Read A Matter of Marriage Online
Authors: Lesley Jorgensen
The painting's transformative effects on her father, herself . . . She had to be true to it, not fall back into the populist, Freud- and Bacon-imitating portraits of her London years that had, along with Simon, eventually dried up her creativity.
When things had been at their height, and she'd had a waiting list of sitters and her agent chasing her for more canvases, the sight of the flashing light on her answering machine or the stack of invitations on her mantelpiece was enough to make her feel physically sick. Then at that first and only solo exhibition, she'd overheard one of the top-flight dealers, Deirdre somebody, say how of the zeitgeist her paintings were, perfect for gen Y. That said it all really.
Now she was with her father, and she had painted, was painting, something extraordinary, beyond her known capacities. And he was placing this painting into history, into the canon of those objects of irrefutable, inherent value that would outlast them all.
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HURSDAY MORNING,
Dr. Choudhury's colleagues greeted his arrival at the monthly faculty meeting with rather more surprise and spontaneous enquiries about his health than he was completely comfortable with. Surely he had not been away that long.
He took his seat and picked up a copy of the agenda, but once again found himself in the position of being utterly unable to read the document. The long drive, combined with the prospect of this meeting, in this stuffy, ugly room with nothing but urn-stewed tea and stale digestives to sustain him, had reduced his motivation to virtually nil. The lone fly crawling on the windowpane behind Bertha seemed to have more purpose and meaning than the papers in front of him and the murmuring and asides of his peers.
As item one, the minutes of the last meeting, was announced, Dr. Choudhury picked up a pen and started to doodle pilasters and pediments on the margins of one of the subcommittee reports. Soon he had turned it over to make room for a classically inspired folly, which would look very well situated at the bend in the river that marked the halfway point between Abbey and cottage. At length, some time after he had detailed the moulding of the cornices, the decoration of the entablature and the form of capitals of the columns, and decided, after debate, upon a frieze with an idyllic theme of cavorting maenads and satyrs, Bertha came, with much important hemming and shuffling of papers, to the final item on the agenda:
Special Business
.
His doodling, which had now progressed to the interior of the folly, slowed and stopped. Certain words and phrases were percolating through to his conscious mind. Professor Beeton had moved on from speaking in general terms of the tidal wave of Arab funding that was about to hit the faculty, to an attempt to provide intellectual, even moral legitimacy for it.
“. . . and of course, historically speaking, the Wahhabi, that is the desert sect of Islam that dominates the most forward-looking nations of the Middle East, is, arguably, Islam in its purest form. I understand that the Wahhabi movement can be traced back to . . .”
“I object.” Dr. Choudhury found himself standing, his drawings disregarded, leaning forward with his hands splayed on the table for support. “These people of whom you speak, with more wealth than they know what to do with. They are not educated people, for all their universities of marble and ivory.”
Bertha's chair scraped back abruptly. “Dr. Choudhury, do you mind!”
He hurrumphed and raised a palm. “I am obliged to object, Professor Beeton. You know not what you do.”
A gasp ran around the table; all eyes were upon him. “These people, whom you should call Saudis not Wahhabis, they are intellectually dishonest, number-one politicians, every last one of them. And their intention, Professor Beeton, their only intention, is to purchase power and influence with their thirty pieces of gold.”
Bertha clutched her new and quite heavy-looking necklaces to her bosom and again attempted to speak, but he would not yield the floor.
“To borrow the prestige of this institution to further entrench their right-wing influence in fair Albion, to cause students in our care and protection to view Saudi social and political values, and Wahhabi practices, as legitimate alternatives to democracy, moderation in religion, cultural inclusiveness, toleration. You do not understand what you do. These, these men and women are number-one villains for what they do, and want to do. Do not be fooled by their compliments, their flattery, their gifts.”
He forgot himself so much as to point his finger at his head of faculty at this juncture, and he could not help noticing that she flushed an unpleasant shade of red. Brickish: dreadful with that pink top.
“This, this is the thin end of the wedge: a wedge of gold. They will start pressing for an end to Oxford's Christian traditions, push non-Muslim students out of the prayer rooms, object to the drinking traditions and to figurative paintings in the Ashmolean. You do not know it, but I have already seen this, this Wahhabism.”
Silence greeted his words, until Bertha, her voice shaking a little, told him that his interjection had been out of order and, with a warning look to Marjorie, would not be minuted. Still standing and breathing fast with emotion and the unexpected excitement of it all, Dr. Choudhury wondered if this was how Richard Bourne felt in court.
His colleagues had all heard him: that was what mattered. And it might even save him from a few of those irritating subcommittee duties. And Bertha from attaching herself to him any more than she had done already. Perhaps he should make the effort to come to future faculty meetingsâthey had no idea of what they were dealing with, of the motives behind those Saudis throwing their money around. How true the proverb of the ivory tower.
Bertha broke up the meeting and bustled out before him. He would soon, no doubt, have to endure a haranguing in her office over points of order and probably something in his behavior that she identified as patriarchal, but what was that to him. He would be away from these internecine, infantile politics by twelve o'clock at the latest. And, being tenured, he was secure from whatever machinations she might engage in.
He would give Bertha a minute or two to compose herself, and so took the opportunity to repair to the men's room and check that his outburst had not ruffled his appearance. Satisfied by what he saw, he set off for her office and knocked on the door.
“Come in
.
”
He opened the door and stepped onto a fine Persian rug that covered most of the floor. Other things had changed too. On the rug was an elaborate octagonal coffee table inlaid with brass and mother-of-pearl, and Bertha's mismatched collection of chairs had been replaced with a set of upholstered leather couches that looked Italian. Bertha seemed unchanged, however: in those ill-fitting jeans and the long pink tunic striped with silver that he now recognized as a Baladi dress, for performing the northern African peasant dances.
As she stood up from her desk, Dr. Choudhury realized two black-robed figures were seated before her, and they rose now too. He started with surprise and an instinctive repulsion. They were women, covered from head to foot in the Arabic way. They were also gloved, and with fine black gauze where their eyes should be.
Bertha introduced them to him as a visiting Wahhabi scholar and her postgraduate student, from Dubai. The
salaamalaikums
were cursory on both sides. Like most of his Desi generation, he abhorred the covering of women. And he knew what many Arabs thought of, and how they treated, their Bangladeshi guest-workers. Bertha ushered the women out with a promise to catch up with them later on.
“Sit down, Dr. Choudhury. It is so long since I've seen you. Properly. I'm afraid, as you seem to have been ignoring my emails, there is much to tell. In your absence, Humanities has undergone a significant restructuring.”
Dr. Choudhury cleared his throat. “Due to the extra funding, I assume?”
“A little more than
extra funding
, Dr. Choudhury. Marvellous avenues have been opened to us, vistas of opportunity that are contingent upon, I mean, concomitant with, a fresh look at every aspect of the Humanities . . .”
He began to realize that this meeting was not about the Bourne Abbey secondment coming to a close. She was not going to be increasing his lecture and tutorial load, pressuring him into subcommittee memberships, or even picking on his publication record. This was something else.
She steepled her fingers and spoke down to her nails which were, as always, grubby and unmanicured. “As a result of this university-wide reassessment, Dr. Choudhury, to which, I may add, you were asked on several occasions to contribute, it became apparent that there was a certain duplication in the services offered by Architecture and History.”
She seemed to have the bit between her teeth now.
“In short, Dr. Choudhury, a rationalization has necessarily had to occur, for the sake of the students, of course. And the faculty.”
“But I am
tenured
, Professor Beeton.” His voice sounded like a tentative bleat even to him, and he leaned forward, trying to force some eye contact. “I am a tenured Fellow of this establishment. There are rules.”
Bertha avoided his eyes. “Of course there are rules, Dr. Choudhury, and we would have been most remiss if we had not consulted with all the appropriate authorities: the Pro-Vice-Chancellors of Planning and Resources and Personnel have been consulted, even the Proctors.” She spoke hurriedly, as if the end of this conversation was in sight, to her at least. “Your tenure is not being tampered with, you see. That”âand here a shade of regret seemed to cross her faceâ“cannot of course be tampered with. Your salary will continue. It is Historical Architecture as a separate, ah, subject that is otiose, and on that basis you may wish to consider an extended, ah, sabbatical. From all active duties.”
“But my students . . .”
“Such as they are, Dr. Choudhury. There are not many any longer. Most of the undergraduates are now sitting much more comfortably within Architecture, under the guidance of Dr. Felmstedt. The postgrads and a few strays more suited to History have been taken by Ellenâyou remember Dr. Ellen Haversack, over from Stanford?”
“So . . . so you are taking away my lectureship, my students, my office as well, I suppose . . .”
She stood and began to clash papers noisily together. “Well, of course, why have an office when no work is done, you are never here.”
“My secondment was approved.”
“I must be off, Dr. Choudhury. You would have been aware of these changes weeks ago if you had been keeping abreast of college affairs, and now I have a meeting that I really must attend to.”
Their eyes met for a second, her expression a strange mixture of triumph and embarrassment. “I have meetings for the rest of the day. Marjorie has cleaned out your office and everything is boxed up.”
He stood as she hurried past him, then sat down again, found his handkerchief and blew his nose. His legs hurt, as if he'd been standing all day.
After a little while he walked down to his old office, treading quietly. The thought of running into one of his colleagues filled him with horror. His room seemed large and light with all the books and pictures packed away, and archive boxes were stacked in the middle of the room.
Marjorie materialized beside him. “I'm so sorry, Dr. Choudhury,” she said softly, as if she too did not want to be overheard. “I've organized for everything to be delivered to Windsor Cottage this afternoon.”
He tried to speak but failed.
“I do hope that's alright, Dr. Choudhury.”
He nodded, defeated.
With relief in her voice and a certain forced cheer, she adjusted one of the boxes to line up perfectly with its base. “It's such a pity it's all happened just before the Long Break. But we'll give you a proper send-off when Michaelmas starts. For your sabbatical, I mean.”
“Yes, of course, of course . . .” he said, backing out of the room and looking down the corridor. If he could just get out of this building and to his car without bumping into anybody. He could be home before midday. Tariq should be there. He already felt like a ghost of his former self, the one that had been a part of these buildings, this university, for almost thirty years.
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ICHARD SPENT
T
HURSDAY
morning in Chambers, irritable without a smoke, trying to clear the decks for the anticipated cross-application by the Reid son next week. Meetings with instructing solicitors and anxious juniors about a number of briefs consumed much of his morning, leaving him concerned that the Reid matter would eat into his planned long weekend. It was going to be a demanding brief, as well as one that was increasingly feeling too close to home, though it somehow seemed timely as well: acting not for Her Majesty's Inland Revenue for a change; arguing for the preservation and proper use of a family Trust, rather than its destruction. There was certainly more merit in the supporting authorities than he'd first thought.
With his morning appointments finished, Richard returned to his flat at lunchtime to work. But once there, he decided to telephone a friend of a friend, a community legal aid solicitor, about likely scenarios. For a case. A young woman, English-born, possibly a runaway, in hiding, worried about papers. An older man.
He was walking into a minefield, she warned him. The things she'd come across with runaways were often extreme. The young woman could be avoiding abuse at home, or family pressure to return to the country of origin, escaping a prospective marriage, or fleeing one that she had already been forced into, which had hostile, demanding in-laws or a violent husband. And whatever it was, it was likely to be further complicated by the cultural differences, the presence of Sharia law in these communities. Those were the kinds of things she dealt with on a daily basis in her job, she reminded him.
If he was involving himself in a case like this, he must not let himself be fooled by English accents and Western clothes. “And remember, whatever you do, the Muslim sensitivities. Don't blaspheme, and never touch the women: not a handshake, not a polite touch to the back or the upper arm, or you risk losing all the trust and respect that you have worked to establish. And never, never, underestimate the pressure these young women are under.”
The few that broke away for a while almost always returned, just so as not to be exiled from family and community any longer. She told him about
funchaits
, where the elders of the community met to enforce a marriage or preside over inter- or intra-family disputes. In the end, they would almost always take the rulings of the
funchait
, the family beatings, the arranged husband, in order to belong again.
Richard thanked her, scribbling down notes from force of habit.
Funchaits
. Forced marriages. Touching. Exile. Jesus Christ. He went outside, smoked two cigarettes, one straight after the other, without enjoyment, cursing his lack of willpower. What was he getting himself into?