Chapter 1
Flashback, 1987âThe Meeting
Cherise Rihanna Peters knew she was a dime piece, with a golden complexion, light brown eyes, and shoulder-length hair. If it weren't for her short stature she could have been a model. Her petite frame and small voice were in vast contrast to her will and presence. She was conniving and hard-core to the bone. When Cherise put her mind to something, she went after it full force, no matter what the cost to others.
Shy stood five inches taller than her best friend. Her honey-bronze skin and hazel eyes gave her an exotic look. With her hair pulled back into a ponytail and her lips glossed with a shimmer of glitter, Shy was indeed turning heads as she walked next to Cherise. Cherise and Shy were both blessed with firm, perky C cups, flat stomachs, tiny waists, and perfect-sized hips and behinds.
The best friends were dressed alike in white biker shorts with form-fitting cropped tops that read: I L
OVE
M
Y
B
OYFRIEND
. Despite the declaration, neither girl had a special friend. Boyfriends meant drama, something they tried to steer clear of.
“Where did he go that fast?” asked Cherise. She tried to search the crowds for B-Boy without looking obvious. Word had gotten back to her that a baller from the north side wanted to get to know her. He was everything Cherise liked in a boy: tall, fine, confident, and interested in her. Cherise had played hard to get for two weeks and was finally ready to put her mark on B-Boy, literally.
“There he go right there.” Shy pointed him out.
“Don't point. Let's walk over that way. It's time for me to get his pager number and see what's up with that fine specimen of a man,” Cherise smiled.
“You mean a fine specimen of a boy, right?” Shy laughed.
The two walked slowly toward the group of boys as if they owned the sidewalk. Cherise smiled when she made eye contact with her target and instantly picked up her pace.
“Do fries come with those shakes?” B-Boy asked.
“They just might if you can answer one thing for me,” Cherise replied.
“Oh yeah? What you want to know, baby?”
“Nigga, what is your name?”
“Come on, let's take a ride and I'll tell you whatever it is you want to know,” B-Boy invited.
Cherise looked at Shy with pleading eyes. There was no way she was going to leave her best friend standing alone in the projects. Shy could read the look on Cherise's face and quickly let her know she had no interest in being a third wheel.
“No, Cherise, I am not trying to ride with you like you're babysitting me or something,” Shy whined with crossed arms.
“Don't sweat it, baby girl, here come one of my boys now. Y'all can hook up and keep each other company while me and your girl get to know each other.” B-Boy smirked, eyeing Cherise from head to toe, licking his lips.
“I don't know, because my aunt will kill me if something happens to her car,” Shy stalled. She had to see what this friend looked like before making a decision.
“Don't worry about the car. Just let Aisha know we're leaving it parked outside of her apartment for an hour or so,” Cherise suggested.
Before Shy could think of another reason to stall, the sexiest baritone voice erupted behind her. His words sounded like Bootsy Collins playing the bass.
“âI love my boyfriend'? How could you love me and we haven't even met yet?”
Shy turned around and found herself face to chest with a body that should have been against the law. The voice belonged to a fine, tall, sun-kissed brown athletic type. Shy looked up into the prettiest eyes she had ever seen on a boy. She was at a loss for words. Her mind alerted her to introduce herself before he thought she was an airhead but Shy could not find her voice.
“Hey, what's up with you, boy?” B-Boy greeted his friend with a handshake. “This right here is Cherise and this is her friend, whose name I do not know.”
Once it became clear that her best friend was in a trance, Cherise interjected, “Shy. Her name is Shy.” Cherise elbowed Shy in an attempt to snap her back to reality.
Shy blinked her eyes rapidly from the pain of Cherise's elbow in her side. She was a little embarrassed and focused her attention on a crack in the sidewalk.
Oh my God, I hope he does not think something is wrong with me,
thought Shy.
I have to get it together before I scare him away.
“Oh, I'm sorry, I'm Shy.”
“Nice to meet you, Shy. I'm Melvin and before the night is over, I will be your boyfriend.”
From that moment on, Melvin Shane McGee and Shayla Evette Wilson became inseparable.
Chapter 2
June, 1988âThe Relationships
Commencement ceremonies for both South High School and The Rayen High School were held on the same day. High school graduation was finally over and the parties were off and jumping across the city of Youngstown, Ohio. Finally, Shy, Cherise, Melvin, and B-Boy were free at last. The friends had decided to celebrate by getting motel rooms. The adjoining rooms were nice, clean, and out of the way. Melvin dove onto the king-sized bed like a little kid playing Superman in his parents' bedroom. Shy laughed and jumped on top of Melvin, giving him a wet kiss as soon as their bodies connected.
“You just don't know how happy I am that we are finally out of school.” Shy sighed.
“I feel you. You know what we shouldâ”
Melvin's statement was interrupted by a knock on the door connecting the couples' rooms. Shy put a little switch in her hips because she knew Melvin was watching her ass as she went to answer the door. If it were up to Shy, she would lock Melvin in the room with her until checkout time, but no one asked her how she wanted to celebrate their accomplishment. Shy was never asked what she wanted to do when the four friends got together. The plans always seemed written in stone by the time she found out about them.
“What up? You ready to get this shit over and done with?” B-Boy asked. He stood with his pelvis stuck out and his shoulders slouched over. His naturally wavy faded haircut matched his six o'clock shadow beard. Michael âB-Boy' Jackson was known for being a stickup-kid. So far he'd been lucky enough to avoid arrest, so far. No one in the city trusted him and B-Boy would not have it any other way. Rumor had it that the only reason B-Boy never tried to double-cross his best friend was because he knew Melvin wouldn't hesitate to put a bullet in his kneecaps twenty minutes before finishing him off.
“Yes, let's go get this shit over with so we can enjoy the rest of the night,” Melvin said as he looked at Shy. Shy sat on the bed, looking at Melvin with a puzzled look on her face. She had no idea what Melvin and B-Boy were talking about, but she had a strange feeling that it was not good. Melvin tried to relax Shy with a smile to let her know he would be fine, but his nonverbal communication was not getting through to her.
“Chill, baby girl, everything's going to be cool. Just take a shower and relax. I'll be back before you know it; then I'm all yours until checkout tomorrow afternoon.”
“What do you mean, just relax? Why the fuck she never has to play chauffeur when you and B-Boy doing shit like this? This isn't right. If I got to go, she should have to go,” Cherise whined to Melvin.
“Man, shut the fuck up! What I tell you about questioning shit we do?” B-Boy spoke in a threatening tone.
“Look, this is the last time I'm going to tell y'all this. I take care of Shy; Shy don't take care of me. There is no way in hell I'm putting her freedom in jeopardy. Whatever's going on between the two of you, leave my girl out of it,” warned Melvin as he grabbed his cigar and headed out the door. He stepped outside to light up and wait for his partners in crime to join him.
“Get your ass in the fucking car. See what the fuck I mean? You always questioning shit instead of going along with the game plan,” B-Boy fumed.
“Do this seem right to you, B-Boy? Melvin got love for Shy and he don't put her out there like you do me,” Cherise challenged. She knew she was pushing her luck but felt it had to be said.
Slap!
Cherise saw stars and felt the floor rise up to meet her. She lay with her hands over her left cheek as B-Boy hovered, daring another word to come out of her mouth.
“You did not have to hit her!” Shy screamed. “Melvin, come in here and get your boy.”
Shy rushed over to her friend to see if she was okay. Cherise felt dazed and lay still to keep B-Boy from putting hands on her in anger anymore. This was not the first time B-Boy hit Cherise; however, it was the first time Shy was witness to it. Shy was infuriated with B-Boy and wanted him to know it. For a year Shy had become a sounding board for Cherise's complaints about B-Boy and his abuse of her. Shy sat through countless late-night phone conversations listening to Cherise cry and complain about her juvenile-minded boyfriend cheating on her. There were times when Shy found herself in fights with girls who targeted Cherise because of B-Boy. The first few times B-Boy mistreated Cherise, Shy told her to break up with him. The advice only caused a strain in the best friends' relationship. Cherise's crying about B-Boy became routine after a couple of months and Shy learned to keep her opinion to herself.
“Man up, nigga! What's wrong with you? Since when do you feel cool popping off in front of my girl like that? I told you about this shit,” Melvin fumed.
“You ain't got to come out-of-pocket on me like that.” B-Boy threatened, “You need to be checking your girl and that bullshit she spitting.”
“Who the fuck you talking strong to?” Melvin asked. He walked up on his friend and stared him down, waiting for his response.
The look in Melvin's eyes told B-Boy that giving the wrong answer would result in something he did not want to happen. B-Boy grabbed hold of his senses and calmed down before things got out of hand.
“Man, it's not even like that. My girl in here trying to disrespect me in front of her friend and shit. You know I ain't got no problem with Shy,” B-Boy explained.
“Melvin, this shit isn't right, he didn't have any reason to put his hands on her,” Shy fumed. “Come on, Reese, let me help you into the bathroom and put some ice on your lip.”
Shy helped Cherise to her feet and led her into the bathroom before leaving the room in search of some ice. After filling the ice bucket, Shy returned to find Cherise alone in the room, and helped her nurse her bruised cheek.
“Thank you, Shy. I don't know what I'd do without you.”
“You don't have to thank me. I'm not doing anything different than what you would do for me. But, Reese, why do you put up with his laying hands on you?”
“He doesn't mean to hurt me. He really does love me and he'd do anything for me.”
Shy looked into Cherise's eyes, trying to find some sign that her friend believed what she'd just said. All Shy found was an empty spirit looking back at her.
“Cherise, you can't possibly believe that. If he loved you so much he wouldn't cheat on you, lie to you, or ask you to put your life and freedom on the line just so he can do whatever his heart desires,” Shy preached.
“It's not even like that. I have to hustle in order to eat. My parents don't give a fuck about me and you know it. Besides you, B-Boy is all I have, and doing a few things for him is a small price to pay,” Cherise explained. “You don't know how it feels to fall asleep at night to the sounds of your mother getting her head beat in by her flavor of the month. After my father left to be with his new family, he never looked back to see if I was still breathing. I don't have a mother with a good job or an older sister to borrow clothes and money from like your spoiled ass do. I love B-Boy and he loves me too, that much I know for sure. I know he's not as perfect as Melvin but he's mine, and nothing and nobody is going to change that,” Cherise spat angrily, “including you.”
Shy's jaw hit the floor as she stood in disbelief listening to Cherise rationalize getting the shit slapped out of her. Her feelings were hurt by the tone Cherise used to spew such hateful words.
“You know what, Cherise? I have been your friend my entire life and I love you dearly, but from this day forward, don't call me crying when his sorry ass goes upside your head with a closed fist. And don't look for me to have your back when some chick rolls up on you because B-Boy has been fucking her too. I mean damn, if you like it, I love it!”
Shy stormed out of the bathroom, leaving Cherise standing alone with a busted lip. She was hurt and beside herself with anger. In all the years she and Cherise had been friends, they never had a serious argument. Since Cherise hooked up with B-Boy, she had become a completely different person, and Shy did not like it.
Cherise felt bad for her choice of words as soon as they escaped her mouth, but after they were gone, there was no pulling them back. She treasured the relationship she had with Shy and would not trade it for the world. Cherise knew that Shy loved her unconditionally, and that was more than she could say for B-Boy. As much as her friendship with Shy meant to her, it just was not enough. She had chased the love missing from her life for so long that when those three little words, “I love you,” were uttered from the opposite sex, it was like a crack head hitting the pipe for the first time and Cherise was addicted.
She stood staring at her reflection in the mirror, and felt as if a stranger was looking back at her.
Why did I just say that to Shy? She is the closest thing to family I have and I know what I said hurt her.
As the pressure behind her eyes fought to burst through, Cherise was unable to fight back the tears.
What is wrong with me? Why can't I have Shy's life?
“Cherise, come on, let's get this shit over so we can get back here,” B-Boy yelled.
Cherise opened the bathroom door to find Shy sitting on the bed with her arms crossed, and B-Boy standing inside the doorframe with his back facing her. Cherise's first instinct was to run over to Shy, apologize, and wrap her arms around her friend, but embarrassment, shame, and B-Boy wouldn't allow her to. All Cherise could hope for was that any damage done to their friendship was reversible. Shy put her head down without acknowledging Cherise or B-Boy being in the room. Cherise did as she was told and followed B-Boy with her eyes focused on the ground.
Three hours later, Melvin, Cherise, and B-Boy returned to room 1227 to find a sleeping Shy.
“Shy, baby, we're back,” Melvin whispered as he gently shook her awake.
“Let her sleep, Melvin. We can get our drink on in our room,” Cherise suggested. She tried to sound concerned when, in reality, Cherise knew Shy would still be mad at her and she was too embarrassed by their argument to face her. Since the threesome left the hotel room to take care of some business, the swelling in Cherise's upper lip and cheek got worse, and two of her teeth felt loose.
“No, I'm spending time with my queen and she's not going to miss out on the fun of graduation night. We're about to kick it up in this bitch. She's getting up.” Melvin laughed.
“Yeah, wake your girl up and let's get this party started,” B-Boy said loudly.
Melvin sat next to a sleeping Shy, who seemed to be having a dream. She awoke after Melvin began kissing her earlobe and running his fingers through her shoulder-length hair. A smile crossed her lips as she opened her eyes to find Melvin looking down at her.
“Hey, how long y'all been back? What time is it?” Shy yawned.
“It's time to kick it up in here. Get up, girl,” B-Boy joked while doing a little dance.
Cherise sat on the edge of a chair with her attention focused on her new white and blue British Knights tennis shoes. She continued to chastise herself for the way she spoke to Shy. Admitting being wrong about anything was out of character for Cherise, but she knew she owed her best friend an apology. Either Shy forgave her and wanted to move on or she didn't. As far as Cherise was concerned, the ball was in Shy's court.
Shy stretched, looked over at the clock, and headed for the bathroom to brush her teeth and wash her face. She had been asleep for two hours but it felt more like eight. Between studying for finals, getting ready to vacation with her family, and shopping for the right graduation outfit, Shy was exhausted.
B-Boy sparked a blunt and cracked a cold bottle of Thunderbird to get the party going. Melvin poured Shy a cup of White Mountain berry wine cooler because he knew that even a drop of what they were drinking was out of the question for her.
“Hey, baby girl, turn on the radio. Or better yet, do you feel like going to grab those DJ Quik and Too Short cassettes out the front seat of the car?”
“Anything for you, Bookey.” Shy smiled. She held out her hand to retrieve the keys from Melvin. Before walking away, Melvin grabbed her around the waist, pulled her to him, and gave her a long, passionate kiss. The display of intimacy immediately annoyed Cherise and jealousy reared its ugly head. She rolled her eyes and smacked her lips at the sight the lovebirds were putting on. B-Boy looked on and subconsciously stroked and repositioned his member through his pants as he stared at Shy's perfect behind. Cherise saw B-Boy checking out Shy and her anger started to rise.
Shy put Too Short in the portable tape player and the party began. After playing a round of Spades, smoking two nice-sized joints, and drinking three bottles of Thunderbird, the high school graduates had a good buzz going on.
“Man, it's not even midnight and y'all suckers look like its past bedtime,” B-Boy griped.
“Yeah, I could go to bed right now,” Melvin flirted as he stroked Shy's hair. “What about you, baby girl? You ready for bed?”