The Neighbor (38 page)

“What happened to you?” D.D. asked.

“Walked into a wall.”

“With both sides of your face?”

“I hit it twice.”

She arched a brow at him. He remained steadfast. What were they gonna do, throw him in jail for being bruised and battered?

“I want it on the record we didn’t do that,” Miller said.

“Define
we
.”

“Boston PD. We haven’t even called your sorry ass down to the station yet, so definitely, whatever wall smacked your face, it wasn’t us.”

“I believe your wall prefers Tasers, so no, it wasn’t you.”

That retort didn’t win him any friendship with Miller, but then again, Jason was pretty sure Miller already thought he was the guilty party.

“When
did it happen?” D.D. pressed, obviously the smarter of the two. “We saw you after Hastings’s attack. No way Ethan did that kind of damage.”

“Maybe I just take a while to bruise.”

She arched a brow again. He remained steadfast. He could do this dance all day long. Come to think of it, she probably could, too. They were soul mates that way. Destined to piss each other off.

He missed Sandy. He wanted to ask his wife if she was really pregnant with his child. He wanted to tell her he’d do whatever she asked, if only she’d give him a second chance to make her happy. He wanted to tell her he was sorry, especially for February. He had a lot to be sorry about in February.

“Sandra knew what you were doing,” D.D. stated.

He sighed, took the bait. “What was I doing?”

“You know, on the computer.”

Jason wasn’t impressed. He’d already guessed that much from Ethan Hastings. They were gonna have to hit him with something bigger to get his attention.

“I’m a reporter. Of course I work on the computer.”

“Okay, let me rephrase that: Sandy found out what you were doing on the Internet.”

Slightly more interesting. “And what exactly did Ethan tell you I was doing on the Internet?”

“Oh, it wasn’t Ethan.”

“Excuse me?”

“No, we haven’t spent the morning with Ethan. We talked to him last night, and the boy told us a couple of interesting things, including that he introduced Sandra to his uncle, who is a certified forensic computer examiner with the Massachusetts State Police.”

“We’ve been analyzing your bank records,” Miller volunteered now, “so we know it wasn’t gambling. That leaves kiddie porn and/or adult cybersex. Why don’t you just do yourself a big favor and set the record straight? Maybe, if you cooperate with us, we can help you.”

“I didn’t do anything wrong.” Jason said it automatically, his mind racing ahead, trying to see the angles. Sandra had somehow zeroed in on his middle-of-the-night activities. When? How much had she figured out? Not everything, or she wouldn’t have needed Ethan Hastings. But a trained forensic computer examiner. Shit. A state police expert with access to a genuine computer crime lab …

“We have your computer,” D.D. spoke up, continuing the full court press. “Being computer savvy yourself, you know we can find everything. And I mean everything.”

He nodded vaguely, because she was right. With the forensic tools that existed these days, he should’ve run over the family hard drive with his truck, ground the components into smithereens, then tossed the plastic bits into a commercial-grade furnace, then blown up the entire furnace room. Only way to be safe.

He wanted to bolt to the
Boston Daily
offices. Grab his old computer and desperately run his own forensic diagnostics. How much had Sandra discovered? How many layers of his safeguards had she managed to unpeel? The chat room blogs? Financial transcripts? The MySpace page? Or maybe the photos? God, the photos.

He couldn’t go back to the
Boston Daily
offices. He couldn’t risk touching that computer ever again. It was over, done. Best bet, grab the lockbox from the attic and get himself and Ree over the border into Canada.

D.D. and Miller were staring at him. He forced himself to exhale loudly, to appear deeply disappointed.

“I wish my wife had mentioned this to me,” he told them.

D.D. gave him a look, clearly skeptical.

“I mean it,” he insisted, going with the role of injured party. “If she’d only mentioned her fears, her concerns, I would’ve been happy to explain everything to her.”

“Define ‘everything,’” Miller stated.

Jason went with another sigh. “All right. All right. I have an avatar.”

“Say what?” Miller asked, glancing at his partner, stroking his mustache.

“An avatar. A computer-generated identity on a website called Second Life.”

“Oh, give me a fucking break,” D.D. muttered.

“Hey, four-year-olds have ears,” Jason admonished, pointing toward the front room, where no doubt Ree remained in full TV coma.

“You don’t have an avatar,” D.D. said darkly.

“Sure I do. I, uh, logged on to the website as part of a story I was working on. Just wanted to check things out. But … I don’t know. It’s a cool place. Much more intricate than I ever imagined. Social. Has its own rules, customs, everything. For example, when you first log on, you begin with a basic body, basic wardrobe. Well, hell, I didn’t know anything so I just started going into various bars and stores, checking things out. I noticed right away that none of the women would talk to me. Because I was still in the basic wardrobe. I had ‘newbie’ written all over me, like the transfer student in high school. Nobody likes the new kid, you know. You gotta earn your stripes.”

D.D. gave him that skeptical look again. Miller, on the other hand, appeared interested. “You stay up all night pretending to be some other person on a computer-generated social site?”

Jason shrugged, stuck his hands in his pockets. “Well, it’s not the kind of thing a grown man wants to admit, especially to his wife.”

“What are you in this Second Life place?” Miller asked. “Rich, handsome, successful? Or maybe you’re a busty blonde with a thing for bikers?”

“Actually, I’m a writer. Working on an adventure novel that may
or may not be autobiographical. You know, a man of mystery. Women like that.”

“Sounds like who you are here,” D.D. said dryly. “Don’t need to log on to the web for that.”

“Which would be exactly why I didn’t tell Sandra. Are you kidding? She works all day, then watches Ree every evening while I cover local events for
Boston Daily.
Last thing she wants to hear is that her husband returns home at night to mess around with a computer game. Trust me, not the kind of spousal conversation that’s gonna go over well.”

“So, you felt a need to keep it secret,” D.D. stated.

“I didn’t mention it,” Jason hedged.

“Oh yeah? So secret you purged the browser history every time you went online?”

Damn, Ethan and the computer guy had taught Sandra well. “I do that as a reporter,” Jason answered smoothly. It occurred to him that he lied just as easily as Maxwell Black. Is that why Sandra had married him? Because he reminded her of her father?

“Excuse me?”

“I purge the browser history to protect my sources,” Jason said again. “It’s something I learned in journalism school, class on ethics in the computer age. In theory, I’m supposed to work only on my laptop, but the family desktop is more comfortable. So I have a tendency to do my online research there, then transfer over the information. ’Course, my family computer isn’t protected from search and seizure”—he gave them a look—“so I purge the history files as standard operating protocol.”

“You’re lying.” D.D. was scowling, looking deeply frustrated and about five seconds away from hitting something. Probably him.

He shrugged, as if to say there was nothing else he could do for her.

“What journalism school?” she asked abruptly.

“What school?”

“Where’d you take this ethics class?” She made “ethics” sound like a dirty word.

“Oh, that was years ago. Online course.”

“Give me the name,” she pressed. “Even online colleges keep records.”

“I’ll look it up for you.”

She was already shaking her head. “There was no course. Or maybe there was once, but you weren’t Jason Jones back then, were you? From what we can tell, the Jones name only reaches back about five years. Who were you before then? Smith? Brown? And tell me, when you get a new name, does the cat get one, too?”

“Don’t know,” Jason said. “Cat’s only three years old.”

“You’re lying to us, Jason.” D.D. was out of the chair, walking closer, as if proximity would rattle him, make him blurt out answers he didn’t have. “Avatar, my ass. Only second life you have is right here and now. You’re running away from something. Someone. And you’ve gone to a lot of trouble to cover your tracks, haven’t you? But Sandra started to figure it out. Something tipped her off. So she brought in Ethan, and Ethan brought in the big guns. Suddenly, you have the state police very interested in your online activities. How badly did that frighten you, Jason? What the hell is so terrible, it’s worth killing your wife and unborn child?”

“Is she really pregnant?” Jason whispered. He didn’t mean to ask that. But he waited for the answer anyway, because he wanted to hear it again. Wanted to feel it again. It was an exquisite pain, like someone filleting his skin with a boning knife.

“You really didn’t know?”

“How long? I mean, she seemed a little under the weather. I thought she had the flu…. She never said anything.”

D.D. seemed to be contemplating him. “Can’t tell how long from a pregnancy test, Jason. Though you can be sure we’ll be DNA testing it. I’m curious if you’re the actual father.”

He didn’t answer. He couldn’t. Because for the first time, he was connecting another dot. “The computer expert—” he began.

D.D. looked at him.

“—did he come to the school?”

“That’s what he says.”

“During school hours?”

“Nah, Thursday night basketball games.”

And he could tell from the look in D.D.’s eye, she was thinking the very same thing—all along, he’d argued Sandra was too busy with Ree to have a lover. But Sandra had found a way to have a
rendezvous after all. Thursday nights. Every Thursday night. His wife had gone to the school and met with another man.

“What’s his name?” Jason’s voice ticked up a notch. Another weakness he was helpless to call back.

D.D. shook her head.

Then, out of nowhere, his next random thought for the day “What kind of car does the computer expert drive? Is it state-issued?”

“Tell me your name, Jason Jones. Your
real
name.”

“Have you spoken with Aidan Brewster? Asked him what he saw Wednesday night? You need to talk to him about the car. Ask him for more details about the car.”

“Tell us what you were doing on the computer, Jason. Tell us what you’re so desperate to hide.”

“I’m not!” he insisted, feeling anxious now, feeling trapped and frantic. He was down to a matter of days, maybe even hours. They needed to listen, they needed to consider. His daughter was at stake. “Look, according to you, a state computer expert has been working with Sandra to examine the family hard drive. Obviously, he didn’t find anything, or you wouldn’t be here pestering me. Ergo, I don’t have anything to hide.”

“What happened to your secret life as an avatar?”

“It’s the state computer guy,” he tried again. “You need to look at the state computer guy. Maybe his relationship with Sandra was more than professional. Maybe he wanted her, and he’s the one who grew jealous when she wouldn’t leave Ree.”

“Don’t you mean when she wouldn’t leave you?”

“I didn’t harm my wife! I wouldn’t take Ree’s mother from her. But this state guy, what would he care? Or Sandra’s father, Maxwell Black. Did you know he just won an
ex parte motion
to have visitation with Ree? Basically, Max has come all the way up here
not
to assist with the search efforts for his own daughter, but to begin a custody battle for his granddaughter. He couldn’t do that if Sandra was around. He wouldn’t have grounds. But with Sandy missing, with me as the primary suspect … Don’t you think that’s pretty damn convenient for him? As in maybe too convenient to be purely coincidence?”

D.D. just stared at him. “This is your defense? The one-armed man did it? I thought you had your sights on the local pervert.”

“I’m not sure Sandra knew him.”

“I see. So her own father and the computer expert she enlisted to investigate your online activities make much more sense.”

“And don’t forget Ethan Hastings.” He knew he was digging a hole, but couldn’t seem to help himself. “Thirteen-year-old boys have done worse.”

“Oh really? So which is it, Jason? Aidan Brewster, Ethan Hastings, Wayne Reynolds, Maxwell Black? Or maybe the Tooth Fairy’s guilty.”

“Wayne Reynolds?” he repeated.

D.D. flushed, realizing too late that she’d given away the state computer technician. She clipped out, “You’re lying to us, Jason. You’re lying about your identity, you’re lying about your computer activities, you’re lying about your whole damn life. Then you turn around and claim to love your wife and only want her back. Well, if you really love the woman so badly, start leveling with us. Tell us what’s going on here, Jason. Tell us what the hell happened with your wife.”

Jason gave the only answer he could. “Honestly, Sergeant, I have no idea.”

| CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE |

It began with a single meeting at the basketball game. Ethan had an uncle who was a certified forensic computer examiner; Ethan brought him to the game to meet with me.

Wayne Reynolds was not what I expected. In my head, computer technicians looked more like
Revenge of the Nerds
and less like crime show TV stars. Wayne’s burnished red hair was slightly untidy, his tie askew. The rumpledness only added to his appeal, gave him a disheveled charm that made you want to smooth his collar, brush away the loose strands of hair from his forehead. He was tall and athletic while at the same time touchable. Highly touchable.

I spent the entire forty-five minutes of our first conversation with my hands fisted by my sides so I didn’t do anything that would embarrass me.