Who Do You Love?: Trapped in Love with a Thug (10 page)

Chapter 20

Tanesha

I couldn’t believe that I was a mommy! As I looked into my son’s eyes, I felt nothing but joy.  I was so happy nothing and could change how I was feeling at the moment.  Not even my so called fiancé rushing out of this hospital as soon as his son was born.

I’m going to fuck him up if I find out he out there hoeing while I was in the hospital from just having his child.  Oh yeah, we gone have to have a talk about that. 

As soon as I put my baby back in the little makeshift crib that they had in here, the door opened.

“Nigga, where the fuck have you been and how you gone leave here right after I just had your damn baby?” I yelled before he even walked in, and boy did I get the shock of my life when I realized who it was that walked through the door. 

I mean, I can’t say that I was really surprised because I knew that it was only a matter of time before he came, but I still was shocked.

“Well, well, well, look who it is,” I said to him.

“How you doing, baby? Did you miss me?” he said.  I looked him up and down and I couldn’t lie, he looked really good. And I did miss his ass at times but he wouldn’t know that.

“No, I didn’t miss you.  What brings you by?” I said. I mean, it’s not like I have seen him a lot in the past couple of years.  If he was acting right, then I would have never even gotten with DeShon in the first place.

“I heard my woman was having a baby by another nigga and engaged, and I had to come see this shit for myself.”

“Jay, let’s not even go down this road.  I’m not your woman anymore, remember?  You left me for no apparent reason and you got another bitch pregnant and I was still going to stay with your ass, but you just up and left one day and now all of a sudden wanna come back and question what I’m doing and who I’m doing it with?  Nigga please!” I said.

I see you still got that stank ass attitude that nobody can deal with except me.  That’s probably why that nigga ain’t here right now but good, because I don’t wanna fuck your nigga up on the day that you had my baby.  Does he know that this baby is mine?” he said. 

This nigga was tripping.  Now he knows that this baby was not his.  Shit, if it was anyone else’s, at the most, it would be DeShon’s baby, but we already ruled that out.  He got some nerve. When I tried to give him a baby, he wound up getting another bitch pregnant so I ain’t trying to hear anything he saying about that.

“So where is he?” Jay asked.  That’s a good question that I wish I knew the answer to myself, but I was not about to let him know that so he could try and swoop in and ruin my life again?

“He is minding his business.  He is wherever he needs to be,” I told him hoping that he would believe my lie.

“You think that I am going to believe that little lie that you don’t even believe yourself?  Don’t play yourself.  You know that I know you better than any nigga out here so come harder than that little stunt that you just tried to pull out on me,” he told me.  I can’t believe that he could still to this day—know when I was lying.

“Okay, I don’t know where he is at.  All I know is that I told him that he can’t get none for weeks then he got a text on his phone and then he rushed out of here.  There,” I told him and as I thought about what he said, something registered in me about where he could be.  This motherfucker thought that I was stupid.

“I know you not letting niggas get over on you.  That’s the most obvious shit in the world.  You better check on him because I don’t want you to get hurt.  I know that I hurt you before, but I would never do anything like that to you if that is what’s going on,” he said to me and I believed him. 

I didn’t know if it was my hormones because of me just having a baby, or if I was really thinking that a man that did everything for me and that treated me really well could hurt me like this, but nowadays you can’t put anything past anyone. I turned to look at Jay and that’s when I noticed that he was inching closer and closer to me.  Before I knew it he kissed me and it felt just like old times.  I still got butterflies in my stomach from his touch.

As our kiss deepened, I felt someone staring at us so I pushed him back to get a good look and see who it was.  When I saw who it was I instantly felt like shit.  Why did I let this go this far?

Chapter 21

Ace

After I left from talking with Mo, I raced to my car to go fuck with this bitch real quick.  I know I’m not shit for it but hey, a man wants what a man wants.

I drove to Lisa’s house and as soon as she opened the door, it was on.  She was standing there butt ass naked, with some red bottoms on.  She looked good as fuck and my dick thought so too.  I pulled my pants down and took off my shirt and walked over to her stroking my dick.

She got on her knees and crawled to me. This bitch was making my dick harder and harder, especially since I saw that she was about to suck my dick something serious.  One thing that I loved about this girl is that her head game is something serious. Not as good as my baby T’s, but she will do for now until T’s six weeks are up.

Lisa was sucking the skin off my dick and I felt my nut rising but I didn’t want to nut just yet, so I pushed her up and she laid back spread eagle.  I think the bitch thought that I was about to eat her out, but I ain’t doing that shit for her; only T gets this tongue. 

I pulled out a condom, slid it on and rubbed my dick at her opening. She was wet as fuck and I didn’t wanna keep her waiting, so I slowly entered her so she could get used to my dick but after a couple of them slow strokes, I started blowing her back out. She was meeting my every stroke trying to act like she could take it, but the scratching and biting that she was doing to me let me know that I was beating that shit up.  I was about to nut so I took my dick out, pulled off the condom and she sucked until I came and she swallowed up every drop.

“Thanks daddy, call me when you want some more,” Lisa said to me as I started putting my clothes back on.

“Aight.  I’ll be seeing you soon, ma,” I said and headed back to the hospital.

When I walked in, I thought my muthafuckin’ eyes were deceiving me. Tanesha was letting some nigga that I didn’t even know, kiss her.  I stared for a little bit because I was just too shocked.  I know that I just got back from fucking Lisa but damn, T didn’t see the shit, so what the fuck.

“Tanesha, what the fuck is this?” I screamed and she jumped back from dude and the nigga turned and looked at me like he had a fucking problem with me; like I was the one who was not supposed to be here.

“Nigga, don’t yell at her like that.  What the fuck does it look like?” this nigga had the nerve to say to me.  I see this nigga didn’t know who the fuck he was talking to but he was about to find out.

“Marcus, chill out!  It’s nothing that needs to be discussed, it just happened.  Don’t come in here questioning me though, nigga, when you was probably just out fucking some bitch!” T said to me. I don’t give a fuck what I was just out doing because she did not have any proof, so she can’t tell me shit when I just caught her red handed.

“Yeah nigga, sit there and be quiet because you know I’m right, and I wish you would try to lie to me in my face when I can see the bite marks and scratches on your damn neck.  How you gone do that to me when I just had your fucking son a few hours ago?  You a hoe ass nigga,” she had the nerve to say.

“Bitch! Wat—” I started to say something, but the next thing I know this nigga snuck me and we were wrestling around the room with each other.  It’s a good thing that they took my son to get circumcised because he didn’t need to be around this. 

This nigga and I were going toe to toe with each other in the hospital room, while Tanesha was screaming for us to stop.  Finally, security came in and got us up off each other.  They asked Tanesha what was going on and if she wanted us to leave the room, but she declined and asked for them to let us stay.  That nigga left because he didn’t want to be in the room with me, but I really didn’t give a fuck; this was my woman and he didn’t need to be here anyways.

“Baby, look, it was just a kiss and it was something that just happened.  That was Jay, he’s my ex and nothing more.  But I can’t believe that after I just gave you your first born, you go out and fuck another bitch. Like really?  You couldn’t wait six weeks for me?  You know I would’ve held you down with other shit.  I didn’t kiss him, he kissed me and I just got caught up in the moment, that’s all there was to it,” Tanesha said to me and I believed her because I knew that she wouldn’t be on no fuck shit; she’s as real as they come.  I know that if she just really didn’t want me she would let me know.

“I’m so sorry, baby.  I don’t know what came over me and I never meant to hurt you. I was thinking with my other head at the time.  I know that you always got yo’ man back so I don’t know why I did that to you.  But I can promise you that it will never happen again.  Do you forgive me?” I asked her. I really hoped that she said yes because I couldn’t lose her over one little mistake. And as far as I’m concerned, we were even.

“I don’t know if I can forgive you or not just yet.  But we can work on it,” she said and that was fine with me.

The door burst open and in ran Brandon and Tae with a worried expression on their faces.  I figured they probably heard about what just went on in the room with T and I, so I started to tell them that everything was okay until Brandon said the unthinkable.

“That nigga DeShon got my baby Mo!”

Brandon

After Tanesha had her baby, I decided to leave the hospital to set something special up for my baby Mo.  I know that she has been feeling like she was going crazy with everything that has been going on lately.  I just wanted to do something nice to show her how much I loved her and appreciated her. So I texted her and let her know that I would be back for her a little later.

I went to the store and got her a pair of red bottoms, a Chanel bag and a few outfits.  I got us some champagne and strawberries.  To top it off, I got her roses and I threw rose petals out on the floor and on the bed. 

After I finished admiring our work, I made us reservations at the Reunion Tower in Downtown Dallas because I know that was her favorite place.  I threw on something nice and I headed back to the hospital.

I felt an eerie feeling as I exited off the freeway to the hospital.  I turned by the parking garage when I saw Mo walking out of it.  I thought that was weird because why would she even be in the parking garage when I had the car, but I figured maybe she needed some fresh air or something.

I got out the car and started to walk to her when I saw DeShon get out the car put a mask on and put a bag over my baby’s head.  They threw her in the car and got ready to pull off.  I rushed back to my car and put a round in my nina and followed them.

I was pissed the fuck off that a nigga would try me for my woman.  This nigga must really not know who he was fucking with because I was not the one to be played with when it came to my family and the people that I loved.  He was about to feel my wrath.

I got close up on them and started firing off shots.  It hurt me to be doing that because I knew that my wife was in that car and I had to be mindful of where I shot at so that I didn’t accidentally hit her.  I don’t know what I would do if I lost her because of one of my bullets. 

The driver started dodging and weaving through traffic and I did my best to stay on him.  Another car pulled alongside of me and let off some shots.  I was completely blindsided and I lost control of the car and hit a tree. 

The impact had me fucked up for a couple minutes, but I got myself together to try to figure out my next move.  I tried calling Ace to come and get me but he was not answering his phone, so I swallowed my pride and called Tae to come and get me.

Once he got me and I told him what was up, he got as pissed as I was and was even more fueled up to get this nigga.  I can’t lie that shit had me feeling some type of way, because that’s my woman and it just doesn’t feel right to have another nigga that’s not family feel as strongly for what is mine.  The fact that they were exes didn’t help either.

He sped to the hospital to get Ace so we could let them know what was going on and come up with a plan to go and get my girl back. 

Once we got to the room, we noticed that Ace was looking like he just got into a damn fight, but I didn’t have time to go over the details with that because I love my nigga, but I’m more worried about my girl right now and I know that Ace was a boxer and he knew how to get down with the best of them.  Once I told them what was going on, we got ready to go find Mo.

“Brandon, is that Mo’s ringtone?” T asked me as my phone started ringing.  That’s when I realized that it was her calling me.  I pray to God that she was safe.  I couldn’t lose her, I just couldn’t.

“Hello?” I said.

Mo

“Ughhhh, my head hurts,” I groaned as I woke up from what seemed like a long nap.  As I finally came to, I looked around and finally everything came back to me.  I was kidnapped!  I knew I wasn’t tripping all those times that I felt as if someone was watching me and the one time that I was finally alone, I got caught up and look at me now.

I looked around at my surroundings.  My feet were chained to the chair that I was sitting in and it seems like the chair was the only thing in the room.  My stomach started to growl and I reached down and rubbed it.  I was trying to stay as calm as possible because I didn’t want to give whoever kidnapped me the satisfaction of seeing me afraid as I really was.

I heard the door open and my mouth dropped as I looked up at the person that I am assuming kidnapped me. 

“Well, well, well.  Look who finally decided to wake up.  Are you hungry?” he asked.

“Really, why are you doing this?  What do I have to do with anything?” I asked this crazy ass nigga DeShon.  He looked so high at this point.  He had such a crazed look in his eyes that actually put a little fear in my heart.  He looks so crazy, who knows what he will do to me. 

I started to look around the room to see a way that I could make my escape.  I don’t know how I would be able to escape because I don’t know how long I was out and I don’t know where I am even at.  I felt my phone ring and that’s when I realized that this nigga was even dumber than I thought.  How you gonna kidnap someone and keep their phone on them?

“Answer it after I untie your wrists.  I need them to all come here and bring Tanesha back home to where she belongs, and my son too,” he said. 

By the time he finished untying me, the phone hung up.  I thought that the person calling was my man but it wasn’t, so DeShon told me to call back.  I’m assuming that he thought it was Brandon.

DeShon pulled out a gun and put it to my head as Brandon answered.

“Hello,” he said.

“Tell him to follow the location that you are going to give him so that I can kill Ace and get my family back, or I am going to kill you,” DeShon said pressing the gun harder into my head before I could even say anything back to him.

“Hello?” he said again.

“Baby, I love you so much and don’t follow the location here because he’s going to kill you and Ace for Tanesha and the baby,” I said before I felt two shots in my head and the phone falling out of my hand.

“Baby? Baby? Baby, I love you, I’m coming.” Those were the last words I heard before everything around me went black and I felt myself drifting off into a deep sleep.

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