ADDICTED TO HIM II (11 page)

Michelle

“Look who’s awake,” some white lady said as she checked my blood pressure. I looked around the room and quickly realized I was in the hospital. “I’m your Nurse. My name is Susan,” she said and looked at me with a smile.

“What happened?” I asked as I looked at her. I tried to sit up but had no energy. I was so weak and couldn’t remember why or what happened that landed me back here.

“Well, it appears as though you were attacked. I guess it was someone close to you because you tried to kill yourself afterwards,” she explained as my eyes grew larger.

“Kill myself? No! Why would I do that?” I asked as if she would know the answer to that question. She gave me a sympathetic smile before leaving out the room.

Just showing you I got clout.
“What? What did you do?” I asked.
Next time do what I say. You won’t like the outcome of not listening to me.
“This is my body! I do what I want!” I snapped.
Yeah, that’s why you took all them damn pain killers huh? That was all me. I’ve been away long enough.
“Fuck you, I only took two!” I screamed.
Yea, two at a time! Hahaha
“Don’t laugh at me, you stupid hoe! Leave me alone!” I screamed again.

“Are you ok Ms. Melton?” Nurse Susan asked as she stepped back into my room.
Yea, are you ok, Ms. Melton?

“Bitch, leave me alone!” I snapped.

“Crazy nigger,” Nurse Susan said before she closed the door. I don’t know what she’s mad for, I wasn’t even talking to her!

I grabbed the call button to page the nurse’s station. “How may I help you?” someone answered.

“Can I have some water please?” I asked. Nobody responded but a few minutes later, a little girl dressed in white pants with a red and white striped scrub top brought me a hospital jug filled with ice water. “Thanks,” I said. She didn’t respond as she turned and walked quickly back out the room. Confused about the sudden rudeness, I grabbed the hospital phone to make a quick phone call.

“Hello?” she answered the phone cautiously.

“Hey, it’s me,” I said.

“Girl, what’s wrong? Are you ok?” she asked.

“Yea, but listen, can you come up here and sit with me. They’re saying I tried to kill myself but I didn’t, and I don’t want them trying to lock me up,” I explained.

“Yea sure. Detroit Medical Center?” she asked.

“Yes,” I answered.

“Alright, I’m on my way,” she said before she disconnected the call.

*Knock, Knock*

“Good evening, Ms. Melton, I’m Dr. Moore. How are you?” Dr. Moore asked.

“Just ready to go home,” I answered.

“Unfortunately, we have you on a seventy-two hour hold, Ms. Melton. You’re on suicide watch for the recent attempt on your life,” he explained.

“No, you don’t understand. I didn’t try to kill myself,” I tried to explain but stopped because instead of listening, he was shaking his head at me.

“The people that live under you reported a water leak. When the building manager knocked on your door, he received no answer, so he used his key to enter. He found you in the tub unconscious with the water still running. He called 911 and that’s how you ended up here.”

“Damn.” I stated plainly because I didn’t know what else to say. I was damn near rendered speechless.
I told you I’m running the show.
“Not now!” I snapped.
Didn’t I tell you I’m running the show? Listen to me and I’ll get you out of here.
“You’re getting on my nerves! Ugh!” I yelled as I pulled my hair.
Do you realize how stupid you look right now?
“I CAN’T HEAR YOU! I CAN’T HEAR YOU!” I yelled after cuffing the pillow around my ears to block her out.
Are you done yet? Because when you are finished, the doctor is waiting on you.
I opened my eyes slowly to find the doctor scribbling away in a note pad. “What are you writing?” I asked as I tried to steal a peek.

“Just my thoughts. Who were you talking to?” he asked.
Play dumb.

“What do you mean?” I asked, giving him a confused look.

“Just now. Who was getting on your nerves?” he asked as he stared at me so deeply, I thought he could see us both.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about Dr. Moore. Are you ok?” I asked as I laid it on thick.

“Yes, I’m fine. I’m going to check on other patients but I’ll be back ok,” he stated before he headed out the door.

About ten minutes later, Tiffany came scrolling in with a dumb look on her face. “What’s up?” I asked her.

“Shit, you first,” she stated as she took a seat.

“I accidentally took too many pain pills so they think I tried to kill myself, now I’m on suicide watch. And I only needed the pills because I had company and he got physical,” I said and looked away out of embarrassment. Bo had hit me before but it was nothing like last night. Plus, he promised he would never hit me again.

“Well, you won,” Tiffany stated as if we were having some type of bad night competition.

“What happened with you?” I asked curious.

“So, you remember the guy, T Dog, I told you work with Dre and Twan that I had been topping off?” she began as I nodded my head. I would never understand why she called sucking dick topping off, instead of what it was. “So, we were finally able to get it in last night, well early morning!” she said.

“So, what made it a bad night?” I asked confused, unless his dick game wasn’t strong.

“Well, for starters, I had my kids and they wouldn’t go to sleep! Bitch, I had to drug them for them to go sleep. So, I go down to the trap house and he had Lil Pete over there, so we all chilled until Pete fell asleep. Girl, me and T Dog went in that kitchen and he was banging my fucking back out bitch! I bet all the fiends knew his name!” she said before she laughed. I was still stuck on the fact that she drugged her kids, so she could get some damn dick!
She’s just as crazy as you, so don’t judge her.

“Why you drug them damn kids, Tiff?” I asked.

“Because my mama was tripping talking about she wasn’t about to wake up out her sleep to get them! Fuck all that though, let me finish telling you! So we’re in the kitchen fucking and guess who walks in shutting shit down, so he could talk to T Dog?” she said all excited and shit.

“Who?” I asked actually interested now.

“Bitch, Ray! Yo nigga came in there and caught us fucking!” she said, which caused my eyes to damn near buck out my eyes.

“Why was he there?” I asked because I only cared about him at this point.

“Well um, he was at that bitch Chardae’s house that lives by me and walked down to get a blunt. T Dog came to get topped off after he left and told me,” she said like it was nothing. How could she sit here and tell me the love of my life was with someone else? Now, I’m going to have to add Chardae to my list of people to eliminate.
What are you gonna do? Kill everybody that poses a threat.

“Hell fucking yes!” I said louder than I meant to, which caused Tiffany to jump and look at me crazy.

“Well, I’m going to get on outta here. Let me know what room they put you in,” she said before she scurried out the door. The bitch got out of here so fast, I didn’t have time to respond to her.

Amere

I know you’re wondering where I been and truth be told, I’ve been real busy trying to cook up a scheme to get on top. My boy Joe and I been trying to figure out who’s on top, so we know how to take over. By myself I wasn’t able to take over shit because I kept hitting dead ends. The closest I got to getting put on was by that guy Dre but since I lost the card he gave me, I had no way of getting put on the right way. See, I waited until Tamia and her fuck boy were gone, and I broke in her apartment and couldn’t find my shit anywhere! At first, I thought Tamia found my things and threw them out but that’s not like her. Plus, I know she still loves me. I know that even though she was neglectful in our relationship, if she didn’t love a nigga, she wouldn’t have ran so far away to get away from me. It’s ok though because when I get on top, I’m taking back what’s rightfully mine and Lisa just gone have to fall back in her place.

Checking the time, I noticed it was time for me to link up with Joe but he hadn’t hit me up yet. I ain’t no bitch but the nigga crazy and doesn’t like to be called often. He’s less than a once a day man, so it’s better to just let him hit you up unless you’re trying to tell him something important. Sometimes I have second thoughts about teaming up with him because we aren’t even real partners right now. It’s like he’s the boss and I’m his right hand man but we’re supposed to both be in command. We supposed to coexist and I know we won’t be able to so after we take over, I’m going to take him out. Until then, I’m just going to play my hand the way it was dealt.

“Daddy, what are you doing?” Amiria asked as she stood in the doorway of my room.

“Nothing, baby girl. I’m about to head out. Go watch TV with your mama,” I said and kissed her on the forehead.

“Mommy go bye bye, daddy,” she stated and looked up at me with the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen. I walked passed her and looked all over the house for Lisa, but I couldn’t find her. I looked outside and her car was gone.

“Fuck!” I yelled out because I know I still needed to go meet Joe. Lisa been pulling these disappearing acts for a while now. So much so that I’d been wanting to follow her ass instead of Tre! I’d been trailing Twan and Joe has been trailing Dre. The only reason I’m not trailing Twan right now is because he’s out of town, and Joe wanted me to find out who the other guy was because we know that Twan and Dre are working for somebody. When we find him, then we can take over.

I stormed back into the room I share with Lisa, so I could call her and tell her to get her ass back here! If she came now, I’d be late but I’d still make it. I called her four times and each time, it rang straight to voicemail. I am beyond pissed because one thing I’m not going to do is miss the meeting, especially with us being so close to the top. I began to weigh my options. I know I can’t leave her home alone because she could hurt herself or burn the fucking house down. That’s the only option I had other than taking her with me, so that’s what we’re going to do. “Grab your shoes and let’s go baby girl,” I said to Amiria. She took off running and normally I would fuss about her running through the house but I needed her to hurry up.

She made it back to me in record time with her shoes on the wrong feet. Shaking my head, I scooped her up and headed to my all-black Cadillac Escalade truck. It only took about fifteen minutes before I pulled in the parking lot of Carte Blanche. We had to find a place men hung out together, so we could talk privately. “Baby, I’ll be right back ok,” I said as I looked back at Amiria.

“Ok daddy,” Amiria replied as I hopped out the truck to go inside. Carte blanche is a bar and we’d been hearing a lot of buzz about it. Since it’s a bar, I know I can’t bring Amiria inside but it’s fine because she didn’t need to be listening at all. Amiria is one of those kids that repeated everything she heard!

I sat inside about five minutes before Joe walked over to me and dapped me up. “So, check this out. It’s one guy over Twan and Dre right and supposedly this nigga is like a ghost or some shit, so we gone have to do some shit to bring Casper out to play,” Joe said as he got straight to the point.

“What you got in mind?” I asked because I have no idea how to draw someone out that I didn’t know. It would be easy if we knew who he was because then we could see how he ticks and know what to do to set it off.

“I say we start robbing trap houses,” Joe stated before sitting back. I’m sure it made sense in his head but it didn’t to me.

“We don’t know which trap houses are his, so how do we know which ones to rob?” I asked, which caused Joe to sit up and put his elbows on the table.

“See, I thought you’d just been playing dumb but I think you really are dumb! If this nigga run the streets, then all of the trap houses are his!” he said and made me feel stupid. I didn’t think about it like that.

“Can I help you?” Joe asked as he looked at one of the strippers who had been standing there wiping the tables around us since we sat down.

“Well, now that I have your attention, would you like a dance?” she asked Joe seductively. He waved his hand at her dismissively and she walked away.

“So, when we gone start doing this?” I asked.

“This Saturday night we will randomly pick one to hit every night,” he said before he stood up and walked away.

I followed suit and headed out the door when I suddenly felt like someone was watching me. I stopped in my tracks before looking around the club but I didn’t see anyone. There was an office door open and the stripper was in a heated discussion with a guy I couldn’t see because his back was to me. It must have been her old man pissed off about her still working here or something. I couldn’t shake the feeling but since I didn’t see anyone looking at me, I continued to walk to my truck.

When I got inside, Amiria was asleep in the back seat with her thumb in her mouth. Grabbing my phone, I called Lisa. “What’s up?” she answered like she didn’t miss 100 calls from me today and hadn’t returned any of them.

“What the fuck you mean what’s up? Where the hell you been?” I asked as I could feel my anger rising.

“Don’t get mad when I pull a you on you!” she snapped, and I could imagine her rolling her long ass neck while saying that dumb shit.

“Bitch, you can’t do that shit when you have a child! Anything could have happened, dummy!” I snapped back at her.

“If it was that important, you would have left a message or sent a text message but you did neither one,” she said, too calm for my liking.

“Bitch, wait til I see you!” I said and hung up in her face.

“AYE!” someone yelled, which caused me to look in their direction as I started the ignition. I couldn’t really see who he was because my eyesight ain’t what it used to be. Looking closely, he was wearing the same thing the guy talking to the stripper was wearing, so I guess he think I was trying to holla at his bitch. I rolled the window down just as he pulled a machine gun from behind his back. “You like following me huh? You tryna rob me nigga?” he yelled from across the parking lot right before he started shooting.

I ducked low and pulled off burning rubber out the parking lot. Amiria woke up screaming and crying, reminding me that my baby was in the truck with me. I didn’t stop driving like a bat out of hell until I felt like I was far enough away from Twan’s crazy ass! I mean, who the fuck shoots a loud ass machine gun at a damn club? Amiria managed to calm herself down once I returned to normal speed but I could still hear her soft whimpers.

I came to a stop at a red light as my heart rate slowly returned to normal. When it turned green, a van pulled directly in front of me and stopped. When they rolled down the window, it was the stripper from the club. She winked at me before she smiled, which made my dick jump slightly. She waved goodbye and my first thought was they were about to pull off until I heard music blasting on my left coming from another van. I looked to the right and there was another van there too. They lowered the windows before sticking their machine guns out pointed directly at me. “Fuck!” I yelled as I looked back at Amiria.

She had this horrific expression on her face like she knew what was about to happen to us too. I crawled toward the back of the truck just as their guns erupted. I could feel the bullets tearing through my skin but I needed to get to Amiria. A lone bullet struck her as I made it to her. I threw my body on top her body and prayed God brought us through this.

             
Armani

Joe sped through traffic like he was on a mission that I had no clue I was a part of. He zoomed through red lights as he weaved in between cars without a care in the world. The excitement of it all had me juicing! I could only imagine his face when I get out this car and he sees the puddle I’m sure will be left where I’m sitting. I wanted to talk to him but I didn’t know what to say. He hadn’t asked me any questions or anything. “Um… where are we headed?” I asked a little nervous. I’d realized how dumb of a decision it was for me to get in the car with a stranger after the things I just endured after catching a cab. He didn’t answer me as he continued to drive with a straight face. “How old are you Joe?” I asked as I tried to make conversation. The only thing that could be heard was the wind caused by how fast he was driving. Instead of answering my questions, he grabbed his radio remote and pressed play.

Lil Boosie’s
Ease your mind
came purring through the speakers:

Let me ease your mind

Bring you in my world

Cause you done caught my eye

And you can be my baby girl

What’s up, girl? How you doing?

What’s up with them draws girl?

Can I get into them?

I’m looking for somebody

Who gonna be somebody

Mind made up to be a lawyer

So she gonna be somebody

She got problems and she say

“Sex ain’t the only way to solve ‘em”

But let’s solve em

Let’s jump in my Bentley

And cruise the city with the lights low

Go to the boat and blow some stacks

And let the dice roll

Let me ease your mind

Bring you in my world

Cause you done caught my eye

And you can be my baby girl

It gone be alright

(Fuck what them haters say)

It gone be alright

Can you can be my baby girl

I don’t know what you been told but I’m a hustler

Your man ain’t nothing but a buster

Come with me tonight

Eat what you like, big boys I’m talking the best

When you get lonely put your head on my chest

It figures you never dealt with a nigga my type

Who make you happy, take you places, teach you game

Something like your real daddy, I’m just tryna ease your mind

I’m tired of hearing over and over all the time

She like “Boosie, I got a boyfriend”

Well your boyfriend ain’t balling plus he barely calling

So, what’s up? I got a plane ticket, just me and you

I’m like “You scared?” She late now she’s packing her bags

First class is how we do it, let me cater to you

Let you shop till you drop, spend some paper on you

Whatever no matter the pleasure

It’s better then you can dream of

Thug passion from a real thug

Let me ease your mind

Bring you in my world

Cause you done caught my eye

And you can be my baby girl

It gone be alright

(Fuck what them haters say)

It gone be alright

Can you can be my baby girl

You been on my mind all night and I can smell ya

And girl I wanna tell ya I will let you ride

Take you on a rollercoaster with me you know

Ridin round blowin doe just threw the city

Conversating we laugh talking about the future

And the pastime (The old days)

Good love making cause it’s been so long since the last time

Kissing and fucking stuck in them sheets to the bed

Eyes roll back in my head

And she go down on that head

And this my homie lover friend

The one that I could fuck with til the end

I got you girl them hoes ain’t offering all the world

The niggas either you ain’t never had a thug like me

Go tell yo people when you with me it’s amazing

I give you knowledge teach you game give you wisdom

Shit you can’t learn in college just be my lady I know how to treat a lady

it’s whatever I keep a secret baby

Let me ease your mind

Bring you in my world

Cause you done caught my eye

And you can be my baby girl

By the time the second verse came on, I had done reached over and pulled Joe’s dick through his zipper and popped the head in my mouth. I felt the car swerve slightly as his dick grew inside of my mouth. It kept growing and growing and for a second, I thought it would never end! I slobbed up and down his dick like I was on some jigga juice! I was so into what I was doing that I didn’t realize we had pulled over until he pushed me up and grabbed my legs before he threw them over his shoulders. My head flew back in ecstasy as I felt his warm breath tickle my light pubic hairs. I couldn’t get my pearl waxed while I was kidnapped, so she’d been getting neglected. Joe didn’t seem to mind as he spread my pussy lips before blowing softly on my clit. He damn near put my whole pussy in his mouth as he placed his full lips on the softest place on earth. I tried to climb out the damn window when he started twirling his tongue around my clit while fingering me. Had me feeling like Jagged Edge!
Feel like I can’t walk! Feel like I can’t talk! I don’t know what to do…
My thoughts were interrupted by the intense feeling Joe was causing between my legs. I definitely felt like I just walked right out of heaven. My heart rate sped up as I did something I’ve never done in my entire life… squirt!