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The dog's owner stopped between us. The older blonde smiled at me "Hey," she said.

I nodded silently. Jason straightened and stood, his hand still on top of the dog's head. "Hey, where you from?"

"Portland," she said. "We're only here for six days. We usually come for longer, but this year Brad wanted to go to 90

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Big Sur, so we stayed there a week. What about you, where do you live?"

I could see Jason was a little taken back by the girl's loquaciousness. Jason wasn't a chatterbox. It turned out this girl was. It also turned out she didn't need any encouragement to keep talking, like having someone answer her mostly rhetorical questions.

"I love this place," she gushed. "I've been coming here since I was ten. Daddy used to be a park ranger, so I got to spend all summer here. I'd live here if I could. Don't you just love it?"

"Er, yes." Jason threw me a silent plea, which I answered by smoothly stepping up.

"Pleasure to meet you, miss," I said, taking Jason's arm.

"But we have to finish gearing up." I touched the brim of my Tilley. "Nice meeting you. Nice dog. Shouldn't it be on a leash?"

I knew that would piss them off and it did. The guy puffed up like a bantam, but was smart enough not to make a big deal about it. He muttered something under his breath before stalking away from us back to their Jeep. Jason gave the dog one final pat then came back over to me. He looked after the animal wistfully.

"I didn't know you liked dogs," I said, touching his arm again, not liking the way he looked at it.

"I love them. Used to have one when I was a kid. We called him Buddy. He died when I was seven. Mom wouldn't let us get another one. Said they were dirty."

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The sorrow in his voice was palpable. "Why didn't you get one when you grew up? Went out on your own?"

"Where would I keep a dog? That old dump I used to live in?" He laughed, but there was pain in his voice. Pain for what he had lost? Or pain for what he might have had in another life? I knew he blamed himself for the falling out he had with his family. I wasn't quite so forgiving. I placed the blame for that solely on his unbending family, who couldn't accept a beautiful son because he was "different." I knew I had to forgive them, for his sake. Because despite it all, he desperately loved his family. He'd been so happy when his sister had made overtures to him. That those overtures had come about because of the monstrous things I did to him, didn't exactly warm my heart to them. They had been there for him when he wouldn't let me be. I had come back after all the dust had settled and he got clean. Without my help. As someone who didn't count in Jason's life at that time. A place I didn't like being.

He sighed. "It wouldn't have been a good place for a dog."

But it had been good enough for him? I wished I could have taken him in my arms, but not out here. Not in front of these people.

"Good point," was all I said. And it was. Until he had moved to Goleta to be with me, Jason had lived in a studio dive that didn't even boast a real bed. Even a Chihuahua would have been cramped there. Still, seeing the way his eyes lit up when he looked back at the Shepherd, I decided to nip that one in the bud.

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"That dog should be on a leash," I muttered. "Not running around bothering people. If she's a ranger's kid she should know that."

"Yeah, I guess," was all he said. Subject closed.

I took advantage of his distraction to surreptitiously watch the trio unload their Jeep and prepare for their own hike. The man reached up to pull a large framed pack off the roof of the vehicle, exposing the brown skin of his belly. The muscles on his arms flexed and bulged as he wrestled several more pieces of gear to the ground. Apparently even the dog had a pack. At one point the younger woman looked over at us and smiled flirtatiously. I nodded in return. Jason flushed. I watched them with a cop's eye. It was second nature; something I couldn't turn off even if I wanted to. Fortunately, Jason was one of the few people I knew who didn't let it bother him. He said he enjoyed the intensity of my attention.

Said it made him feel special.

That worked for me. He was very special.

He came to stand beside me. His shoulder brushed mine.

"Like what you see?"

"Would it bother you if I did?" I never took my eyes off the young man.

He thought about that for several seconds, I glanced at him and could see his mind working. Then he shook his head.

"No. I don't own you. I've always known that. I wouldn't like it if you did fuck someone else. I'd hate like hell to have to go back to using skins. I like having you bare. I like the way you make me feel."

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We had made an agreement once we had both been tested and declared virus free, that we would only keep on having the bareback sex we liked so much if both of us stayed on the straight and narrow, and didn't fuck other people. So far, so good. To this point there wasn't anyone else I wanted to fuck.

I wasn't quite so sanguine about the thought of Jason being fucked by anyone else. Something that had gotten me into trouble before.

"What about you?" I asked. "Do you like what you see?"

He shrugged easily, his tight shoulders rolling under his cotton lumberjack shirt. "Sweet basket." He made a show of studying the man and smiled. "But not my type."

"What is your type? You better say me," I growled. "You're mine. You know that, right? You better remember I can find your ass anywhere. I got you Lojacked."

His smile when he met my gaze squarely was smug. He touched his throat where he would wear the collar I had given him nearly seven months ago. That he only wore when we were in private. I knew I was being possessive. Was that good or bad? I studied him openly, but saw nothing that suggested Jason was irritated by my words. Instead, he seemed pleased.

"Yes," he said quietly. "I remember."

I felt a lightness in my chest and managed a grin. Again, I would have swept him into an embrace, but we were just a little too public for that. We were so lost in each other, neither one of us watched the foursome disappear down the nearest trail. At that moment a pair of hogs roared up the unpaved road and slammed to a stop less than a yard from 94

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my bumper. I glared at them as the two riders swung off their bikes and dragged visored helmets off their heads, shaking out loose, shoulder length hair. One, the bigger one of the two, was Anglo with a robust beard, the other one, younger, was Latino. They ignored both of us.

"You ready?" I asked. My skin still felt slightly tacky from the insect repellent Jason had slathered on both of us as soon as we got out of the truck. Apparently only a fool went out in this area without it. One more reason to suspect I was in the wrong place. But I had committed to this and wasn't going to show weakness by backing down, as much as I wanted nothing more than to go home to civilization. I looked over at Jason again and sighed. Wasn't going to happen. I was in this for the duration. Eight days. Surely I could do that.

I watched the two bikers warily. These were two guys we weren't going to be scoping out. I wasn't interested in getting into a rumble because one of us looked at some asshole wrong. Besides, I had agreed to Jason's request to leave my duty weapon at home, when he said it bothered him to know I was carrying. He had made a good point that it would be awkward to wear it all day long along with my pack, and I didn't dare leave it in the truck or tent when we hit the trails.

So if things got nasty, we were both unarmed, something I wasn't sure could be said of this pair. I couldn't see any visible sign they were carrying, but that didn't mean squat.

They both pulled packs out of the bike storage and vanished down the same trail as the foursome. Within minutes we followed all of them.

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The first stretch of path was across open land that sloped gently uphill, through fields of green, scarlet, gold and blue plants that Jason helpfully identified for me. Lupines, California poppies, wild rose and monkey flower—and something that looked suspiciously like marijuana. Jason hastily assured me it wasn't, then he laughed, "At least I don't think it is. We can smoke some to find out."

That earned a stern look from me. I didn't like reminders that there had been a time when Jason indulged in a lot worse things than marijuana.

The air was full of buzzing and trilling and sharp rustling sounds as things fled and bounced out of our path. Bees and butterflies wafted from bloom to bloom, sometimes mistaking my head for something of interest.

Jason added a new warning, "Stay on the paths. If you come across a branch or large rock in your way, step on it, not over it. Always be aware of what's on the ground around you."

"Why? What am I looking for?"

"Snakes. More specifically rattlesnakes. Probably Western Diamondback around here."

"You forgot to mention this earlier."

He shrugged. "Snakes are less of a problem than people realize. They want to leave us alone, and they will if we don't blunder into them."

"I can stay away from them just fine."

"You'll be okay, hon."

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became a bigger problem. After I'd swatted the fifth curious bee from checking out my obviously flower shaped ear, Jason took pity on me. He handed me a small, unmarked spray bottle, which I used to douse myself with a pungent mist. It must have worked; the bees stopped pestering me.

"What is this stuff?"

"Something I made up. It's all natural," he said, swatting aside a pernicious vine that tried to entangle our ankles and take us down. "It's meant to go along with the bug lotion we used earlier. Mosquitoes are bad enough, we don't want to mess with ticks. Give you lyme disease."

"And we leave the city for this?"

"Hey, back to our roots. Where we came from."

"Maybe you came from it." I was feeling playful, not a normal state for me. "My family's from Kansas, grandpa's outta the Bronx, you know. What do we know from wilderness?"

When he met my eyes we both grinned. He looped his arm through mine.

"Now I know where my tough guy came from."

"Yeah," I did my best to growl in a totally phony Bronx accent. "And don't fuggetit."

"Never."

Ahead of us, the path took a series of twists and turns as it headed up into the distant hills. The lower hills rolled up into green furrows that folded to gray that Jason told me were the true Wilderness areas. "Devils Heart Peak, the Sespe Condor Sanctuary," Jason said. "We can't go in there. It's protected 97

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land. I'd sure like to see one of them, though. Magnificent birds."

I looked up at the sky marbled with streaks of white. I pulled off my hat and wiped my forehead. A warm breeze whispered over my almost naked head. It felt good. "Maybe we will."

Over our heads a broad-winged bird floated, not moving its wings at all. As I watched it move in the same direction we were going, a half dozen smaller black birds came out of the trees ahead of us and dove at the larger bird, which folded its wings and dropped toward the ground. The black birds followed. They looked like the bird a killer had sent his victims during a puzzling case I'd had last year. The case where I had met Jason. Ravens. That's what they had been.

"Why are those ravens attacking that bird?"

Jason shook his head even before I finished the sentence.

"Not ravens," he said. "Crows. They're mobbing that red-tail hawk. They think it might raid their nests." All at once he grinned. "You know what they call a flock of crows?"

"No," I said. "I'll bite. What do you call a flock of crows?"

"A murder."

"A murder of crows? What the hell kind of name is that?"

He shrugged. We watched the crows harry the hawk until it vanished into the trees a hundred feet above us.

"It'll take us a couple of hours to reach that," he said, pointing at the dark mass of greens, where the large bird and his tormentors had gone. "We'll start looking for a place to pitch the tent around four. That good for you?"

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I wasn't sure about any of this, but I nodded and tried to think positive thoughts. Truth was I hate not being the one in charge, and Jason knew that. I also knew he was trying to make it easy for me, but there was a part of him that was enjoying this role reversal too damn much. I might just have to reclaim my status once we made camp. But I'd have to do it without any of my gear. I didn't have so much as a pair of cuffs with me. That's okay, I could assert my ownership without them. I had before. I jammed my Tilley back on my head and followed him.

After another hour of moving steadily uphill over increasingly rugged terrain, the brand new pack that had started out at forty pounds had mysteriously blossomed to at least a hundred. I was beginning to have serious doubts about my ability to do this. I wasn't the model of fitness I had thought.

I remember Nancy's remark about my domesticity. Was that what it was? I was getting soft under Jason's tender care?

That pushed me to extend myself. I'd be damned if my own body was going to fail me. The stiff breeze that was now blowing down on us wasn't enough to cool me off. Sweat poured off my face, my sleeves were saturated from wiping my forehead. Finally we started passing larger trees. Some slender green leafed trees, others twisted with age, still others slender with pale trunks, crowded the trail. One good thing, we were moving downhill again and my legs got a much needed break. Light faded and overhead flashes of sun broke through the interlaced canopy sporadically. After the 99