Read Addicted (Addicted Trilogy Book 1) Online
Authors: S Nelson
When she exhaled a rush of air, I intensified my
grasp, eliciting another moan from her perfect mouth. There was simply no more
holding back. My fingers made quick work of summoning her excitement as I
walked her backward.
“Lay on the
bed,” I commanded, the roughness in my tone surprising me.
I had to admit, I loved being able to tell her what
to do inside the bedroom. And the fact she complied so readily only encouraged
me further.
At least she listens to me in
here.
When she laid on her back, I’d taken a few deep
breaths to try and calm down. The sight of her lying there before me was almost
too much. I’d dreamed of this for so long it was taking extra time to compute
it was actually real. Not wanting to waste another precious moment, though, I
hooked my fingers in the top of her panties and slowly dragged them down her toned
legs, flinging them somewhere across the room to join our other abandoned
clothing.
She was completely and utterly bare, her pussy
shaved but for a small strip of hair.
What
do they call that? A landing strip?
Crawling up the bed, I lowered myself
down on top of her, leaning in close so I could taste her lips again. Her body
was on fire underneath me, her skin so unbelievably soft to the touch. My hand
entwined in the strands of her hair, pulling in my excitement. I was afraid I
was hurting her, but the only reaction she gave me was a moan, each and every
time I tugged.
Her sounds teased me, drove me wild until I
couldn’t take it anymore. I broke our kiss and headed south, lavishing her skin
with my hungry tongue. She tasted of anticipation, her hands gripping my
shoulders the further down her body I ventured.
“Alek,” she cried out, a bit of self-consciousness
laced around my name. I knew she was a virgin, but I wondered if she’d ever let
a guy go down on her before. The instant image had me seeing red, even though I
knew I was being irrational. None of my emotions made any sense when I was near
her, my brain and heart twisted up until confusion was the only thing I’d felt.
Pushing those crazy thoughts from my head, I focused
back on the woman lying beneath me.
“I want to taste you.” As the words left my mouth,
I saw her instantly relax. “And I am a very hungry man, sweetheart.
Your sweet pussy”—I grinned—“is the only
nourishment I need.” My hands spread her thighs wide. I didn’t give her a
chance to respond before my tongue shot out and licked her sweetness. She
bucked under my assault, so much so I had to put my hand on her hip to keep her
still. I smiled as I continued to torment her, her juices coating my greedy
tongue. When I dipped inside, I thought she was really going to lose it, her
body trembling with excitement.
After a few short minutes, I could tell she was
close. Her breathing had become erratic, her hips doing a wonderful job of
pumping against my mouth. She was as greedy as I was. Untold pleasure was
within her grasp, and she was doing everything she could to claim it. Flattening
out my tongue, I licked her one more time before closing my lips around her clit,
driving two fingers inside her tight heat. I curved them, flicking against the
bundle of nerves just within my reach.
Her screams were like music to my ears. “Alek! I’m
coming. Oh, God!
Yeeessss
!” She gripped my hair tightly
in the throes of her passion. It was like lighting a fire within me. A deep
moan of my own escaped, mixing with her delicious sounds.
“That’s it, baby. Come for me,” I coaxed. I never
relented, not until I knew she had fully enjoyed every bit of her orgasm. When
her grip on my hair loosened, I knew she was coming back down.
Since she was satisfied, it was time for me to join
with her. I made my way back up her body, taking each one of her beautiful
breasts into my mouth. I loved every inch of this woman. I couldn’t believe it had
taken me so long to make her mine.
Everything
in due time, right?
Once our mouths connected again, I had to hold
myself back from thrusting inside her until I knew she was ready. She was
physically ready, I’d made sure of it, but was she emotionally ready? That was what
I had to find out.
My cock danced near her entrance, but again I
wouldn’t do anything until she was sure.
“Are you positive
you’re ready for this, Sara?” I asked as I gazed into her beautiful eyes. “There
will be a certain amount of pain, due to your inexperience, but I’ll try to be
as gentle as I can.” I battled with myself. I wanted nothing more than to surge
forward and bury myself to the hilt, her very tight walls gripping me until I
could barely move. But I knew I’d never do that—not until she was used to us
having sex, at least. No, I would let her dictate what happened. I would follow
her lead.
Her gaze broke away from mine and made their way
down toward my arousal. Her eyes widened in—what was that? Disbelief?
“Alek, you’re not going to fit,” she whispered.
I couldn’t help it as laughter erupted before I
could stop it.
I explained my little outburst.
“You just gave me the biggest compliment. Thank
you.” When I sensed I needed to be more serious, her uneasiness holding on tight,
I tried to reassure her. I leaned down and gave her a loving kiss. “We were
made for each other, sweetheart. We were made to fit.”
I guess my words were all she needed to hear to
abate her worry because the next words out of her mouth just about undid me. “I
want you, Alek. I
need
you inside me.
I’ve never wanted anything more in my entire life.” Her eyes bore into mine,
searching for what, I wasn’t sure. But I would do my very best to give it to
her.
“Even though we were made to fit together, you’re
still new to this, so please tell me to stop if it’s too much. Promise me you
will tell me if you can’t continue.” There was no response from her except a
small thrust of her hips toward me. She was going to make me lose all control
if she kept that shit up. “Promise me, Sara,” I demanded.
“Yes, I’ll tell you if it’s too much. I promise.”
Why do I not believe her?
I positioned myself between her thighs, pushing
them further apart. Reaching down, I ran my finger through her wet folds to
make sure she was still good and ready for me to take her. She was so worked
up, was there really any doubt?
“You’re ready, baby,” I said worshipfully. I ran my
tongue across my teeth, preparing myself to devour the woman who had turned my
world upside-down.
“Please. I can’t take it anymore,” she pleaded,
arching her back to entice me further. Little did she know, or maybe she
was
aware, she was teasing me beyond
what should have been allowable. I was barely holding on as it was.
“Patience, Sara…patience.”
If she’s
going to torment me, then she better be prepared for me to do the same.
I was going to torture her until she shamelessly begged for my cock. My
fingers were still exploring her sweet pussy, the salacious sounds coming from
her tempting mouth only spurring my onslaught further. Rubbing her clit with my
thumb, I slowly inserted a finger inside her. A groan escaped her lips once
more as I artfully stroked her. My mouth consumed hers, our tongues dueling as
if they were performing an age-old practiced dance.
Coming up for some air, I spewed words at her
faster than I could think to filter them. But that was what she did to me. She
made me lose all sense of myself. “Do you know what you do to me, Sara? You
drive me crazy, in every sense of the word. I can’t think straight when I’m
near you. And now…now, it’s taking every ounce of self-control not to tie you
up and ravage you until you beg me to stop.”
Her expression told me nothing until a sly smile
tipped her lips upward.
“Will you fuck me already?” Her brazenness was certainly
a surprise, and I loved I was the one who brought it out in her.
Her fingers raked up and down my back, trying to
grip me closer, enticing me to push inside her.
Well, goddamn
it. It worked.
So
much for having her beg.
“Okay, love. I’ll give you exactly what you need,”
I promised as I reached over and grabbed a condom from the bedside table. After
I was covered, I gripped my thickness and lined up against her sex, pushing
inside her very slowly. She was so tight it almost hurt. Almost. For the first
time in my life, I actually wished I wasn’t as endowed as I was, the mere
thought of hurting Sara too much. But there was nothing I could do about it so
I made sure to take my time with her, pushing inside inch by painstaking inch.
When I was halfway in, her body tensed, immediately
halting my intrusion.
Seeing the utter look of concern on my face, she
halfheartedly smiled, brought her legs up and wrapped them around my waist,
opening herself up a little more for me. Even though it helped, I knew she was
still in pain and there wasn’t a thing I could do to take it away. Not until I
was fully inside, at least.
“I’m sorry, baby, but this is going to hurt, if
only for a few seconds. I can’t do anything about it.” I felt like shit knowing
I was the one who was going to be inflicting the pain, but it was necessary to
move forward.
Like ripping off a Band-Aid, I thrust forward until
we were fully joined. If I hadn’t been lying on top of her she would have shot
right off the damn bed. But I was pinning her down, so she had nowhere to go.
Her body tightened, her hands pawing at my hips as
if she was trying to push me off her. But she never said a word. Only a single
tear escaped, breaking me in two at seeing her distress coating her cheek.
My heart beat wildly inside my chest. I thought for
sure she would have heard it, but her eyes never gave way to noticing anything
other than her own unfortunate discomfort.
I made sure not to move too quickly, giving her
enough time to accommodate me. Plus, if I’d started right away, I would’ve been
done in no time at all.
“You are so unbelievably tight,” I said through
controlled breaths. “I don’t want to embarrass myself, so I’m going to go slow
for now.”
After I reasoned enough time had passed, I started
to move, inviting her to find her own rhythm the more comfortable she became. Her
initial shock at my intrusion was gone, her back arching and the heels of her
feet pressing into the backs of my thighs, silently encouraging me to quicken my
pace. I rotated my hips, around and around. As she would match my rhythm, I’d
switch it up, making sure our joining would last as long as possible.
Mid-thrust, I asked, “Are you okay? Does it still
hurt?” She didn’t answer me right away, instead driving her nails into the hot
skin of my back. “Sara,” I warned. When she still didn’t respond, I stopped altogether.
Her frown told me everything. “Answer me or I’ll stop right now.” She remained
silent, calling my bluff. As I started to withdraw from her body, she dug her
heels harder into my thighs.
“Yes, Alek. I’m fine,” she groaned.
Well, that’s a
shot to my ego if ever there was one.
“You’re
fine
?”
I asked, a look of displeasure obvious on my scrunched-up face.
“Yeah. Why? What’s the problem?”
She had no idea what she’d said. I was going to
change that
fine
to a
spectacular
. The big guy down below
demanded it. Leaning closer, I buried my face in her neck, nipping and tasting
her salty skin. “How about this?” I asked as I reached down and gripped her
ass, pushing her further into me. Thrust. Rotate. Thrust. Withdraw halfway. Thrust
again. Her low screams told me she loved it. “Are you still
fine
?”
Understanding was written all over her face, a sly
smile surfacing as she bit her lip. Her eyes were hooded, desire evident in
every look she gave me. I didn’t need her to answer me; I knew I’d made my
point.
Increasing my speed, I needed her submission. “You’re
mine now, Sara. Tell me you’re mine,” I grunted. My breathing became harsh and
ragged, my heart threating to detonate into a million pieces. Her writhing body
beneath me only spurred me further, the sounds she made driving me mad. I
wanted nothing more than to devour her, so in a rush of ecstasy, I latched on
to her heavy breast, gently biting her nipple until it hardened in my mouth.
“Tell me,” I repeated, ravaging her mouth next.
“I’m yours, Alek. Only yours.” Five glorious words
was all it took to push me toward finishing.
“Are you
close, baby? I can’t hold off much longer.” I needed her to come again, and I
was doing my best to make sure she did.
“Yes, so close.” She closed her eyes and matched my
rhythm once again, bringing her quickly to her own release.
“Look at me, Sara. I want to watch as you come on
my cock. I want to feel you pulsate and unravel around me.”
Her eyes immediately connected with mine. She
tangled her fingers in my hair and as her orgasm ripped through her, she tugged
with all her might. A slight sting shot through me, but it was the most
delicious pain I’d ever felt.