Authors: Steven Pressfield
The Thebans laugh. “Then tell your father to go home!”
I indicate their camp. “Is this where your post will be tomorrow?”
“Perhaps. Where will yours be?”
Black Cleitus, it turns out, knows two of the fellowsâwrestlers, brothers, from the games at Nemea. They swap tales and catch up on the news. In the midst of this, a striking-looking officer of between forty and fifty years comes out on foot toward me. “Can this indeed be Philip's son?” he inquires with a smile. He was a friend to my father, he says, introducing himself as Coroneus, son of the general and statesman Pammenes. It was in Pammenes' house that Philip passed his term as hostage at Thebes. “Your father was fourteen and I was ten,” Coroneus relates. “He used to hold my head underwater and beat my buttocks.”
I laugh. “He did the same to me!”
Coroneus motions a handsome lad of twenty forward. “May I present my son?” It seems overformal to remain on horseback; my mates and I dismount. Can it be that we shall be fighting these splendid fellows with the morrow's sunrise?
Coroneus's son is named Pammenes, after his grandfather; a handsome lad in impeccable armor, half a head taller than his father. Sire and heir take station beside each other, fellow knights of the Sacred Band. “This is how we stand in formation,” declares the youth.
I discover myself fighting tears. The dagger at my waist is Toth steel encrusted with gems; its worth is a talent of silver. I address Coroneus. “My friend, will you accept this from me in gratitude for your care of my father?”
“Only,” he returns, “if you will take this.” And he gives me the lion's crest of his breastplateâof cobalt and ivory, inlaid with gold.
“What fine gentlemen,” says Hephaestion as we recross the field.
Here, for your education, Itanes, I must address a question that causes all young officers consternation. I mean the experience of empathy for the foe. Never be ashamed to feel this. It is not unmanly. Indeed, I believe it the noblest demonstration of martial virtue. My father did not. One evening, succeeding the victory at Chaeronea, I chanced to speak with him of this moment with the Theban knight Coroneus. Philip attended closely. “And what, my son, did your heart say in that hour?” He meant to tease me, I could see, not from malice, but to correct my ways, which he believed overly chivalrous. “Did you feel pity for those whom it was your charge to slaughter? Or could you turn your heart to flint, as men say your father does so well?”
We were home at Pella; the occasion was dinner with Philip's officers. These now fell attentively silent, turning toward me.
“I felt, Father, that since I was prepared to pay with my own life, so was I sanctioned to take the life of the foeâand that heaven took no exception to this bargain.”
Murmurs of “Hear, hear!” approved this. “Indeed,” my father observed with a laugh, “Achilles himself could not have answered more in the ancient spirit. But tell me, my son, how will Achilles of old fare in our modern era's corrupt and inglorious affrays?”
“He will elevate them, Father, by his virtue and by the purity of his purpose. And where he stands, even in this degraded latter day, shall be a noble world and uncorrupted.”
This I said, and meant it. What I did not offer aloud was something other. In that moment, as my father made trial of me before his officers, I felt my daimon, my inhering genius. It entered as a ghost enters a room. The sensation was clarity and unshakable conviction. I perceived, as never I had before, that my gift exceeded my father's by orders of magnitude. I seemed to look straight through him. He saw it. So did Parmenio at his shoulder, and Hephaestion and Craterus at mine. It was a moment between generations, one declining, the other in ascent.
What did my daimon offer in that instant of exchange of gifts with the knight Coroneus? He showed a sword with double edges: the first of empathy, communion, even love; the second of stern Necessity. “They are slain already”âso spoke my geniusâ“these gallant corpsmen of Thebes. In taking their lives, Alexander, you enact only that dance ordained before earth's foundation. Enact it well.”
All next day the armies jigger and rejigger. At dawn the Sacred Band is posted as a unit at the Thebans' extreme right. Six hours later I ride out; the Three Hundred are now distributed as a fore rank across the foe's center and left. This game is far from idle, for where the Sacred Band takes station will give away, as much as such posting can, the foe's overall scheme. My regiments rehearse countermoves, covering every contingency. Still no dispatch from my father. He has not yet sent the courier, stripping me of half my force. My spies in his tent report that word will come around midnight. I instruct my commanders to exercise all mounts lightly; no animal to be overwatered or overfed. The horses are strung tight, like we are; I don't want their bellies going sour. Toward dark, our outposts take two prisoners. Black Cleitus brings them in. I should pack them straightaway to Philip, and I will, but . . .
“Let me poke these birds, Alexander. I'll lay they've got a song in 'em.”
Cleitus is a true blackguard, sixteen years my senior and as arrant a rogue as my country, homeland of knaves, can produce. Later, in Afghanistan, he and Philotas (who would come to command the Companion Cavalry) were the only crown-rankers to balk at my example to crop their beards and take the clean-shaven mode I favored. Philotas refused out of vanity, Cleitus from loyalty to Philip. I could not hold it against him. Cleitus can fight. His balls are of iron. He was my father's First Pageâand loverâwhen I was an infant. It was Cleitus's honor to bear me to my naming bath; he notes this in public every chance he gets. I find this simultaneously irritating and amusing. Cleitus is an expert with dagger and garrote; the king has enlisted his services on no few occasions. Hephaestion considers him a thug; my mother has twice tried to have him poisoned. But he is so fearless, both in debate and on the field, that I find myself not only listening but genuinely liking him. Hephaestion and I will rue the casualties we must inflict on the Sacred Band. Cleitus suffers no such delicacy. He can't wait to get in there and start hacking off heads. That the enemy are better men than he only enlarges his pleasure. He is, as the playwright Phrynichus remarked of Cleon of Athens,
a villain, but our own villain.
We interrogate the prisoners for tomorrow's posting of the Sacred Band. Both swear that the company will hold down their extreme right, against the river. I don't believe them. “What trade do you follow?” I grill the elder. He claims he's a tutor of geometry, a
mathematicos.
“Tell us, then,” I say, “in a right triangle, what is the relation between the square of the hypotenuse and the sum of the squares of the other two sides?” A fit of coughing seizes the fellow. Cleitus prods him at sword point. “You wouldn't be an actor, would you, mate?” The younger man's curls look suspiciously perfect. “Give us a bit of
Medea
, you sons of whores!”
The Thebans would be mad to post the Sacred Band on their extreme right. If they do, I need only refuse my left to strand them high and dry. Can they swing across to the center from this position, leading their adjacent units like a closing gate? Not if I hold back a force of foot and horse, to take them from flank and rear when they try. I review this with Antipater, whom my father has assigned to me as mentor and adviser. “The Band will be center or left, Alexander, never right. Even the Thebans are not that thick.”
We rehearse till midnight. Afterward Hephaestion and I troop the lines. Chaeronea is famous for the herbs its farmers grow for the fragrance trade. The scent perfumes the valley, stronger with the night.
“Can you feel it, Alexander?”
He means the sense of something epochal.
“Like the taste of iron on the tongue.”
We are both thinking that this fragrant plain will, by tomorrow's noon, reek of blood and slaughter. I realize that my friend is weeping.
“What is wrong, Hephaestion?”
It takes him moments to reply. “It struck me just now that this hour, which is so immaculate, will never come again. All will have altered with tomorrow, ourselves most of all.”
I ask why that has made him weep.
“We will be older,” he says, “and crueler. We will have entered at last into events. That is a far different state from standing, as we do now, upon the threshold.” He draws apart; I see he trembles. “That field of possibility,” he observes, “which has opened out limitlessly before us all our lives, will by tomorrow's eve have narrowed and contracted. Options will have closed, replaced by fact and necessity. We will not be boys tomorrow, Alexander, but men.”
I quote Solon, that
He who would wake must cease to dream.
“Don't think so much, Hephaestion. Tomorrow is what we were born for. In heaven it may be different, but here, no man may gain except by losing.”
“Indeed,” Hephaestion concedes with gravity. “And will I lose your love?”
So this is what troubles his tender heart! Now it is I who tremble. I take his hand. “That, you can never lose, my friend. Here or in heaven.”
Two hours before dawn the courier comes: All officers assemble for final orders.
Philip's tent is bedlam, crammed in the dark not only with the marshals and brigade commanders of Macedon, horse and foot, but with the captains of the allied Thessalians, Illyrians, Paeonians, Thracians, and the other half-savage tribesmen, all of them blind-sozzled, and all, despite their brass and bluster, aquake with terror. War is fear, let no man say otherwise. And even these wild boars of the north feel Death's tread about them in the dark.
Where is Philip? Tardy as ever. His campaign tent is a patchwork appropriated from the commissariat; heaven only knows where the real thing went. The night has turned chill and gusty; the flaps buffet with a concussion that unnerves the grooms and Pages. Outside, the couriers' ponies balk at their pickets. Inside, cressets gutter in the gale. The generals know they are in for the fight of their lives this day, against the Thebans, who stand at their zenith, vanquishers of the Spartans, unbeaten over thirty years. At their shoulders marshals half of GreeceâAthenians, Corinthians, Achaeans, Megarians, Euboeans, Corcyrians, Acarnanians, Leucadians, braced up by five thousand mercenaries recruited from as far afield as Italyâall with the main forces of their armies and all fighting to defend sacred hearth and soil. Today will change the world. This clash will decide the fate not just of Greece but of Persia and all the East, for once Philip triumphs here, he will launch out of Europe into Asia, to overturn the order of the earth. Men and beasts shudder, taut as bowstrings. All are spooked, even colonels with half a hundred campaigns, while the younger captains chatter in the chill like colts.
At once comes the scrape of boots on the “cat step,” the portal fronting the picket lines. Into the midst strides my father. It is as if a great lion has padded into the tent. The hair stands up all over my body. At one beat, the mood catapults from trepidation to absolute assurance. Its signal is a sigh, a collective expulsion of breath. Every man knows, at once and without speech, that with Philip here, we cannot lose. My glance holds riveted to my father. What is fascinating is how little he does. He does not thrust himself forward. If anything, he holds back. The eyes of the commanders, even those of the great generals, track Philip as he works his way across the warped plank floor. He is gnawing one of those jerked-meat sticks the troops call a “dogleg.” As he enters, an aide hands him the briefing roll. He parks the dogleg between his teeth, wiping one hand on his cloak and the other on his beard. Parmenio and Socrates Redbeard, a colonel of the Companion Cavalry, move apart from the king's campaign chair; a Page angles it outward. My father does not advance to the head of the table and seize control of the council. Instead he drops like a sack of meal into his seat, more concerned with his greasestick, it seems, than with the fight to come. It is impossible to overstate the effect this insouciance produces. Philip glances up to Parmenio and, indicating the field plots and disposition sheets, speaks only these words: “My friend . . .”âas if to say, Forgive my tardiness, please continue.
Parmenio does. And here is another turn to note. Although the officers attend gravely upon this general's recital of the instructions of battle, his actual words matter not at all. The captains have been briefed and rebriefed; they know their assignments, buckle and strap. All that counts at this hour is the confidence in Parmenio's voiceâand the silent presence of Philip at his shoulder.
As for me and my orders, these are tolled with utter nonchalance. “Alexander's squadrons,” Parmenio pronounces, “will destroy the Theban heavy infantry on the left.”
The briefing concludes. My father invokes neither gods nor ancestors. He simply rises, tossing his greasestick to the floor, and glances to his comrades with an air of cheerful anticipation. “Now, gentlemen,” he says. “Shall we get to work?”
S
ix
CRATERUS
T
HE FOLLOWING ARE THE MEN AND UNITS
under my command at Chaeronea. Six squadrons of Companion Cavalryâthe Apollonian, Bottiaean, Toronean, Olynthian, Anthemiot, and Amphipolitanâtwelve hundred ninety-one men; with three brigades of sarissa infantry, the Foot Companions of Pieria under Meleager, of Elimeotis under Coenus, and the Argead regiment of Pella under Antipater, who is also in overall command of our infantry. Philip has taken my fourth foot brigade, of Tymphaea under Polyperchon. Of cavalry, my father has recalled to his own use the Royal Squadron and all five squadrons of Old Macedonia, about fourteen hundred, under Philotas. He retains as well for himself on the right and Parmenio in the center the Thracians, Royal Lancers, and the Paeonian Light Horseâin other words, all of the army's light cavalry.
Each of my squadrons of horse is at full strength, two hundred twenty-eight, except that of Torone, which is understrength at one ninety-seven, and Anthemos at one-eighty-two. Not a man has gone sick or injured. I take the Apollonian for myself, keeping its colonel, Socrates Redbeard, and combining the five others into two brigades of three and two, placing Perdiccas in command of the forward, which will charge with me, and Hephaestion at the head of the wing, which will hold back, as a force of threat, to fix in place the Theban right.
(Note please that the army of Macedon stood at full strength that day. We never did again. The force I embarked with for Asia was only half that in Macedonian elements, since a nearly equal force had to be left behind to garrison Greece. This day at Chaeronea, however, Philip brought the full wash. Save two squadrons of Companion Cavalry and two brigades of sarissa infantry still at Pella, we had every bat and bumper.)
My wing is completed by six regiments of hoplite infantry, allied Greeks of the Amphictyonic League, under Nicolaus, called “Hook-Nose,” to a total of nine thousand, and skirmishers to nine hundred twenty, hired archers of Crete and Naxos, free bowmen of Illyria, and, the linchpin of our forward line, three nineties of Agrianian javelineers under their king, Langarus. Our tally of horse and foot totals just under sixteen thousand, facing between nineteen and twenty thousand comprising the Theban right. Each of my officers is well known to me and has been since I was a child. I would march into hell with any. Here is a tale of my dear mate Craterus.
When I was sixteen my father left the Royal Seal in my care (with his senior general Antipater as regent) while he vacated the home country to prosecute sieges against Perinthus and Byzantium. At once I mounted a punitive expedition against the wild Maedi of Thrace, whom my father had brought into subjection four years prior but who, with their neighbors the Laeaei and Satrai, had seized upon this hour of his truancy to revolt. It was winter. I took six thousand under Antipater and Amyntas Andromenes. Craterus was twenty-seven. He had been charged with homicide, an affair of honor, and was, in fact, then in custody, due to face trial the day of our departure. From confinement he pleaded with me to take him. His family owned gold mines in the hills where I intended to march; he had spent summers there as a child and claimed to know the country. He would set his own neck willingly beneath the blade, he swore, if he failed to perform some exploit of valor.
We fought two battles, at the Ibys and the Estros, river crossings, and after a pursuit of two days and a night cornered the last forty-five hundred tribesmen, under their war chief Tissicathes in the great wooded pass between Mounts Haemus and Othotis. A savage blizzard had got up. The foe held the heights, which we must seize to overhaul his column. It was late afternoon; snow was dropping in heaps. I called Craterus to me.
“You say you know this country.”
“By Hades' iron balls, I do!”
He declared there was a gorge, one range to the west. It would deliver us in the enemy's rear by morning. He would need fifty men and four surefooted mules, two loaded with oil and two with wine.
“For what?”
“The cold!”
Two hundred volunteered. Many who today command armies first won their place in my heart that night. Hephaestion, Coenus, Perdiccas, Seleucus, Love Locks, others long dead. I left Antipater and Amyntas with the main force, with instructions to assault the pass at dawn. Antipater was fifty-nine; I was sixteen. He was beside himself with concern for my safetyâand of Philip's wrath if harm should befall me. I spoke to him apart, addressing him by the tenderest of Macedonian endearments. “Little old uncle, tomorrow morning nothing will stop me from being first to strike the foe. Better for all if I hit him from behind than from in front.”
The foot of the gorge took till nightfall to reach. Snow was barrel-deep on the animals. I had considered, respecting Antipater, sending Telamon up in command of the party, with Craterus to guide him, while returning myself to the main force. One look ended that. The climb was all ice and scree. If a trail had ever existed, it was buried beneath chest-deep drifts. A torrent plunged, filling the cleft with sleet, spume, and thunderous din. I knew I must lead in person. No one else possessed the will.
The party started up. The depth of cold surpassed description, made more excruciating by the dark and the drenching wet. Worse, a north wind the natives call the “Rhipaean” roared down the gap all night. We followed the cataract, ascending a chimney of loose stone and shingle, ice-slick in the moonless dark. Each time the company crossed the river, all had to strip naked, holding weapons and kit overhead to keep our clothing and footgear dry; otherwise we would have frozen to death. We crossed eleven times, compelled by the twists of the gorge. Oil ran out. We had nothing to rub ourselves down with. The men's limbs lost all sensation.
Craterus was tremendous. He sang; he told jokes. Halfway up, we came to a cleft in the stone. “Know what's down there? A wintering bear!” Craterus declared this sent by heaven. Before any could speak, he had seized a brand, a lance and line, and plunged in.
The men clustered at the den's mouth, blue to the bone. A count of a hundred passed. Suddenly out hurtled Craterus, as if shot from a catapult. “What are you waiting for, lads? Pull!”
He'd got a noose around the bear's foot. Now the beast himself spilled free. Still half in torpor, the poor fellow must have thought himself in a hibernian nightmare. Craterus had him lassoed, hauling to jerk him off his feet, while a score of us plied our lances from all angles. The bear would not go down. Each time he rushed, our mob scattered like schoolboys. Finally the weight of our numbers overwhelmed him. What cold? We were sweating. Craterus gutted the beast of fat; we greased ourselves head to toe. He cut shoes from the fur, hacked off the bear's crown and wore it on his head. Crossing succeeding torrents, he was first in and last out, assisting each man across. Rebundling on the far side, Craterus jigged and rubbed the fellows down with more bear grease while offering ditties of corrosive obscenity. Gold cannot purchase such a fellow. We would have died without him.
With dawn, we attacked from the heights in the enemy's rear and routed him. The regiments under Antipater and Amyntas swarmed up the pass. Dividing the spoils, I made Craterus lord of Othotis, pardoned him of all transgressions, and paid from my own purse reparations to the clan of the aggrieved.
Such was Craterus, forever “Bear,” who now in the dark before Chaeronea draws me aside to inform me that the men are suffering anxiety, in consternation over Philip's depletion of their numbers. “A word from you would mean the world, Alexander.”
I am no believer in prebattle speeches, particularly before senior commanders and mates I have known all my life. But this occasion may call for a point or two.
“Brothers, we will find no wintering bears between ourselves and the enemy.”
All tension dispels in laughter. Here in the fore rank are my comrades of that night, Hephaestion and Telamon, Coenus, Perdiccas, Love Locks, not excluding Antipater, who commanded the assault force that dawn, and Meleager, whose brother Polemon won honors that same day as a captain of heavy infantry. I go over again what we know we must do. It takes no time, so repeatedly have we rehearsed it.
“Let me underscore this only, my friends, in regard to the foe. It is not our place to hate these men or to take pleasure in their slaughter. We fight today not to seize their lands or lives, but their preeminence among the Greeks. With luck, they will fight at our sides when Philip turns for Asia and marches against the Persian throne.
“That said, let us hold this foremost in our minds: Defeating the Sacred Band is everything. No army ever won a battle when its elite unit was destroyed. And make no mistake: The Sacred Band's destruction is our task; it is the chore our king has set us.”
My fellows murmur. All hesitancy has fled. They are like racehorses stamping for the gate.
“But we must do more, brothers, than overcome the enemy by might. We must show him that we are better men. Let no one dishonor himself in victory. I will flay the man I catch taking prizes and make a garrison unit out of that squadron that loses its head to blood slaughter.”
Dawn ascends. The units move on line. Philip is no patient man. To the fore canters his standard rider.
We are away!