“I’m going to come.” I moan lifting my head up.
“This will be the first of many.’ Emily states as she moves her fingers in and out of me.
Gabriel scoots away from me and then brings his head underneath me. He begins to suck on my breasts adding to my pleasure. I begin to moan as the pleasure gets more intense. My breathing gets heavier and my body becomes rigid and begins to shake.
“Just let it go.” Emily whispers and at her words I come undone. The room goes dark and all there is, is pleasure; I’m moaning and calling Emily and Gabriel as I orgasm. I don’t feel Emily behind me and I don’t feel Gabriel anymore. My body relaxes and Gabriel and Emily are beside me as I lay down. They hold me as I recover and stroke my body. I feel hands all over me and it comforts me. I gather myself and begin to kiss Gabriel, Emily lays over my body and strokes Gabriel’s penis.
I tell Gabriel to stand up and Emily and I stay on our knees I put Gabriel’s penis in my mouth and take him in as deep as I can, and then out. I turn to Emily, “Your turn I say.” She does the same as me. We both take turns sucking on Gabriel’s penis, sucking longer each time we get him.
“Take it you dirty sluts.” Gabriel moans breathlessly.
We both suck harder and faster. I place my hand under his sack and begin to massage his balls. Emily moves a hand around to his butt and begins to finger him. Gabriel moans.
“I’m going to come.” He moans.
“Come on our breasts.” I offer, and push them together, then and Emily and I both reach for his penis, we move our hands up and down his shaft until he finds his release. He moans as he comes and I feel his warm release spread across my breasts. I look at Emily and she has his juices on her breasts too.
I tell Emily to lie on the floor. She lies down and I finger her. She moans as I rub her clit with my thumb and stroke her inside. I move my other hand up to her breast and play with her nipples. I feel Gabriel behind me and feel his penis enter me. I gasp as my vagina feels full. He begins to bounce me in and out of him and I stroke Emily faster. I move my head down and begin to lick her clit as I stroke her. I feel her body become rigid and her breathing gets heavier. Gabriel thrust harder and I feel myself begin to build again. I suck Emily’s clit, and she begins to grab the carpet with her hands, and then she lets go. She screams her orgasms. And Gabriel quickens his pace with me. He moves his hand to the front of my vagina and strokes my clit as he thrusts. I feel warmth spread throughout my body Gabriel sucks on my neck, and I let go; orgasming and collapsing on top of Emily.
Emily tells me to lie down and we repeat the process, except Emily is fingering me now and Gabriel is penetrating her. I feel Emily stroking me and playing with my nipples I see Gabriel behind Emily staring at me. We lock gazes as he thrusts into Emily. Emily sucks on my clit and I feel pleasure spread through my body again. I imagine Gabriel on top of me, and my breathing gets heavier. I start to build again. Soon I’m coming again, and Emily is too. She lies down next to me, and Gabriel lies down on my other side. I feel exhausted but I get back up, I start to sit on top of Gabriel, but he stops me.
“Hold on.” He orders. He pulls a condom off and finds a new one. He rips the package and rolls the condom onto his penis, and then he pulls me towards him. I sit on top of him and he penetrates me. I look over at Emily and she’s watching us and masturbating.
“You’re so tight.” He whispers. I sit up and slide him in and out of me; closing my eyes and enjoying his lenght. I begin to bounce up and down on top on him and he holds my breasts with his hands. I’m moving faster and faster and I feel myself build again.
“Not yet.” Gabriel commands. I slow down my pace and let Gabriel enjoy me for a while. Gabriel begins to bounce underneath me, making me move faster.
“Keep going,” He coaches “Don’t stop.” I move faster and I begin to build again; Gabriel’s breathing gets faster.
“I’m going to come with you,” Gabriel moans. We move faster meeting each other thrust for thrust, and then I find my release. I call out Gabriel’s name and I hear Gabriel saying mine. I collapse on top of him and he holds me tight. My eyes are heavy and I fall asleep in his arms.
Ryan
Chapter Twelve
Daddy
T
he phone rings on the other end. I’m at the police station, making my one phone call. I still feel tipsy, but not as bad as I felt before I threw up all over the police officer’s shoes. I got hit with the club over that one. I wasn’t looking forward to the phone call I have to make, but at least I know my dad will help me out. He’s always been there for me when I’ve gotten myself in a pinch.
“Hello?” I hear my dad’s voice on the other end
“Dad, I’m in trouble.”
“Ryan, this isn’t a good time.” My dad says, “Phil, come back to bed,” I hear a muffled voice in the background “Karen, this is important.” My dad says in a hushed voice. “Out with it.” My dad says to me, “And makes it fast.”
“I’ve been arrested.”
“Why?”
“I got drunk, and got into a fight.”
“Did you start it?”
“Yeah.”
“Is the other guy with you?”
“No, they let him go.”
“Why did you fight him?”
“He was kissing Crystal.”
I hear dead silence on the other end. “You still haven’t told her.” My dad finally says.
“Well I did, but I don’t think she understands. She knows I was drunk.”
“What are your charges?”
“Public intoxication, resisting arrest, and property damages.”
“No assault charges?” my dad asks sounding surprised.
“No, for some reason he didn’t want to press charges.”
“Well, that’s a relief, one less person to deal with.”
“So you’re going to help me?”
“Yes. I’ll be up there soon and get you out.”
“Thank you so much dad!” I say I feel so relieved.
“Where are you going?” I hear Karen ask my dad. “I have something I have to take care of.” He says. “You know I can’t wait, I have a time limit and you better pay me full price.” Karen says “Of course, besides I’m your best customer.” My dad chuckles.
“Dad, I have to go, the warden is giving me the death stare.”
“Okay. I’ll be there soon.”
“Have fun with Crystal’s mom.” I say and hang up the phone, not giving him a chance to respond.
The warden takes me by the arm and locks me in a cell. Just like my dad to be out with Karen, he’s not very secretive about it, but Crystal doesn’t know. I remember the day I first found out about their affair. I was twelve and came home early from school. I used to pilfer through my parents drawers looking for stashed money. There was a game out that I wanted to buy. I walked into my parent’s room, and there was my dad balls deep in Karen’s pussy. He yelled at me and told me that I was to never go into their room again without being invited. Once he calmed down, I asked him what he was doing with Crystal’s mom. I’ll never forget his words as long as I live. “Son,” He said placing his hand on my shoulder, “There are two kinds of women in this world. Ones you can’t trust but are easy to fuck and ones you can trust, but are hard to fuck. Karen is the first kind. She’s a conniving manipulative liar, but she’s a good lay and ready any time. You mother is smart and honest, but I have to work hard just to see her naked. So instead of jumping through hoops just for sex, I decided to take care of it my way, the easy way. Karen will never say no.” I didn’t say anything to my father. I sat there in silence on the bed next to him. Finally he stood up, patted me on the back and handed me a hundred dollar bill. “Don’t tell anyone.” He told me. I snatched the bill out of his hand and ran off to the store to buy my game. I kept his secret, and in a way I learned from him. I learned that there are girls that are just there for sex. Kelly is one of those girls; she would be useless without her pussy. But Crystal, she was someone I could trust; she was someone that I cared about.
I hang my head as I think about her. Any chance that I had of being with her has been completely blown. Why did I have to punch Gabriel? I could have walked out of the coffee bar and Crystal never would have known I was there. After all this time and effort I’ve put into trying to get Crystal to like me. I’ve blown it. I try to imagine what my life will be like. She’ll be with him and I’ll be the person she talks to about him. I’ll be the person that she’ll cry to when he breaks her heart, and I’ll be the person to put her back together again, like I’ve had to do after that douche banged her and left her. Crystal never deserved that. But I got the bastard back. I got him busted for possession of drugs. One of the many perks for being the son of the head of the DEA. I would do anything for Crystal, she just doesn’t know it. There’s something about her that makes me want to do better and try harder. I decided to go to college with her, because I thought that maybe it was my chance. Maybe she would finally see me as Ryan, the man who loves her, not Ryan the friend. I guess I fucked that up. How do I fix it now?
I’m tired. It’s been a long night and I have a lot on my mind. I stretch out on the cot in the cell and close my eyes. I don’t know when my father will be here, but I know he’ll come through for me. He always does.
Chapter Thirteen
Freedom
C
lang Clang Clang.
I jolt awake and look around. “Your bail’s been posted, sunshine.” The warden says and opens the door to the cell.
I smile, “Took him long enough.” I followed the warden up to the desk I was checked in at. “You might want to check your phone, it’s been going off like crazy.” The lady tells me as she hands me a bag of all my personal things that were confiscated. “Thanks, I will.” I tell her and walk out the door. My dad’s car is waiting outside for me. I hop in, “Thanks dad,” I say and close the door.
“You have court next week.” He tells me looking through my paperwork.
Shit, I think to myself, that’s the last thing I want to do. “Can’t we do something about that?”
“Well, I’ve talked to the coffee shop and they accepted my offer. I’ll have to wait and see who your judge is before I can help you with the rest of the charges.” He starts the car and drives out of the parking lot.
“I’m sure I’ll be able to get off.” I’m hopeful, my dad knows a lot of people and chances are he can convince the judge with a little bit of cash.
“I’m not so sure I want you to get off easy.”
I looked at my dad surprised by his answer, “Why is that?”
“Ryan, you were reckless and stupid. I shouldn’t have to come in and clean up your messes. I expect you to not mess up in the first place.”
“It was a mistake. I know I shouldn’t have hit that guy, but I couldn’t help it.” I apologize; maybe if I sound genuine enough he’ll be more willing to help me.
“Only you can control your actions. Maybe if you weren’t so sexually frustrated you would be able to see straight and not do stupid shit like this.”
“Dad, it’s not sexual frustration.” I can’t believe he went there.
“I thought all of this was about Crystal.”
“It is.”
“So you want what you can’t have, Ryan, I’m sure there are plenty of girls who want you.”
“It’s not that, dad. I have someone who wants me; she’s just not the person that I love.” Flashes of last night come to mind, I remember blurry images of Kelly naked at the party.
“Kelly?” he asks glancing at me, then returns his focus on the road.
“Yeah.” I wonder how he was able to realize that it’s her so quickly.
“Are you fucking her?”
“Yeah.”
“So what’s the problem.”
“I think I’m in love with Crystal. I’ve tried to not love her, but, I don’t know. It’s more than wanting to have sex with her. I want to be there for her too.” I can’t believe that I’m having to explain this to my father. He of all people should understand, after all he’s the one who taught me.
“So do something about it.”
“I don’t know what to do, and after last night I’m not so sure she’ll want to see me or talk to me. I was a real jerk last night and I wish it never happened.” I don’t remember punching Gabriel, but my face remembers the fight, it still stings, and I imagine it’s bruised; I haven’t had the chance to look at myself yet.
“That’s why you need to learn to control yourself. Do you think it’s easy to keep Karen hidden from your mother? It takes careful precise planning and a lot of control.”
“I know dad, I’m trying.”
“Well try harder. It would be nice to not be the one to clean up your messes.”
“I know, I’m sorry, but I do appreciate it. Where are you taking me?” I ask once I realize we’re traveling in the opposite direction of Bates.
“Home.”
“Why?”
“I think you need a break and I have something for you.”
“Oh.” I say and lean back in the seat, too tired to ask any more questions or even think really.
“Sleep while you can.” He says and I close my eyes
*****
“Wake up, Ryan.” Dad says shaking my leg
I rub my eyes we’re parked outside my house. My dad gets out of the car and I follow him inside. “Michele.” My dad calls for my mom once we’re inside.
“Phil? You’re home?” She calls back
“Hi mom.” I yell
“Ryan?!” I hear her yell then footsteps as she walks towards the front of the house.
“Oh Ryan! What are you doing here?” She asks, throwing her arms around me and hugging me. I hug her back, and then she pulls back looking me over, “Oh My God, your face!” She says and lightly touches my skin, and I flinch at her touch
“Ryan needed a break, so I brought him home; he caught a football with his face.” Dad tells her. I nod my head agreeing with my dad. I don’t know why he’s lying to her, but I figure it’s for the best.
“Did you miss me?” She asks looking at me.
“Well it’s hasn’t been that long, but yes, I guess you can’t get rid of me for that long.” I tease her. I have really missed her; my mother seems to be the only one who truly understands me.
“Let’s go into the kitchen, I want to make you breakfast and you can tell me all about college and what it’s like.