Authors: Simon Goodson
After several minutes passing through the station at a near run we entered a hangar and were taken aboard that shuttle. They belted us in then secured us to our seats so we couldn't get free. All of the guards except two left – those two went into the cockpit.
The flight was smooth for a couple of minutes then all hell broke loose. The shuttle was shaken violently then all the systems seemed to die. Even the lights went off for a few seconds. I thought we were going to die.
Then the shuttle was grabbed or shoved by something. The acceleration was crippling for a second or two. After that there was the occasional violent manoeuvre but nothing more.
Finally the speakers in the ship boomed to life with your voice. We couldn't believe it for a moment. Not until the pilots came back to get us. I could see how worried they were. They freed us, took us up to the airlock. You know the rest. So... what the hell has been going on?
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I guess I need to start at the beginning. Once you were caught I was pretty angry. Ready to tear the place apart. Matt convinced me not to.”
He hoped they hadn't noticed the catch in his voice at Matt's name. He had enough to tell them without going into his friend's treachery.
“The governor wanted us to fly to Stone Snake mining complex and free their people. In fact they wanted us to take many of their guards with us but we refused. Told them we'd go rescue their people but on our own terms. Without any guards. They said they were going to kill you – I didn't have any choice.”
Ali turned pale at his words. Sal looked angry. Before they could comment he continued.
“So we flew there, but it turned out it's more than a mining complex. It is the main base for a pirate organisation. They found out about the ship's amazing abilities and wanted it for themselves. They decided the way to do that was to get leverage over me. You two. So they sent a fleet here to intimidate the locals. As added pressure they brought all the slaves captured from Glory Falls, loaded them in containers with limited heat and air then sent them out in different directions. Too many containers and too many directions for the station to rescue them all. And they'd threatened to destroy any ship attempting a rescue. That's why you were dragged out of your cell at such short notice. Not that they actually planned to save the prisoners.”
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But what happened to the people in the containers?” asked Ali. “You rescued us. Does that mean all those people died? For us? What happened to the pirates?”
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I did.” Jess said flatly. “I destroyed or disabled almost all their ships. The main freighter and two combat ships the size of a corvette are heading out to jump range now. The rest I dealt with. But I wasn't fast enough. They got three of the containers. Killed twenty-nine people. Two of them were just kids.
That left the other containers. I used the ship to grab them, dragged them close to the station. Did it as fast as I could but I think some of those inside might still have died. They were getting so cold and the air was running out. I messed up. I didn't manage to save them all.
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Ali crossed to where he sat and knelt in front of him. She took his face in both hands and forced him to meet her eyes.
“How many containers did you save? How many people did you at least give a chance to, a chance they didn't otherwise have.”
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Twenty seven.” His voice was still flat. Devoid of emotion. Inside anger and pain warred with horror and self loathing yet none of it reached his voice. “Twenty seven containers. There were one hundred thirty-two people to start with. So there were one hundred and three that I got back to the station. I could have saved more though. I could have saved those twenty-nine. I decided to risk them to save just twenty... but nineteen of those were children. I had to choose. I don't know if I made the right choice.”
The churn of emotions inside were finally penetrating the numb layer that surrounded him. His eyes filled with tears that he blinked away angrily
– not wanting to seem weak.
Ali shook his head gently, moved her face to within inches of his. Stared into his eyes.
“Jess... what am I going to do with you? You're doing it again. Taking all the responsibility. You saved over a hundred people.
You
saved them. I know you did the best you possibly could. Far more than anyone else could have. You couldn't save everybody – that's tough. That hurts. But that's the way it is sometimes. Now for gods sake let yourself cry.”
At her words the barrier inside Jess was smashed aside. He broke into agonised sobs driven by his feelings over failing to save everyone, the shock of the fight finally sinking in and even guilt over those he'd killed in the battle. Ali wrapped her arms around him. Holding him tight and rocking him gently as he cried.
Once he had cried himself out she pulled back a little, though he was very aware of her having taken his hand. He started to feel awkward about his outburst. Ali seemed to guess what he was thinking.
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If you even think of getting all manly and ashamed over crying you'll be getting another slap round the face! You're human. Despite being wired into this ship you're completely human. There's nothing wrong with crying for those who have died, but you mustn't let it overwhelm you. You must not take on all the responsibility.”
Jess nodded sheepishly. Sal looked intrigued.
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Another
slap round the face? Did I miss something?”
This time it was Ali who looked sheepish. She just shrugged her shoulders. Sal laughed.
“What I want to know is what Matt's been up to,” Sal said. “He should be have been looking after you. Making sure you didn't take on too much. I'll give him a piece of my mind. Where is he?”
Jess's face fell immediately. His stomach dropped too. This was the moment he'd been dreading more than any other. Before he could speak Sal could tell something was wrong.
“What happened?” she demanded. “Is he hurt? Did someone manage to capture him?”
Jess took a deep breath then started to answer.
“No. He's not hurt. Matt... that is... well... Matt is the reason the pirates know about this ship. He betrayed us. When we reached Stone Snake mining complex he drugged me. I woke up in a cell deep in the complex. He already knew the people there. He'd been there many times before. He used to live there, or be based from there anyway. He told them everything. About the ship. About you two. That's why the pirates came here to get you. They wanted to use you to control me.”
Ali sat staring at him with her mouth open. Sal looked as if she was about to be sick.
“Are you sure?” she asked in a whisper.
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Yes. I'm sorry. When I woke in the cell he was there. He told me I was too naïve. That with the kidnappers nearly controlling me using Ali, and then losing the two of you to Glory Falls, it was only a matter of time till someone controlled me, and so controlled the ship. Said that in that case he wanted his group to be in control. He made threats. He said they'd hurt you both. Badly. Then if I still didn't cooperate they'd start cutting bits off. It was horrible. I couldn't bear the thought of it.
He told me about the plan to get you back too. About the containers with the prisoners taken from Glory Falls. And it was Matt that told me those prisoners would die, or most of them anyway. That the pirates wouldn't stick to their side of the deal once they had you two. He knew. He knew that those people would die... those children would die. And he didn't care. How did I misjudge him so badly?
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You didn't!” Sal told him firmly. “You didn't. We didn't. We'd only known him a handful of days. We knew he'd had a life before being a slave, but not the details. He wouldn't have told us about this anyway. Whether he planned to betray us from the start or wanted to stay with us he had to keep that side of his life hidden.”
Jess nodded, though he was only partly convinced.
“And I swear...” Sal continued, “if I ever get my hands on him I'll make him regret the day he was born.”
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Only if you get to him before me,” Ali said.
The fierce looks on their faces made Jess glad he wasn't Matt.
“So we know roughly what happened,” Sal said. “We can fill each other in on all the details later. The question now is... what do we do?”
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First thing is to deal with the damaged and disabled ships.” said Ali. “They'll be working on restoring them to action. If we're still here that means running or fighting. If we're gone then they'll turn on the station.”
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I know.” Jess said. “That's part of the reason I disabled some of the ships. To try to leave them a defence force, though they'll have to get the pirates out somehow. Now I'm not so sure. After everything they've done, and them trying to shoot you as you left the shuttle, I'm tempted to leave them for the pirates.”
Ali squeezed his hand. Smiled gently at him.
“You don't really mean that. You're angry at them but there are kids on the station. You've already saved some of them once. Could you leave them to the pirates mercy?”
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I... I... no.” He sighed deeply. “No. You're right. I guess we can help persuade them.”
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So that's what we'll do about those ships. And I guess we know what to do about the station too. We're going to help them. Though I certainly won't be going back aboard.” She shivered at the thought. “And we shouldn't make it too easy for them. The other big question for the moment is what to do about the freighter and corvettes.”
Jess mentally checked their position then threw the display onto a screen.
“They've nearly reached jump range,” he said. “Another fifteen minutes. They need to be farther away to jump out than they could jump in to. We could reach them but the Wanderer took quite a beating. I'm not sure we could beat them without a couple of hours repairs.”
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All right. That's settled then. We can't stop them before they jump and that means we can't reach them till they reach Stone Snake. By the time we arrive they will have passed on their records of the battle. Everyone there will have the info on how this ship fought, and they'll know you rescued most of the prisoners. That means they'll want to come after both us and this station with a large force.”
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No – sorry. I didn't say. We can catch them after they jump. The Wanderer can go faster in jump space. Not massively so, but we can do that trip about eight hours faster than they can. If we leave in the next six or seven hours we can easily catch them.”
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That's not possible!” Ali leant forward intently. “My dad was an engineer. He used to talk about this all the time. Every ship moves at the same speed through jump space. He always said if someone found a way to go faster they'd be rich beyond anyone's dreams. Or floating out an airlock without a spacesuit more likely, with their idea stolen by a corporation.”
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I did it though. The pirate fleet had a seven hour head start leaving Stone Snake but I got here before them. We already know the Wanderer is pretty unique. That's just one more thing to add to the list.”
Ali looked uncomfortable.
“When we get some time we really need to find out more about this ship. I know you're hooked into it but the things it can do... they just shouldn't be possible.”
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So we can catch them,” Sal said. “Then what? Can you force them out of jump space? Attack them while still in jump space?”
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Attack them, definitely. I was planning to do that on the way here. Reduce their numbers. But I decided it would scare them off. The ship can produce some weapons that will work in jump space.”
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Then the question is what do we do. Damage the ships? Destroy their engines? Maybe leave them stranded in deep space till their supplies run out or they repair the engines and their message still reaches the pirate base. Or do we destroy them. Make it clean?”
No one spoke for a time, each thinking through the options. Finally Jess spoke.
“There's no point in stopping them unless it's for good. We can be gone from here in next to no time so they can't catch us. But they'll know far more about what the Wanderer can do if those ships make it back to their base. I'm still not keen on killing. I hope I never will be. But those are the same people that launched the containers and would have left everyone in them to die. I won't enjoy it but I can do it.”
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I agree,” said Sal.
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Yes,” added Ali quietly. “So the question is how. Quick or slow.”
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For what they did here they deserve slow,” said Sal. “But this isn't about what they deserve. I don't care what they've done, I don't want to leave them to a slow lingering death. If we have to kill them it should be fast. Not for their sakes – for ours. I don't want to take even one step down the road of becoming like them.”
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Definitely. It needs to be fast. Jess? What do you think?”