The Firefly Effect (14 page)

“No. I don’t get down this way as often as I’d like. I was only here twice over the summer this year. Leah and my mom spend more time here than I do.”

“Leah said one of your friends trashed the place,” I suddenly recall.

“She told you that?” I feel his shoulders shake as he laughs. “I wouldn’t exactly call the guy a friend. He was my intern. When he found out I had a place near the beach, he begged me to let him and some of his friends stay here over spring break. Probably a bad move on my part, I admit, but if you know my sister you know she has a habit of blowing things out of proportion. They did kinda leave the place in a mess, but it wasn’t nearly as bad as she makes out. Nothing was damaged or anything. She just likes to overreact.”

Sounds like Leah, all right. In the short time that I’ve gotten to know her, I’ve noticed she has a tendency to exaggerate. Which probably explains how I ended up renting a house that wasn’t technically even hers. Next time I see her, I think I will be hard put not to strangle her.

“Are you sure it’s okay with you that I’m staying here?” I feel guilty, even though it wasn’t really my fault. But he did say he doesn’t come here that often, so he shouldn't have a reason to be put out by my presence here. At least, that’s the way I see it.

“That...” Lifting my chin with his fingers, he glides his thumb across my lips. “...is a silly question.”

I know he's going to kiss me even before he does, but knowing doesn't lessen the electrifying effect. Funny, I've read and even written about women being rendered weak in the knees by a single kiss, but I always thought that was just flowery prose to inspire the illusion of maudlin romance. A wishful fantasy. Bullshit, to be more precise.

Nobody's ever made me feel weak in the knees before.

Until now.

His tongue is doing things to my mouth that I swear I can feel all the way down to the most intimate parts of my body. Teasing and tasting, devouring me. I'm instantly wet with a surge of primal need as I practically melt into him. His arms tighten around me, and I’m grateful for the support because I think my muscles have all turned to slush.

I want him.

I want to run my hands over every inch of his body, stroke it, squeeze it, lick it. I want to feel him submerged deep inside me. I want him to fill that pulsing ache that he is responsible for igniting. I want him to throw me on the bed and bang me against the headboard until I have a concussion.

That’s right. I want Shane the Pain to fuck me into a coma. I’m not even trying to deny it.

Grabbing my backside with both hands, he pushes his erection against me and I moan from someplace deep in my throat, aroused by the validation that he wants the same thing.

“Well, Felony…” He flicks out his tongue to taste my lips one last time before whispering, “…are you ready to make up for lost time?”

Lost time.

Warning bells resonate in my head, tolling ominous reminders of the past. Of my college days. Of deadly mistakes made by a young and naïve girl. I can’t be that oblivious, not again. Not with someone I haven’t seen in years. I knew little about him back then, and even less now. And I can’t help but wonder – why is he here? Why did he come, and why did he stay? Is it really because of the storm?

“Wait.” Pressing my hands against his chest, I plead breathlessly, “Wait a second. Hang on. This is…we need to get something straight first.”

“We do, hm?” He blazes a trail of kisses across my cheek before taking my earlobe between his teeth and nipping it gently. “All right. What is it we need to iron out and how fast can we do it?”

“I just…I need to make sure you realize, this is just sex. Nothing more.” The words sound cold and harsh, even to my own ears. But I can’t retract them. It had to be said. “I mean, I don’t want you to feel like I led you on in any way. You know? I’m not interested in any kind of…uh, anything more right now. So I just wanted to make sure you knew in advance. Before this goes any further. Once you leave here, we go our separate ways and that’s the end of it. Okay?”

Raising his head, he tilts it to one side like a curious puppy. Even in the dark, I can make out the strange look he’s giving me. “I see.”

“I just wouldn’t want to lead you on in any way.”

“Yes, I believe you said that already.” Maybe I’m wrong, but his voice sounds almost amused. Why? Does he find the possibility of a relationship with me absurd? I guess I should be relieved that he doesn’t seem offended. Shouldn’t I? Damn him – he confuses the hell out of me without even trying!

Some things never change.

Thinking I may have sounded too blunt, I make a nervous attempt to backpedal a bit. “If I came off sounding like a bitch, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to get all defensive. But I think it's only fair that I be totally up front and honest with you, so–”

“So you wanted to make your position crystal clear,” he cuts me off. “I get it. Your message has been received and noted. Thank you for your candor.”

Shit. He’s either mad or he's teasing me, but I’m damned if I know which.

One of his hands strays down to leisurely adjust the bulge in his jeans. I guess he isn't mad.

“Just for future reference, you should know that I have my own policies regarding honesty.”

“Oh?” My eyes drop to the erection that's straining to be set free.

“Mm-hm. And right now, to be perfectly
honest
, all I want to do is fuck you raw. So unless you have any more objections…” Abruptly he lifts my sundress up and over my head, removing it in one swift motion. “…what say we concentrate on making you come again?”

Holy
hell!

Standing in front of him in nothing but my lingerie, I shiver as his words send a shock of adrenaline through me. His fingers are already sliding their way down the front of my panties and then he’s touching me there, right
there
, and I think my knees might buckle any minute from the decadence of those tiny strokes. Clutching his taut upper arms, I bite my lip in an effort to hold back a whimper of pleasure.

“Is that a yes?” His lips form a knowing smile.

Oh, God...

My barely-clad boobs hitch in a quick gasp, and I suddenly realize that I had stopped breathing altogether.

His fathomless eyes are watching me intently. “Let me hear you say it this time. Tell me yes, Melanie.” Two fingers work their way down to invade my slippery wetness before curving inside me. “Say yes for me.”

“Oh, fuck –
yes!
” I’m practically panting already. “Yes!”

“Are you sure…?” he teases, wiggling his fingers tantalizingly against my g-spot. I swear if he doesn’t stop that right now, I’m going to start humping his hand like a dog.

Instead, I stealthily unsnap his jeans and lower the zipper. The head of his cock is already peeking out the top of his jockeys, and I circle a finger lightly over the silken tip, wetting it with his own arousal. It twitches against my hand, and he makes a noise that sounds almost like a growl.

Ha! Two can play this game.

“The question is, are you?” I whisper against his neck.

“Baby, you’re about two seconds from finding out.”

He pulls his hand away long enough to slide my panties down while I hastily unhook my bra and cast it aside. Taking a few steps back, I sit on the edge of the bed, watching with hungry eyes as he undresses. His body is beautiful.
He
is beautiful. I think he knows it too, because he carries himself with a confidence that I seem to be lacking.

He always has.

“Lie back for me, sweetheart.” Pushing gently against my shoulders, Shane leans into me for another deep kiss as I recline against the soft comforter. My knees are bent, both calves dangling over the side of the bed, his hard-on pressing warm and solid against my belly.

Sweet mother of Neptune, this feels so good…

Squirming impatiently beneath him, I nip at his bottom lip with a groan of frustration. I need him inside me
now
.

The corners of his mouth quirk up as he grinds his cock against my aching sex. “Is this what you want?”

Dumbest. Question. Ever.

“You know it is.”

“Mm…I don’t know. I think I should make you work for it.”

“Don’t make me send you to the hospital with a foot up your ass, Dr. Becker,” I threaten him, half-seriously.

“Shh…” Tapping a finger against my lips, he lowers his head to bite one of my nipples ever so lightly with his teeth before sucking.
Hard
. Almost hard enough to hurt, sparking a bizarre tingle of pleasure that teeters on the threshold of pain. Every time he tugs on it with his mouth, I can feel a corresponding throbbing between my thighs.

On the verge of hyperventilating, I reach behind his head to free his hair from the elastic band. I want to feel those silky strands caressing my skin. I’ve never known a guy with such long hair – not that I’ve been with more than a handful of men to begin with – and the foreign sensation is incredibly erotic.

I weave my fingers through it, pulling his head close as he shifts his attention to the other breast. The feeling is growing so intense, I’ve almost reached the point of begging him to stop when his mouth finally releases its hold on me.

“Don’t move,” he whispers, licking and nibbling his way down my belly. Between kisses, he tells me, “You. Taste. So. Damn. Good.”

He’s kneeling between my legs now. I want to sit up, but he did ask me not to move so I gaze up at the ceiling instead. What is he doing? Is he going to…

Oh.
Yes. Yes sirree, he most certainly is.

Merciful God in heaven…

My trembling fingers are laced in his as his tongue slowly circles my clit, and I feel my thighs start to quiver when he sucks gently. How can he be so good at this? I’m close already, so divinely close, and when he teases the hypersensitive spot with a series of quick flicks, that’s when I come undone.

“Uuummmmm…” I clutch his hands in a death grip, riding wave after pulsating wave as he brings me to heights of ecstasy I never knew existed. “Shane…”

With one last kiss between my legs, he produces a condom from out of nowhere – he must’ve had it tucked away in his jeans – and rolls it on before towering over me again. The ends of his hair tickle my bare skin, and when he claims my mouth I can taste the flavor of my own body on his tongue. There is something hedonistically delicious about it.

He pushes his thick cock into me slowly, and I wrap my legs around him with a blissful moan. Oh,
yes
…I’ve been thinking about this all day, not to mention most of last night while I was tossing and turning. And it was definitely worth every minute of insomnia.

“This what you wanted, baby?” His eyes are hazy with desire, and the way he’s looking at me makes my heart flutter.

“Yes…” I whimper.

“You like to be fucked hard? Hm? Is that what you want?”

I’m not sure what to make of the dirty talk, but the way my body is responding it can’t be a bad thing. “Yes, please…”

He throws my legs over his shoulders and pushes deeper, so far inside me I almost expect to feel him in my throat.

“This doesn’t hurt, does it?”

“No.” It almost does, but I don’t want him to stop. I love the wild, lustful expression on his face. I love knowing I’m the one who put it there. Whatever else happens, in this moment right now, it’s me that he wants. I am his fantasy, and he is mine.

He slides in and then recedes in an agonizingly slow rhythm, his eyes never leaving mine. “Do you have any idea how many times I jerked off thinking about doing this to you?”

I suck in my breath, aroused by the image. “You did?”

“Damn right I did. All the motherfucking time.” He starts to pick up the pace, his strokes growing quicker and more forceful. “Ah, sweetheart, you feel like heaven. I always knew you would.”

“Mm…Shane…”

“You feel this, baby? This big, horny cock – it’s all for you. Been waiting for you all these years. You fucking remember that.”

Gripping my ankles, he thrusts harder and faster, slamming into me again and again and again, giving me just what I asked for, fucking me hard, harder, and
oh my God,
no way, I’m about to come again – that’s never happened before, never…

I cry out some garbled endearment – even
I
don’t know what the words mean – and the sight of me climaxing again must send him over the edge because he’s coming too, breathing “
Fuck,
yes!
” between clenched teeth as he pushes against my thighs and succumbs to his violent release.

He surrenders my trapped legs and for a moment, as we lie limp and spent, the only sounds are our breathing and the rhythmic whir of the ceiling fan. Through the patio doors I can still see the fireflies as they continue with their mating ritual.

Lifting his head, Shane glides a hand through his hair to brush it back, then slips out of me and reaches down to remove the condom. “Hey there,” he says, smiling at me.

“Hi.” I smile back, almost shyly.