Take the Long Way Home (11 page)

I repeated the last line out loud, and then I started shaking. My
hands curled into fists. Enraged, I ripped the plaque from the wall and
threw it across the store.

“Fuck you,” I shouted. “Are you walking with me now? Are you carrying
me? Why did you do this to us? What’s the point? Were you really
behind it? So this is the Rapture, huh? You called your followers home
and left us sinners behind. Why? Because Charlie was gay? Because I’m
a Jew? Because Frank didn’t believe in you anymore? Bastard!”

I waited for a divine lightning bolt to come down and strike me, but
it didn’t. There was no thunder. The lights didn’t even flicker.

“I’ll walk my path alone,” I whispered, thinking of Gabriel.

It had gotten darker outside—which seemed impossible given what
time of night it was. I walked out of the store, and looked around for
Charlie, Skink or the mysterious Gabriel, but there was no sign of them.
I hoped that Charlie was okay, that he’d gotten away or had enough sense
to hide. Maybe he’d find some help, find the cop, and come back. Maybe
not. It didn’t matter. He was my friend, but I couldn’t wait for him.
Not anymore.

Craig was missing, along with several million other people. Hector
and Frank were dead; Frank gunned down by skinheads and Hector
with a pipe through his face. Charlie was gone, and Skink was still on
the loose. And if all of this wasn’t enough, a weird black guy was following
me up the highway, changing knives into snakes and skinheads
into pillars of salt.

And Terri wasn’t answering the phone.

I headed north, sticking to the side of the road. I’d gone about a
half-mile when I found Charlie. He was lying in a ditch. He’d been shot
twice, in the stomach and the lower back. Despite his wounds, he was
still alive. Nearby, in the driveway of a darkened house, stood another
pillar of salt. Skink.

“Hey.” Charlie coughed, grimacing. “What took you so long?”

“Jesus Christ.” I knelt beside him, staring at the damage. “Don’t try
to move, man.”

He grinned. “Couldn’t move if I wanted to. I can’t feel anything
below my neck. Kind of glad for that, to be honest.”

He started to cry. I patted him.

“Oh Charlie…”

“Don’t worry. Like I said, I can’t feel a thing.”

“What happened?”

He stopped crying and coughed again. His chest rattled and black fluid leaked from the
corners of his mouth.

“That fucker came after me. Figured I’d run this way and lose him,
then double around back and check on you and Frank. How is he?”

I shook my head.

“Damn,” Charlie croaked. “He turned out to be an okay guy. I liked him.”

“Charlie, what happened to the skinhead? Did you see? Was it
Gabriel?”

His eyes clouded. “Who?”

“Gabriel. The guy from the wreck. The one who caught me.”

Charlie smiled. If he heard my question, he gave no indication.
Instead, he reached out and clasped my hand.

“Got a joke for you. A Jew, a Polack, and a homo are on their way
home. Who gets there first?”

I squeezed his hand. “Charlie, don’t. Listen to me, man. I’m gonna
get help.”

“Go find Terri, man. Get home.”

“I can’t just leave you here.”

“Bet I get home before you do.”

His chest rose then fell. It did not rise again.

I cried then, shuddering as huge, overwhelming sobs wracked my
body. I leaned over and touched my forehead to my friend’s. I cried for
Charlie and for Frank, for Hector and Craig and everybody else. I cried
for Terri. I cried for myself.

I shuffled north again, still crying. I kept to the side of the road,
walking through fields and yards rather than on the pavement itself.
When I looked down, I realized I was trekking through mud. I glanced
behind me.

There was one set of footprints in the mud. Mine.

I walked on, alone.

I continued up York Road for a few miles until the darkness and the silence got to be too much for me. By then, the fires from the plane crash had faded beyond the horizon. Eventually, I cut across the fields and back onto the interstate. There was a steep hill ahead of me, and my leg muscles cramped as I climbed it. Still I pressed forward, gritting my teeth and trying to ignore the pain. It wasn’t until I’d reached the top that I realized I was crying again. I wiped my nose on my sleeve, and blinked the tears away.

Another cramp shot up my leg, paralyzing it. Screaming, I collapsed to my knees in the middle of the road. Sharp pebbles jabbed through my pants and I reopened the cuts on my hand, but I didn’t care. I knelt there, my blood and tears flowing freely.

I didn’t notice the station wagon until it was right behind me. I looked up and shielded my eyes from the headlights’ glare. The motor purred softly. The vehicle rolled to a stop just a few feet away. I heard the whir of a power window being lowered.

“Are you okay, son?”

I stood up, wiped my eyes, and approached the driver’s side door.

A bald man, probably in his late fifties or early sixties, leaned out the window and smiled at me.

“Are you alright?” he asked again. “Do you need help?”

9

“I—I need a ride. I’m trying to get home to my wife.”

“Where do you live?”

“Shrewsbury. It’s the first exit in Pennsylvania.”

Smiling, he motioned the passenger door. “Certainly. I pass it every day. Hop in. I’m going as far as Harrisburg.”

I rounded the vehicle and opened the door. For a brief second, I had misgivings. After everything else I’d been through tonight, and some of the people I’d met, I wondered if it was smart to climb in a car with a stranger. But the pain in my legs came back, and I thought again of Terri and my unanswered phone call. I got inside, pulled the door shut, and settled into the seat.

The man put the car in gear and pulled away. “Lucky for you I wasn’t speeding. I might have run right over you. What were you doing in the middle of the highway?”

I swallowed, trying to catch my breath. “It’s been a rough evening.”

“Yes.” He nodded, staring at the road. “It has indeed.”

I covered my mouth with my hand and coughed. My throat felt like it had been rubbed with sandpaper, but the pain in my legs was dissipating now that I was sitting down.

“Are you thirsty?” he asked, sipping from a plastic travel mug.

I nodded.

“There’s a small cooler behind you. I keep drinks in the car so I don’t have to stop. Saves me money and time. Help yourself. There should be some bottles of water inside, or soda if you prefer.”

“Thanks.” I turned and found the cooler, and got a bottle out. The water was ice cold and refreshing, and soothed my raw throat. “I really appreciate this.”

“My pleasure.” He stuck out his right hand. “Reverend Phillip Brady.”

“Steve Leiberman. Thanks again, Reverend. Can I offer you some gas money or something?”

“You can offer it, but I won’t accept. It’s really no problem. I’m going right by your exit. I volunteer in one of the soup kitchens down in Baltimore, and commute from Harrisburg. I come this way every day.”

I whistled in appreciation. “That’s a long drive.”

“It’s what the Lord wants.”

“What God wants, God gets?”

He frowned slightly. “That’s not quite how I’d put it, but I suppose so. It’s what God expects of me.”

I laughed, long and hard. The preacher looked shocked, and immediately, I felt embarrassed and worried that I’d offended him.

“Sorry, Reverend. I’m not laughing at you. It’s just, with all that’s happened today, all the disappearances, I was pretty much convinced that the Rapture had occurred. Seriously. If you could have seen some of the things I’ve seen tonight… I was really starting to get scared. But now, after meeting you, I know otherwise. It’s not the Rapture. Whatever it was that happened today, whatever took all those people, it wasn’t that.”

“Actually, I think it
was
the Rapture.”

“But you’re still here and you’re a man of God. Look, I’m Jewish and I don’t pretend to understand the whole thing, but my wife and her parents were Christian, too. I thought that when the Rapture occurred, all the Christians were called up to Heaven or something? That’s what my in-laws always said.”

“Not at all. In fact, I imagine that this Sunday the churches around the world will be filled to capacity. We’ll see more people in church than ever before.”

“But that doesn’t make sense.”

“Being a Christian isn’t enough. There are still plenty of believers who’ve been left behind. Just like myself.”

I shook my head. “I don’t understand.”

“How about a quick lesson?”

“Okay.” I glanced out the window and saw the exit for Gunpowder Falls flash past. Had I been on foot, it would have taken me another hour to reach it. Instead, it had taken five minutes. The last thing I wanted was a sermon, but I’d sit through one if it got me home to Terri sooner.

Reverend Brady took another sip from his travel mug. “‘For the Lord himself will come down from Heaven, with a loud command, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God, and we who are still alive will be caught up together in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And so we will be with the Lord forever.’”

I didn’t respond. I wanted answers, not Bible quotes.

“Sorry,” the Reverend apologized, as if reading my mind. “That’s from Thessalonians. Talking about a great event. The Rapture is that event—God’s calling up millions of His believers to Heaven. It’s a prelude to the Second Coming of Christ, when Jesus comes back to rule over all. I’m sure that, like everyone else, you heard the trumpet blast that preceded today’s events?”

I nodded. “That’s really what it was?”

“In First Corinthians, the apostle Paul states that in the twinkling of an eye, the last trumpet will sound and the believers in Christ will be called home. That’s what happened today. Those who were born again, meaning they’d accepted Christ as their Lord and Savior, disappeared.”

“Where did they go?”

“Heaven.”

“But not you. And I saw others today, too: priests and nuns and people with those stupid Jesus-fish bumper stickers. We saw a guy preaching on the hood of his car, right in the middle of the interstate. If God took all of his followers home, why did He leave people like you behind? Aren’t you pissed off about it?”

“No, I’m not angry.” Reverend Brady smiled sadly. “But you’re absolutely right. I am still here. It’s my fault. And that breaks my heart, because I know what’s coming next. I know what the next seven years will bring.”

“I still don’t understand. If this is the Rapture, then why aren’t you among the missing?”

“Because I lacked belief. One of the most famous verses in the Bible is, ‘For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son; that whosever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life.’ Jesus died for our sins, but in the last few years, I’ve lost touch with Him.”

“You didn’t believe?”

“No,” he whispered. “I didn’t. When you’re a pastor, whether you want to or not, you become the clearinghouse for your congregation’s gossip. Every single day, I’d overhear the worst—their darkest secrets, the things they didn’t think anybody else knew. I was exposed to their most base, animalistic natures. Adultery. Abuse. Sexual depravity. Drug addiction and alcoholism. Gambling. Theft and deception. One of our lay speakers embezzled over thirty-thousand dollars from his employer. Our church secretary poisoned her neighbor’s dog because it wouldn’t stop barking. Our youth pastor was engaging in a sexual relationship with his own fourteen-year old daughter.”

“And they told you all this?”

He shrugged. “Sometimes. Often I’d hear it from others. But sometimes they’d tell me themselves. Unlike the Catholic Church we don’t require confession, but they’d confess to me anyway, looking for guidance. Looking for somebody to assure them it was okay, that God still loved them. And I’d do that. I’d remind them that God forgives all, and they’d promise me they’d do right from now on—and then two months later they’d be right back at it again.”

He sighed. The radio played softly. In the soft glow of the dashboard lights, he looked older than I had assumed he was.

“I grew resentful. Not only of them, but of God, too. How was I supposed to be a shepherd, how could I guide them and teach them to live as the Lord wanted, when they filled me with such revulsion? I hated them for it and, eventually, I began to hate God as well. I was just going through the motions. But my congregation was still counting on me. Not all of them were bad people and I couldn’t let them down. So I stood up there in the pulpit every Sunday, and I preached the good news, told them about the Lord, and lent them the power of my belief. And all the while, deep down inside, I lacked the faith of my convictions. I didn’t believe.”