Authors: James D Mortain
Deans steeled himself and broke his silence. ‘This is neither about me nor my wife.’
‘
Au contraire
, Detective. You haven’t figured it out yet, have you?’
Deans’ eyes flickered.
‘What’s wrong, Detective? Have you lost your voice without that little tart by your side?’
If Babbage was digging for a reaction, he got one.
‘I don’t want to hear another murmur from your trap about me, my wife, or Detective Gold. Do you understand, Babbage?’
‘Hit a nerve, have we, Detective? Maybe Maria should know about this little temptation too…
ooh
,’ he covered his mouth with both hands, just like a child exposing a secret. ‘I almost forgot,’ he whispered.
Deans wriggled in his seat and tugged at the inside of his shirt collar.
‘You see, Detective,’ Babbage said, now increasingly animated. ‘You don’t necessarily need to kill someone to ruin another person’s life. Although, you could argue it’s much easier if you do.’
Deans broke eye contact for the first time and clenched his fists beneath the table.
Babbage did not take a backward step. ‘Why do you think you’re even here, Detective? Eh? It’s because I wanted it to happen. Because all along I have been playing you.’ Babbage’s face twisted with a look of utter contempt. ‘I didn’t have to end up here. I
chose
to be here.’ He stopped talking, his lips twitching as if he was practicing a kiss. ‘Think about it. You’re on a thin thread my suited friend, and you’re dangling – from my fingers.’ As he grinned, the tips of his ears lifted. ‘You were here, then you weren’t, then you were again.’ He leant on the table and stood away from the chair. ‘How do you enjoy living alone, now that Maria’s left you?’
Deans turned from Babbage, and twisted his body away.
Babbage then spoke with an infantile voice, ‘Has she told you you’re special? Hmmm? Has she said you have
the gift?
’ He laughed heartily. ‘You and Denise think you’ve got me sussed. Well I have news for you suckers; Denise is an old has-been and I have taken the gift to a completely different level. You? …You don’t even know you’re born. Do you think it was a mistake punching that traffic cop? Course it wasn’t. I planned it. I
made
it happen. I got you dismissed and I got you back. You are nothing but a pathetic lackey. I have been dissecting your crappy existence piece by piece for my personal entertainment right from the start. Look at you – you are tragic. You don’t even realise it yet, but I’ve
ruined
you.’
Deans was now huddled in his chair, his hands covering his ears.
Watching from the satellite room Jackson was on his feet.
‘What the fuck’s he doing? Why is he allowing Babbage to speak to him like that? Deans is having a fucking breakdown in there.’ He started to make towards the door. ‘I’m putting an end to this joke.’
‘Leave it, Jackson,’ the DI snapped. ‘Sit down.’
‘He’s fucking this up,’ Jackson frothed.
‘Sit back down and watch this develop,’ the DI demanded.
Jackson flung his arms down by his sides and returned to his seat like a stroppy teenager. ‘He’s making a mockery of this investigation, and all of us.’
Sarah could not look away from the screen, her face aghast. She wanted Jackson to rush in just to save Deans from the humiliation unfolding.
Back in the interview room and Deans was curled up tight in the chair. A tingle passed through his spine.
Donna. Donna
. A child-like voice captivated his senses. He held his breath and attempted to shut out a raging Babbage.
Donna. Evil, little Donna
. There it was again, only this time louder; the unmistakable voice of a child, calling out.
Babbage suddenly stopped ranting and for a brief moment, there was respite. Deans sneaked a glance; Babbage was flapping his arms as if he was fending something away.
Evil, little Donna. Evil, little Donna
.
Was Babbage hearing this too?
Mummy loves me more than you
. This time the voice was accompanied by gushing laughter.
‘Donna?’ Deans repeated with barely a whisper. Babbage was now in full tirade, his behaviour more hostile than at any time before.
‘I can’t believe you’re jumping through hoops for that little slapper anyway,’ Babbage snarled. ‘Prancing around like royalty. Thought she was so privileged with her
perfect
little life. She thought she was better than me too, but I knew her dirty, slutty secrets.’ Babbage began to laugh. ‘At least she had more spirit than you. Had some fight in her. You are pitiful. I was at least hoping for some sort of opposition.’
Deans lifted his head. ‘Evil, Donna?’
Babbage faltered, steadied himself with the table. ‘What?’
Deans faced him for the first time in minutes and noticed Babbage blink uncontrollably. ‘Donna,’ Deans repeated loudly.
‘You?’ Babbage said, and took a noticeable step backwards. He then erupted with uncontrollable ferocity. ‘You don’t know me. You don’t know anything about me. You’ve got no idea,’ he bellowed. ‘Don’t ever think that you can get the better of me. That’s not ever going to happen.’
Deans slowly uncurled himself and rose to his feet.
‘That other little princess?’ Babbage shouted, teeth borne. ‘She thought she could get into my head, and look what happened to her…’ In an instant, his anger turned to laughter. ‘Not so clever was she, when she was
pleading
for me not to end her inconsequential existence. You’re all—’ Babbage stopped abruptly.
The room fell still.
Deans straightened his shoulders, turned to the camera and reached down the lens, eyes wide. A minute went by and neither of them spoke.
Deans approached a now sedentary Babbage and rested his knuckles on the desktop. ‘Your eyes tell you what you want them to believe, Babbage.’
‘You bastard!’ Babbage shouted.
‘Who is Donna?’ Deans asked again.
Babbage narrowed his stare, the crow’s-feet ever prominent.
Suddenly, involuntary images flashed through Deans’ mind; the pebble ridge, Amy, Babbage’s house, and then a collection of old family pictures he remembered seeing from the photo albums recovered at the scene.
Jesus Christ
, he thought.
Babbage was searching Deans’ face and had obviously picked up something in Deans’ expression.
Deans looked away, put both hands to his head and paced the room. He stopped and turned towards the camera once again.
‘You know, at first I was surprised by the position of the body,’ Deans said. ‘Either side, there must have been hundreds and thousands of tonnes of rock to conceal Amy beneath.’ He turned back to face Babbage. ‘Initially, I thought I was looking for someone with a self-admiration complex: allow the discovery of the corpse, and then revel in the media frenzy.’ He paused. ‘…And then I looked at motivations, and I have to say that I was somewhat thrown to learn that sexual contact was unlikely. After all, Amy was a good-looking girl… no, take that back. She was an absolutely beautiful, intelligent and warm-hearted young woman—’
‘She was nothing but a little slut,’ Babbage interrupted.
‘And you took it upon yourself to remedy that particular situation.’
Babbage did not reply. Instead, with a broad smile he began to snigger.
‘What’s so amusing?’ Deans asked.
‘You. You are so amusing, Detective Deans.’ Babbage’s eyes narrowed to horizontal slits.
I’ve got you now, fucker
, Deans thought. ‘Tell me about your brother,’ he asked.
Babbage scoffed and turned away.
‘You know,’ Deans said. ‘It was confusing at first, but now? Makes perfect sense.’ He looked up at the camera again and spoke as if directly addressing the audience in the satellite room. ‘If only we had put you in a forensic suit.’
Babbage shuffled in the seat for the first time. Deans had him.
‘You were taunted weren’t you?’ Deans said. ‘Did your little brother make fun of you? Did he reinforce the deficiencies in your mother’s love?’
‘Are you a detective or a fucking psychiatrist?’ Babbage seethed, full of loathing.
Deans chortled. ‘I must admit, sometimes it is hard to distinguish the two.’
Babbage stared down at the table with a crazed, fixed grin.
‘So, let’s for a moment get back to Amy,’ Deans said. ‘What was it, her popularity? Her looks? Her devoted family life? Your shitty life?’
‘What would you know about shitty life?’ Babbage bit.
Bingo
, Deans thought. ‘So tell me about it.’
‘Fuck you.’
Deans could feel Babbage simmering with angst – on the brink.
‘I suppose you had a perfect upbringing?’ Babbage said, unable to contain himself.
Deans shrugged. ‘Not particularly.’
‘Well, I bet you weren’t always second best.’
‘I’m an only child,’ Deans said, and noticed Babbage watching him closely.
‘I get it,’ Deans said. “
See No Evil. Hear No Evil
” – her cheeks – the glue. You were referring to you.’
Babbage grinned.
‘Where is your brother now?’ Deans asked.
‘Somewhat indisposed,’ Babbage said disturbingly.
Deans waited and silently debated the appropriateness of his next question. He couldn’t give a toss about being ‘PC’ anymore.
‘So, what are you, post-op, or just playing at it because you’ve got no tits?’
Babbage glared at Deans and oozed resentment. ‘Whatever happens to me now,’ Babbage said calmly, ‘at least I have the satisfaction of knowing I destroyed you.’
Deans laughed, and closed the covers of his daybook. ‘Don’t flatter yourself, it’s my job. And unlike you, at least I’m getting paid for being here.’
Babbage broke out into riotous laughter.
Deans shook his head and bundled up his papers, as the insidious noise from Babbage intensified. That was enough. He could not remember dealing with anyone more detestable at any time of his career.
Why did it have to be Amy?
He thought. It saddened him to think that Babbage was the last human being that she had encountered.
‘The time is now twelve zero-eight hours,’ he said disconsolately. ‘I’m concluding this interview.’
Deans pulled on the door handle and as a DO entered the room, he took a prolonged look over his shoulder at Babbage before making his way towards the satellite room, from where he saw Jackson exiting.
‘You can leave it for us to deal with now,’ a deadpan Jackson said.
Deans had not expected hugs and kisses, but that was a strange reaction.
‘Okay,’ he replied warily. ‘But he’s going to need working over. All that stuff about family—’
‘No longer your concern.’
Deans hovered, waiting for Jackson to say something else – he didn’t.
‘Fine,’ Deans said, pointing at Jackson. ‘Make sure you follow that stuff up.’
‘Last I heard; I was wearing the stripes around here,’ Jackson snarled.
‘Last I heard; I was the only one Babbage was talking to.’
Jackson’s steely glare lingered just long enough to become awkward.
‘I’d better say some goodbyes then, I guess,’ Deans said.
Jackson turned and walked away, clearly not wishing to be the recipient of one of them.
Deans entered the satellite room. Sarah was watching the screen. He looked at the monitor and saw that Babbage was still laughing and defiantly resisting two DOs who were attempting to remove him from the room.
‘Was that all an act in there?’ she said.
‘It’s all about the body language,’ Deans smiled.
Sarah stood up. ‘What happens next?’
‘Well, it seems I’m leaving. Jackson just relieved me of my duties.’
‘No!’
‘It’s fine,’ Deans said. ‘At least you guys now have something to work on. Besides, I’ve got important things to do back home.’
‘Andy, how did you know that stuff in there?’ She shook her head. ‘We didn’t have intel for that.’
‘Hmmm.’ Deans smiled. ‘It’s been staring at us throughout. Make sure you finish this off. Don’t let Jackson fuck it up.’
‘Will I see you again?’
‘Well, hopefully there’ll be a trial some way down the line. Maybe I will get to see you then, if not before.’
‘I hope so.’ Sarah lunged forwards and embraced Deans with a firm hug.
‘Take care of yourself, Sarah,’ he said, and gave her a kiss on the cheek.
He was more than ready to return home. Ready to sort things out with Maria and ready to return his life to normality. First, though, he felt compelled to see Denise.
She was in the shop behind the counter. She appeared restless.
Deans bounded over. ‘My time here is up. I’m heading home.’
‘Did he admit anything?’ she asked anxiously.
Deans rocked his head. ‘Kind of, though I don’t think you need worry about Babbage coming back here any time soon.’
Denise looked away.
‘I just wanted to thank you, before I head off… for everything. You’re a very special lady.’
She gave a half-hearted smile and held out a hand, which Deans took.
‘Maybe I’ll get to work with you again sometime?’ he said.
‘You will.’ Denise had tears in her eyes and her voice was brittle.
Deans kissed the back of her hand and gently pulled her into an embrace, which they held for a long silent minute.
‘I really must get going,’ Deans said. ‘It’s been an eye-opener, and an absolute pleasure.’
She snatched for his hand and held it firmly in her grasp. ‘Promise me you’ll keep going,’ she said.
‘Of course.’
‘I’m serious. No matter what.’
He laughed. ‘I promise.’
Denise looked disturbed.
‘Don’t worry, Denise,’ Deans said. ‘He’s not coming back.’
She shook her head and released his hand.
Deans walked to the door and stopped at the exit. ‘Goodbye, Denise. Thank you.’
She raised a hand, tears streaming down her face, and he was gone.
Driving up the M5, the sound of Deans’ ringtone interrupted his music.
‘Hello?’ he said.
‘Deano, it’s Mick. Where are you?’ There was urgency to his voice.
‘On my way back up, mate. I’m no longer required.’
‘Good. I need to speak to you.’