After the Night (35 page)

Gray hustled her out and deposited her in the luxurious leather seat of the Jaguar. "You don’t have to drive me," she said grumpily, as she buckled the seat belt.

"Sure I do, if I want to talk to you."

"What’s there to say?"

He started the car and reversed out of the driveway, following Sheriff McFane’s patrol car down the road. "Obviously some nutcase has it in for you. You’ll be a lot safer somewhere away from Prescott."

She averted her head, staring stonily out the window. "It didn’t take long for you to come up with that angle," she retorted.

"You stubborn little witch, can’t you get it through that red head of yours that you might be in danger?"

Faith was boiling mad by the time she left the courthouse, though she had kept her temper mostly under control. Gray had badgered her all the way to town about moving out of Prescott, and to her fury, Sheriff McFane had agreed that she might not be entirely safe, living alone as she did, and with no close neighbors. Faith had pointed out that if she left, the harassment would stop, they’d never find who did it, and the guilty party would be pleased as punch that his tactics had worked. She wasn’t inclined to give him the satisfaction.

Sheriff McFane had allowed that her logic was impeccable, and her bravery was commendable, but her common sense was a mite off. She could get
hurt.

She had agreed with him in that assessment, and stubbornly refused to budge an inch. Now that she had gotten over the shakes, she was seeing cause and effect. The dead cat meant that, somehow, she had gotten close to finding out what had really happened to Guy, and if she left now, she would never know for certain. The sheriff and Gray thought someone was harassing her; she knew that it was far more serious than that. She had to fight the temptation to tell them what she thought was behind the cat and the notes; if word got out that she was suggesting Guy had been murdered, it would warn the guilty party, making him or her even more difficult to catch. So she kept silent, and the frustration of it made her irritable.

She could ignore Sheriff McFane’s arguments that she leave; Gray’s went straight to her heart. His cajoling suggestions had long since deteriorated to forceful demands by the time they left the courthouse for the drive back to her house.

"For the last time, no!" she shouted, for at least the fifth time, as they got into the car. Heads swiveled in their direction.

"Shit," Gray muttered. For a man who wanted to avoid gossip, he’d been pretty blatant today. His Jaguar wasn’t a car that was easily overlooked, and Faith was a woman who turned heads. A lot of people would have noted that he had driven her into town, gone with her into the courthouse, and then left with her, not to mention the fact that she was yelling at him. Well, there was nothing he could do about it now. Given the same set of circumstances he’d been faced with today, he’d do the same thing again.

Faith jammed the two ends of the seat belt buckle together. "I know you didn’t have anything to do with the cat, or either of the notes," she said, anger seething in her voice. "But you aren’t above using it to your own advantage, are you? You’ve wanted me gone from day one, and it sticks in your craw that you can’t make me do what you want."

He gave her a hooded, dangerous look as he negotiated the traffic in the square. "Don’t believe that for a minute," he said quietly. "I could have you gone in half an hour if I wanted. I decided against it."

"Really?" she drawled, infusing the word with disbelief. "Why pull your punches?"

"For two reasons. One is that you didn’t deserve what happened twelve years ago, and I wasn’t inclined to treat you that way again." He took his gaze from the street long enough to sweep it down her body, lingering briefly on her breasts and thighs. "You know what the second reason is."

The truth of that simmered between them, just below boiling point. He wanted her. She had known that… oh, almost from the first, certainly since that incendiary kiss in New Orleans. But he wanted her on his terms; he wanted to
set her up in a little house somewhere away from Prescott, completely out of the parish, so his liaison with her wouldn’t upset his family. Those circumstances would be perfect for him, because he would be accomplishing both his goals with one fell swoop.

"I won’t let you hide me away as if I’m something shameful," she said, her eyes hot and bitter as she stared fixedly out the windshield. "If you can’t associate with me out in the open, then stay the hell away from me."

He slammed his fist against the steering wheel. "Goddamn it, Faith! That cat wasn’t from the Welcome Wagon. I’m thinking of your safety! Yes, it would please the hell out of me if you moved to another town. My mother drives me crazy, but that doesn’t mean I want to hurt her. Am I supposed to apologize for loving her, despite everything? You know how to roll with the punches, but she doesn’t. I’m a greedy bastard; I want to do what’s best for her, and have you, too. If you moved, we could have a damn satisfying relationship, and I wouldn’t have to worry that some maniac is stalking you!"

"Then don’t. Let me do the worrying."

He made a sound of muffled anger and frustration. "You won’t budge an inch, will you?"

Again, she had to fight the urge to tell him that she had reasons for staying right where she was, reasons that went beyond their personal entanglement. The mood he was in, he wouldn’t believe her anyway.

They were out of town now, and there was very little traffic on the road. Soon he turned off on the secondary road that led to her house. She had never really noticed before how isolated her house was, at least not from the viewpoint of her own vulnerability. She had enjoyed the peace and quiet, the sense of space.
Damn
the unknown, unseen enemy, for destroying her pleasure in at last coming home.

She didn’t speak again until he turned in to her driveway. It was late afternoon, and the setting sun bathed the little house in a golden glow. In only a short while she had settled in here, surrounded by her own things, her own walls, covered by her own roof. Leave here? She couldn’t imagine it.

"Answer something for me," she said, one hand on the door handle. "I don’t want to have an affair with you, no matter where I live. Does that lessen your concern for my safety?"

He stopped her, wrapping his fingers around her wrist and holding her in the car. His eyes were black with anger, but he didn’t answer the insulting question, merely replied to the statement. "I can change your mind," he said softly. "We both know it."

She opened the door and he let her go, content that he’d had the last word. He often did, she thought. He had a knack for pushing the conversation further than she wanted it to go, so that her only recourse was silence.

She was aware of him sitting in the driveway, watching until she was safely in the house. He was right, damn him. He
could
change her mind, with little or no effort. Her statement had been a bluff, but not a lie. She didn’t
want
to have an affair with him, but that didn’t mean she would be able to resist him. If he had insisted on coming in with her now, after one kiss she would probably let him lead her straight into the bedroom. Afterward was when the regret would begin.

"Gray, what in hell were you thinking of?" Alex asked irritably. "Driving around town with her, arguing with her in front of the courthouse. My God, half the town saw you, and the other half heard about it within the hour."

Monica’s head came up, and she turned stricken eyes on Gray. He felt like throttling Alex for bringing up the subject in front of her.

"I was trying to convince her to leave," he replied shortly, and even without looking directly at her, he could see the tension ease in Monica’s body. "Someone’s playing nasty tricks on her. Today a dead cat was left in her mailbox."

"A dead cat?" Alex made a face. "That’s disgusting. But why was she in your car?"

"She called me when she found it – "

"Why call you?" Monica demanded resentfully.

"Because." Gray knew his answer was blunt and uncommunicative, but he didn’t care. "I called Mike, and he came
out to her house. He wanted both of us to go to the courthouse for fingerprinting – " Monica gave a sharp cry " – and Faith was still shaky, so I drove her there."

"Why did you have to be fingerprinted?" Monica asked, incensed. "Did she accuse you of doing it?"

"No, but I handled the box. If Mike didn’t know which fingerprints were ours, he couldn’t tell if there were any belonging to the son of a bitch who left the box."

Monica chewed on her lip. "Did he find anything?"

"I don’t know. When she was finished filing a report, I drove her home."

"Is she going to move?" Alex asked.

"Hell, no." Gray shoved an agitated hand through his hair. "She turned stubborn about it." Turned stubborn, nothing. She’d been born stubborn. He pushed away from the desk and got to his feet. "I’m going out."

"Now?" Monica asked, startled. "Where?"

"Just out." He was as restless and fractious as a stallion who could scent a mare in season, but couldn’t get to her. His blood was throbbing through his veins, urging him to action, any action. He felt as if there should be a violent thunderstorm brewing, but the weather was calm, and the lack of thunder frustrated him. "I don’t know what time I’ll be back. We’ll get to those papers tomorrow, Alex."

Baffled, worried, Monica watched him stalk out of the room. She chewed her lip some more. It sounded as if Gray was getting increasingly involved with the Devlin woman. She couldn’t understand how he could do it, after all the misery her family had caused. And Michael had been out to her house! Monica didn’t want him anywhere around Faith Devlin; those Devlin women were like spiders, spinning sticky little webs that trapped the men unwary enough to wander into their vicinity.

Alex shook his head, his own eyes worried. "I’ll go say good night to your mother," he said, and went upstairs. Noelle had retired to her own sitting room not long after dinner, pleading fatigue, but the truth was that she was simply more comfortable upstairs.

He stayed up there for half an hour. Monica was still sitting in the study when she heard him coming down the
stairs, his step slower than when he had gone up. He came to the door and paused, looking at her. Monica’s head came up and she stared at him, stricken. His hand went to the light switch. Monica froze in dread, her breath clogging in her lungs, as he turned out the light.

"My dear," he said, and she knew the words were spoken to the woman upstairs.

Faith prowled the house, unable to interest herself in either reading or television. Despite her insistence on staying, she was more disturbed than she wanted to admit. She had to force herself to go into the kitchen, the memory of that box on the table was so strong. It was a relief to see the table bare, to find that the association faded as she made herself a skimpy meal. Skimpy or not, she could only eat half of it.

She called Renee again. She knew it was too soon, but some faint, long-buried instinct made her reach out to Mama, not so much in search of comfort but because there was a link between them beyond kinship: the Rouillard men.

To her relief, Renee answered. If her grandmother had answered, Faith knew that Renee never would have come to the phone.

"Mama," she said, and was disconcerted to hear her voice shake a little. "I need help."

There was silence on the other end of the line, then Renee said warily, "What’s wrong?" Motherly concern wasn’t a natural response for her.

"Someone left a dead cat in my mailbox, and I’ve gotten a couple of threatening notes, telling me to stop asking questions or I’ll end up like the cat. I don’t know who’s doing it – "

"What kind of questions?"

Faith hesitated, afraid Renee would hang up on her. "About Guy," she admitted.

"Damn it, Faith!" Renee yelled. "I told you not to be nosing around, but would you listen? No, you have to stir shit up, and now the stink’s gettin’ too bad for you. You’re going to get yourself killed if you don’t shut up!"

"Someone killed Guy, didn’t they? You know who did it. That’s why you left."

Renee’s breathing sounded over the line, harsh and rapid. "Stay out of it," she begged. "I can’t tell, I promised never to tell. He has my bracelet. He said he’d blame the killing on me if I ever told, he said he’d put the bracelet where it would look like Guy and me had had a fight, and I’d killed him."

After the weeks of suspicion, of sifting through old rumors and continually coming to dead ends, to suddenly hear the truth was startling. It took Faith a moment to recover from the shock, to absorb it.

"You loved Guy," she said, her own conviction ringing in her voice. "You couldn’t have killed him."

Renee began to cry. It wasn’t noisy sobs, designed to gain sympathy. Her tears were betrayed by the sudden thickness in her voice. "He’s the only man I ever did love," she said, and Faith knew that whether or not Renee really had loved Guy, she believed she had, and that was enough.

"What happened, Mama?"

"I can’t tell – "

"Mama, please." Desperately Faith searched her mind for a reason that would mean something to Renee. It would take a lot to overcome her mother’s basic self-interest, and in this case, Faith couldn’t really blame her for looking out after number one. The only thing that had ever been greater than Renee’s self-absorption had been her greed… "Mama, as far as everyone is concerned, Guy is still alive somewhere. He hasn’t been declared dead, so that means his will hasn’t been read."