid with his loving, her will mesmerized by his insistent voice, she obeyed his command, a marvelous feeling of relief overcoming her as she slipped his pulsing weapon easily
within her. With a groan of pleasure Nicolas pushed himself as deep inside her as he might go, stopping a moment to allow her tight sheath to accept him in comfort. “Ah,
ma doucette,”
he murmured in her ear, and then he began a slow, rhythmic thrusting, going deep, drawing his length almost fully out, driving back into her again, and then again and again until she swooned.

He revived her with kisses and soft words, and she cried, “Ah, God, you are still within me!” and shuddered with the hot passion.

“You are mine!” he said fiercely. “Whatever has been before is gone, and only we two, now and in this time, exist!” His lean hips ground down upon her again, and Skye found herself lost in a world where only desire existed, desire without end. He pulled her arms above her head controlling her totally while he dominated their pleasure. Beneath him she writhed, panting frantically, her head thrashing from side to side, desperately seeking her rapture; but he sensed every nuance of her mood and held her in firm check until it pleased him to give her release. A disciple of sensuality, Nicolas St. Adrian meant to be master of this beautiful woman. Finally seeing that she could take no more of his teasing, he bent to kiss her lips, thrusting his tongue into her mouth in perfect rhythm with his lower body which thrust into her frantic form.

Her body arced sharply against him, and she sobbed a low cry that she could not contain. She felt as if she could soar like a gull, higher and higher, catching each new spiral of the wind until there was no beginning and no end. The feeling was like nothing she had ever experienced, but then with another cry she would tumble downward as quickly as she had soared up. Her beautiful body shook with each spasm, every tremor more violent than the one before until she felt as if she might be torn apart. She never felt him gain his own heaven, falling into a deep swoon as she found her own.

He too came as close to fainting as he had ever come. Rolling off her, he lay upon his back, his body wet with perspiration, his breath coming in short gasps that finally slowed to normal. When his head had finally cleared, he raised himself up on an elbow and looked down at her. She was still unconscious. Gently he began to stroke her face with the back of his hand, murmuring softly,
“Doucette, doucette! Je t’aime! Je t’aime!”

She heard his impassioned voice, and knew that he hovered over her. How could she face him? Skye wondered. How could she excuse such wanton behavior on her part? Never had she
behaved so with any man, allowing her body to control her mind.

“Open your eyes,
doucette,”
he said gently, but she heard the command in his tone.

Ordinarily she would have rebelled at such a tone from anyone, but she felt weakened, drained and helpless before this man. She opened her eyes, and they slowly filled with tears that she was unable to control. Nicolas drew her back into his arms. “Cry!” he ordered her in a firm voice, and in his arms Skye wept out all the sadness that she had been bottling up since Elizabeth Tudor had sent her from England. Her piteous sobs were like a knife to his heart, and he tightened his arms about her, rubbing his face against her silken hair, murmuring soft, unintelligible sounds of comfort to her.

Skye cried so much she thought she could cry no more, and then she cried further, until her eyes were swollen with the salt of her tears. She was so very aware of him; his heart beneath her ear beating quietly and steadily, the smooth firm skin of his chest, and the warm male scent of him. Finally her weeping eased, then ceased altogether. She nestled very still against him, not wanting to raise her eyes to him, not wanting to face him, and he understood.

“You must not be ashamed,
doucette,”
he said in a quiet voice. “When I first set eyes upon you I knew that this was to be the way of it between us.”

His certainty irritated her, but before she might reply, Daisy was knocking frantically at her door, and calling to her, “M’lady! M’lady!”

Nicolas St. Adrian was quickly off the bed and gone, pulling the small door opposite her closed as he went. Not a moment too soon, Skye thought guiltily as she yanked the bedclothes smooth. The door between her bedchamber and her antechamber opened, and Daisy stuck her head in calling, “M’lady! Are you awake?”

“Hmmm? What?” Skye murmured sleepily, keeping herself well hidden beneath the bedclothes, and praying Daisy wouldn’t come far enough into the room to discover her mistress’s torn night rail on the floor and her mistress quite naked beneath the coverlet.

“ ’Tis the duc, m’lady! He’s taken a turn for the worse.”

“Go and waken M’sieur le Baron,” Skye commanded, “and then find Edmond as well.”

“Yes, m’lady.” Daisy’s head disappeared around the door, which was then pulled shut.