Sins and Scars (Sinners Book 1) (15 page)

“I love you.” Her whisper is like a fuckin’ punch to the gut. It fuckin’ kills me when she says things like that and doesn’t mean them. In the morning there will be an awkward exchange, and an even harder goodbye as she leaves my bed to go back to Trix’s room.
 

“Don’t say it unless you mean it.” I finally force out. Her eyes scan my face and she reaches forward to run her fingers down my cheek.
 

“I do mean it. I’m not that drunk Stav. I love you. I have since the first time I met you in this place, and no matter what stupid things you do, or the hurt that you cause me, it won’t ever change.” She leans forward and presses her lips to mine and I can taste the Jack Honey on her mouth.
 

My hands move up her back and she presses our bodies closer together. Looking into her eyes, I can tell she’s drunker than she is stating, but part of me doesn’t care as long as I get to be buried deep inside of her pussy.
 

“Please, Stav.” At her words, my resolve breaks, and I pick her up.
 

“Hard or soft babe?” I ask, as I make our way towards my room. Kicking the door open, I wait for her answer, and when she finally gives it to me I toss her ass on the bed and kick the door shut behind me.
 

Crawling up the bed towards her body, I grip the edge of her shirt and pull it up, and over her head. Undoing her bra next, I slide it down her arms and toss it. When I move to her shorts, I pull them, and her panties, down before leaning forward to place a kiss on her stomach. Reaching above her head, I grab one of the bed cuffs and strap it to her right wrist before doing the same thing to her left. Kissing my way down her body, I put both of her ankles in the two at the bottom, and get off the bed.
 

She tries to fight against the restraints, but I like her best when she can’t move. I like being in control of her body and being the one to make her come. She has no control this way and it gets me hard instantly. Her eyes watch me as I start to strip out of my own clothes, tossing them beside me on the floor. Before I make my way back to the bed, I walk over to my dresser, pull a few toys out, and make my way back towards her.
 

The crop I have in my hand is one of her favorite toys. I love watching her eyes light up just as I’m about to bring it down on her perfect skin. Setting the other toys down next to her left thigh, I sit on the other side of her, and run the crop over her thigh before I give her a slight slap. She moans and arches her back at the contact. I move the crop over her skin again for a second before I give her another smack. “Stav.” She groans.
 

I smack her again, and this time she doesn’t say a word. She just takes it and waits patiently for the next smack - but I don’t give it to her. Instead, I run my fingers over her sweet, wet cunt, and slide my fingers through her juices. She’s fuckin’ dripping from just a couple of smacks. Before she left, I could smack her a few times before she got this wet.
 

 
Just as I’m about to latch onto her clit with my mouth, the door to my room swings open.

“Shit! Sorry.” Dex says. Harlyn’s breathing deepens and I slide my finger inside her pussy instead of my tongue.
 

“What?” I growl. I have fucking plans for my girl and he’s interrupting them right now.
 

“Sorry Prez I –” I cut him off before he can start saying too much.
 

“Just fuckin’ spit it out so I can get back to her pussy.”
 
I demand. I continue to thrust my finger into her and I can feel her getting wetter by the second. My body is blocking most of his view of her, but judging by the look on his face, he’s having a hard time concentrating on what it is he’s supposed to be telling me.

“We got some information about Flint and when he’s going to attack. Their plan is almost ready for execution and they are going to come storming in, guns blazing.” I look at him and see him watching my fingers go in and out of her at a fevered pace. She’s going to come any second, and I know he wants to watch.
 

“Have everyone meet in church in an hour.” I groan out. Her whimpers fill the room and she cries out her release. “Get the fuck out.” I bite out. He leaves without another word and turn my attention back to Harlyn. She has her face against her arm and she’s breathing hard.
 

“You like him watching you as you come?” I nip at her skin as I make my way up her body. Her eyes meet mine, and I watch her for any indication that she is embarrassed or anything. Instead, her cheeks heat and she bites her bottom lip.
 

“Yes.” Her voice is low.

“I want your mouth wrapped around my dick.” I state. She nods her head eagerly, so I make my way up the bed so that my dick is right in front of her face. Grabbing the back of her head, I help her ease me into her mouth. I let her start the pace, but I slowly gain control. I force her to take me to the back of her throat and fuck her mouth.
 

She moans around my dick, and I love the vibrations that come from the back of her throat. Thrusting into her mouth quicker, I watch as she tries to catch her breath before I shove my cock down her throat again. When she starts to gag, I pull back and let her get the air she needs. She looks up at me and I feed her my dick again.
 

This time I fuck her mouth, not caring if she chokes or not. I feel my orgasm on the brink, and I can only think about one thing. When I spill my cum in her mouth, I watch her swallow it down as I pull out of her mouth. She tries to move her hand to my body, but in her position she can’t reach me. Moving down her body, I capture her lips in mine, and I kiss her like I mean it.
 

I don’t give her any warning as I push the head of my dick inside of her. Her eyes widen and she moans against my mouth. Her cunt squeezes the fuck out of me, but I can’t help but love the feeling.
 

When I’m fully seated in her, I reach behind me and grab the vibrator. Turning it on, I run it over her body before sliding my hips to thrust in and out of her at the same time. If I had her tied up the other way, I would be fucking her ass while I fucked her with the vibrator, too. On second thought, that sounds even fucking better than what I’m doing now.
 

Pulling out of her, I hear her protest, but I slap her thigh, and she quiets down.
 
I move to undo her feet and then her wrists before flipping her over and putting her limbs back in position. Sliding down her body, I make sure she’s secured before I push her into the position I want her in.
 

Grabbing the vibrator, I run it over her pussy, and she starts to push back into me. Running my hand over her ass, I pull back and give her a slap. Her body moves forward and then she gets back where she was. I push the vibrator between her folds, her back arches up, and she moans out my name.
 

“Please, Stav.” She begs.

Giving her what she wants, I pull the vibrator away from her pussy and slowly sink inside of her. Gathering up some of her wetness, I start to work my fingers inside of her ass before I slowly scissor my fingers inside of her. I work her hole a few minutes before I insert the vibrator into her, stretching her wide enough to take my dick.
 

Once I know she’s ready, I pull out of her pussy and pull the vibrator out of her ass. Setting it on the bed for a second, I put the tip of my dick at her entrance, and start to push my way into her ass. I hear her hands moving and when I look up, she’s gripping the blankets tightly in her fists. Once I get all the way inside of her tight little ass, I grab the vibrator and start to work her pussy over with it.
 

She cries out in pleasure and I start to fuck her ass hard. Leaning my body over hers, I place kisses on her back. Her grunts and moans fill the air and I can’t help but pick up my pace. Just hearing the sounds coming from her get me hornier than ever. Biting down on her shoulder, she screams out my name as she comes. I thrust the vibrator in and out of her pussy as she rides out her orgasm, and fuck if it doesn’t get me right on the edge.
 

She tenses and I can’t hold on any longer. Pulling the vibrator out of her, I toss it on the bed and grip her hips. Each thrust is made of up long, hard strokes. “Stav.” She moans.
 

Wrapping my fingers around her neck, I whisper in her ear, “I fuckin’ love you.” I give her throat a hard squeeze as I come inside of her. Her arms give out, and we both fall into the mattress. My body pushes into her and I can feel her heavy breathing. Reaching up, I undo the cuffs on her wrists and pull myself up to get the ones on her ankles.
 

She rubs her wrists as I lay on my back and stare up the ceiling. When she leaves, I’m going to be a fucking mess. Neither of us says a word, and I’m almost glad for the silence. Sure, it doesn’t help the fuckin’ voices in my head that tell me not to let her leave after all this shit is done, but I won’t go against my word. I love her too much to trap her in this life against her will. Fuck - I’m starting to sound like a pussy.

She curls into my side and presses her cheek against my chest. Her leg is thrown over my waist, and my dick twitches. Her warm breath fans over my skin and I run my fingertips down her face. “Do you have to leave right now?” I lean my head down and kiss the top of hers before I answer her.

“Naw. I have a little bit of time. Why?”
 

“No reason really.” I wrap my arm around her and close my eyes. I’m so fuckin’ screwed.
 

My phone vibrates twenty minutes later and I can’t bring myself to get out of bed to grab it. I watch the light on the screen dim for a minute before it starts to buzz again.
 

Finally pulling myself from Harlyn’s grip, I grab my phone off the floor and hit the answer button. “Yeah?” I whisper. I don’t want to wake her up.
 

“Thought we had church?” Romeo sounds pissed, but there isn’t much I can do about that now.
 

“Be there in a second.” I answer before ending the call. The fucker needs to get laid.
 

Getting dressed, I kiss Harlyn on the forehead before I make my way out the door and towards church. When I walk through the doors, I see all my men looking antsy. I know this is the last place they want to be tonight, but now that we know they are going to attack, I want everyone ready for it.

“Thanks for coming. Dex brought some intel to me earlier.” When I look over at him, I can see the smirk on his face. As much as I want to deck the bastard for seeing her in that position, I can’t help but get hard just thinking about what I did to her earlier.
 

“Word is that they are coming at us while we’re all here. I would like to get all the women and children into the underground storage area. The entrance is pretty well hidden from those who aren’t privy to the location. The only thing I’m worried about is the ol’ ladies being in the same room with the whores that are sleeping with their men.” I watch E put his head in his hands, and Red looks down at the table.
 

“I don’t give a fuck what you do, or where you stick your dicks, but everyone needs to keep the drama out of this fucking place until we get this shit handled and the families can go back home.” The guys around the table nod their heads, and I move on from that topic.
 

I turn the table over to Dex so he can tell the guys what he needs done.
 

“I want to have a couple of men switching off on the lookout a few miles from the clubhouse. I want to know the minute they are on their way towards us. It will give us an advantage. I also want a few men standing guard at the gates. Everyone else will take turns switching out and such. I want everyone on guard at all times. I got in a new shipment of AR15’s, and a few other guns that will do some damage.” He grins while looking at all the men at the table before taking his seat again.
 

Dex has a thing for guns while I have a thing for knives. He’s a crazy motherfucker if you try to cross him though, so I’m glad he’s on our side.