A Stranger in the Mirror (6 page)

Toby took odd jobs around Hollywood because they brought him to the fringes of show business. He parked cars at Qro's, and as the celebrities drove u" ^oby would open the car door with a bright smile ar:.' mi apt quip. 'Thi.y pid no attention. He was just a parking boy, and they did not even know he was alive. Toby watched the beautiful girls as they got out of the cars in their expensive, tight-fitting dresses, and he thought to himself, If you only knew what a big star I'm going to be, you'd drop all those creeps.

Toby made the rounds of agents, but he quickly learned that he was wasting his time. The agents were all star-fuckers. You could not look for them. They had to be looking for you. The name that Toby heard most often was Clifton Lawrence. He handled only the biggest talent and he made the most incredible deals. One day, Toby thought, Clifton Lawrence is going to be my agent. Toby subscribed to the two bibles of show business: Daily Variety and the Hollywood Reporter. It made him feel like an insider. Forever Amber had been bought by Twentieth Century-Fox, and Otto Preminger was going to direct. Ava Gardner had been signed to star in Whistle Stop with George Raft and Jorja Curtright, and Life with Father had been bought by Warner Brothers. Then Toby saw an item that made his pulse start pounding. "Producer Sam Winters has been named Vice-President in Charge of Production at Pan-Pacific Studios." 7

When Sam Winters returned from the war his job at Pan-Padfic Studios was waiting for him. Six months later, there was a shakeup. The head of the studio was fired, and Sam was asked to take over undl a new production head could be found. Sam did such a good job that the search was abandoned, and he was officially made Vice-President in Charge of Production. It was a nerve-racking, ulcer-making job, but Sam lo

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breakfast tomorrow morning. Eight o'clock. The Polo Lounge." In the outer office, the telephone rang and Lucille picked it up. "Mr. Winter's office." An unfamiliar voice said, "Hello there. Is the great man in?" "Who's calling, please?" "Tell him it's an old buddy of his -- Toby Temple. We were in the army together. He said to look him up if I ever got to Hollywood, and here I am." "He's in a meeting, Mr. Temple. Could I have him call you back?" "Sure." He gave her his telephone number, and Lucille threw it into the wastebasket. This was not the first time someone had tried the old-army-buddy routine on her.

Dallas Burke was one of the motion-picture industry's pioneer directors. Burke's films were shown at every college that had a course in movie making. Half a dozen of his earlier pictures were considered classics, and none of his work was less than 5'rilliant and innovative. Burke was in his late seventies now, and his once massive frame had shrunk so that his clothes seemed to flap around him. "It's good to see you again, Dallas," Sam said as the old man walked into the office. "Nice to see you, kid." He indicated the man with him. "You know my agent." "Certainly. How are you, Peter?" They all found seats. "I hear you have a story to tell me," Sam said to Dallas Burke. "This one's a beauty" There was a quavering excitement in the old man's voice. "I'm dying to hear it, Dallas," Sam said. "Shoot." Dallas Burke leaned forward and began talking. "What's everybody in the world most interested in, kid? Love -- right? And this idea's about the most holy land of love there is -- the love of a mother for her child." His voice grew stronger as he became immersed in his story. "We open in Long Island with a nineteen-year-old girl working as a secretary for a

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wealthy family. Old money. Gives us a chance for n slick background�know what I mean? High-society suifl. The man she works for is married to a tight-assed blueblood. He likes the secretary, and she likes him, even though he's older." Only half-listening, Sam wondered whether the story was going to be Back Street or Imitation of Life. Not that it mattered, because whichever it was, Sam was going to buy it. It had been almost twenty years since anyone had given Dallas Burke a picture to direct. Sam could not blame the industry. Burke's last three pictures had been expensive, old-fashioned and box-office disasters. Dallas Burke was finished forever as a picture maker. But he was a human being and he was still alive, and somehow he had to be taken care of, because he had not saved a cent. He had been offered a room in the Motion Picture Relief Home, but he had indignantly turned it down. "I don't want your fucking charity!" he had shouted. "You're talking to the man who directed Doug Fairbanks and Jack Barrymore and Milton Sills and Bill Farnum. I'm a giant, you pygmy sons of bitches!" And he was. He was a legend; but even legends had to eat. When Sam had become a producer, he had telephoned an agent he knew and told him to bring in Dallas Burke with a story idea. Since then, Sam had bought unusable stories from Dallas Burke every year for enough money for the old man to live on, and while Sam had been away in the army, he had seen to it that the arrangement continued. "... so you see," Dallas Burke was saying, "the baby grows up without knowing her mother. But the mother keeps track of her. At the end, when the daughter marries this rich doctor, we have a big wedding. And do you know what the twist is, Sam? Listen to this � it's great. They won't let the mother in! She has to sneak in to the back of the church to watch her own kid getting married. There won't be a dry eye in the audience.... Well, that's it. What do you think?" Sam had guessed wrong. Stella Dallas. He glanced at the agent, who averted his eyes and studied the tips of his expensive shoes in embarrassment. "It's great," Sam said. "It's exactly the kind of picture the studio's looking for." Sam turned to the agent. "Call Business Affairs and work out a deal with them, Peter. I'll tell them to expect your call." The agent nodded. "Tell them they're gonna have to pay a stiff price for this one, or I'll take it to Wamer Brothers," Dallas Burke said. "I'm giving you first crack at it because we're friends." "I appreciate that," Sam said. He watched as the two men left the office. Strictly speaking, Sam knew he had no right to spend the company's money on a sentimental gesture like this. But the motionpicture industry owed something to men like Dallas Burke, for without him and his kind there would have been no industry.

At eight o'clock the following morning, Sam Winters drove up under the portico of the Beverly Hills Hotel. A few minutes later, he was threading his way across the Polo Lounge, nodding to friends, acquaintances and competitors. More deals were made in this room over breakfast, lunch and cocktails than were consummated in all the offices of all the studios combined. Mel Foss looked up as Sam approached. "Morning, Sam." ^ The two men shook hands and Sam slid into the booth across from Foss. Eight months ago Sam had hired Foss to run the television division of Pan-Pacific Studios. Television was the new baby in the entertainment world, and it was growing wiA incredible rapidity. All the studios that had once looked down on television were now involved in it. The waitress came to take their orders, and when she had left, Sam said, "What's the good news, Mel?" Mel Foss shook his head. "There is no good news," he said. "We're in trouble." Sam waited, saying nothing. "We're not going to get a pickup on "The Raiders'." Sam looked at him in surprise. "The ratings are great. Why would the network want to cancel it? It's tough enough to get a hit show." "It's not the show," Foss said. "It's Jack Nolan." Jack Nolan was the star of "The Raiders", and he had been an instant success, both critically and with the public. "What's the matter with him?" Sam asked. He hated |Ael Foss's habit of forcing him to draw information from him. "Have you read this week's issue of Peek magazine?" "I don't read it any week. It's a garbage pail." He (uddenly realized what Foss was driving at. "They nailed Nolan!" ^ "In black and white," Foss replied. "The dumb son of a bitch put on his prettiest lace dress and went out to a party. Someone took pictures." "How bad is it?" "Couldn't be worse. I got a dozen calls from the network yesterday. The sponsors and the network want out. No one wants to be associated with a screaming fag." "Transvestite," Sam said. He had been counting heavily on presenting a strong television report at the board meeting in New York next month. The news from Foss would put an end to that. Losing "The Raiders" would be a blow. Unless he could do something.

When Sam returned to his office, Lucille waved a sheaf of messages at him. "The emergencies are on top," she said. "They need you -- " "Later. Get me William Hunt at IBC." Two minutes later, Sam was talking to the head of the International Broadcasting Company. Sam had known Hunt casually for a number of years, and liked him. Hunt had started as a bright young corporate lawyer and had worked his way to the top of the network ladder. They seldom had any business dealings because Sam was not directly involved with television. He wished now that he had taken the time to cultivate Hunt. When Hunt came on the line, Sam forced himself to sound relaxed and casual. "Morning, Bill." "This is a pleasant surprise," Hunt said. "It's been a long time, Sam." "Much too long. That's the trouble with this business, Bill. You never have time for the people you like." "Too true." Sam made his voice sound offhand. "By the wsy, did you happen to sw, that silly article in Peek?" "You know I did." Hunt sa'd quietly. "That's why we're canceling the show, Sam." The words had a finality to them. "Bill," Sam said, "what would you say if I told you that Jack Nolan was framed?" There was a laugh from the other end of the line. "I'd say you should think about becoming a writer." "I'm serious," Sam said, earnestly. "I know Jack Nolan. He's as straight as we are. That photograph was taken at a costume party. It was his girlfriend's birthday; and he put the dress on as a gag." Sam could feel his palms sweating. "I can't--" "I'll tell you how much confidence I have in Jack," Sam said into the phone. "I've just set him for the lead in Laredo, our big Western feature for next year." There was a pause. "Are you serious, Sam?" "You're damn right I am. It's a three-million-dollar picture. If Jack Nolan turned out to be a fag, he'd be laughed off the screen. The exhibitors wouldn't touch it. Would I take that kind of gamble if I didn't know what I was talking about?" "Well..." There was hesitation in Bill Hunt's voice. "Come on, Bill, you're not going to let a lousy gossip sheet like Peek destroy a good man's career. You like the show, don't you?" "Very much. It's a damned good show. But the sponsors -- " "It's your network. You've got more sponsors than you have air time. We've given you a hit show. Let's not fool around with a success." "Well..." "Has Mel Foss talked to you yet about the studio's plans for 'The Raiders' for next season?" "No..." "I guess he was planning to surprise you," Sam said. "Wait until you hear what he has in mind' Guest stars, bigname Western writers, shooting on location--the works! If "The Raiders' doesn't skyrocket to number one. I'm in the wrong business." There was a brief hesitation. Then Bill Hunt said, "Have Me! phone me. Maybe we all got a little panicked here." "He'll call you," Sam promised. "And, Sam � you understand my position. I wasn't trying to hurt anybody." "Of course you weren't," Sam said, generously. "I know you too well to think that, Bill. That's why I felt I owed it to you to let you hear the truth." "I appreciate that." "What about lunch next week?" "Love it. I'll call you Monday." They exchanged good-byes and hung up. Sam sat there, drained. Jack Nolan was as queer as an Indian dime. Someone should have taken him away in a net long ago. And Sam's 'whole future depended on maniacs like that. Running a studio was like walking a high wire over Niagara Falls in a blizzard. Anyone's crazy to do this job, Sam thought. He picked up his private phone and dialed. A few moments later, he was talking to Mel Foss. " 'The Raiders' stays on the air," Sam said. "What?" There was stunned disbelief in Foss's voice. "That's right. I want yon rn have a fast talk with Jack Nolan. Tell him if he ever steps out of line again, I'll personally ran him out of this town and back to Fire Island! I mean it. If he gets the urge to suck something, tell him to try a banana! " Sam slammed the phone down. He leaned back in his chair, thinking. He had forgotten to tell Foss about the format changes he had ad-libbed to Bill Hunt. He would have to find a writer who could come up with a Western script called Laredo. The door burst open and Lucille stood there, her face white. "Can you get right down to Stage Ten? Someone set it on fire." Mrs. Tanner, people talk about your school and the wonderful plays you put on here. I'll bet you have no idea of the reputation this place has." She studied him a moment. "I do have an idea. That's why I have to be careful to keep out phonies." Toby felt his face begin to redden, but he smiled boyishly and said, "I'll bet. A lot of them must try to crash in here." ''Quite a few," Mrs. Tanner agreed. She glanced at the card she held in her hand. "Toby Temple." "You probably haven't heard the name,'' he explained, "because for the last couple of years, I've been -- " "Playing repertory in England." He nodded. "Right" Alice Tanner looked at him and said quietly, "Mr. Temple, Americans are not permitted to play in English repertory. British Actors Equity doesn't allow it." Toby felt a sudden sinking sensation in the pit of his stomach. "You might have checked first and saved us both this embarrassment. I'm sorry, but we only enroll professional talent here." She started back toward her desk. The interview was over. "Hold it! " His voice was like a whiplash. She turned in astonishment. At that instant, Toby had no idea what he was going to say or do. He only knew that his whole future was hanging in the balance. The woman standing in front of him was the stepping-stone to everything he wanted, everything he had worked and sweated for, and he was not going to let her stop him. "You don't judge talent by ruies. lady! Okay--so I haven't acted. And why? Because people like you we-i'r give me a chance. You see what I mean?" It was W. C. Fields's voice. Alice Tanner opened her mouth to interrupt him, but Toby never gave her the opportunity. He was Jimmy Cagney telling her to give the poor kid a break, and James Stewan agreeing with him, and Clark Gable saying he was dying to work with the kid and Cary Grant adding that he thought the boy was brilliant. A host of Hollywood stars was in that