“How’s your scar tissue?”
It was a strange question, but he knew what Edie meant.
“It took a while, but I managed to exorcise the grief. Even the blind rage. Although I have yet to rid myself of the memories. Even now, after all these years, they cling to me like a guilty conscience.” A self-deprecating laugh escaped him. “Yes, I know, it’s a boringly tragic tale.”
“No, it’s not. Although it explains why you never have more than two drinks. Why you’re so secretive. Why you take such
care
with your emotions.”
And why their long-distance relationship suited him so well. The quiet comforts of his Paris flat provided an emotional safety net.
“While I learned to live after love died, the transition didn’t come easy.” Extending a hand, he smoothed a flyaway curl from Edie’s face. “Am I in danger of losing you?”
“I don’t scare easily.”
He smiled, relieved. Although he reveled in the solitude of living alone, he frequently missed Edie’s cheery companionship and irreverent humor. Those were the times when he ardently yearned for the pleasure of her company. He just needed more time.
“Come here.” Taking her by the hand, he pulled Edie into his arms. Bending his head, he kissed her, leisurely exploring the soft swell of her lower lip before thrusting his tongue inside her warm, sweet-tasting mouth.
Two packets of sugar indeed.
Edie moaned softly and swayed toward him.
“Good God!” Rubin bellowed from the open doorway where he stood holding a tray. “You’re at it again!”
They instantly broke apart, Edie’s shoulders shaking with barely suppressed mirth.
Caedmon glanced at the martini pitcher and three iced cocktail glasses on Rubin’s tray. “A bit early for that, don’t you think?”
“Nonsense. Never too early to celebrate renewed friendships.” Pronouncement made, their host proceeded to fill their glasses from the sleek Waterford pitcher.
Edie also seemed surprised by the choice of “refreshments.” “Silly me. I was expecting tea and crumpets.”
“Of course you were. No doubt served by Miss Moppet.” Rubin handed Edie a cocktail garnished with a sliver of lemon. “No maraschino cherries, no ridiculous paper umbrellas. The dry martini is a civilized drink, ‘the only American invention as perfect as the sonnet.’ ”
CHAPTER 45
“So this is what Shakespeare meant by ‘masking the business from the common eye,’ ” Marnie Pritchard complained aloud, frustrated. Squinting, she tried to bring the computerized spread sheet into clearer focus.
Still blurry.
Expediency trumping vanity, she opened the top drawer on the inlaid mahogany desk and snatched her prescription reading glasses. While Botox injections, monthly highlights at Daniel Galvin’s to cover the gray, and daily workouts at Gymbox kept Father Time somewhat at bay, there wasn’t much she could do about her deteriorating eyesight.
Oh, the vagaries of middle age.
Since Rubin was hopeless with numbers, she handled all of the financial accounts. Recently she’d computerized their outdated record system, Woolf’s Antiquarian having officially gone green. No more file cabinets full of dogeared vouchers and yellowing slips of paper. The boxed records were currently stacked in the upstairs stockroom awaiting pickup by one of those data storage companies.
Once again, she’d proved herself a model of professional efficiency.
Although in the nearly forty years that she’d known Rubin Woolf, she’d never had to prove herself to him. He’d always accepted her as is. No impossible expectations. No buyer’s remorse.
So different from her adopted parents, Rex and Lynda Pritchard.
When the pricey fertility treatments at the Swedish clinic failed to bring about the desired result, the barren couple returned to their native England. Whereupon they opted for the next best thing—adopting a blond-haired, blue-eyed four-year-old orphan named Marnie. A ready-made daughter. Old enough that Lynda didn’t have to bother with soiled nappies but young enough to still mold in their own image.
Or so they thought.
Imagine their surprise, and keen disappointment, when little Marnie turned out to be an introverted child, afraid of the dark, prone to screaming fits, and only able to speak in monosyllabic, barely intelligible phrases. Hardly the sort of child to make one beam.
Well, Lynda, darling, what did you expect? The child
was
named after a character in a Hitchcock film.
Fortunately for the Pritchards, they proved the fertility doctors wrong, Lynda giving birth to a scrunch-faced baby girl two years after the lamentable adoption. Soon thereafter the Pritchards began referring to Marnie as their
adopted
daughter, presumably to distinguish her from their biological pride and joy, the aptly named Felicity.
Relegated to second best, Marnie withdrew even more. Until she met her next-door neighbor Rubin Woolf. Five years older, he had funny hair that stuck straight up from his scalp at odd angles and wore thick Coke-bottle glasses that magnified his brown eyes, making him appear as though he were in a perpetual state of wide-eyed wonder. Like her, Rubin had a less-than-perfect family life. Without the buffers of adulthood to contend with, they immediately recognized each other for what they were, kindred spirits. Rubin, who had a precocious love of books, taught her to read. Soon they were performing Shakespeare plays in the back garden, complete with costumes and painted scenery. Her parents were delighted that “the little Jew boy” had managed the impossible. Although it didn’t escape Marnie’s notice that Mummy and Daddy still referred to her as their adopted daughter.
For the next five years, with her playmate Rubin at her side, Marnie continued to blossom. Until her parents realized that the little Jew boy had become a teenager who, they feared, had an unnatural attraction to eleven-year-old Marnie. In short order, calls were made, bags were packed, and before Marnie realized what was happening, she was shipped off to Cheltenham Ladies’ College. Where she spent the next seven years imprisoned at one of England’s finest boarding schools.
By the time she was paroled from college, she’d acquired a haughty manner and a biting sense of humor. The best armor a girl could have. Particularly a girl making her way in London. Five feet ten inches tall, and blessed with a fashionably thin frame, Marnie soon found work as a fitting model for the avant-garde designer Vivienne Westwood. The uninhibited excess of ’80s London—couture, clubbing, and cocaine—nurtured her inner wild child; Marnie running with a
very
fast crowd. But as the bright lights around her began to extinguish—an anorexic model friend dying from a sudden heart attack, a flatmate tragically discovering what happens to bad boys who share needles—Marnie became disenchanted with the glam life.
And just like that, she packed it all in.
Steering a new course, she finagled a position with a charity-events planner. It was at a fund-raiser for the St. Stephens AIDS Trust that she ran into her long-lost friend Rubin Woolf. The rapport was immediate. And strong. As though the decade just passed had come and gone in the proverbial blink. Except Rubin’s hair was now spiky all over and he’d traded the Coke bottles for an ultra-hip pair of I. M. Pei-style glasses. He mentioned that having inherited the family house in Stanmore, he’d promptly sold it, using the proceeds to open an antiquarian bookshop in Cecil Court. Would she like to work for him? He needed an educated assistant with a bit of flash to chat up the male clientele. Some of the more valuable volumes could fetch upward of thirty thousand pounds.
If he’d asked her to set sail on HMS
Bounty
, she would have readily agreed.
Rubin’s estranged lover, Regina, had always been a tad bit jealous of their relationship, mistakenly thinking it was a sexual attraction. Simply put, it wasn’t an attraction. It was a bond. Different kettle altogether. And the reason why they’d never once slept together.
Over the years she and Rubin had weathered many a summer storm—his prostate cancer, her decade-long affair with a married man. Weight gains. Lost friends. Shaky finances. Lost faith. He held her hand when she’d had the abortion. She was at his side for the annual PET scan. They cried for the one and celebrated the other.
She and Rubin had now been together longer than most spouses stay married.
Admittedly there were times—usually when she saw a couple like Peter Willoughby-Jones and Edie Miller who, if not bound for happily ever after, were on track for a few good years—that she regretted the path not taken. She’d never married. She had no children. Had never even owned a dog.
From Blitz kid to woman of a certain age. Proverbial blink.
“You mustn’t brood. It’s not allowed,” she chastised.
Hearing the shop bell merrily tinkle, Marnie yanked off her reading glasses, stowing them in the desk drawer. Her movements well practiced, she stood up and smoothed a hand over her chin-length blond bob. She then checked her Jil Sander sheath for any stray pieces of lint, Rubin’s bit of flash ready to take the stage.
The customer stood at a bookcase, his back to her. She quickly sized him up. Hugo Boss jacket. Black leather messenger bag. John Varvatos calfskin boots. Not their typical customer.
“Good afternoon. Just browsing or are you looking for something specific?”
He slowly turned in her direction. “I’m looking for a volume of love poems.”
My God, he’s beautiful.
Like a young Johnny Depp. And that accent. To die for.
“Perhaps you should try the public library,” she retorted. Uncharacteristically snippy, she suspected it had something to do with the fact that she was old enough to be the beautiful young man’s mother.
And that realization incited a tumult, the kind she hadn’t experienced since childhood, suddenly hit with a burst of gut-twisting insecurity. Twenty years ago she would have taken great delight in making this beautiful young man beg for her phone number.
On your knees, boy.
Proverbial blink.
The beautiful man took several steps in her direction. He came to a standstill less than an arm’s span from where she stood. Blatantly invading her personal space.
He winsomely smiled. “I’m too transparent, I fear.” “Absolutely see-through.” Even as she said it, Marnie wondered at his game. He’d just transmitted a sonar-strength vibe wrapped in a come-hither smile.
But why?
Could it be that he was one of those men who actually preferred older women?
At that thought, she felt a small dribble of confidence.
“You do know that you’re an angel.”
“Ah, yes. ‘May she grow in Heavenly light,’ ” Marnie flippantly replied.
His smile broadened. “You took the words right out of my mouth.”
“I very much doubt
that
.” Particularly given the fact that she’d quoted the Cheltenham school motto.
“Dine with me this evening.” He stepped even closer.
“Please.”
Marnie finally deigned to return the smile, her confidence fully restored.
“Perhaps.”
CHAPTER 46
“Now that I have plied you with strong spirits, perhaps you will reveal the true purpose of this delightful but unexpected visit.”
“Right.” Cocktail glass in hand, Caedmon strolled over to the window. Peering down at Cecil Court, he sighted a few late-afternoon shoppers browsing at the book carts.
All quiet on the western front.
“Do you happen to have a laptop computer handy?” he asked over his shoulder.
If Rubin was surprised by the request, he gave no indication, wordlessly trudging to the court cupboard in the foyer. From where he stood at the window, Caedmon could hear a cabinet door squeak on its hinge. A few moments later, Rubin returned with a computer in tow. Shoving several volumes aside, he made room for it on the bed.
“I assume you want me to boot up?”
“If you would be so kind.” Deciding to plow right into it, Caedmon said, “In the year 1307 the Knights Templar, fleeing the auto-da-fé, sailed to the undiscovered New World where they established a colony in Arcadia, Rhode Island.”