Read The Last Dream Keeper Online
Authors: Amber Benson
“My name's Evan. What's yours?”
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After school, both Arrabelle and Evan had found themselves drawn into a new world, one neither of them had known even existed. They'd been shown their talents and conscripted into the world of the covens, and though it had come as a surprise to them both, each having grown up oblivious to the idea of magic existing, they'd both accepted their strange, symbiotic fates and never looked back.
This was how Evan had ended up in the Pacific Northwest on an island only reachable from the mainland via ferry, far removed from everything and everyone he'd ever known. It was this separationâArrabelle hundreds of miles away in Los Angeles, a city she'd never in a million years expected to call homeâthat had ultimately made it impossible for their friendship to become anything more.
In her heart, Arrabelle had hoped their relationship might change, that Evan would start to think of her as more than just a friendânot that he'd ever given her a reason to suspect this was even an option. He'd never once let on that he needed or wanted to share his life with
anyone
.
The announcement over the loudspeaker letting everyone know the ferry was about to dock broke into her thoughts.
Arrabelle stood up, leaving the railing and the gentle sway of the sea behind as she followed the others back to where the cars were parked. She found her rental easilyâit was the cleanest car thereâand slid into the driver's seat.
The camper in front of her started its engine, and Arrabelle did the same. She took the few moments of wait time before they could disembark to program Evan's address into the GPS. She wasn't really worried about getting lost. It was a small island and she thought she'd be able to find the house without too much trouble. Still, she liked using the GPS because she appreciated being told where to go.
She followed the line of cars as they proceeded out onto the dock, turning up the defroster as the windshield began to fog up, obscuring her view. She tried to stay present as she drove, not letting her mind drift into the past as she rolled through the quiet island streets. It was a cute fishing village with rows of clapboard houses. Painted in shades of cream and blue and brown, they'd each seen their share of the powerful storms that seasonally broke across the island.
She turned right and the downtown stretched out in front of her. It consisted of about fifteen small stores and restaurants, and a gas stationâall probably catering more to the tourist trade than the year-round residents. She wished she could pretend to be one of the summer people. No agenda, no responsibility, no stress . . . just vacationing in a beautiful place and enjoying herself. But her reason for coming to the island was the opposite of relaxing. She was here to find Evan and Niamh, the girl whose journal he'd sent her. She needed to see him, to make sure he was okay . . . or not.
Only then could she get her sanity back.
The GPS called out directions in its feminine monotone, and Arrabelle did as she was told, turning onto one tiny street after another until the voice announced they'd reached their destination. She pulled the car over and parked on the street but didn't get out. She needed to collect herself before she went in. She
hadn't seen Evan in so long that the whole thing felt absurd. How could you share so much with another human being and then one day they were gone? Or, at least, they weren't there for you in the same way anymore.
There was a knock on the car window and Arrabelle jumped. She turned to find a painfully thin girl with long brown hair standing just beyond the glass. The girl's pale face was coated in a spackling of light brown freckles. Dark circles bit into the skin beneath her emerald and gold-flecked eyes, her cheekbones sharp as blades. Grief had cut deep hollows into the girl's face, and her oversized plaid shirt hung from her bony shoulders and fell across a shapeless chest.
Arrabelle turned the car back on and rolled the window down. The girl shook her head.
“You're Bell.”
It wasn't a question.
“Yes.”
“He said you'd come.” The girl circled around the front of the rental car, eyes searching the woods and houses around them, looking for what, Arrabelle had no idea. “I'll take you.”
The girl reached for the door handle, but then her head popped up like a cork, her behavior almost animal-like. She reminded Arrabelle of a doe whose soft brown ears twitched at the first sign of a predator lurking in the shaded woodlands.
She must've heard something,
Arrabelle thought, and watched the girl crane her neck warily.
Arrabelle rolled down the passenger window.
“Get in, Niamh.”
The girl stood frozen, hand on the door handle, too keyed up to pay attention to Arrabelle.
“Niamh, I read your journal. I know it's you. Get in the car.”
No response.
“Please?” Arrabelle addedâand this seemed to break the spell. The girl turned back around, eyebrows pinched together.
“Did you hearâ” she began, but at that very moment there was a
crash
from the tree line.
Niamh screamed, her fingers scrabbling for the door handle. Arrabelle was out of the car in a shot, racing toward the sound, all thoughts of personal safety forgotten. She crossed into the grass beyond the sidewalk, eyes scanning the trees, but it didn't take long to discover the source of the sound.
The man was a giantâand like the humanoid creature that had attacked Arrabelle and her coven the night before, his skin was like melted plastic, burnt shoulders and chest covered in ropy scar tissue that looked even more grotesque in the daylight.
The creature wore no shirt, just long pants covered in excrement and dirt, their bottoms shredded after roaming the woods like an animal. His face was a ruinationâno real features, just a gluey approximation of a human being. She didn't know how he could see. His eyeballs protruded from the ruined skin around the orbital cavities of his skull like two glassy-white marbles. His gaze flicked back and forth between them before finally settling on Arrabelle, who was closer to him.
“What do you want?”
He didn't respond, but a wicked grin stretched across his face. And then something strange happened. She felt him inside her head, placing his thoughts into her mind:
âThe girl. They want her.
Arrabelle shuddered as the words slithered around inside her brain.
“You can't have her,” Arrabelle said to the creature.
“What's happening?” Niamh asked, frightened by the one-sided exchange.
“He's a telepath,” Arrabelle murmured, without looking at her.
âI don't have any business with you, blood sister. Go and I will let you live.
“Let me live?” Arrabelle almost snorted. “Fuck you. You're the one who better be worried about your life, my friend.”
The man's body shook, and Arrabelle realized he was laughing.
“Get in the car,” Arrabelle said, turning to Niamh.
“Butâ”
“Just do it,” Arrabelle said over the girl's protests.
Niamh stood there a moment longer than Arrabelle appreciated, but finally she gave a nod and headed toward the car. Arrabelle heard the door open, the shocks squeaking as the girl climbed into the passenger seat.
“Close it and lock the doors,” Arrabelle called back to her, glad the windows were still down. “Turn on the car, key's in the ignition, then roll up the windows. If he kills me, get the hell out of here and go to Los Angeles. My coven will take care of you. You know my address, right? The place where you sent the journal?”
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw the girl nod.
“Good. Now promise me you'll do it.”
Niamh nodded.
“Say it,” Arrabelle demanded, her eyes locked on the creature as he took a step toward her.
“I'll do it. I promise,” Niamh called back to her.
And with the promise extracted from the girl, Arrabelle removed her long down jacket and dropped it in the grass. Steeling herself for a beating, she took a deep breath and ran for the giant.
“I
don't know,” Daniela said, turning back around in her seat to look at Lyse. “They're still whispering together like they're plotting something.”
Lizbeth had not taken well to being told what to doâand maybe it was true, the old Lizbeth would've been bullied into submission without comment, which obviously wasn't good. But damn if this new and improved Lizbeth wasn't just a pain in the butt to deal with. It would've been easier to handle her confrontational attitude at a time when they didn't need to work so closely together. When splintering into hostile factions might be the end of them.
Daniela intimated as much to Lyse, who was sitting beside her. They'd boarded their flight a few minutes earlier, and now they were waiting for the attendant to close the cabin door so they could take off.
“So, yeah, is it just me, or is she like a different kid now? One that talks back and doesn't listen?”
Lyse frowned, her blue eyes serious as she finished strapping
on her seat belt. She sat back, resting her head against the foam headrest.
“Well, I don't think she's a kid anymore. Something happened to her back in Elysian Park,” Lyse said. “Whatever it was. She's stronger now. She's not locked away inside herselfâand I think it's necessary. For what's coming next.”
Daniela had never heard Lyse speak so plainly before. It was refreshing, made her feel for the first time that Eleanora hadn't been wrong in her choice. That she'd made the right decision to hand the leadership of the coven over to her granddaughter.
“Okay,” Daniela said, watching one of the hot flight attendants stride past her, leaving the scent of white jasmine in her wake. “I'll chill out and not take it too personally.”
“There's nothing to take personally,” Lyse said, and closed her eyes. “Lizbeth is going to do what Lizbeth wants. It's the coven's job to protect herâeven when she's being difficult.”
“I think I liked her better before she grew a pair of cojones.”
Lyse laughed, opening one eye to look over at Daniela.
“You are a truly unique individual.”
Daniela grinned.
“What can I say? I try.”
Lyse smiled at this and closed her eyes again, her face relaxing. Daniela got the message: Lyse was done talking. Leave her alone and let her nap.
Well, so be it,
Daniela thought. She turned around in her seat and looked back at Lizbeth and Weir, who were a few rows behind them. She wished they didn't look so chummy.
After the night they'd just had, Daniela was hyperaware of everything and everyone around her. She hated having an opponent she couldn't see, and it was even harder to wrap her head around a group like The Flood. She had no idea what their goals were. They seemed hell-bent on eradicating the covens and had chosen draconian tactics to do it. Their methods were straight out of the Dark Agesâwitch burning, anyone? As far
as Daniela was concerned, a real man or woman came at you with both fists up, ready to give as good as they got.
Too bad there were so many more cowards in the world than stand-up people,
she thought as the plane finally taxied and took off.
She did not feel good about this excursion to Italy.
She'd been in Rome the last time she saw her mother. Those precious few hours she'd spent with Marie-Faith before she'd died, they'd wandered the streets of the very city to which Daniela was heading. She didn't know how it would feel to be back there so soon after her mother's death. It wasn't a trip she would've taken, but duty called. And now with Lizbeth behaving so strangely, she was starting to feel even more uptight about the excursion.
Daniela closed her eyes and let her mind wander.
Her thoughts returned to her mother. It was an automatic response, this slippage of time, and it was impossible to control. Given half a second, she would find herself sliding back into childhood, her brain free-falling into the past. There was nothing she could do about it. Ever since she'd learned of her mother's death, it had become an addiction.
She opened her eyes again, fighting the urge to disappear down the rabbit hole. She stared at the tiny television screen embedded in the seat in front of her. She turned it on, not bothering to plug in the headphones she'd found in the seatback pocket. It was some reality show with a series of forgettable men trying to date an overplasticized woman who giggled like an idiot at anything/everything they said to herânot that Daniela could hear the woman's laugh. She could just tell it was terrible by the way the woman's face and mouth hardly moved an inch.
Her mind drifted back to Thomasâwho, presumably, was still tied up in the Mucho Man Cave. He was right about the hybrids. This was something she and her mother had spoken of, and, afterward, Daniela had been sworn to secrecy on the
subject. When she thought back to the days before Lyse's arrival, her gloves had always been more than sufficient protectionâbut now she didn't trust herself around anyone.
Lyse was definitely the cause of Daniela's empath problems . . . but she was also the most alluring thing Daniela had encountered in a very long time. It was tough, seeing her with Weir and knowing he would be the winner were there ever to be any question about where Lyse's affections lay.
She sighed and looked past Lyse to the window, the scenery slowly beginning to change below her. She didn't want to do this, didn't want to play protector to an ungrateful kid. What
she
wanted was to go back in time to when her mother was still alive and stay there. She never wanted to let Marie-Faith go.
When Lyse lost Eleanora, it was Daniela who understood her pain the best. She knew what it felt like to be untethered and at loose ends, unsure of who or what you were anymore, or where you belonged. Unlike Daniela, though, Lyse could access her grandmother whenever she wanted because Eleanora had chosen to stay behind and become a Dream Walker.
Marie-Faith had not made the same choice. Obviously. Or Daniela would've encountered her mother again by now. But she did have something that eased her feelings of loss. A secret weapon that kept her from feeling completely alone:
Desmond Delay.
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Desmond requested she not say anything to the others about their meeting. She'd agreed, deciding not to tell
him
that she'd been forbidden to talk to anyone outside her inner circle.
After all the craziness of the Releasing Ritual and then packing for the trip, meeting Desmond before she left meant that Daniela got very little sleep. Instead of resting, she found herself sitting at a sparkly red Naugahyde booth in a twenty-four-hour diner on Sunset, unopened menu on the cracked Formica table in front of her.
A mug of steaming hot coffee found its way to her, and she loaded it up with cream and sugar, ignoring the raised eyebrow she got from the hipster waiter when he realized she wasn't going to be taking off her gloves.
“You're here early.”
She looked up and smiled. Desmond Delay took the seat opposite her and set his lion-headed cane against the edge of the booth. He looked more like a kindly old grandfather than a powerful member of the Greater Council, all white hair and craggy face, hazel eyes tired and sadâbut he truly was a man to be reckoned with, exhaustion and kind eyes aside.
Desmond removed his gray fedora and set it on the seat beside him. He smoothed his hair, then rubbed at the salt-and-pepper scruff on his chin, a thoughtful expression on his face.
“So we're leaving today.” She opened with the obvious, the thing she knew he would be most curious about.
“All right,” he replied, ignoring the waiter, who was lurking nearby waiting to take their order. “Tell me more.”
He pushed the menu away and rested his elbows on the tabletop, giving her another weary smile. Daniela leaned forward, her voice hushed.
“I think you know who I mean . . .”
He pursed his lips, then nodded before speaking.
“Ah, so Marie-Faith sent you here to protect her,” he said, his tone so soft that at first, Daniela wasn't sure she'd heard him right. “I should've realized.”
“I know that my mother confided everything in you,” Daniela said. “When I saw her in Rome . . . before she died . . . she let me know what I'd be getting into. I wish I'd asked her more, but I didn't know it was the last time I'd ever see her.”
It hadn't been her intention to let her emotions get out of hand, but there she was, sitting in a brightly lit diner at five
A.M.
, crying like a baby. She didn't want to do this, so she picked up her paper napkin and dabbed at her eyes, trying to control herself. It was being with Desmond, one of her
mother's oldest friends and a trusted compatriot within the highly political fishbowl of the Greater Council, that made it impossible for Daniela to hold on to her composure.
“No tears, my dear,” Desmond said. “That's not what Marie-Faith would want to see.”
He didn't reach out to touch herâhe'd known her since she was a small child and was well aware of her powersâbut he removed a monogrammed white handkerchief from his navy wool peacoat pocket and offered it to her. She took it, grateful for the small kindness. Not being able to use your hands to touch the ones you loved made these tiny gestures of affection extremely important to Daniela.
“Sorry,” she said, and blew her nose. “I just . . . it's still difficult, you know?”
Desmond nodded.
“I miss her, too,” he said, and beckoned the waiter over to their table, so that Daniela could have a few moments to collect herself.
The young waiter yawned, then pulled out his pad of paper expectantly.
“You need to eat,” Desmond said to Daniela. “You look worn out.” He turned to the waiter: “Two omelets, bacon, hash browns, and toast. Coffee for me. That's all, please.”
Dismissed, the waiter skulked away like a dog with its tail between its legs. Daniela laughed.
“I don't know why everyone is always so intimidated by you. You're the sweetest man I know.”
An omnipresent fixture in her adolescence, Desmond was like the father she'd never known. He was the person she went to when she fought with her mother, or when she needed to talk about something private . . . something no one else would understand. He was a great listener, and he never judged herânot even when she came out to him. He merely shook his head and said: “Of course. I've known this about you for a very long time.”
If he didn't have her heart before that moment, he had it forever after.
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As they ate, she told him everything, and all the emotions that had been trapped inside came rushing out.
“And then when the call came, I didn't know what to do,” Daniela said, absently stirring her coffee with a battered aluminum spoon. “It didn't seem real. I couldn't process it, and I was stuck here in L.A., a part of a coven that didn't know me or trust me. I felt so lost. The only saving grace was Eleanora. She and Mom had been friends for ages, and I remembered her from when I was little. So she wasn't a stranger, at least.”
Desmond set his fork down and pushed his plate away, finished with his meal. Daniela didn't think he looked well. He seemed exhausted, and the way he pushed his food around his plate, barely tasting any of it, gave her the impression that there was something wrong.
“I'm sorry. I've been babbling at you this whole time. How are
you
? I feel like I haven't really talked to you in such a long time.” They hadn't spent any real time together since right after her mother's memorial serviceâand she'd been in such a daze, barely been functioning.
“I'm the one who should apologize,” Desmond replied, sitting back into his seat. “There's been so much to do in your mother's absence . . . but I should've come sooner, regardless.”
“Well, you're here now,” Daniela said, pushing the eggs to the side of the plate, where they disappeared into a wall of uneaten ketchup and hash browns.
“Just so you know, I was part of the splinter group your mother created to find and protect the last Dream Keeper. I'm pleased she saw fit to bring you into our confidence,” Desmond said, and smiled. “Of all the people in my life, I consider you to be my family, Daniela. That I can trust you and
work with you as a peer has been one of my greatest joys. Thank you for your honesty in all things.”
Daniela returned his smile. “Well, I figured you couldn't be frank with me until I was frank with you. How could you have known my mother had brought me into her confidence?”
“She spoke of doing so,” Desmond said. “But then . . .”
He chose not to mention Marie-Faith's death again.
“She told me about the hybrids, but not what it was The Flood wanted with them,” Daniela said, shattering the silence that hung between them.
Daniela watched as the sun began to coast over the horizon. It wasn't as dark outside as it had been and she felt exposed, worried that maybe one of her blood sisters would walk past the large plate-glass window. See her betrayal.