2 To Light A Candle.13 (93 page)

Snow, in addition to being cold, painful, inconvenient, and sometimes actively dangerous, Cilarnen decided, was boring. But there was nothing else to look at. There was Snow With Trees, and Snow Without Trees. There were cloudy days when it snowed, and (fewer) cloudy days when it didn't snow, and (very infrequently) clear days when you had a dazzling vista of… snow.

Kardus, who was the only one of them who had traveled in Elven Lands before, said that the snow was unusually heavy this year. Nemermet had no com-merit to make on this—but then, as Cilarnen had quickly discovered, their guide apparently had no desire to engage in conversation with them at all. His only interest seemed to be to hurry them along as quickly as possible, pushing them to the limits of their endurance every day.

After the first sennight, it became obvious that Tinsin was slowing the party's pace. The draft mare obeyed Cilarnen's orders willingly, but no amount of willingness could make her as fast as a mule or a Centaur—let alone as fast as Ne-mermet's ice-grey stallion. She was meant for plowing fields and pulling wagons, not gallivanting cross-country.

The next time they stopped at one of the trail huts for supplies, there was a mule waiting there.

The mule was obviously of Elven breeding; it looked very much like the one Hyandur had loaned him. It was a russet color, with a cream mane, belly, and tail-tuft, and quite elegant… for a mule.

"In the morning, you will take Oakleaf," Nemermet said as he unsaddled his mount, speaking directly to Cilarnen for the first time. "Leave Tinsin here."

"No," Cilarnen said, surprising himself. "I'm responsible for her. I won't abandon her. What will she eat?" A hundred dangers ran through his mind. "What if there are wolves? Or bears? Or—something?" he ended, lamely.

Nemermet regarded him expressionlessly. "She will be cared for." His task finished, he began to turn away.

"That isn't good enough," Cilarnen said. All his anger and frustration at days of following orders he didn't quite understand came boiling to the surface, but he did his best to keep his voice low and even. "Sarlin of Stonehearth gave Tinsin to me. I promised I'd bring her back safe. Everyone says we're not supposed to ask you questions. If you don't want me to ask you questions, then give me answers."

For a moment, he didn't think Nemermet would answer him. Then the Elf seemed to reach a decision.

"Tomorrow, when we are gone, a rider will come. He will take her to winter with our own stock, cared for as if she were our own. In the spring, we will see her to Stonehearth if you cannot."

Nemermet turned away, indicating the conversation was finished.

"I will say this for you, boy—you've got more courage than sense," Comild said, coming up to him.

Cilarnen leaned his head against Tinsin's shoulder. "I just don't like being pushed around." Elves, or—or High Mages. I don't like being pushed around.

Had he really hated life in Armethalieh that much?

No. He'd loved living there, and the thought that he could never go back hurt so much that he didn't dare think about it.

But…

Mageborn keeping secrets—saying things were "for the good of the City" when that was a lie—plotting against the City and moving other Mageborn around as if they had no more worth than pieces on a shamat board… no, Cilar-nen didn't like that at all.

If they will do that to their fellow Mageborn, they will do that to anyone. Citizens. The Delfier Valley farmers. The Mountain Traders. The Selkens. The Wildlanders—like Sarlin and Comild and Kardus.

And he wasn't sure anyone could stop them. Not if what the Demon had told him at Stonehearth was true.

He sighed, and began the awkward business of removing Tinsin's saddle and bridle.

ONCE Cilarnen had been remounted, their journey went faster, and in another sennight they began to see faint signs that another—much larger—party was traveling in the same direction. Now Nemermet's insistent haste began to make sense: Luermai had said that "others preceded them," and Nemermet was obviously trying to catch up with the other party.

By now they were well into the mountains—Kardus said that beyond this lay high plains, but further than that into the Elven Lands he had not been. Though Cilarnen missed Tinsin—and despite Kardus's assurances, wasn't entirely certain he trusted Nemermet's word that she'd be cared for and returned to Stone-hearth—he had to admit that Oakleaf was much easier and more comfortable to ride. And the Elven-bred mule was certainly better-suited to the terrain they had to cross.

In the middle of their third sennight of travel, they finally caught sight of the other Centaurs. They'd crossed the last of the mountain passes and were starting down into the valley.

"Look!" Comild said, pointing.

Cilarnen peered through the falling snow. Dimly, he could make out a blot of darkness in the distance, moving slowly over the plain below.

"There are your fellows," Nemermet said. "You will join them tomorrow, if we hurry now."

THEY lost sight of the Centaur army when they reached the plain—the rest of the levies would have crossed the Elven border together, Cilarnen realized;

Comild's people had been delayed by the Demon attack upon Stonehearth—but they were only half a day behind them now, and the wide deep track the others had made with their passage made travel for Comild's party both easy and fast. They pressed on that day until well beyond their usual stopping time, until Wirance finally called a halt.

"It's as dark as the inside of a goat's stomach now," the Wildmage said bluntly, "and I'm not minded to spend tomorrow healing the fool that lames himself on the ice tonight. We'll stop here. You may be able to see in the dark, my El-ven friend, but we can't and neither can these poor mules."

Reluctantly, the others agreed.

There were no sheltering trees on the High Plains, but by now all of them carried pieces of heavy canvas designed to be joined together by collapsible hollow tubes—a gift of the Elves, left for them at one of the trail huts many days ago. Each piece alone could serve as a windbreak. When they were all joined together, they formed a shelter large enough for humans and Centaurs both to take refuge together from the worst of the storms.

Assembling it was a tricky matter, however, and something they'd never done in the dark.

Cilarnen hadn't worked any High Magick since Nemermet had joined them—even so simple a thing as lighting a fire. He wasn't sure why; he didn't think Nemermet would try to throw him out of the Elven Lands just for being a High Mage. But there was no longer any point in wondering. They needed light. And Mage-light was a simple spell, one that every Student-Apprentice knew.

He concentrated. The ball of blue light grew between his hands. When it was as large as he wanted, he spread his hands. It hovered above them, a small full moon.

"You're full of tricks," Wirance said approvingly. He swung down from his mule's back and began to unpack his piece of the shelter. Cilarnen dismounted as well. The sooner the shelter was assembled, the sooner they could begin to get warm. He thought longingly of tea—though the hot water Nemermet called "tea" was a poor substitute for the real thing.

"You did not name yourself a Wildmage when you stood upon the Border." If Nemermet's voice held any expression at all, Cilarnen would have said it sounded faintly accusing. But of course it didn't. He wasn't entirely sure Elves had emotions.

"I'm not a Wildmage," Cilarnen said, struggling to match Nemermet's even tone. "I'm a Mage of Armethalieh."

"Armethalieh!" Now there was emotion in Nemermet's voice.

Surprise… and contempt.

Kardus stepped forward, placing his body between Cilarnen and Nemermet.

"He was Banished, as was Kellen Wildmage," the Centaur said, and there was warning in his tone. "He has lived for a season among the Centaurs of Stone' hearth, and fought valiantly in their defense. And it is my Task to bring him to Kellen Wildmage."

"Then do so," Nemermet said briefly, his tone gone flat, and turned to help the others erect the shelter.

In the glow of the Mage-light, Cilarnen stared at Kardus in shock.

Hyandur had known he was from Armethalieh, and had helped him escape. The Centaurs had known where he came from—and they'd pitied him for it, he now realized ruefully.

He hadn't expected this reaction.

"Armethalieh, too, had a treaty with the Elves," Kardus said quietly. "But they have not honored it."

"To help the Elves?" Cilarnen wasn't quite certain he'd heard the Centaur Wildmage correctly. "Like the Centaurs? To send… troops?" Even after all that had happened to him in the last few moonturns, Cilarnen found that an impossible concept to quite imagine. High Mages—and citizens—leave the City?

"Yes. But they would not even allow Andoreniel's envoy to warn them."

A dozen disparate pieces of information came together in his mind, all in a rush. "Hyandur. He was the one who came to warn the High Council, wasn't he? They didn't let him in." He paused, and added, wonderingly, "He saved my life."

When the City denied him—he still saved my life!

"And so you see that the Elves can be kind. Remember that."

There were times when Kardus sounded just like his old tutor Master Tocsel, Cilarnen thought ruefully, though certainly Master Tocsel would never have had a good word to say about the Elvenkind.

He turned to help assemble the shelter.

Journey's End

MUCH LATER, CROWDED in among the Centaurs-cramped but warm—Cilarnen found himself lying awake. His mind was filled with questions, but of them all, only one was really important.

If Elves were like humans, or Centaurs, with individual likes and dislikes, well and good. But if Armethalieh actually had somehow had a treaty with the Elven King, and had broken it, how likely was it that the Elves would help Armethalieh now?

And if Kellen Tavadon was living among the Elves, which side would he take? Human—or Elven?

AS Nemermet had promised, they caught up to the main body of the Centaurs the next day.

A few hours after they broke camp that morning, another Elf—this one on a bay mare wearing beautifully fitted armor enameled in a rosy hue several shades lighter than her coat—came galloping back to them.

"I See you, Nemermet," the mare's rider said.

He was wearing armor as well, though it hardly looked to Cilarnen as if it would be of any use in a battle. It matched the mare's exactly, and like the mare's looked more like jewelry than armor.

"I See you, Linyesin," Nemermet said, bowing slightly. "Here are the strag-glers from Stonehearth: Comild and his levy, and the Wildmage Wirance who accompanies them. I also present to you the Centaur Wildmage Kardus, whose Mageprice is to bring the Banished High Mage Cilarnen before Kellen Knight-Mage."

Linyesin lifted a horn from his saddle and blew a few notes. After a moment, Cilarnen heard an answering echo of that horn-call in the distance.

"Andoreniel thanks you for your care of them, and asks that you aid the others in helping the Herdingfolk across our eastern border safely," Linyesin said.

"I go with pleasure," Nemermet said. Without a word to the others, he turned his stallion around and headed back the way he'd come.

"Come," Linyesin said to them. "Your comrades await you. We are grateful for your strength, and are eager to hear your news."

"Not much to tell," Comild said gruffly, as they followed Linyesin toward the other Centaurs. "One of Them came down on us at Stonehearth. Our losses were heavy—ours and the villagers both. But the Wildmages killed it—them and Cilarnen."

There was a pause, but though Cilarnen was expecting a sudden barrage of questions from Linyesin, it didn't come.

"That is welcome and interesting information," the armored Elf said at last. "It nearly outweighs the discouraging news that one of Them has been seen east of the Elven Lands. That is puzzling news indeed. But perhaps you will have told Luermai or Nemermet more of your tale than you have told me."

"No," Wirance said simply. "As for why it came, we are not sure."

Cilarnen hesitated. He didn't want to deliver the whole of the message he had for Kellen to this stranger—only Kardus and Wirance knew that the Demon had spoken to him, or what it had said—especially considering how the Elves seemed to feel about Armethalieh. But it couldn't hurt to fill in a few of the details.

"It saw me," he put in, hoping he didn't sound as ineffectual as he felt. "I don't know why it was there, either, but at first it thought I was Kellen Tavadon. It looked like a human, and it spoke to me, telling me I couldn't go back to—to Armethalieh. When it realized I wasn't him, it attacked me. I fended it off, and it decided to destroy the village first before coming back to kill me."

He stopped, wondering if he'd said the wrong thing. Linyesin was staring at him intently.

"It would be good to know—and it would please me greatly," the Elf said, "if you would say further how you fended off the attack of one of Them and survived."

"It was Mageshield," Cilarnen said. Thinking back, he wasn't sure his shield had been all that effective. It was more as if the Demon, seeing he was a Mage, had simply decided to kill him last.

"It must have meant to take you captive when it discovered that you were a Mage," Linyesin said, echoing Cilarnen's thoughts. "Or to take a very long time over your death. Fortunate indeed that matters occurred otherwise."

Cilarnen shivered. From all he'd seen at Stonehearth, "fortunate" was an understatement.

By now they were within sight of the Centaurs. There were a couple of hundred of them, and with them were more Mountainfolk and several more Elves, all in armor. Each suit of armor was a different color; they looked like a handful of spring flowers somehow transported to the midst of winter.

And there were supply carts, like the one Cilarnen had seen just inside the Elven border, but these were much larger, drawn by six draft mules instead of by a pair of horses. He wondered how they'd gotten them over the passes.

Comild gave a grunt of satisfaction at the sight of the carts. "Decent meals at last."