Shade's Fall (18 page)

“Goodnight,” Lily said, following Shade to the door that went downstairs. They went down the steps, Lily feeling terrible about taking Shade’s room from him for the next several days.

She went into his room, going to get her pajamas, which were sitting on the chair.

She stiffened when the bedroom door closed and Shade went to one side of the bed, pulling off his t-shirt as he went.

“What are you doing?” Lily asked, shocked.

“Going to bed.”

“Oh, where am I sleeping?”

“In the bed next to me.”

“No, I’m not.” Lily shook her head.

“Yes, you are.”

“No, Shade, I’m not.”

“I don’t sleep on couches.”

“Then I will,” Lily said firmly.

“What are you going to do if one of the brothers stumbles into the downstairs drunk?” Lily looked at the door fearfully as Shade continued, “This room is off-limits, but the other rooms, not so much. We have an open-bedroom policy.”

“Even Winter and Viper?”

“You think you’re going to put Viper out of his bed?” Shade asked with a raised brow.

No, she didn’t. No one was going to make Viper do anything he didn’t want to do, and she had seen the obvious way Viper’s hand had intentionally stroked his wife’s thigh under the table. It was hard to miss with Winter constantly swatting it away.

“No, but maybe Evie?”

“Evie doesn’t sleep alone; none of the women do. Go get changed, Lily. I’m tired. It’s not like it’s the first time we’ve shared a room.”

Lily went into the bathroom, getting changed into her pajamas. When she was done, she went back into the bedroom to see Shade was already in bed. She came to a stop, knowing she couldn’t get in the bed with him.

Sighing, Shade got out of bed, moving the chair out of the corner. Sliding it over, he took her arm and led her to the corner. “This is your safe place in the bedroom. Anytime anything scares you or makes you feel uncomfortable, you can come here. I won’t come near you here.”

Shade turned and walked away, Lily couldn’t tear her eyes away from his lean body. Shade didn’t have an ounce of fat on him, but his muscles were firm and lithe.

Shade climbed back into bed, pulling the thin blanket over him.

“Can I have a blanket?”

“No,” he said, turning out the light.

The light from the bathroom remained on, keeping the bedroom from being dark. Thanking God for small mercies, she stood there, debating what to do next. She could wait until he fell asleep and maneuver the covers away from him or at least take the pillow, but she really didn’t like being sneaky.

After standing for several minutes, she reached out to pull the large chair toward her.

“Leave the chair where it is.”

Lily could not believe how mean he was being to her, but she didn’t dare take the chair anyway.

She stood there a while before she quietly slid down the wall, sitting on the floor as she waited for him to say something. When he didn’t, she closed her eyes, leaning her head back against the wall.

Lily dozed off, waking several times during the night to try to make herself more comfortable.

She woke up completely around six-thirty, stiffly getting to her feet. Not trying to be quiet, she looked in the drawers for her underwear, slamming each one closed until she found what she was looking for, hoping she would wake Shade and deprive him of a little sleep. She then went to the closet, opening the door.

“Wear the purple one.”

Lily jumped, startled, turning to see him watching her from the bed. Aware she had succeeded in waking him, she took the purple dress and closed the closet with a snap.

Lily went to the bathroom, taking her time in the shower. She had dressed and was blow drying her hair when a knock sounded on the door.

“Unless you want to share, you need to hurry up.”

Lily unplugged the hairdryer and picked up the brush, taking her time to brush out her hair.

Finally she unlocked the door. Expecting Shade to move to the side, she found herself pressed up against the bathroom door.

“Lily, I’m coming to the conclusion that you’re a little spoiled, and while I won’t mind doing so occasionally after you’ve earned such rewards from me, now is not the time to piss me off.”

Lily gasped as she felt his penis behind his shorts press against her mound with just the material of the shorts and her dress between them.

Lily started to panic when he stepped away, going into the bathroom. She could tell he wasn’t going to wait for her to leave before he used the restroom, so she shut the door hastily before he could take care of his business. She almost went to her corner, but she was wary of him making her stand the entire morning there. She instead busied herself by making the bed and straightening the room.

Shade opened the bathroom door, coming out with just a towel wrapped around his lean waist.

Lily ran to the corner, not appreciating the mocking laughter as he removed his clothes from the drawers. She turned to the wall when he started to drop the towel. She heard the rustling of his clothes as he dressed and the stamping of his feet as he put on his boots.

“Let’s go eat breakfast, unless you want to stand there longer.”

Lily moved to follow him, but he stopped her with his hand going to her jaw, making her look him in the face. She didn’t try to hide her resentment.

“That’s two, for slamming the drawers.”

“Two what?” Lily asked in confusion.

“Two smacks on your ass. I’ll keep a total and Friday will be the day we clean the slate and start over,” Shade said, ushering her out of the door.

“You have lost your mind if you think I’m going to stand still and let you spank me.”

“You won’t be standing; your ass will be turned over my knee.”

“Sure, Shade. Anything you say, Shade,” Lily said mockingly, too angry to be scared.

Today was only Wednesday. She planned to be long gone before Friday rolled around.
In the meantime, let him count as high as he wants to; his hand isn’t going anywhere near my butt again,
Lily thought confidently.

*  *  *

“Can’t you go any faster?” Georgia complained.

The day hadn’t started off the best; she was tired and grumpy from sleeping in the corner and her mind was coming up empty with alternative places to stay. Leave it to Georgia to catch her distraction.

“Yes. I’m sorry I’m taking so long.” Lily really wanted to say something unkind, yet she bit back the response. Shade’s bad manners were rubbing off on her. She was afraid because she hadn’t even been back a full day and Lily wanted to snap back at the woman.

During break, she had called Charles to find he had left town again. She thought about calling Miranda, but she had a small child and Lily didn’t really want to endanger them. Besides that, she had a feeling she was still angry with her.

She had one other option and she wanted to talk to Beth before she did. She could stay with Penni; she was sure. It would solve all their problems by getting her out of Kentucky until they could find out who was watching and trying to hurt her. It would be a win-win situation.

The day ended without further comment from Georgia, and Lily walked with Shade back to his room.

Their workout session and dinner were spent with Lily saying as little as possible to the man. She was disappointed to see that Beth didn’t show up again that night, and Winter also was a no-show with a PTA meeting. She was stuck with Shade, who didn’t seem to mind her silent treatment.

After dinner, she thought he would go into the main room, and she was about to excuse herself when he surprised her.

“I need to check on some work going on at my house. Do you want to come with me?” he asked.

“Sure.” Lily walked out the back door with him into the huge backyard.

Beth had told her one of the reasons Viper’s brother, Gavin, had wanted this property was because of the amount of land. Shade’s house was being built behind Beth and Razer’s. It was nestled up higher than the main house and Beth’s with a wraparound porch and a main path, which led to each of them before it divided: one side leading to Beth’s and the other to Shade’s.

Shade opened the door, coming into what seemed to be the living room and dining room combo. It was an open-concept house where you could see through the whole downstairs. The walls were all dry-walled and the subfloors had been laid.

Shade walked into the kitchen where none of the cabinets or anything had been placed. There was a small, fold-up table and two metal chairs sitting in the room with several books lying on top.

Shade looked around the room, moving from one area to the other.

Lily looked at him curiously. “What are you doing?”

“Trying to figure out where I want the island to go and which wall for the appliances.”

“Start with where you want the sink, which is obviously by the window.” She pointed toward said window.

“Why by the window?”

“So you can look out while you do the dishes,” Lily explained.

“What about the stove?”

Lily looked around the room and pointed to the wall on the right. “That way you can keep an eye on the room while you’re cooking; the other wall you would have your back to the room.

“That’s true, but the exhaust fan would break the line of sight.”

Lily agreed, temporarily forgetting she was angry at him.

Shade finally decided to place it against the wall Lily had pointed out.

He sat down at the table, going through floor samples, which Lily helped him narrow down to hardwood then the type of wood. Next he picked out cabinets, but when Lily made a face, he turned over several more pages until she found one she thought would suit the style of the house.

“I’m surprised. I thought you would try to talk me into a country-looking kitchen, but you’re guiding me into a more modern look.”

Lily smiled. “I’m surprised you know the difference. I like the modern look for the clean lines and angles.”

“I do, too.” Shade closed the books. “That’s enough for today. It will take a couple of weeks to get it done then I can pick out the fixtures for the bathrooms.”

“Make sure you have one put in like you do now. Your shower is amazing.”

“I like it, too, but I was thinking of going a little bigger here.”

“How much bigger do you need? It’s already big enough for several people.” It dawned on Lily as soon as the words were out of her mouth that he had probably shared his shower many times with the women members. Lily closed the book she was looking at with a snap, getting to her feet without looking at him.

“Ready?” she asked. “If you need to stay, I can go back by myself.”

“I’m finished,” Shade replied, going to the door, turning off the lights on the way.

They walked back to the house, and instead of going through the kitchen, he led her through the door, which led directly downstairs.

Lily went to Shade’s room, getting a fresh pair of flannel pajamas before she went into the bathroom to get changed. She was tired. Tonight she wanted to sleep in the bed, yet she knew she was incapable of climbing into the bed with Shade.

Lily opened the door to see Shade was taking off his shoes. He had already removed his t-shirt and his jeans were unsnapped.

He got up from the side of the bed and then went inside the bathroom, closing the door.

Lily stood in the middle of the floor for several seconds. She couldn’t do it, going instead for the corner.

When Shade came out of the bathroom, she thought she saw a flash of disappointment before his face became impassive. He got into the bed, turning out the lamp.

Lily stood there several moments before she sat down on the floor. Her mind was thinking she was already stiff from working out and sleeping on the floor was going to hurt her even more. She had to find another place to stay.

As she sat there thinking, several things occurred to her. She had walked across the floor barefoot, and while the carpeting was thick throughout, where she was sitting was extremely padded. She put her hand down and noticed it was thicker. There was extra padding underneath the carpet where she was sitting. The room itself was very warm, which she liked; she wasn’t cold and didn’t need a blanket to keep warm.

She was staring at him sleeping on the bed when it dawned on her that she could see him clearly. Her head then turned in the direction of the bathroom. He had left the door open and the light on.

Chapter 16

Lily filled the last order of the day, aware of Georgia’s eyes on her. Lily wanted to turn around and stick her tongue out at her. Feeling childish, she packed the items back to the table and began sorting them.

Jewell was on her way out, finished with her last box, when she stopped by Lily’s table. “That woman is Jonesing for you.”

“She doesn’t like me,” Lily agreed.

“No shit,” Jewell mocked, throwing a glare at Georgia.

Lily almost laughed but didn’t think it would help the situation, and it would increase Georgia’s hostility toward her.

“I must rub her the wrong way. I don’t think I’ve done anything to make her dislike me.”

“I’ll tell you why she doesn’t like you in one word. Jealousy.”

“Georgia is not jealous of me,” Lily said wryly.

“Oh, yes she is. She’s hung up on Shade. She made friends with me just to get closer to him.” Jewell shrugged. “I’m a sucker for a pretty face and a rocking body.”

Lily studied the sultry body that always had one of The Last Riders close.

“I assumed—I mean… never mind,” Lily trailed off, embarrassed.

“That I’m into dudes? I’m into anyone who makes me feel good,” Jewell replied, not in the least bit embarrassed. “I like sex. I
really
like sex.”

Lily couldn’t help but like the woman who had showed her where everything was when she had first started working at the factory.

“I keep hoping she’ll ease up,” Lily admitted.

“Georgia isn’t going to take a personality pill one day and become a nice person. You have to stand your ground. She can’t fire you, so tell her to fuck off.”

“I can’t be disrespectful. She’s everyone’s supervisor.”