Read A Reason to Believe Online
Authors: Diana Copland
his eyes from Matt. “He wasn’t trying to insult me,
Aidan,” he murmured. “He’s a skeptic who just got
tossed into the deep end of the swimming pool. Cut
him a break.”
She crossed her arms and looked away, her
mouth pinched.
“Why don’t you let me tell you my impressions,”
Kiernan went on, speaking to Matt, “and then if
you think I’m full of shit, I can get on a plane and
go home. No harm, no foul, all right?” They
studied one another for a long moment.
“Yeah, okay,” Matt answered finally.
“Okay.” Kiernan sent him a small smile. “First
of all, she knew it wasn’t her father from the way
he handled her. There was no familiarity to the feel
of his hands. She knew it was a stranger
immediately. He was far rougher than he had to be,
almost like he didn’t realize she was so much
smaller and weaker than he was.” His eyes looked
distant as he stared over Matt’s shoulder. “And in
most cases of child abduction I’ve been involved
with, there’s some sort of ulterior motive
involved, not just murder. Not this time.”
“What kind of ulterior motive?”
Kiernan’s eyes came back to his. “Sexual,
usually. Some sort of perversion. So many kids are
forced…” His voice trailed away and he shook his
head. “Not this time. He didn’t touch her that way,
not once. In fact, until he had her in the basement,
he touched her only as much as absolutely
necessary.”
Matt schooled his features to remain neutral, but
he couldn’t help but be surprised. It was another
detail never released to the media, that there was
no evidence of sexual assault.
“Okay,” he said. “But if it wasn’t her father, and
it wasn’t sexual, then what was the motive?”
“Figuring that out is your job, Detective,”
Kiernan said without irony. “I can only tell you
what I got from Abby. He was rough with her, but
his touch was impersonal. Until he got her into the
basement.” His expression was pained.
“Kiernan,” Aidan said, her hand going to his
arm. “Are you all right?”
He didn’t answer immediately. Matt waited, his
eyes on the taut line of his throat, the way a muscle
worked in his jaw. When he spoke again, his voice
sounded raw.
“Part of what I do is relive people’s deaths.
Often, relatives want to know that their loved one
didn’t suffer, or that it was at least quick. Most of
the time, death is a painless process, it can even be
a relief. But this…” A shudder moved over his
shoulders. “She woke up, in the dark, with a
stranger’s hands on her. He restrained her, and fed
her something laced with drugs, and hauled her out
of her warm bed. He forced her down into a
basement where the temperature was maybe forty-
five degrees and the air was thick with dust and the
smell of mold.”
He closed his eyes. Matt saw his lashes
trembling.
“She was already completely compromised by
the narcotics. He didn’t have to be cruel.” His eyes
opened and Matt was caught off guard by the sheen
of tears. “But he was. His hands came at her in the
dark and closed around her throat, and he pushed
his thumbs in so hard on her windpipe he nearly
crushed it. She kicked out, mostly as a reflex, so he
sat on her legs. And he squeezed and he
squeezed…” He broke off, clenching his eyes shut
again.
Aidan’s hand came up to cover her mouth, her
eyes brimming with tears. Matt felt as if he might
be ill.
“It was horrible,” Kiernan finally finished, his
voice strained. “It was also personal.”
Matt was startled. “Personal.”
“Yes. It was definitely personal. For whatever
reason, he hated her.”
“He hated Abby?”
“Oh, yeah.”
“He hated a six-year-old kid?” Matt said.
“But…why?”
“No idea,” Kiernan answered. “But whatever
the reason, this guy really despised this little girl.”
He wrapped his arms around himself. “The sounds
he made, like a dog snarling. And he kept saying,
‘Die, you little bitch, die.’” He shuddered, and his
face lost what little color there had been in it.
“Honey, you’re freezing.” Aidan curled her arm
around him and rubbed his upper arm with her
hand, blinking back her tears.
“I’m all right,” he said, but he didn’t look it. He
was shivering.
Matt got up and retrieved a heavy green
comforter from a shelf in his linen closet. He came
back and draped it over Kiernan’s legs, letting
Aidan tuck it in around his shoulders.
“Thank you.” Kiernan pulled the blanket more
snugly under his neck.
Matt perched on the edge of the chair, his eyes
searching Kiernan’s pale face. He looked
exhausted. “We don’t have to talk about this
anymore, if you’d rather wait.”
Kiernan shook his head. “No, it’s better to do it
while it’s fresh.” He burrowed deeper under the
blanket until just his head was visible above the
dark green flannel.
“Okay. You said he fed her something, and it
tasted funny…” Matt prodded.
“Yes,” Kiernan said, swallowing. “I think it
was a sugar cookie.” Matt flashed back to the tray
of cookies he’d seen on the Reynolds’ kitchen
counter. “But it was incredibly salty. It tasted
vile.” He grimaced. “And then he held her mouth
shut so she couldn’t spit it out. She had to
swallow. She didn’t have a choice.”
“That’s reprehensible,” Aidan said. “To do
something like that to a child.”
Matt agreed. The very idea sent revulsion
through him. “If your reaction is anything to go by,
the drug seemed to work right away.”
“She started to feel it almost immediately. It
was weird, like she knew what was happening on
some level, but her body wouldn’t cooperate. I’ve
never felt anything quite like it. She couldn’t fight
him. He didn’t have to be cruel to her, after. He
wanted to hurt her. And there was something
else… Oh, that’s right. He smelled like candy.
Butterscotch. She didn’t like it. But it was familiar
to her. She’d smelled the odor before.”
“I wonder if there’s any way…” Matt ran his
hand through his hair as he exhaled unsteadily. “I
can’t believe I was about to ask if there’s a way to
jog the memory of a ghost.”
Some of the amusement returned to Kiernan’s
eyes. “She’s your eyewitness, Detective.”
“Yeah. Unfortunately, even if she did remember,
she’d never be able to testify against him.”
Matt’s cell phone rang abruptly, the sound loud
in the relative quiet of his living room. He dug the
phone out of his pocket and checked the screen,
wincing at the piercing quality of the bell tone. He
punched a button and brought it quickly to his ear.
“What’s up, Sheila?”
“You need to turn on the news.”
Matt glanced toward his darkened television.
“Why?”
“Just do it, Matthew. Now.”
Her voice sounded tight and unsteady, and he
frowned as he searched for his remote. “What the
hell is wrong?”
“Turn it on. Channel five.”
Matt found the remote peeking out from under
the sofa, pointed it at the forty-two-inch flatscreen
on the wall and jabbed the button with his thumb.
The picture sprang into focus, already on channel
five, revealing the face of the local news anchor, a
blonde whose name he never could remember. He
stared at the small screen inserted in the lower
left-hand corner of the shot, the remote forgotten in
his hand.
“This video was taken about two hours ago at
the North Park residence of noted defense attorney
Marcus Reynolds,” the woman was saying. “Mr.
Reynolds’ six-year-old daughter, Abigail, was
found murdered in the basement of the home on
Christmas morning.”
Her face faded as the smaller screen expanded.
Matt watched himself carry Kiernan out the
mansion’s front door. Aidan made a startled sound,
and Kiernan stiffened in his peripheral vision.
In the video Kiernan’s head was hanging over
Matt’s arm, and he shifted him higher and the dark
head rolled limply, his face coming to rest against
Matt’s neck. Matt turned his face reflexively to
protect Kiernan from the snow, and then walked
behind a tree, where he was lost from view. The
video skipped back to the beginning and repeated,
this time in close-up. Kiernan’s face was clearly
visible. But so was Matt’s, and he felt cold all the
way to his feet.
“The man being carried in this video has since
been identified as well-known medium Kiernan
Fitzpatrick, who’s been in town for a symposium
on paranormal phenomena being held at the
University School of Science. We have no idea
why Mr. Fitzpatrick was at the home, or what
condition caused the need for him to be carried
from it, but he was clearly in distress. The
Reynolds family is refusing to speak to us, and we
have been unable to reach Mr. Fitzpatrick or any of
his representatives for comment.”
The picture returned to the local anchorwoman.
“The identity of the man carrying Mr. Fitzpatrick is
not currently known. Mr. Fitzpatrick has worked
with law enforcement on unsolved murders in the
past, but Captain Peter Branson, the lead
investigator on the Reynolds case, assures us Mr.
Fitzpatrick is not advising his department. We’ll
keep you up to date as events unfold.”
“Well, shit.” Matt muted the television with the
absent press of a button.
“What the hell happened? Is Kiernan all right?”
Sheila’s voice was strident in his ear, and he
turned and looked down at Kiernan. Kiernan was
looking back, his eyes wide. Their gazes locked.
“He’s fine.”
“He certainly doesn’t look fine,” she said,
sounding skeptical. “And how in the hell did they
even get a video to begin with?”
“Someone ambitious no doubt scaled a wall.” A
beep sounded in Matt’s ear, alerting him he had
another call. He pulled his phone back long enough
to glance down at the screen. When he saw the
number, he grimaced, his heart sinking. “Sheila,
I’m going to need to call you back.”
“I want to know what’s going on!”
“So do I. And when I figure it out, I’ll call you.”
He ended the call and took a deep breath. His
phone rang again almost immediately. “Perfect.”
“Problem?”
“You could say that,” he answered Kiernan
wryly. “It’s my boss.”
Kiernan winced even as Matt jabbed a button,
bringing the phone back to his ear.
“Yes, sir?” he said, steeling himself.
“Bennett.” The clipped voice came through the
phone, derision thick in the tone. “I expect you to
be in my office tomorrow morning at nine o’clock
sharp, at which time you will explain to me why I
should not immediately demand your gun and your
shield.”
“Sir,” Matt said, but he was immediately cut off.
“Do not speak,” Branson ordered sharply.
“Simply present yourself tomorrow morning,
prepared to tell me what the hell you were doing at
the Reynolds’ house, with a fucking psychic, no
less! You have been removed from this case and
told to take some time off. I’ve already had a call
from Internal Affairs—” Matt winced, “—asking
me what one of my detectives was doing on the
evening news. You better pray the local media
does not figure out the connection between you and
this office. If they do, your career is as good as
over.”
The phone went dead next to Matt’s ear, and he
sighed, his hand dropping to his side.
The silence in the room was palpable. Matt
closed his eyes, his free hand coming up to rub his
forehead.
“Everything okay?” Kiernan asked.
“He’s less than thrilled. But then, he doesn’t like
me much, anyway.”
“Why?” He looked genuinely curious.
Matt returned the quizzical look with a guarded
one. “Now, there’s a loaded question, with an
explanation too complicated to go into right now.”
“Ah.” Kiernan didn’t press, but Matt had the
uncomfortable feeling he didn’t need to.
Another strident ringing cut through the silence.
Aidan jumped up from the couch and hurried to her
purse on the dining room table. She rummaged