All for a Rose (14 page)

Her father’s face appeared in front of her. Corrine wanted to look away, tried to look away so she wouldn’t see her father through this horrifying lens of fantasy, but it was useless. Her body may as well have weighed a thousand pounds and been hammered to the floorboards beneath her. She could only stare at her father’s face, wet and lined with tears, his head bald in places where his hair had been torn out. She could barely make out his chest in her peripheral vision and what she saw there twisted something inside her.

Her father’s heart beat weakly in his chest. Every feeble throb sent blood pulsing through the organ—blood that was leaking from a hole on the left side. Her father’s heart had a hole in it, a black spot like an open mouth spewing blackish blood in a macabre fountain. She couldn’t say how, but Corrine knew that the hole had been caused by Maribel being taken away, that her father experienced that loss as a physical and psychic blow.

Pressure built behind Corrine’s forehead, the spot between her eyes burning, itching. Her finger twitched, the only response her body gave for Corrine’s efforts to lift her hand. The pain grew, climbing, climbing. Her father’s lips moved, but no sound came out. There was nothing but the images of the nightmare, and the horrible ache between her eyes that kept growing and growing…

“
Corrine
!”

Her father’s voice exploded in Corrine’s ears as the spell broke, throwing her back into reality with enough force that she was certain her flesh would bear bruises. She closed her eyes, bracing herself for the chaos that was coming for her. The pain between her eyes faded in time to be replaced with the violent strikes of the floor against her arms and legs. Her body thrashed against the wooden planks like a fish cast into the bottom of a boat, her limbs smacking against the hard surface with unforgiving intensity. She tried to fight it, she always tried to fight it. And as was always the case, her efforts were futile.

She didn’t know how long the seizure lasted, time had no meaning for her now. Tears welled in her eyes as the violent spasms finally released her, leaving her to lie on the floor in a puddle of her own pain. Her father gathered her into his arms and Corrine cried out, his touch too much for her battered body to take. She shoved him away with hands shaking so badly she could scarcely see individual fingers. She tasted blood and knew she must have bitten her tongue again. The pain added to the misery cradling her and she pressed her lips together to muffle her sobs. She hiccupped and lurched to her feet.

“Corrine, wait!” Her father scrambled to his feet, arms reaching for her as she stood.

“
Leave me alone
!” Corrine screamed, humiliation burning her cheeks. She stumbled as she regained her feet and half-fell against the door.

“Corrine, please, let me help you,” her father begged, tears thickening his voice.

“You can’t help me,” Corrine bit out, scrabbling at the doorknob. The smooth metal mocked her as the scarred flesh of her hand slipped against its slick surface. “You’ve never been able to help me.”

She bolted out the door, leaving her father’s protests behind her. Furniture conspired to keep her trapped in the house, lunging out of nowhere to bang into her hips and thighs. Her heart beat harder as pain blossomed on each fresh strike, the blood pouring from the cut in her mouth welling up until she gagged. Whimpers were falling from her throat as she finally put a hand on the front door and forced it open.

She ran out of the house as fast as she could. The land flew beneath her feet, her surroundings a blur as she desperately raced for the forest that held Mother Briar’s old hut. All around her, her father’s new employees stared, not bothering with subtlety or basic human manners. She could feel their judgment, the hairs on the back of her neck rising as if warning her how dangerous it was to turn her back on them with their sharp farming instruments. She was a witch, untrusted, unwanted. It was only a matter of time before one of them decided they could no longer work for a witch. Before they decided they needed the job too badly to simply quit.

Her head ached, the panic riding her like a demon, urging her faster and faster. She needed help and she needed it now. Maribel was gone. She was slow, too slow. Surrounded by enemies.
Starving
…

Corrine didn’t know if Mother Briar used magic to alert her to visitors or if the old woman had a sixth sense, but however it came to be, she was standing on her front stoop as Corrine burst out of the trees into the clearing that held her home. The witch stood with her hands on her generous hips, steely eyes tracking Corrine’s progress. She inclined her head to Corrine as she ran up the pathway then retreated into the small hut, leaving Corrine to follow her.

“I’ve been expecting you.” Mother Briar approached the fire and took up a large wooden spoon. She stirred something in the giant black cauldron hanging over the flames, filling the room with the sour aroma of stewed cabbage.

Corrine’s stomach growled loudly even as her nose wrinkled in distaste. She put a hand over her belly and sank into a chair at the table, too tired to be embarrassed anymore or to care what manner of food was offered to her. Mother Briar scooped whatever was cooking into a bowl and set it in front of Corrine along with a few slices of bread and a cup of water.

Shredded cabbage cooked to within an inch of its life floated in an oily broth. Lumps of meat—pork?—floated here and there, nearly lost to the quagmire of cabbage. Corrine wanted to reject the foul-smelling food, but her stomach screamed at her, her body withering as she hesitated.

Starving…

The word echoed from somewhere inside her mind, and with it came an uncontrollable hunger so intense it threatened to fold her in two. Corrine fell on the food like it was a lifeline, her disgust forgotten under the force of her body’s need.

Juice dribbled down her chin and she had to put her face down until it nearly touched the bowl to avoid spilling more food than she swallowed. She shoveled thick chunks of meat into her mouth, scarcely bothering to chew. Mushy cabbage slid down her throat whole and she choked. Still she didn’t stop until she saw the bottom of the bowl.

The food was real, the bowl was real. She wasn’t in that horrible dream anymore, her body was her own again, obeying her commands. Her gaze traveled to the cauldron. Who knew when she would eat again? She eyed Mother Briar, waiting until the witch wasn’t’ looking, then slipping the bread into the pocket of her cloak to save it for later. Finally the panic faded to a manageable level. She put both hands, palms down, on the table and fixed her eyes on her empty bowl.

Mother Briar said nothing, merely waited in silence for Corrine to speak. Corrine had all the time in the world to put her thoughts in order. She waited until she thought she could keep her voice steady before she spoke.

“You lied to my sister.”

The old woman sat across from Corrine, her chair creaking like an ancient tree branch under the weight of a looming vulture. “Oh?”

Corrine raised her face, letting the hot anger flickering to life inside her show in her eyes. “You know full well that the curse on Daman has nothing to do with love or trust. Maribel can’t break that curse—only I can.”

“I’m the one who taught you that curse, Corrine,” Mother Briar said calmly. “I am fully aware that you are the only one who can break it.”

“Then why did you tell her that?” Corrine grasped the sides of the table with her hands, fingers white with the effort. “How could you send her away from me, filling her head with all that rot about saving him with love?” Corrine slid her hands onto the tabletop, clenching her hands into fists. “I
need
her.”

“Yes. I’d imagine it is quite hard for you to drain your sister’s energy now that she’s so terribly far away.”

Instinctually, Corrine rubbed at a spot over her heart where the arcane mark was drawn on her skin, ink and blood mixed together. Touching it should have let her feel the invisible thread that connected her to her sister, but she felt nothing. It was as though the distance between her and Maribel had stretched the magical bond so thin that it was intangible, even to her magic sense. Completely absent of the thrum of energy she so depended on. Useless. “Don’t say it like that. I’m not trying to hurt her.”

“You
can’t
hurt her,” Mother Briar corrected her, her tone condescending. “The spell I taught you doesn’t work that way. The bond between you only allows you to share her energy, not to drain it from her. Despite her ignorance, she is
sidhe
, and as long as she is more powerful than you, you will not be able to take more energy from her than she can spare.”

“I would never take more than I need.” Corrine’s heart pounded against the wall of her chest in a bruising rhythm. “Why did you send her away? You’re the one who taught me the spell, surely you don’t begrudge me using it?”

“I could not care less what you do to your sister.” Mother Briar waved her hand as if to brush away the suggestion. “But for now, she is of greater value to me if she remains with Daman.”

Corrine gritted her teeth at the mention of the monster’s name. She never wanted to hear that name again—ever. “
Why
?”

Mother Briar’s eyes flashed, an unearthly light glittering in eyes gone black as obsidian. “Daman stole my daughter from me. I want her back. Your sister is in a position to earn his trust and find out where he took her.”

“He took your daughter because you treated her as your slave,” Corrine spat. “You were a fool to mistreat her in the territory of a
naga
sworn to protect changelings.”

“She is a goblin!” Mother Briar met Corrine’s gaze, beady eyes fairly glowing with ire. “The goblins stole my child and left one of their own miscreants behind! If I hadn’t kept the goblin brat busy, she would have been a danger to everyone. Daman had no right to judge my mothering—especially when he knew what she was.”

“I notice you’re not so interested in finding your own daughter—the one you actually gave birth to.” Corrine rested her chin on her hand, propped up with an elbow on the table. “What’s the matter, humans can’t work as hard?”

“Obviously,” Mother Briar sneered, giving Corrine a pointed look. “Isn’t that why you need your fairy sister to come back? So she can be your slave?”

Corrine pressed her lips into a thin line. “I do not treat her as my slave. She is my sister. I love her.”
Why doesn’t anyone understand that?
She shoved that thought away. It didn’t matter what anyone said, Maribel knew Corrine loved her.

Mother Briar didn’t argue, but something in her eyes made it clear what she thought of Corrine’s declaration of familial love. The dismissal tightened something in Corrine’s stomach despite her attempts to reassure herself, and the stew she’d gobbled down so ravenously soured inside her.

“There is no reason for us to fight, Corrine,” Mother Briar said finally. “We can work together and we will both get what we want. If you help me get my daughter back, I will teach you magic stronger than any you have ever dreamed of. I will give you the strength to steal energy from anyone around you, the power to bend people to your will. You will be able to find a rich husband and take him for all he is worth. You will have the land, the money, and the power to support yourself—forever.”

The crone’s words wove around Corrine like a new dress, corset strings pulling into a snug fit that hugged her closer than any human ever had.
Security.
That’s what Mother Briar was offering her now. Magic was only a means to an end, a means to be absolutely certain that she never starved again, was never alone again, never
weak
again.

Corrine blinked, realizing she’d been leaning forward more and more as Mother Briar spoke. Her heart pounded and images of herself sitting in a grand house, surrounded by servants, smelling the sweet aromas of a sumptuous feast, kept floating through her mind. She searched inside herself for that power that let her sense magic, that let her use magic. Surely the witch must be using some sort of compulsion spell on her. Surely her desperation couldn’t be this strong?

The magical sense rose like a pet greeting its mistress, coming to her call and dutifully sniffing for any traces of magical manipulation. She kept feeling around, but came up with nothing. Mother Briar’s words were just words. There was no force behind them.

“You’ve suffered so much, Corrine,” Mother Briar continued gently. “Your family doesn’t want to admit it, they don’t want you to feel badly, but the fact is that you are a pathetic creature. You’re nothing but skin and bones, and sometimes I’m amazed that you can walk all the way here from your own poor farmhouse.”

Pathetic. Skin and bones. Poor.
Corrine averted her eyes, trying to force her brain to think past the strange muddle it had become. Her skin was suddenly clammy with sweat, and if she rubbed her hands together, she could swear she felt the bones grinding against one another. The horror built inside her as she noticed the way her dress sagged against her flesh, sharp, skeletal points tenting the fabric where her bones stuck out. She swayed in her chair.
So hungry…

“Oh, you poor child. Let me get you another bowl.”

Mother Briar snatched up Corrine’s bowl and refilled it with the disgusting concoction. Corrine fell on it like a starving wolf. It didn’t matter that the cabbage was overcooked to the point of losing all cohesion, or that the pork was tough and burnt. Her stomach was cramping, her head spinning, her entire body aching as though she hadn’t eaten in days. She
needed
this food.

“Corrine, if you won’t do this for me, then do it for yourself.” Mother Briar put her hand over Corrine’s, her meaty paw making Corrine’s fingers appear even more fragile. “My dear, you won’t survive this life much longer. You weren’t meant for it.”

She’s right.

Corrine was only half surprised to find her food was completely gone. She kept her gaze fixed on the bottom of the ceramic crockery, forcing herself not to cast a mournful stare at the pot on the stove like a dog begging for more scraps. She was tired of being pathetic.