Authors: Shannon Stacey
Todd something-or-other was not only the groom’s best man, but her family seemed to be convinced he might be the best man for Del, as well, judging by the comments they’d made over the course of the evening. Tall, polished and extraordinarily good-looking, with soft hands and an expensive education, he was perfect for her.
On paper, anyway.
In reality, his hand on her waist and the warm smile on his handsome face did nothing for her. And when he tried to step in closer to make the dance slightly less formal, she felt nothing but annoyance.
Brittany caught her eye as they twirled past each other, and her friend gave her a pointed look and a big, fake smile. Remembering they were being both videotaped and still-photographed, Del
pasted a smile on her face and tried to look like she wasn’t desperately wishing the song would end.
She wished she was dancing with Brendan. All night she’d imagined what it would be like to have him there as her plus-one, and she wondered what he would have said if she’d asked him to be her date for the evening. She almost had, when he’d called her after arriving back in Boston, but she
couldn’t take him away from his parents on Christmas Eve. As it was, she’d been able to hear his mother’s voice talking excitedly in the background, while she’d had to ignore multiple text messages from Kate and Brittany. Once the holidays were over, they’d have time to talk about where their relationship was going. And she didn’t want Kate’s wedding to be the place he was in the presence of her
family again.
When the music finally stopped, she smiled at Todd and went back to the head table with the rest of the bridal party. There would be toasts and pictures and a buffet meal and then more pictures. But she had to admit the Christmas Eve wedding was extra festive. The atmosphere of love and family and Christmas spirit was almost magical.
If only Brendan was with her.
Two hours later, after the cake had been cut and served, the three women sat at the head table, watching the groom laughing at something his best man had said.
“Can you believe that’s my husband?” Kate asked, her voice soft and dreamy. “I’m so lucky.”
“So is he.” Brittany slid Kate’s plate toward her own empty one since, whether from nerves or the fitted bodice of her dress, the bride
wasn’t eating very much. “Two down. One to go.”
They both turned to look at Del, who froze with her fork halfway to her mouth. “What?”
“Have you talked to him tonight?” Kate asked.
“Have you seen me talking on my cell phone during my best friend’s wedding? No.”
“I saw you texting while we were doing hair and makeup,” Brittany pointed out.
“He wanted to wish me a happy
Christmas Eve. And to tell me to have a good time tonight and to pass on congratulations to Kate, which I did, so it wasn’t a secret.”
Kate took her piece of cake back from Brittany. “What are you going to do about him?”
That was the question. What was she going to do about Brendan Quinn? “We’re going to have dinner when Christmas is over. We both already had plans with our families,
of course.”
“And then?”
Del rolled her eyes at Brittany. “We didn’t write out an agenda.”
“Are you in love with him again?” Kate asked.
“Yes, I’m in love with him again. Or still, I guess.” She pushed fondant shaped like holly leaves around her plate. “I guess I’m a little nervous about how we’ll do back in real life, you know?”
“You live in different cities, for one thing,”
Brittany pointed out. “And he works with his dad, you said.”
She shrugged. “I’d move to Boston. It’s only an hour from my family and if I can’t work remotely and only commute a few times a month for my current company, I’ll find a job in Boston. I’m more worried about his relationship with my family.”
“He’s older and wiser now,” Kate said. “You both are. And not only do you know how
your family made him feel last time, but they do, too.”
“I know.”
“Speaking of family,” Brittany said, nodding toward Del’s dad, who was making his way to the head table.
“Sorry to interrupt,” he said. “But I’ve been trying to steal a dance with my daughter all night.”
Del laughed. “Then let’s dance before the sugar rush from this cake wears off.”
Once they were on the
dance floor, they had to pause so her mom could take a picture of them together, and then her dad waltzed her off to a quieter spot on the dance floor.
“I was watching you dance with the best man,” he said. “He seems like a fine young man.”
Del mentally braced herself for the inevitable
you make such a lovely couple
. Her parents hadn’t said much about her phone call from the hotel, about
Brendan, and she hadn’t offered any information. While they’d talked on the phone a bit, she wasn’t ready to let anybody else in on her fragile renewed relationship with him yet.
“You looked miserable,” he continued, and she frowned.
“Hopefully the cameras didn’t pick up on that,” she said.
He shrugged. “I don’t care about the cameras. But you’ve dated several fine young men over
the years and I’ve never seen you look as happy as you did with Brendan. I don’t think I realized that until I watched you dancing tonight.”
“Probably because I’ve never been as happy as I was with Brendan.”
“I’m so sorry, honey. We all are, you know.”
She dropped the formal dancing hold so she could wrap her arms around his waist. He hugged her as they shuffled to the music. “I
know, Dad. And I don’t want to dwell on it anymore. We were both hurt, but I want to look forward and not backward.”
“And when you look forward, you see Brendan in your future?”
Del smiled, blinking away tears. “I do. I always have.”
He squeezed her. “Good. I want to see you that happy again. All I want for Christmas is to see that light shine in your eyes again.”
That was
all Del wanted, too. She wanted Brendan for Christmas, but she could wait. When the holidays were behind them, they’d see each other again and she’d make him believe they belonged together forever.
* * *
Brendan killed his truck’s ignition and looked at the other vehicles parked around the long, circular driveway. None were trucks, all were expensive and he felt out of place before he’d
even gotten out.
But he wasn’t out of place, he told himself. The woman he loved was inside that house and his place was with her.
After getting out and shoving his keys into the pocket of the khaki pants he’d bought an iron to press, he walked up the drive to the double front doors. Massive, matching wreaths with fancy red bows hung on them, and he stared at them for a long moment before
ringing the doorbell.
When the door opened, he was surprised to see Daniel Kendrick standing there. “Brendan! Merry Christmas.”
“Merry Christmas, sir.” The neck of his sweater suddenly felt too tight and he resisted the urge to fidget with it and pull it away from his throat.
“Thank you for coming on such short notice.”
The phone call late Christmas Eve from Del’s mom had been
a shock, to say the least. “Thank you for inviting me.”
“I’m glad we were able to reach you. We hatched a plan to sneak Del’s cell phone away from her so we could get your number. It is
not
easy to separate a young woman and her cell phone, let me tell you. And then we found out she has a pass code. Her sister tried to hack into it and ended up locking us out of it. And locking Del out of
it.”
Brendan chuckled, trying to imagine this family carrying out that plan, and Del’s reaction to finding her phone locked. “Did she unlock it?”
“No. My son finally suggested we look up the number for your parents’ house online and call it, since you were likely to be there.” He gave a sheepish shrug. “It was a little anticlimactic, to be honest.”
Brendan laughed, but the realization
that Del’s family had gone to such lengths to get him there for Christmas threatened to choke it off. He put out his hand. “I’m glad you reached me.”
Del’s dad shook his hand, then held it for a few extra seconds. “I am, too. Del insists we look forward and not back, but I want to apologize for my part in you two breaking up before. I was an ass, plain and simple.”
“Thank you, sir.”
“Call me Dan, please. And come in. Del doesn’t know we called you, so you’re a surprise present. We bought her a sweater and... I don’t know. My wife does the shopping. But we could tell last night how much she missed you not being there with her.”
Brendan stepped into the foyer, shoving his hands into the pockets of his khakis in case they were shaking from the nerves currently dancing
in his stomach. He really hoped Dan was right about how much Del missed him.
He got his answer when they walked into the huge formal living room dominated by the biggest Christmas tree he’d ever seen in a house. It was almost as big as the one at the hotel and standing in front of it was Del.
She turned her head when they walked in and their eyes met across the room. Her face lit up
as if somebody had flipped a switch and she walked away from the woman who’d been talking to her. Then she practically jogged toward him and he met her halfway.
Her arms wrapping around his neck was the sweetest thing he’d ever felt. “Brendan! What are you doing here?”
He kissed her, forcing himself to make it very brief since her entire family and what were probably some family friends
were staring at them. “I’m your Christmas present.”
“I don’t understand.”
“Your mom called me last night and invited me for Christmas dinner.”
Tears shimmered in her eyes, and he wished they were alone so he could kiss them away. “And you came. What about your parents?”
“We had a big family breakfast, and trust me, they’re happy I’m here today.”
“So am I,” she whispered.
“Have a brandy, son.” Dan put a weird-shaped glass of amber liquid in his hand and was gone before he could refuse.
“I’ve never had brandy before.”
She made a face. “I think you’ll hate it, but my father loves to offer it to guests. Just tell him you want a beer from the fridge in the garage. The stuff he drinks when he’s not trying to impress people.”
“I’ll just drink this.
Or carry it around with me.”
Del laughed, the genuine laugh that had first turned his head years ago. “Let’s go find a quiet place for a few minutes.”
He wasn’t going to argue with her. Conversation resumed as she took his hand and led him out of the living room, pausing to kiss her father on the cheek on their way out. After a couple of turns down hallways, they ended up in what looked
to be another living room. This one, though, looked lived in, with books on the coffee table and a television hung over a fireplace. He’d never gotten beyond the formal living room the first time he’d been to her family’s home.
After setting the glass on a coaster on the coffee table, Brendan pulled Del into his arms and kissed her. Cupping the back of her neck, he let her feel how much he’d
yearned for her since leaving her at the hotel.
“Merry Christmas,” he said when he had to break off the kiss before it got too heated.
“Merry Christmas. You’re the best gift I’ve ever gotten.”
He grinned, tucking her hair behind her ear. “Good, because I don’t come with a receipt. No returns.”
“No returns.” She laughed and ran her finger down his chest. “I see you’re wearing
your beige sweater.”
“I’m blending in, or trying to, at least.”
“Casinos and holiday house parties?”
“Beige sweaters are surprisingly versatile.” He didn’t want to talk to her about his damn sweater. He wanted to kiss her again until neither of them could breathe and tell her how much he’d missed her.
So he did. And then he kissed her some more.
“I couldn’t believe it
for a second, when I saw you,” she said when they stopped to catch their breath.
“I was kind of afraid of seeing your family, to be honest.”
“But you came anyway?”
He looked into her eyes, holding her gaze. “I was more afraid of letting my fear of what they’d think of me come between us again. I did that once and I lost six years with you.”
“You belong with me, Brendan. I belong
with you. You’ll find common ground with my family.”
“You’re our common ground. They love you. I love you. Nothing else matters.”
Her breath caught and tears shone in her eyes again. “I love you, too. I always have.”
“I know we talked about getting together after the holidays, but when your dad called, I knew I didn’t want to wait that long, and I didn’t want to have Christmas without
you. I want you to know right now just how much I love you, even if it means crashing your family’s party.”
“You’re not crashing anything. I wished I could be with you for Christmas, and there’s never a time I won’t want you with me.”
“And there’s never going to be a time I won’t want to tell you I love you, Adeline Kendrick.”
“I love you too, Brendan Quinn. No returns.”
“That’s
a really big Christmas tree you guys have.”
She blushed and then stood on her tiptoes to cup his face in her hands. “I have a medium-sized Christmas tree at my place. Will that do?”
“It sounds perfect.” He kissed her softly, their breath mingling. “I love you, Del. I belong only with you.”
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