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Authors: Em Brown
She put her hand to her mouth.
“My
amah
begged me to save her daughter.”
The look in her eyes had softened as she beheld him.
“Do not think me a hero, Miss Herwood. I do not go about the Indian countryside rescuing damsels from
sati
.”
“How is this
sati
permissible?”
His jaw tightened. “The Dutch and French, and the Portuguese before them, had banned the practice in their territories. But the Honourable East India Company has not seen fit to follow suit—yet. There are efforts underway to pressure the Company to ban the act.”
She shook her head. “As you said once before, there is much one could disdain of India—as with any country, I imagine, for surely we have practices considered barbaric to others. Still, I would be no less curious to visit her.”
Still appraising her, he stretched his long legs out before him and leaned back against his elbow. “Most women would aspire to riches, love, or beauty. You dream of traveling to India?”
“When I was small, my father had a client who spent time in India. The gentleman gifted me a small tapestry. It was of a little Indian girl beside a peacock and lagoon. It was a most remarkable picture.”
“The reality of India is harsher than your vision.”
“No doubt. I cannot fathom this horror called
sati
. Poor Bhadra. You will forgive me, I hope, when I say I find it rather
dishonorable
that the Company has not outlawed the practice.”
“Is it the place of the Company to interfere with native practices?”
“With governance comes responsibility.”
“It is not so simple.”
Her eyes flared. “Are you defending—you would allow the practice of
sati
?”
Her anger made her oddly appealing, and he could not resist fanning the flames a little. “There is much at stake. The Company is better off not increasing tensions with the Indians.”
“I see. Greed trumps duty to your fellow man.”
“And if we began imposing our traditions, enforcing British customs, you would as easily accuse us of being superior and overbearing.”
She folded her arms. “Too late for that. You have earned those epithets already.”
He suppressed a grin. The blood in his groin had already warmed during the previous topic. Now his cock was at stiff attention.
“Come hither, Miss Herwood.”
Chapter Eight
STILL CONTEMPLATING HIS DIRECTIVE, Miss Herwood made no move. Halsten could tell she was still vexed with him.
“For what purpose?” she asked.
“The purpose matters not,” he replied. “It suits me to have you come here.”
“Are you unable to bear a little criticism of your precious Company?”
He helped himself to the strawberries to improve his patience and resist reaching over the food and wine to manhandle her. “Not at all, and it is not
my
Company.”
“Are you not a shareholder?”
“One of many.”
“I understand your family to have been quite involved with the Company.”
She seemed proud to demonstrate that she, like he, could acquire knowledge of the other party.
“The third Baron Rockwell helped to set up the trading posts and factory in Surat nearly two hundred years ago,” he acknowledged.
“You cannot abdicate responsibility simply because you are ‘one of many.’”
He had humored her detour long enough. “Were you a troublesome little girl, Miss Herwood? You seem unable to obey orders.”
She, too, turned to the strawberries for distraction. “Particularly from men who presume to play the role of guardian.”
“Dominant,” he corrected. “And a few well-administered punishments, I think, would do much to rectify your defiance.”
She squirmed and picked the greenery off the tops of the strawberries. “If you have such a penchant for being the disciplinarian, might I suggest you find a wife and have yourself a gaggle of children to tyrannize?”
Overseeing Lucille was sufficient for the time being, but he kept that thought to himself. “Superior, overbearing, tyranny. Are there other appellations you wish to direct at me?”
“How much time have we?” she threw back at him.
Reaching over, he grasped her wrist and pulled her to him. “What does it say of you, Miss Herwood, that you would still consort—that you would still desire my touch?”
He saw her bosom rise with extended breath. She blinked against his gaze, then pulled herself from his grip.
“Contrary to what you wish to think, Lord Rockwell, I do not pine and burn at all times for your touch.”
He raised his brows, intrigued by the challenge. “Prove it.”
* * * * *
Deana felt her mouth go dry despite the moist berry she had stuffed in it. She should have known she was playing with fire when it came to this man. She had no wish to go near him, but if she did not please him, he might call an end to their sojourn at the Chateau Follet and she would lose the opportunity to earn the remainder of the funds she required. What a situation she had placed herself in! She had not been four and twenty hours at the Chateau and was now facing her second ‘punishment.’
She considered renewing their debate about the Company, but he was not likely to take the bait a second time. Indeed, she suspected he had only humored her the first time. The thought perturbed her. He could afford to humor her, as he could afford many things. She did not often bemoan the difficulties in her life—her mother and aunt did enough lamenting for them all—but she could not ignore the inequity between her situation and that of Lord Rockwell. Did he deserve his place in the world more than she? If she were in his place, she would not allow the Company to turn a blind eye to the practice of
sati
. How could he have the valiance to rescue Bhadra but take no action to save others from certain death? She encouraged the line of thought for it made her cross with him, and her vexation could serve as armor.
“If you will not take my word for it,” she replied, “then that is the end of the matter.”
“Hardly.”
His impassiveness was maddening. She finished off her wine to indicate the picnic was at an end.
“I have no desire to prove anything to you, Lord Rockwell.”
“You have no wish to be gainsaid.”
“Resorting to childish taunts will not abet you in accomplishing your objective.”
He raised his brows once more. “M’lady has a tart mouth.” He lowered his voice. “I can think of a better use for that mouth.”
His response had her rattled.
What did he mean by that?
To which she answered herself,
Best not to ask
. It was not like her to be so provoking. She had encountered men far more difficult than he at the gaming hell and thus had no explanation at hand for why Lord Rockwell could incite her with such ease.
Laying back, he crossed his hands behind his head. “I have no interest in coming to get you, Miss Herwood. Simply know that the longer I wait, the greater the punishment.”
“What sort of...punishment?”
“I have a number of delectable options to choose from, but I think I should like the punishment to fit the crime.”
She fidgeted with her now empty glass while stewing upon his latest statement. It was becoming clear that she had few choices here at the Chateau—of her own devising. Perhaps if she had been more creative, she would not have had to turn to Lord Rockwell for her salvation. Alas, there was little to be gained from crying over spilt milk. She had made her bed and should see it to its end.
Without word, she rose and resettled herself on his side of the picnic rug. He turned to his side and fixed his gaze upon her like a predator that had its prey cornered. Her pulse quickened.
“Satisfied?”
“Partly,” he murmured. “Unbutton your riding habit.”
Dread and a dash of excitement filled her to the quick. “Now? Out here? But we could be seen.”
“So be it.”
He must have noticed her pale for he added, “Do you see a soul beside the birds in the trees?”
“Not
at present
.”
“I had not thought to begin your punishment out here, but the riding crop is easily within reach.”
She bit back an oath and reached for the buttons, which she undid one by one with great reluctance. Perhaps the appearance of another person would prove advantageous. Surely he would not have her continue with another present—or would he?
“If anyone were to come upon us,” he said, “it would most likely be a guest at Chateau Follet. And chances are they will have witnessed far greater acts of lewdness.”
She thought of the East Wing and wondered if the guests there would be fine with what they did. Did those individuals have no shame? And he one of them, she reminded herself. Of course it were easier for him for it had always been her in a state of undress.
The wicked gleam in his eyes made her heart pound. Under his intense stare, she slid her arms from the jacket. She would do no more unless directed. He regarded her from the top down, and despite her discomfort, she felt herself growing warm about her groin. How was it she could be mortified and aroused at the same time?
He moved to sit behind her and brushed her curls off the back of her neck. Gently he pressed his lips to the exposed area. Her skin tingled where he caressed.
Oh dear, this did not bode well
.
“Have you other criticisms to level at me and the Company?” he invited as he continued to plant kisses about her nape.
Was he daring her to use that which she had intended as her shield against his seduction?
She steeled herself. “Would it prove of any use or fall upon deaf ears? Or, rather, will it simply serve as amusement for your vanity?”
“My vanity?”
“Yes. Men quite taken by themselves enjoy themselves as the subject of discourse, good or bad.”
“And you think me such an extreme narcissist?”
“Why would you invite criticism?”
He put a hand upon her rib cage to hold her still for she had been leaning away from his kisses. Amazingly, it mattered not where he touched, her whole body was his instrument to play.
“Would it surprise you to know I’ve an interest in your thoughts?”
She had not considered that possibility. Her cheeks colored at the disservice she had done to herself. No, not to herself. She was confident of her opinions. It was he of whom she had not had better expectations. Perhaps she should view him with more charity than she had?
His hand moved to cup her breast. She quickly glanced around, but not even the birds in the trees could be seen. Again, no, she was safer being angry at him. She had fought this battle before and lost. He had wagered five hundred pounds that he could make her spend at his hand. Now there was but her pride at stake, lessening her odds further.
“Only a narcissist would wish to prove his potency,” she said, squaring her shoulders.
He squeezed her breast in response. She felt the compression despite the stiffness of her stays, and her back arched of its own accord, pushing her bosom further into his hand. The nearness of his body, and his breath upon her neck, threatened to send her thoughts scattering.
“Do you realize, Miss Herwood, I would call a man out for lesser accusations than what you have leveled?”
“Pistols or swords?”
“I prefer different weapons entirely,” he answered, flicking his tongue against the back of her ear.
He slid his hand beneath her décolletage and pinched a nipple. She did her best not to whimper. She decided she would have rather faced weapons of steel. They were not in the privacy of his secret room. They were in plain, open view. That fact might provide defense against his advances.
Or not. As he rolled her hardening flesh between thumb and forefinger, she felt pulses shooting from her nipple to her cunnie. What had happened to her anger? Why did it not win her the day?
“There is no shame in submitting to me,” he whispered in her ear.
She shivered, but did her best to resist. “How convenient for you.”
“Ah, but the rewards are shared. Lift your skirts.”
She gasped, “I beseech you, my lord—”
This time he did not wait for her to comply and reached for the hem himself. She stopped his hand.
“We are not in the East Wing,” she protested.
“Indeed. No one is here to witness us.”
“That could change,” she snapped, angry that they were repeating an earlier exchange.
“An exciting prospect,” he growled.
She ground her teeth.
There was no winning with this man!
“All this proves nothing,” she asserted desperately, “only the weakness of my mind to combat the corporal desires of the body.”
“I will brook no further delay. Lift your skirts, madam.”