Alexander, Kalissa - Katlynn in Training (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) (13 page)

“You wouldn’t have killed him.”

“You don’t know that. You don’t know how badly I wanted to end his miserable life.”

“But you didn’t.”

“No, because you told me not to, and when I looked back at you, I knew if I ever wanted to have a life with you, it wouldn’t be possible from jail.”

“Are you saying you want me, too?” Katlynn’ s eyes locked with his, her heart doing flip-flops in her chest.

“I want you more than I thought it was possible to want a woman. But after last night, would you ever consider making love with my brothers and me?”

She could see the pain of what he thought would be her rejection etched in his brow as he waited for her to answer. She wanted Justin and Jeremiah. She knew that without question. But Jarred was an intimidating man, and she knew from last night and now this morning that he could be a dangerous one. And yet, her heart was melting like a candle that was burning out of control. She was amazed that she could want him with the same uncontrollable desire she felt for his brothers.

“I’ve never made love to more than one man at a time before. But you already know that. I’ve never been in love before either. I know I love your brothers, but—”

“It’s okay, Kat, I understand.”

“No, Jarred, you don’t understand. Let me finish.” She smiled, squeezing the hand that still held hers. “What I’m trying to say is that although we’ve just met, I already have deep feelings for you, and not just because you saved me.” She had to tell him how she felt, otherwise he would think she only wanted him because she felt indebted to him. “I can’t explain it, but even last night when I thought you hated me, I wanted you. I’m not sure I even know who I am anymore. Are you sure you want me?”

“Dear God, Kat, yes, I’m sure.” He all but laughed, crushing her into his arms. “I’d make love to you right now, except I want your first experience to be with all of us. The way it should be.”

“That’s what I want to.”

For the rest of the day and the next, she and Jarred talked for hours about everything and anything that came into their minds. They didn’t leave her home, ordering out for food and even sleeping in the same bed together, where they cuddled and talked until they fell asleep in each other’s arms. Jarred was a wealth of knowledge that he didn’t mind sharing with her. However, it was her lessons, as Jarred called them that had her body on fire with a need so great she asked Jarred to call Justin and Jeremiah to tell them to take an earlier flight. As much as he told her he wanted to, he said he didn’t want to tell them their news over the telephone. He wanted to surprise them when they came home.

She was sure that they would be more than surprised when she showed them all that Jarred had taught her. He was an excellent teacher. She thought back over her lessons, feeling her pussy or cunt as Jarred like to refer to it become wet. She pinched her nipples that were already hard and twisted them slightly. Without thinking, she slipped out of her clothes and went to the mirror where she observed her body. Jarred loved her breasts, especially when her buds were captured by the nipple clamps that he had bought for her. She could feel her cunt gush with want. She wanted to be fucked so badly. Jarred had made sure she was in a high state of unfulfilled wanton need for his brothers’ homecoming. He loved it when she begged him to touch her and more so when she begged him to let her touch him.

The lessons had started almost immediately with Jarred carrying her from the living room back to her bed and laying her down gently on the down cover.

“Do you want me to train you, Kat? Are you sure? ”

“I need you, Jarred, as I need Justin and Jeremiah. Teach me to be what you all need, please.”

“I’m a Dominant, Kat. And in your relationship with me and my brothers, I’m the alpha male. Do you know what that means?”

She had a pretty good idea. She smiled up at Jarred. “Show me what it means, please.”

Chapter Thirteen

Katlynn trembled slightly as Jarred sat down on the bed next to her. He took her hand into his and squeezed it. “I want to show you and I will, but first I want to explain to you what I mean when I say I’m a Dominant.”

Kat nodded. She wanted to know everything about Jarred. He not only made her feel safe, but adored. He was so much like his brothers, and yet he was very different. She knew what dominant and alpha male meant. He was the leader. It was easy to see him in that role since Justin and Jeremiah had made it clear that he was the head of the family. It was just who he was. She had felt his dominant force from the moment she met him.

“I enjoy being in control, but not for the sake of power, more because I find that control is what is needed to make everything work well whether it be in business or in my personal life. When it comes to you, Kat, my being dominant doesn’t mean I have to have power over you, it simply means that I need you to trust me in all things.

“I do trust you, Jarred.”

“Thank you for that. That is the first step, but as much as you think you trust me, only your actions will be able to convince me of that trust. It’s not that I don’t believe you, however, there’s so much you don’t know about yourself. We have so much to learn about each other, and that can only happen through open communication.

Jarred began asking her questions, and when she hesitated, he frowned. She didn’t like it when it frowned. He was gentle but persistent. She told him all about the schools she went to and the deep feelings of resentment she had harbored against the parents she loved for not being a normal family who stayed in one place for longer than two years at a time. She had never really faced those feelings before. Jarred listened, and whenever she became teary-eyed, he held her tightly until she was ready to continue. He also told her about himself and what it was like to grow up on a ranch. It sounded wonderful. She told him she envied his childhood. He said it was far from perfect but he had more happy memories than not.

She had never opened up to anyone the way she had to Jarred. It was well past midnight when she felt her eyes becoming heavy.

“Kat, you’re getting tired?”

“Yes, just a little,” she conceded.

“We will sleep here together tonight, if that’s okay with you?”

“Of course it is.” She blushed. She had hoped he wouldn’t want to leave her. She wanted him not only by her side but inside her. She wanted him to make love to her.

“You will sleep beside me naked, but we will not make love.”

“Why?” was out before she could stop herself.

Jarred smiled, his eyes warm. “Because the first time we make love will be when Justin and Jeremiah can be with us. Don’t you want that?”

“Yes, but it’s just that.” Her voice drifted off.

“I want you every bit as much as you want me. However, it will be a test of our love not only for each other but for Justin and Jeremiah that we not make love. However, that doesn’t mean that my desire for you will remain totally unfulfilled.”

“I think I understand,” she said softly. “But wouldn’t it be easier if I wore pajamas?”

“No. I will also be naked. I want to feel your skin next to mine. I want to get to know you thoroughly. I can touch you, feel you, and adore you without entering you. I want your desire, it will aid in your training.”

“Now, go prepare yourself in the bathroom. Return to me naked, no earrings either.”

“Yes, Jarred,” she said, lifting herself from the bed and walking quickly to the bathroom.

“Oh, and Kat?”

“Yes.”

“For the purpose of our training and only when we are alone, you will call me, Sir.”

“Yes, Sir,” she said softly before she closed the door.

Kat looked at herself in the mirror. She was flushed, and her eyes were sparkling. She was so excited she could barely contain herself. She wanted so badly to please Jarred. He made her feel so feminine and so wanted. Her pussy was wet and her buds were so hard they hurt. He would see her desire immediately when she returned to him. Finally stripped of her clothing, she sponged her body, hoping to cool the heat of her passion. She didn’t feel tired anymore.

Jarred was sitting on the side of the bed naked. She couldn’t help but stare at his cock that was semihard and bigger than any man’s she had ever seen. She felt her legs go weak as he motioned for her to come forward to stand in front of him.

“You are beautiful, Kat. Your breasts are large but firm. They make a man’s mouth water at the thought of suckling those hard nipples.

She moaned softly.

“Are you wet, Kat?”

She nodded, and then said, “Yes, Sir.”

“Good girl, Kat.”

She smiled, happy to have pleased him.

“Tomorrow I’m going to teach you how to present yourself, but tonight I’m simply going to ask you to lie on the bed with your legs spread open. We will both get to know your body. It’s important that you understand the pleasure you can give and receive, but first you have to understand yourself.”

At his command she lay down on the bed and spread her legs. She felt vulnerable but sexier and more womanly than she had ever felt. She loved the feel of Jarred’s eyes as they devoured her, leaving her breathless.

“Spread your legs wider, Kat.”

She did as he instructed, feeling her pussy seep wetness onto the sheets.

“You have a magnificent cunt. And,” he said as his fingers opened her labia to expose her clit, “a beautiful puffy clit.” He then proceeded to take it between his thumb and forefinger and pull on it gently.

Kat lifted her hips. “Please Jarred,” she whimpered.

“Please, Jarred, did you say?” he spoke sharply, tugging on her clit not so gently.

“Sir.” She gasped from the pain he had just inflicted. And yet, her pussy had gushed, causing her to wonder why she had felt a sensation of pleasure mixed with the pain.

“You liked that didn’t you, Kat?”

“Yes.” There was no choice but to tell him the truth.

“There is pleasurable pain and it’s the only kind I will inflict on you. Do you understand?”

“I think so. It’s just that I never thought of pain and pleasure as one, Sir.”

“They aren’t, they do however, complement one another under certain circumstances. This being one of them. You are going to find my punishments something you will need on occasion.”

Kat found herself shivering with anticipation. She was in uncharted territory and she was loving the exploration. She was meant to be with a Dominant. She longed to please Jarred. She wanted whatever he wanted.

“I want to please you, Sir.”

“You do please me, Kat. You please me very much.

He then covered her body with his. He rubbed his hard cock against her pussy and took her hard nipples into his mouth. He nipped them and suckled each one until she was a mass of hot nerves. She moaned, begging him to take her.

“No. I will not fuck you, Kat, no matter how nicely you beg. However, I will come purely because I wish to.”

He turned her over on her stomach and slipped his hard cock between the cheeks of her ass. He began to fuck her between her cheeks until she felt his warm cum spurting out onto her cheeks. She groaned as she fingered her pussy. He did not stop her, instead he lifted her so that her back was against his hairy chest. She loved the feel of his hair on her back.

“Now, Kat, come for me.”

She shook from the orgasm, her fingers deep inside her pussy.

“Now,” he instructed, “take those fingers from your cunt and put them in your mouth. Taste your orgasm, Kat. Taste it now.”