Women on the Home Front (17 page)

Not that she'd said anything about that to her mother. Instinctively Tilly knew that Olive might not agree with Tilly's own plans for her new dress, and that a certain amount of coaxing and pleading might be required in order for her to get what she wanted. One thing Tilly did know, though, and that was that it would be far more exciting and much more fun looking for fabric for her dress at the Portobello Market than it would be in dull familiar Leather Lane. Thanks to Dulcie the Portobello Market had taken on an allure of glamour and excitement, the sort of place, in Tilly's vivid imagination at least, where all sorts of enticingly new things might happen. Like finding the perfect fabric for THE dress. The one that she would come downstairs in and that Rick, who would just happen to be visiting number 13 to see his sister, would see her in. He would look up at her with the kind of bedazzled expression she had seen on the faces of heroes at the cinema. She would smile graciously at him whilst she finished descending the stairs, and then . . . Tilly's heart gave a thump of mingled excitement and apprehension at the romantic possibilities of such a scenario (her mother would, of course, be at a WVS meeting and thus not there to witness the scene and possibly banish Tilly back to her room), which was so intense that she had to cover her heart with her hand to calm it down.

Agnes's ecstatic whispered, ‘Oh, Tilly, I'm so happy I could burst,' echoed Tilly's own feelings so exactly that she reached across the narrow space between their beds to find Agnes's hand and squeeze it.

‘Me too.'

Agnes expelled a deep sigh of delight. ‘Your mum is that kind, Tilly. I was that worried and upset when Matron first told me that I'd got to leave the orphanage, but now, well, there's no place I'd rather live than here at number thirteen.'

She could hardly believe it. She was going to have something new to wear. Something of her very own that no one else had ever worn. The very thought made Agnes tremble with humble delight. She'd never had anything that was her very own, excepting her underwear. She dare not even imagine how she might look. Not as nice as Tilly, who was so much prettier – that wouldn't be possible – but if she could just look, well, not like an orphan, but like an ordinary girl who came from a proper home. Not that she wasn't grateful to the orphanage, of course. She was. Matron had been ever so good to her, she knew that, but to have her own outfit . . . She scarcely dared to believe that it was really going to happen.

Early the next morning, before it got too busy and all the best bargains were gone, Olive and a very excited Tilly and Agnes set off for Portobello Road.

They'd decided to take the tube from Chancery Lane tube station to Nothing Hill Gate and then to walk the rest of the way. Agnes, of course, since she worked for London Transport, would be able to travel free.

‘Will we get to see your friend Ted?' Tilly asked Agnes.

‘No, 'cos he's on nights,' Olive heard Agnes answering, as she increased her walking pace to keep up with the girls, who were so excited that they were almost running. Their excitement was infectious, Olive admitted, and she was beginning to feel quite excited herself. Treats like this one had been rare occurrences in her life as a widow who was virtually financially dependent on her in-laws. She and Tilly had never gone without anything, but she'd certainly never felt able to splash out on things, not even for Tilly, which made today's outing all the more special and something to be enjoyed, she told herself, smiling at Tilly as her daughter linked arms with her on one side and Agnes on the other.

‘He told me on Thursday when we had a cup of tea together that he's really proud of how well I've learned all the stations,' Agnes continued.

She spoke a great deal about the young man who had been helping her, and although Agnes's emotional and sexual welfare were not strictly speaking her responsibility, Olive couldn't help feeling a maternal twinge of concern as she listened. Agnes was virtually the same age as Tilly, and she was naïve. It wasn't her business to interfere, of course, but since Agnes had no one to stand as a caring parent for her, and since Olive felt morally obliged to keep a protective eye on her young lodger, listening to the two girls chatting she decided that she needed – discreetly, of course – to find out a bit more about this young man.

‘Since he's been so kind and helpful to you, Agnes,' she announced. ‘you'll have to ask him to come and have his tea with us one evening, as a thank you.'

Immediately Agnes looked a bit uncertain. ‘I don't think I could do that. You see, Ted's mum likes him to go straight home from work when he's on days so that he can give her a hand with his younger sisters, with her being widowed.'

Olive could only accept what Agnes told her, though it raised her concern. It sounded plausible enough but who knew if this Ted was telling the truth, and he wasn't just leading Agnes up the garden path, her being such an innocent sort.

They'd almost reached the end of Chancery Lane. Olive pulled her warm winter coat firmly around herself as a sharp wind buffeted them when they turned onto Holborn, heading for Chancery Lane tube station.

It was definitely time that Tilly had something new, she acknowledged, as she looked at the hem of her daughter's coat, which barely touched her knees. Tilly must have grown at least a couple of inches since she had bought her the dark green coat with its velvet collar in an end-of-season sale at a shop on Oxford Street.

The grumpy-looking individual from whom they bought their underground tickets, wasn't as grumpy as he looked, Agnes told them in a whisper as they hurried along the tiled corridor, heading for their train.

‘Ted says he just gets a bit cross because of his gout,' she explained, adding proudly, ‘Ted knows everything about everyone at the station, and all about the trains as well.'

Although she smiled, Olive sighed to herself. She definitely needed to find out a bit more about this young man that Agnes so plainly admired.

In her room at number 13, Sally tried to sleep, reminding herself that she was starting night duty this evening, but she'd been dreaming about Liverpool and her mother, and she didn't want to go back into the dream from which she'd just woken herself. She turned over, thumping the pillow, knowing that she'd be cursing herself later on this evening if she didn't sleep now. Sleep remained elusive, though, so she tried to focus her mind on something else. During a snatched meal in the nurses' canteen earlier in the week, one of the ward nurses on men's surgical, a girl called Rachel Horseley, who was around Sally's age, had invited her to join a group of nurses who were planning to go to the pictures together. Sally had had to turn down the invitation because she would be on duty, but remembering the other girl's overtures of friendship made her smile.

She had made the right decision in coming to London to have a fresh start. The loss of her mother and what had followed would always cast its shadow over her, she knew, but her mother would have wanted her to be as happy as she could be and to enjoy life. Slowly, something of her old
joie de vivre
was coming back. She had laughed out loud at a joke one of the other girls had told them all yesterday, and she had hummed to one of her favourite songs when it had been played on the wireless, her feet starting to tap in time to the music. She'd even begun to wonder if George Laidlaw was a good dancer. Smiling to herself, Sally settled down to sleep.

It was just over two and a half hours after they had first arrived at Portobello Market, and the whole street was now a seething mass of enthusiastic bargain hunters, the cries of the stall holders, trying to attract custom, mingling with bellowed warnings from porters bringing up fresh barrows of goods, and even the ring of bicycle bells from those cyclists brave enough to try to ride through the busy throng of people filling the narrow streets.

Tilly and Agnes had been almost beside themselves with excitement from the moment they had arrived, Tilly especially as she had dragged them from stall to stall, calling to Olive to look at some fresh marvel that had caught her eye.

Olive couldn't really blame her. The market was far bigger and better than she had expected, and she was obliged to admit mentally, if somewhat reluctantly, that Dulcie had been right about the quality of fabric for sale. The problem was that the bargains were almost too tempting.

They'd agreed initially that they would walk round carefully and ‘just take a look' but that discipline hadn't lasted very long. That was her fault, Olive knew, but the discovery of the last precious few yards of the most beautiful warm bronze dress-weight wool that was perfect for Tilly's colouring had been too good a bargain to risk losing, especially when the stall holder had confirmed that since Tilly was so slim there was just enough for a daytime dress and a matching jacket, which Olive had been able to bargain down to a truly unmissable price because it was the end of the roll.

Then, of course, Olive had wanted to get something for Agnes, and they'd soon found a lovely soft blue-grey wool on the same stall. Olive however, mentally scolded herself that there had not really been any excuse for her to let the girls persuade her to give in to a deep dark red for herself, even if the prices were good.

Despite the cold wind that was blowing, the press of the crowd and the excitement of their bargain hunting had brought a warm glow to their faces, and Olive acknowledged that she was enjoying herself far more than she had expected. It was such a pleasure to have enough money to be able to treat the girls, thanks to letting out the rooms.

And as if their bargain-hunting shopping hadn't already been successful enough, when Tilly had complained how much she now disliked her ‘childish' too-short coat, the stall holder reached beneath his stall and brought out the most beautiful rolls of what he'd explained was a blend of wool and cashmere.

‘It's wot the toffs all have their coats made out of,' he told them as they huddled together under the stall's faded green and white striped awning. Olive could believe that. The wool was unbelievably soft and warm, and in the most beautiful jewel colours. Despite her habitual need to be frugal, in the end she wasn't able to resist either the fabric or Tilly's pleading look, though it was more than she'd planned to spend even after she'd haggled him down. And, of course, she then felt obliged to say that Agnes must have a new coat as well, so that they bought the coat fabric in a lovely warm brown colour for Tilly, and also in a soft air-force blue for Agnes. Both girls were thrilled to bits, despite the weight of the brown-paper-wrapped parcels they insisted were no problem at all to carry.

‘What we need now is to find some lining fabric, oh, and buttons. Tilly, have you got those swatches of fabric the stall holder gave us so that we can match the shades up?' Olive asked.

Tilly nodded, but before they reached the stalls with the lining fabrics on them, Olive noticed a stall selling a range of pretty warm-looking tartans, fine enough for winter dresses.

‘That would make very pretty party dresses for you both,' she pointed out to the girls.

Tilly pulled a face, wrinkling her nose as she objected, ‘We'll look like schoolgirls in that, Mum. Oh, but look at that velvet.'

It was beautiful, Olive acknowledged, real silk velvet that slithered through her fingers when she touched it and in the most glamorous of colours: rich amber, warm rose, dark green, navy, and plum.

‘It's a very good price,' the stall holder told them. ‘French too. You'll not see this quality anywhere else.'

‘Please, Mum,' Tilly pleaded, her eyes shining.

‘I don't know, Tilly. We've already bought more than I planned. It is lovely, but the pile on the velvet is bound to flatten.'

‘It's silk velvet,' the stall holder emphasised, overhearing her. ‘You just give it a bit of a steam and it comes up like new. This rose colour would be perfect for you, with them dark curls,' she told Tilly.

‘We've got lining fabric to get yet for your coats and buttons and everything,' Olive warned her daughter.

‘Coats, is it?' the stall holder chipped in. ‘Well, I'll tell you what I'll do. If you was to have a length of this silk velvet each then I'll throw in enough ordinary velvet for you to have a set of collars and cuffs made for your coats.'

‘Oh, Mum,' Tilly breathed excitedly, and Olive acknowledged ruefully that she'd no chance of bargaining the stall holder down now, with her daughter looking so excited.

It was lovely fabric, though. Mentally she calculated how much they'd already spent. It would mean going over the budget she had set herself if they had the velvet, but she could afford to, thanks to the rent from the lodgers.

‘Very well,' she agreed, ‘but we'll need only two lengths,' she told the stall holder. ‘Which colour do you like, Agnes?'

Agnes's reaction was to gaze at her with disbelief. ‘Me? When you said two lengths I thought it was for you and Tilly.'

Poor Agnes – she had had so little, growing up, that she automatically expected to be excluded from treats, Olive thought.

‘Of course you must have a new dress too, Agnes,' she told her firmly. ‘Now which colour? This dark green will suit you, I think.' Holding the velvet up to Agnes, Olive saw that her whole face was illuminated with joy as, speechless with gratitude, Agnes could only beam at her. That look on Agnes's face made her decision all the more worthwhile, Olive admitted to herself, even if that did make her a sentimental softie.

‘What about you?' the saleswoman pressed. ‘I'll give you thruppence a yard off if you have three lengths.' She pointed to a roll of amber velvet. ‘Perfect for you, that would be.'

‘Oh, yes, Mum, do have it,' Tilly cajoled her. Olive reached out and touched the fabric. It was beautiful and she knew the colour would suit her. She paused and then shook her head, saying firmly, ‘What do I need a party dress for?' before telling the stallholder, ‘Just the two lengths, please.'

The velvet bought, they all agreed that a cup of tea and something like a nice fresh hot meat pie were needed to give them the energy to finish their shopping.

There were plenty of stalls selling food, but Olive insisted that they find a café. She didn't really approve of eating in the street, and besides, her feet needed a rest.

They found a welcoming café down a narrow side street, the smell of the hot pies they were selling making Tilly declare that her mouth was watering already.

The pies turned out to be as good as they smelled, hot and tasty, warming chilled fingers and filling hungry stomachs.

The women didn't waste much time in the café, though. The crowd milling around the market had grown throughout the morning, and Olive wanted to get their shopping done before it got even busier.

Once they had eaten their pies and emptied the generously sized pot of tea they'd had with them, the three of them headed for a stall Olive had noticed earlier that sold lining fabrics. The local dressmaker would charge her a little bit less, Olive was sure, if she provided her own lining fabric, thread and buttons, and make allowances for the time it would save her in not having to go out and buy them.

It was whilst she was carefully matching the swatches of fabric she had retrieved from Tilly that Olive suddenly realised that her daughter and Agnes had disappeared. Uncertainly she looked round. The market was busy; she didn't want them getting themselves lost in the bustling crowd. Then to her relief she caught sight of them hurrying towards her.

‘You mustn't go off like that,' she scolded them vigorously. ‘What on earth were you doing?'

‘Oh, I just wanted to show Agnes some lace I'd seen earlier that would make a pretty collar,' Tilly told her airily.

‘Just because you've persuaded me to let you have a velvet dress instead of a plaid one, that does not make you grown up enough to go wandering off without a by-your-leave,' Olive warned. ‘There'll be pickpockets and all sorts here.'

‘Yes, Mum,' said Tilly obediently.

When Olive turned back to finish choosing the lining fabrics Tilly and Agnes exchanged secret smiles. When they'd gone to the ladies' after they'd finished having their dinner Tilly had told Agnes that she wanted to go back to the velvet stall to buy the amber velvet for her mother, and immediately Agnes had said that she wanted to go halves on the cost with her. Now the amber silk velvet was parcelled up with their own and the two of them were excitedly anticipating surprising Olive with it when they got home.