Accept My Baby: A Billionaire BWWM Single Parent Pregnancy Romance (13 page)

“
It’s
just a baby. It has nothing to do with whatever drama is going on
with you and your ex.”

“
I
know but at the same time all I can think of is the fact that every
single time I will be looking at the poor little thing, I will only
be seeing Brett.”

Rafael reached for
her hand and raised it to his lips.

“
Well,
I won’t,” he said in a soft voice and she shook her head.

“
What
do you mean?” she asked.

“
Well,
I have been with a lot of women…” he started and she
sighed.

“
You
should really stop reminding me that.”

He smiled.

“
I
know it is not something that you want to hear but the truth is that
I have never found someone who excites me about life the way you do…I
mean, all I want to do when I wake up in the morning is see you.”
He gently ran his thumb over her knuckles. “All I can ever
think of nowadays is just you, Amanda.”

She shook her head
and sighed.

“
I
honestly don’t know what to say…I mean you are a young
man in your prime and I…” her voice trailed off. “I
am about to be a thirty eight year old single mother.”

“
So
what?”

“
Rafael,
I really don’t want to have to trap you in a situation you
didn’t ask for.”

“
You
are not trapping me,” he said before he leaned forward and
kissed her softly.

“
But
it is another man’s baby,” she said and he shrugged.

“
So,
what? Does he know about it?”

“
No,”
she said in a soft voice. “And I honestly don’t want him
to know anything either.”

“
You
sure?” he asked and she nodded.

“
I
really don’t want him to be anywhere near or around my baby.”

“
Then
that’s perfect.”

“
Why?”
she asked as she looked at him.

“
Because
I can always assume the role of fatherhood.”

She looked at him and
shook her head.

“
I
don’t think we should be talking about this right now…take
some time and just get used to the fact first.”

“
There
is nothing to talk about. I know I want you. And we all have baggage.
For me it is the shitty family and for you it is more beautiful than
anything I could ever think of. It is a little baby who probably has
your eyes and I know that he or she will probably make me melt.”

A smile played on her
lips.

“
What
are you talking about?” she asked and he shrugged.

“
I’m
talking about a future together. For you, me.” He put his hand
on her tummy. “And this baby.”

She raised an eyebrow
over the other.

“
You
do realize you just asked to adopt my ex’s child, right?”
she asked and he nodded.

“
I
know what I just asked and that is exactly what I mean to do.”
He held her chin and kissed her again. “And I do not go back on
my word.
Ever.
”

“
But
you are only looking at the good…there is going to be a whole
lot of shit to wade through and I mean a whole lot. I mean, hormones
and the mood swings…”

“
I
can handle it.”

“
And
what if I hate you? Because people have been known to hate the ones
dearest to them and everything.”

“
I
can handle it,” he repeated.

She took a long deep
breath and was just about to say something when he kissed her again,
taking her words into his mouth. She slowly brought a hand up to his
head and held a fistful of his hair as they kissed. His tongue rolled
on hers as he held her neck ever so possessively.

He was pushing into
her and she was pushing back, but he was winning because he was
slowly lowering her on the bed. He gently pushed the bathrobe off her
shoulders and she shivered lightly when she felt the robe sliding off
her already hard nipples. He pulled away and looked into her eyes and
then at her full breasts. He slowly ran his hand down to her chest.
He filled his hand with her breast and gently kneaded it, making her
moan softly.

She
looked at him as he looked into her eyes. He gently forced her down
on the bed and kissed her softly. She closed her eyes as he began
kissing her neck, slowly working his way down to her chest and then
to her breast. She arched her back and gasped loudly when he took her
hard nipple into his mouth. He was kissing and sucking on her and she
was loving every minute of it. He held her other breast as he slowly
trailed his lips down to her navel and finally to her soft wetness.

She
unknowingly spread herself wider as he kissed her and flicked his
tongue on her hard clit. She could feel herself getting closer and
closer to the edge as he ate her out but just as she was about to
climax, she felt him pull away. He gently pulled away from her and
slipped an arm under her ass. She barely had enough time to moan her
disapproval, when he suddenly flipped her over and began tracing his
kisses up one of her ass cheeks to the base of her back.

Amanda pulled herself
up, thrusting her ass high up in the air and Rafael needed no second
bidding. He gently held her cheeks before he pushed his pants down
freeing himself of the sweatpants he had on.

She held onto the
bedding and pushed her ass back once more. He brought himself closer
to her and held her hip before he gently began pushing himself into
her. She moaned softly as she began feeling him gently pressing into
her, slowly.

He was
gently moving in and out of her, slowly stretching her out as he went
on. He was pushing into her, getting her entirety wrapped all around
him. He loved how tight she was, like a tight fitting glove perfectly
fit around his girth. He pulled out of her and gently caressed her
wet slit before he gently pushed himself back into her. His cock
eased right in the second time around. He held her as he began moving
in and out faster and harder.

“
I
love that,” she moaned as he picked up the pace.

The way he was
holding her, she had never felt such possessiveness, or even known a
man who could have made her feel so wanted the way she felt at that
moment. He was taking every moment to show her what she meant to him
in a way that she had never known was possible. He pulled out of her
and she collapsed on the bed. He looked at her as she turned around.

“
Baby,
are you sure about this because if…” Amanda started as
he lay his body on hers, positioning his cock at her entrance. He was
looking right into her eyes as he began to slowly move in and out of
her. He was going slow, a little too slow. It was almost hard to
believe that he was the same man who had been fucking her so hard and
so fast just minutes before was exercising this much restraint.

“
I
want you to stop thinking,” he commanded in a low voice. “Just
give yourself to me.”

He entered her
deeply.

“
Completely.”

He pulled out of her
and she bit her lip, her eyes closed.

“
Don’t
think but I need to see your eyes.”

She opened her eyes
and he exhaled loudly before he kissed her gently.

“
Breathe
in deeply and exhale into my body…it is only about you and me
right now.”

She gasped loudly
when he thrust into her deeply.

“
No
one else.”

He thrust into her
again and she wrapped her legs around his waist.

“
Just
us.”

By this
time, Amanda had her head buried in his shoulder and her arms were
wrapped tightly around his shoulders as were her legs around his
waist. She was pulling him in deeper and deeper and she was giving
into his body. She did not even realize when she began digging her
nails into the flesh of his back as the intensity of her orgasm
overwhelmed him. She was shivering underneath him and he was pushing
harder and harder into her until he exploded at around the same time
her pussy began to spasm against his length.

“
Merda
,
Amanda!” he suddenly cried out as he thrust into her one last
time.

Amanda’s legs
slowly loosened as she gave in to the exhaustion.

“
Amanda,”
Rafael started in a whisper. “
Sono
caduta
per
voi.”

He
rolled off her body and lay next to her.

“
Amanda,
it is only right that you tell Brett about the baby,” he said
and she nodded.

“
I
know that is the right thing to do but do you really want me to do
it?” she asked and he took a long deep breath.

There
was something she had not told him. This was not the first time she
was expectant. When she first started seeing Brett, they were not
always as careful and when she found out that she was pregnant, Brett
would not hear of it. All he cared for was the fact that they were
not in a position to have a family at that moment. So at his behest,
she’d had it taken care of even though she knew that they would
have made it work. She didn’t think it was a good idea to let
him know anything especially now that they were no longer together.

“
I
really don’t, but I would want to know,” he said.

“
Even
if you once knew that I was in the same situation and you chose a
free life over the joy of parenthood?” she asked and he raised
an eyebrow over the other.

“
What?”
he asked as he looked at her.

“
To
Brett his freedom has always come first above everything else. And it
cost me my first baby.”

He
held her neck and pressed his lips to her forehead.

“
Then
he shouldn’t cost you this one too,” he said in a whisper
as he gently caressed her cheek. “But he should know about he
baby. It is the right thing to do.”

She
was silent for a long minute before she spoke again.

“
I’m
not sure I can do this,” she said and he smiled before he
reached for his phone.

“
Use
my number,” he said in a soft voice. “Procrastination
only makes it worse.”

She
bit her lip and then took a long deep breath before she dialed
Brett’s number. She could feel her heart racing as she waited
for him to pick up. She had not considered telling Brett this soon,
or ever for that matter. He was dead to her as far as she was
concerned and nothing else mattered.

“
Hello?”
she heard Brett’s all too familiar voice.

“
Brett,
it’s Amanda,” she said.

“
Amanda...thank
goodness. Where are you? Are you okay....just tell me where ...”
he struggled to say but she was not interested in whatever he was
saying.

“
I’m
pregnant, Brett,” she said in a soft voice and he suddenly went
silent. She waited for a long second to hear him speak but he never
did. “Brett, are you there?”

“
I’m
here,” he said in a soft voice. “But I don’t think
I heard right.”

“
Well,
you did. I’m pregnant,” she said again.

“
Wow,
a few days away from me and you already got yourself knocked up.
Being a floozy much?” he said and she rolled her eyes.

“
It’s
your baby, asshole!”

“
Well,
I have no way of being sure about that. Now do I?”

“
You
do know that I was not the unfaithful one in this picture, right?”
she asked, getting more and more upset by the minute.

“
And
I have no way of knowing if you did the same thing to me,” he
said as she looked at Rafael.

“
I
was hurt because I was faithful to you throughout the years but that
stint with Sienna, that was the last straw,” she said as she
put her hand on her tummy. “My baby does not need you as a
father. I just wanted to let you as the donor, know that I am
pregnant.”

“
Donor?”
Brett asked.

“
Yeah,
donor. That is exactly what you are. Because you clearly have no idea
how paternity works,” she snapped before she hang up.

Rafael
took the phone from her and placed it on the nightstand before he
pulled her close to him. She rested her head on his chest as he
gently stroked her hair.

“
It
was the right thing to do,” he said in a soft voice.