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Authors: Annie Groves
In the immediate anxiety of worrying about what to do, the ongoing bombing was something that Sally had pushed to the back of her mind, but now it couldn't be ignored. Over towards the docks and the East End, they could still hear bombs exploding. It felt as though they'd been here in the alleyway for hours but a glance at her watch told Sally that they had actually been there only just over fifteen minutes.
âWe can't stay here, it's too dangerous.' The words were spoken before Sally could halt them. âI'll stay with Dulcie. You two run for the shelter.'
âNo,' Tilly refused firmly. âIf we can't all go, then we should all stay. We're in this together, and we should stick together.'
There was a moment's silence, during which they all looked at one another, and then winced as another bomb exploded.
âIf me and Tilly made a chair with our hands, perhaps we could carry Dulcie and you could run on ahead, Sally, to get help. We used to make chairs that way at the orphanage,' Agnes suggested
Sally's training told her not to risk moving a patient until they had been assessed by a doctor but with the lives of three other young women to worry about, she knew Agnes's suggestion made sense.
âWe could try,' she agreed. The three of them could try to get Dulcie to her feet and if they succeeded then she could support Dulcie whilst the other two formed their chair.
Sally took a deep breath, warning Dulcie, âIt's going to hurt when we get you upright. Whatever you do don't try to move your foot or put any weight on it.'
Dulcie nodded, resolving inwardly that no matter how much it hurt she would manage to deal with the pain. And not just for her own sake, she recognised with a stab of shock; she wanted to do it for the sake of the girls who had offered to stay with her.
Five minutes later, sweating and feeling sick from the pain, like a knife slicing into her, that had been beyond anything she had ever had to bear, Dulcie was standing up, her head and her ankle pounding. Sally supported her on the side of her broken ankle, whilst Tilly and Agnes stood behind her carefully forming a seat for her with their hands.
Dulcie had more guts than she had expected, Sally admitted as she lowered her patient onto the makeshift âseat' as gently as she could. She knew how much pain Dulcie was in from her broken ankle, and she was concerned too about that bump on her head, but Dulcie had not uttered one word of complaint or one protest when they had lifted her up. Sally's estimation of her had risen a great deal as she witnessed this stoicism.
They could make only slow progress, Dulcie's arms round Tilly and Agnes as they carried her, all three of them urging Sally to go on ahead, Tilly calling out to her that they would be fine, before telling Dulcie, âIt's a pity we haven't got some of those Canadian airmen here to help us.'
âWhat, and let them see me looking like this?' Dulcie joked back. âNo, thank you.'
It couldn't be far to the nearest ARP post, surely, Sally reasoned as she ran to the end of the alleyway following the dogleg of a slightly wider empty street round until, to her relief, she could see where it opened out into Leicester Square.
The bombing seemed to have stopped, and wasn't that an ARP post at the bottom of the road?
âHey, you, miss. What are you doing out here? Can't you see there's a bombing raid going on? Didn't you hear the sirens going off?'
The man confronting her was wearing a tin helmet, an ARP band on his arm, his face and voice both evidencing his irritation.
âThere's been an accident. My friends need help. One of them has broken her ankle. I'm a trained nurse but we need help,' Sally told him breathlessly.
âWhat the devil . . . ?' The ARP man turned back to the post, with its covering of sandbags, and shouted into it, âHey, Fred and Bert, get out here, will you?'
Two men emerged, one of them cramming his tin hat onto his head as he did so, the other finishing a cup of tea.
âWe've got some girls needing help. What . . . ?' he ducked automatically as up above them the sky darkened as the German bombers turned for home. The sound filling the air now was of their engines and thankfully not the explosion of more bombs.
The other girls had just reached the first part of the dogleg and had paused for a minute because Tilly had a bit of a stitch in her side, when they too saw the German aircraft overhead.
They'd just started off again, Tilly and Agnes both ignoring the pull on their now aching muscles from the effort of carrying Dulcie, when suddenly one of the fighters escorting the bombers peeled off, screaming from the sky to head directly toward them.
For a second they all froze, and then Dulcie told the other two to run. âGo, leave me . . . just run.'
âQuick,' Tilly urged Agnes, âthat doorway over there.'
It wasn't easy to run and carry Dulcie but somehow they managed it, sheltering in the narrow doorway as best they could whilst machine-gun fire from the fighter plane rat-a-tat-tatted over the cobbles in flares of bright burning flames. The plane had come down so low that they could see the pilot in his helmet as the fighter's guns fired another burst of bullets, the girls wincing as some struck the side of the building, narrowly missing the doorway.
âWhat are we going to do if he comes back?' Agnes asked.
âYou two are going to run, now, before he does,' Dulcie answered ruthlessly.
âWe aren't leaving you,' Tilly told her. She was more frightened than she had ever been in the whole of her life, but there was no way she was going to leave Dulcie here on her own to be gunned down by that German pilot.
âHe'll get us if he turns back,' Dulcie told her grimly. âHe knows we're here.'
âThen he'll just have to get us, won't he, Agnes?' Tilly declared. âBecause we aren't leaving you.'
Agnes nodded. She was surprised how calm she felt. But then what did it matter if she was killed? Not having Ted in her life any more was worse than being killed. At least that only hurt you once. Not seeing Ted hurt her every day.
âTilly, Agnes, where are you?'
âThat's Sally,' Tilly said unnecessarily, poking her head round the corner of their protective doorway to call back, âWe're here.'
At the other end of the street, the German plane banked and turned, with menacing intent, but then unexpectedly, and to their relief, instead of coming back it rose up and turned again before heading south at speed, leaving the sky clear for the girls to see the Spitfire following it, chasing it across the sky.
Thankfully, the three girls exhaled, no words necessary as they clung together. The smoke-tainted London air had never tasted sweeter.
Sally and the three men ran down the street, Sally offering up thanks for the girls' safety. When she had seen the deathly bulk of that plane filling the other end of the street, she had been so sure that they would be killed. Now the relief was making her feel shaky and weak, but she was a nurse and she still had a job to do. She pushed her own feelings to one side, as they reached the girls and the men took charge, making a fresh, stronger chair for Dulcie.
âWe'll need to get her to hospital,' Sally told the men. âBarts will be best. I work there.'
âWe'll try and get an ambulance sorted out for you once we get back to the post, although you'll probably have a long wait. The docks and the East End have taken a real hammering. There's hundreds been left dead, we've heard.'
Now that it was over the girls were silent, simply looking at one another with marvelling gazes, too filled with relief at their escape to be able to speak, other than to thank their rescuers. Besides, there was no need for words now. The bond that had been formed between them all in those terror-filled moments when they thought they would die, meant that they each knew exactly what the others were thinking and feeling.
In the air-raid shelter with the other WVS workers, Olive prayed that the girls would be all right. The Germans were bombing the docks and the East End, not Hammersmith, she tried to reassure herself. Mrs Weaver, the oldest member of their group, got out the knitting she always seemed to have with her. Olive envied her, wishing that she too had something to occupy her hands, even if the only thing occupying her thoughts was the safety of her daughter.
The girls had just reached Barts, Sally having decided that she would feel happier if Tilly and Agnes were with her rather than leaving them to make their way from the ARP post to the air-raid shelter and from there to home on their own, when the second wave of bombs were dropped on the docks and the East End.
The hospital was busy with the constant arrival of casualties from the bombing, and although strictly speaking Sally did not work in the Emergency Department, and was not on duty anyway, she insisted on being allowed to go there with Dulcie, pushing her wheelchair herself, to save the overbusy porters having to do so.
âWhat's going to happen to me?' Dulcie demanded.
âA doctor will examine you and then you'll have to have that ankle set and put in plaster. They'll take a look at that bump on your head and keep you in for a day or so to make sure that you aren't suffering from concussion,' Sally told her, handing her over to the ward sister. âDon't worry, Dulcie. Everything will be all right. I'm going to offer to go on duty now, so I'll be here and I'll see if Sister will let me come down and see you later once they've made you comfortable.'
Dulcie, her defences weakened by pain, turned to Tilly and Agnes and told them emotionally, âWhat you two have done for me tonight, I'll never forget. Never.'
Each of them holding one of her hands, they looked at one another whilst Sally looked on. They all knew that what had happened, what they'd shared, had forged a very special bond between them.
âI've never been bothered about having friends,' Dulcie continued. âI've never seen the point 'cos you always know that when it comes down to it someone who says she's a friend will put herself first. I'd do the same myself. But tonight, well, you've taught me different; you've shown me what friendship really is. You've given me something that no one else has ever given me and I won't ever forget that. From now on the three of you come first with me, and that's a promise.'
Facing danger together bound people in a very special way, Sally acknowledged, listening to Dulcie. Tonight they had all individually and together shown a strength and a desire to put one another first that was the very best of human nature. Tonight a relationship had been forged between them that would last for the rest of their lives.
âFriends?' Dulcie asked gruffly.
âFriends,' Agnes, Tilly and Sally answered her, all four of them reaching out to place their hands one on top of the other.
It was daylight before Tilly and Agnes arrived back at number 13 to find Olive waiting anxiously for them. They had spent the night in a large public shelter close to Barts Hospital and had had to wait for the all clear to go off before they could leave.
Over hot strong cups of tea, Tilly told her mother what had happened, her daughter's matter of fact, âDulcie wanted us to run for safety and leave her but, like Agnes said, we couldn't do that,' leaving Olive torn between surprise that Dulcie of all people should have shown such selflessness, pride in Tilly's bravery and shaky relief that they had all made it to safety.
âDulcie will have to stay in hospital until they say she can leave,' Tilly continued, âand Sally said that when she is allowed out her leg will still be in plaster.'
âHas anyone told Dulcie's family what's happened?' Olive asked. âOnly if they haven't, I'd better go round and let them know.'
âNo one's sent a message, as far as I know,' Tilly answered her, hesitating before adding, âDulcie's family live on the edge of Stepney, and by all accounts that got badly bombed.'
Olive nodded. âI know. We heard about it last night after the all clear.'
What Olive didn't want to say was that the ARP official had also said the devastation in the East End was beyond description and had spoken of stumbling across bodies, so many people had been killed.
The plain unvarnished truth was, according to the ARP official, that those in charge of areas like Stepney had simply not done enough to make plans in the event of a serious bombing raid.
âYou and Agnes have had a tiring night â why don't you try and get a couple of hours' sleep instead of going to church this morning, and I'll try and call round on Dulcie's family? I've got their address from when she first came here.'
âMe and Agnes thought that we'd go up to the hospital this afternoon, Mum, and see how Dulcie is. We felt really bad about leaving her there last night, didn't we, Agnes?'
Agnes agreed.
âOf course, Sally will be there to look out for her,' Tilly acknowledged before adding, âDulcie was ever so brave, Mum, telling us to go and leave her.'
âYes, she was,' Olive was forced to admit.
* * *
Later that morning, though, setting out to tell Dulcie's family what had happened, Olive felt more concerned about the danger her own daughter had been in than she was about Dulcie. Not that she wished any harm on the girl, she assured herself as she headed for Stepney, but there was no getting away from the fact that helping Dulcie had put her own daughter's life at risk and that was something Olive didn't like at all.
Even though, mercifully, Holborn and the City of London beyond it had escaped the ravages of the bombing, the Germans having concentrated on the docks and the East End, there was still a pall of smoke hanging in the air, as Olive set out on what she knew would be a long walk, the pavements busy with ARP wardens, firemen and the police, as well as some of the more adventurous Londoners themselves, come to see the damage inflicted on their city.
Olive didn't want to risk catching a bus, though, even if she could find one that was running, in case it couldn't take her very far.