Web of Love (40 page)

He set one hand lightly against the curls and sat quietly.

“Ellen's baby is not Papa's,” she said. “It is Lord Eden's and they are going to be married. And Papa has not been dead four months yet. And I have no business saying this to a near-stranger.”

“That doesn't matter,” he said. “Sometimes it is easier to talk to a stranger. You are badly hurt?”

“Papa worshiped her,” she said. “I think he loved her more than he loved me. And she pretended to love him. But she deceived him. With his closest friend.”

“I saw them together,” he said gently. “Your father and your stepmother, I mean. It never seemed like pretense to me. Are you sure this was going on before your father died?”

“She swears it was not,” she said. “But she is a liar as well as everything else I called her. I hate her. And him. But her more, because she deceived me too. I loved her.”

“Perhaps she is telling the truth,” he said. “Eden was with her, wasn't he, after he was wounded? There can be a powerful bond between a wounded man and the woman who nurses him. I know. It happened to me too. Perhaps there was nothing between them until then. I have the greatest respect for Mrs. Simpson. And for Eden. I don't think they would have done that to your father.”

“Were you in love with Madeline before you were wounded?” she asked.

“Not really.” He moved his hand to her shoulder as she sat up again. “I admired her a great deal. But then, I admired several young ladies, yourself included. I fell in love with her afterward—for a time. We have ended our betrothal now.”

She looked sharply around at him.

“We have not quarreled,” he said. “We have merely agreed, rather sadly, that what happened in Brussels was not a very real or lasting experience. We would not suit. We realize it now. Strange things can happen in those sorts of circumstances, you know. Perhaps even what has occurred with Eden and your stepmother. Give her a chance to show you that she is not what you called her—I can imagine what that was. But don't assume without further proof that what has happened since your father's death was also happening before then.”

“You are being kind to me,” she said. “Why? I never lose an opportunity to be rude to you.”

“Perhaps that is why,” he said with a smile. “Perhaps I have needed someone to be rude to me. Too much kindness has been driving me insane.”

He removed his hand from her shoulder as the door to the music room opened behind them. He turned to see the dowager countess enter. She smiled at him and raised her eyebrows significantly.

“I am going to choose a book in the library,” he said, pulling his crutches beneath his arms again.

The dowager watched him leave the room, while Jennifer sat with bent head again, examining the palms of her hands.

“Well, my poor child,” the dowager said, taking the place on the bench that Allan Penworth had just vacated and putting an arm about the girl's shoulders, “it would seem that my son and your stepmother have been causing you some pain.”

 

T
HEY WERE ALL INVITED
that evening to dine with the Courtneys. Just an informal gathering, Mr. Courtney had assured them genially when he had come over the previous day, in the rain, to issue the invitation, to keep the young people amused. He said nothing about the older people, but everyone knew that Mr. Courtney liked nothing better than a lively social gathering, especially when it was in his own home.

He insisted on calling his home a farmhouse and his drawing room a parlor. In reality, he was a prosperous tenant farmer, a fact that was reflected in the size and grandeur of his home. But Mr. Courtney was not one to put on airs. His only real ambition had ever been to marry his only daughter well, and he had achieved that three years before, when she had married the younger brother of Baron Renfrew.

Even Lieutenant Penworth decided that he would join the party. He shared a carriage with Madeline, Lord Eden, and Ellen. Jennifer, who had neither looked at nor exchanged a word with Ellen since the afternoon, traveled in the other carriage with the earl and his wife and mother.

Lord Eden touched Ellen's hand while a footman was helping the lieutenant into the carriage and Madeline was hovering over him.

“Trouble?” he asked quietly.

She nodded.

“You told her, then?” he asked.

She shook her head. “She guessed. But not quite accurately, I'm afraid.”

They did not have a chance to say any more. The other two had settled into their places, and the conversation became general.

The Lampmans had also been invited for dinner. The Mortons, the Cartwrights, the Carringtons, and the Misses Stanhope joined them later in the evening, and Mr. Courtney announced that there would be dancing in the parlor for anyone who cared to indulge in some exertion.

“No offense meant, ma'am,” he said in his hearty voice, taking one of Ellen's hands between both his own large ones, “you being in mourning and all. But Susan has been feeling low, and Mrs. Courtney and I thought that a little informal dancing with friends would be showing no disrespect for the dead.”

“No offense is taken, sir,” she said, smiling at him. “And a little dancing would be very pleasant.”

Miss Letitia Stanhope had agreed to play the pianoforte, having quite recovered from her chill. Mr. Colin Courtney was to play the violin, though he had made it clear to his father that he would dance a few times with his young wife.

Lord Eden danced the opening set with Lady Lampman and the second with his sister-in-law. He had taken several uneasy looks at both Ellen and Jennifer and judged it wise to stay away from both for the first part of the evening, anyway.

He led the elder Miss Stanhope into a vigorous country dance, and soon had her blushing and shrieking and assuring him that someone of her years could not be expected to twirl quite as fast as the young girls.

“But you were always a dreadful tease,” she said breathlessly during a pause while they made an arch for another couple to twirl down the set. “You and Sir Perry, both.”

“Not twirl fast, ma'am?” he said. “Someone of nine-and-twenty not able to twirl fast? I find it hard to believe.”

Miss Stanhope shrieked again and called him a rogue.

He was breathless himself by the time the set had come to an end. He stood by the open door of the parlor to benefit from some of the coolness from the hallway beyond. Susan collided with him there on her way out of the room.

“Oh, my lord,” she said, looking up at him with large eyes, “I do beg your pardon. I did not see you standing there.”

Lord Eden smiled in some amusement. He thought he was too large a target to be invisible. It was amazing the number of times in the past several years that Susan had run into him.

“I was on my way outside,” she said.

“Not ‘outside' as in ‘outdoors,' I hope,” he said. “Is it not a mite chilly, Susan?”

“It is warm in here,” she said. “Besides, there are three new kittens in the barn, and I don't trust the dogs not to harm them, despite what Papa and Howard say. Poor little things. They are so helpless.” Her eyes became suspiciously bright.

“Well, then,” he said, “we must simply beat off the brutes with a stick, Susan. And you shall show me the kittens.”

“Oh, but you must stay here,” she said. “You will want to dance. I would not dream of taking you out into the cold, my lord.”

He smiled. “A few minutes will not ruin my enjoyment,” he said. “Especially when there are new kittens to be admired.”

“You are very kind,” she said as they left the room and went in search of their cloaks.

“How fortunate you have been,” she said with a sigh as they picked their way across the farmyard a few minutes later, Lord Eden holding a lantern aloft, “to have had such a loving family to come home to. And such a distinguished family, too.”

“Yes,” he said. “It is good to be back.”

“My husband was of a distinguished family too,” she said. “I miss him so, you know. It is so lonely to be without him.”

“Is it, Susan?” Lord Eden hung the lantern carefully on a nail inside the door of the barn and covered her hand with his. “Give it time. It has been less than four months.”

“I know,” she said, “but I feel so helpless and alone. He was very strong and dependable. He looked after me.”

He felt in his pocket for a handkerchief and held it out to her.

“Oh,” she said, her voice high and trembling, “I am so unhappy. I pretend, you know, so that no one will know and pity me. But I am so unhappy.”

She was in his arms suddenly, her hands spread against his chest, her face hidden against his waistcoat beneath his cloak. Lord Eden wrapped his arms about her and rocked her comfortingly.

“Hush now,” he murmured. “No one would blame you for crying, Susan. It is perfectly natural.”

“Oh,” she said when she could speak around her sobs, “you are so kind. You were always so very kind to me.”

When she lifted a tear-stained face to his, Lord Eden kissed it. He kissed the tears from her eyes and cheeks, and he kissed the pouting little mouth that he used to find so enticing.

“Oh,” she said, sighing and resting her head against his shoulder, “I always feel so safe with you.”

“And so you are,” he said, kissing the top of her head. “Come, Susan, you must show me these kittens, and then I will take you back inside. The sound of music will cheer you up again.”

“Yes, it will,” she said, looking at him with wide-eyed gratitude and stooping into a bed of straw to lift up the kittens one by one and lay them against her cheek. She crooned to them and kissed their fur.

Lord Eden watched her with a smile and reached for the lantern as soon as she had put the last one down again.

“I cannot go indoors yet, my lord,” she said. “I must look a perfect mess, and my eyes must be fiery red. I cannot let anyone see me like this. You go on in. I will stay with the kittens for a while. Take the lantern. I can find my way in the darkness.”

“How foolish to think I would abandon you, Susan,” he said. “But your eyes look perfectly fine to me. I have never known anyone who could cry as you can without getting red eyes as a result. We will walk slowly back to the house, shall we?”

She leaned heavily on his arm as they walked.

“We had better go in,” she said with a sigh. “I am sure we will have been missed, and everyone will be wondering what we are doing. If we stay any longer, some of them will be foolish enough to expect some sort of announcement.”

“Well, we certainly would not wish to put your reputation in such danger, would we?” he said, smiling at her. “Besides, Susan, everyone knows that you were so devoted to your husband that it will be a long time yet before you can think of choosing another. I think your good name is safe.”

“Oh, yes,” she said, “I am sure it is, my lord.”

“And then,” he said, “everyone knows that we were childhood friends, Susan, and will quite understand if we treat each other with greater freedom than strangers would enjoy. You do not need to worry about being forced into a situation in which you will have to receive my addresses. I would not allow you to be so harassed. Never, my dear. I have too much respect for our friendship.”

“Oh,” she said, darting a glance up at him as they entered the lighted hallway of her father's house, “you are most kind, my lord.”

He smiled fondly at her and handed the lantern to a servant. “Think nothing of it,” he said. “What are friends for, Susan, but to help and defend each other?”

 

E
LLEN HAD DANCED
with Mr. Morton and Lord Agerton and Sir Peregrine. She had even succeeded in smiling and conversing. But every single moment she was aware of a brightly gay Jennifer, and constantly her ears rang with the accusation, “You are a slut and a whore.”

She still did not know if it would be wiser to seek out Jennifer and try to talk to her again, or to give the girl time in which to think. She had decided to take the latter course, on the advice of the dowager countess. Her future mother-in-law.

Strangely, she had not found it difficult earlier to pour out the whole story. Perhaps she had still been too distressed over her encounter with Jennifer to feel embarrassment at having to admit the whole truth to Dominic's mother. Or perhaps the fact that that lady had crossed her sitting room and put an arm about her shoulders and called her her poor dear had had something to do with easing the situation.

“How very delighted I am to hear that you and Dominic are to marry, dear,” the countess had said, kissing her cheek when the story had all been told. “I was so very afraid that you would each be foolish enough to let the other go.”

“You can possibly want me as a daughter-in-law, ma'am?” Ellen had asked.

“I cannot imagine any lady I would want more for Dominic,” the other had assured her. “You will be a companion to him, not merely someone to protect. A companion as well as someone to love is what he has always needed, though he has been foolish enough not to realize it for himself until now.”

“I do love him,” Ellen had assured her. “I am not marrying him just because I am in an awkward situation.”

The dowager had clucked her tongue. “Well, of course you love each other,” she had said. “Now, I will go in search of your stepdaughter. She is a dear and sensible girl. She will need a little time to adjust to the new facts, that is all. Give her that time, dear. Don't press her. And for now, leave her to me.”

So Ellen had left Jennifer to the dowager countess. And was not at all sure that she had not taken the coward's way out.

“Dance with me, Ellen?” Lord Eden asked as Miss Letitia and Colin began to play a waltz.

She had planned to keep away from him for the rest of the evening at least. She did not want to make matters worse as far as her stepdaughter was concerned. But it was a waltz, and he was smiling at her, and she could not help but remember how wonderful the afternoon had been before they had arrived home.