Seasons of Fate (9 page)

  
‘I never had the chance to learn, but I like watching you cook so maybe it would be interesting for you to show me a few things.’

I said with a small grin on my face, which he returned with his own and a raised eyebrow.

   ‘I like it when you’re cheeky with me, it makes me feel like I’m doing something right. I love to make you smile sweetheart.’

  
‘All you need to do is smile at me and I’m happy, you make me feel safe, warm and very happy. I love that, and I love you.’

  
‘Please keep telling me, I never thought I would hear anybody say those words to me, I love you too baby.’

We continued to exchange sweet gestures while we ate breakfast. When we had washed up, we sat for a while to talk.

   ‘I know that this seems quick but everything seems to be falling into place for me, I know we’ve talked about different things, but I wanted to ask how you feel about marriage, and if you want more kids. I’m not trying to rush anything and I don’t expect anything but I’d love to know what you think.’

I was blown away by his questions, I mean here I am with this amazing guy, who I never thought would look at me twice and now he
’s asking about marriage and kids, Oh My God.

  
‘I haven’t actually thought about it. I mean the thought of being with the right person and getting married makes me feel almost sad,’ his face dropped so I continued ’just because that’s what it should have been like to start off with but, eventually, yea I guess I would love to get married again, and I always wanted more kids but, I don’t umm, I’m not sure I can have any more kids.’

Clearly what I said didn
’t register right away so I continued ’What I mean is, I’m not sure if I’m physically able.’ He still look confused so I had no choice but to elaborate ‘After I had Lily, I was pushed down the stairs and spent some time in hospital, I had some internal bleeding which complicated things, so I have no idea if I can have another baby.’ At this point the tears stinging my eyes started to fall and I couldn’t stand the murderous look on Mason’s face.

  
‘My God, if he were still alive I swear to god I think I would kill him myself, I’m so sorry love, you don’t need to worry about a thing, you never need to worry again.’

Once my tears dried up, I cleaned my face and we decided to leave so we could pick Lily up and see what Lys and John were up to today. Mason decided he wanted to take everybody out for lunch. When we arrived back at the hotel Clive greeted us and asked Mason for a moment of his time, he told me to go up and he would be up shortly. Not thinking anything of it, I took the elevator to my suite and rushed in to see my baby.

   ‘Mummy your back, I missed you. Where’s Mase? Did you have a good time?’

Oh my baby had so many questions.

   ‘I missed you too baby, Mase will be up shortly and yes we did enjoy ourselves.

Where are Auntie Lys and Uncle John?
’

  
‘Their getting dressed, Uncle John played dress up with me last night and we all had a tea party, it was fun.’ She laughed out loud and then turned and flew toward the front door as Mason strolled in

  
‘Mase, I missed you.’

  
‘Hey Princess I missed you too, which is why I thought I could take you all to lunch, would you like that?’

Lily
’s huge smile declared her approval so I wandered into the bedroom to let Lys and John know our plans, both thought lunch sounded like a great idea, so we got ready to leave. When I walked back toward the lounge I couldn’t help but overhear Lily talking to Mason so I stopped to listen.

  
‘Do you like my mummy?’

  
‘Yes Princess I like your mom very much. Does that make you happy or sad?’

  
‘Happy, my mummy has been sad for a long time, she smiles now. She likes you, I can tell. Please don’t tell mummy, but I don’t want to go home. I like it here, and I like being with you. Are you going to marry mummy?’

  
‘Ummm…. princess, can I tell you a secret? I love your mom, and I love you, so I don’t want to be away from you guys, I’m going to do my best to be as close to you as I can, do you understand? I promise to be here for you and I would love nothing more that to marry your mom, would you like that?’

  
‘Yes, I would like a daddy.’ My heart broke a little at the conversation, it would seem I hadn’t done enough to shield Lily from her sperm donor, but then again I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. Mason wanted to marry me. WOW. I took a minute before I walked out.

  
‘Hey is everyone ready? I hope so because I’m starving.’ Lily walked over to me and had a sweet smile on that adorable face but said nothing so I just helped her with her jacket and grabbed my bag. Lys and John walked out together with Lily on their trail, Mase held back until I locked up.

  
‘Hey real quick I just wanted to ask if you would come to my place tonight, nothing heavy or anything just dinner, a movie. What do you think?’

  
‘Sure I’ll just make sure the guys are ok to stay with Lily.’

He smiled down at me and I sighed, his smile could just make me melt and I was getting used to this feeling.

   After lunch, my friends took Lily back to the hotel, with a wink and a
‘Don’t worry about Lily’ from John, I left with Mase. We arrived at his place in no time at all. He asked me to sit and disappeared into his bedroom for a minute, when he came out he seemed nervous but determined

  
‘I wanted to give you something, its something that I think you’ll like but I know you don’t like extravagant gifts so here.’ He handed me a small box, when I opened it, a beautiful necklace lay inside. The design was intricate but not over the top.

  
’It’s the Chinese symbol for fate, I thought it was apt.’

  
‘It’s beautiful, where did you find it?’

  
‘Well, Clive sourced it for me, he can pretty much do and get anything even something as unique as this. Here let me put it on.’

  
‘Clive huh, well that explains the funny looks he gave me,’ I laughed ’Thank you its amazing and you really don’t have to get me anything but I will treasure it.’

  
‘It looks perfect on you. ‘ He smiled down at me and then said ‘Shall we eat? Chinese?’ This had me laughing again, we ordered from his favourite take away and sat to watch a movie. When the credits rolled I turned to get a better look at his beautiful face, he smiled and again I melted.

  
‘You know I love that smile, you could pretty much ask me for anything when you smile like that and it would be yours,’ he looked so serious so I said ’What do you want baby?’

  
‘That’s easy love, you, I want you. Always and forever.’

  
‘Then you have me whatever happens. I love you. ‘I hesitated before saying ‘Can I stay the night?’ He blinked at me before realising what I’d said and just reached for my hand. I pulled him toward his bedroom and closed the door. I stood in front of him and looked into his eyes before saying

‘
Mase….I want you, but I don’t know what to do. I want to make you feel good. I don’t want to disappoint you.’

  
‘You could never disappoint me but you don’t need to push yourself into something your not ready for, you don’t have anything to prove.’

  
‘I know that and I love you even more for it but I uhh….I want to be with you, I want to share everything with you including this. I want you to show me how to please you.’

  
‘Summer, sweetheart, I want that too but I don’t need you to do something extra ordinary to please me. Being with you is what makes it special. I don’t want just sex, I want to make love to you, I want you to feel loved, special and enjoy being with me, but that doesn’t have to be tonight.’

  
‘No….I want you now.’

I almost screeched the words out but I wanted him to understand that my feelings were real and just because I was broken didn
’t mean I couldn’t heal.

  
‘Kiss me, show me how to love you.’ Mase took my hands and moved to the bed, we sat down and he kissed me with a passion he had yet to show me, I met his with my own, taking the lead and using my tongue to caress his lips and move into his warm mouth. His taste was so intoxicating I couldn’t get enough. He pulled away before saying

  
‘If I do anything you don’t want or I hurt you, please tell me. I couldn’t bare it if I hurt you.’

  
‘Shhhh, I will, I promise.’

I leaned back toward him and he took the lead, he caressed my cheeks and moved down my neck toward my shoulders, he lingered, just touching me, and then inched his way further toward my breasts, his fingers felt like feathers ghosting their way down until he reached my thighs. His fingers curled around and moved my leg up and over his own. I reached around his neck and made my own trail down his back toward his amazing firm arse, I felt his muscles ripple with every pass I made and it spurred me onward. I pushed the tips of my fingers under his shirt, his skin was so warm, and he shivered into my touch. He continued to touch my whole body and when I couldn
’t take the feeling any more, I grabbed his hair in my hands and pulled him down so I could claim his lips. We kissed like life depended on it and it made me want even more. I moved my fingers to the seam of his shirt and began to lift it, he moved giving me space to pull it over his head. With his bare torso revealed I couldn’t help but moan and move in to kiss him, his growl of approval seemed to push him to the limit and before I knew it he was pushing my t shirt over my head, I felt a sudden pang of shame as he undid my bra and my breasts were revealed but soon lost all my senses when Mase leaned in and kissed each breast before sucking my nipples into his mouth. His tongue lavished them until I felt like I was drowning in bliss. He moved back to kiss my mouth, and I felt hungry for his touch, so I used as much force as possible to push back slightly, he looked confused until I reached down to undo his fly and pull his jeans down, I quickly moved my hands inside the waistband of his boxers to feel his solid erection, the moan that escaped made me want to do it again and again just to hear him. I moved my hand over him, feeling every contour, every ridge, it was easy to see he enjoyed being touched but all too soon he stopped my actions and pulled my hands over my head.

  
‘I want you to keep them over your head, I want to touch every part of you, and I want you to just feel it, enjoy it.’

I kept my eyes on him, while he moved his hands down my body, I had never felt anything like this and I could feel my body vibrating, at this point it was a mixture of fear and excitement. When he reached the top of my jeans, he gazed back toward me, asking for approval, with a nod of my head he moved the zip down and pulled them off in a swift movement. His eyes scanned my body, from top to toe. Lying here in just my panties, there wasn
’t much I could hide from him. He kissed his way down my body, until he reached my panties and then slipped his fingers underneath the elastic, lowering them slowly. With nothing in the way we locked eyes and just took the other in. His cock stood out reaching his belly. He gave me his smile, and then raised an eyebrow making sure I kept my arms above my head, while saying

  
‘You are so beautiful.’

I couldn
’t help but be a bit wary of his words but his actions were saying exactly that. He touched me like he couldn’t get enough and made sure I knew it. His touch left a trail of fire along my skin, he knew exactly what I wanted without me saying a word, guided by my moans of pleasure he used his fingers to ease his way into my wet sex, slowly as if he were watching for any signs that this wasn’t what I wanted. For the first time ever I felt myself letting go of my past, the feeling was so good, I couldn’t help but moan out loud, he continued to ease his way in and out of my tight heat, circling my clit until I could feel myself coiling. My body started to warm all over and before I knew it I was falling over the edge, my sex clenched with my orgasm and it felt like I lost consciousness. When I looked up, Mason’s usual blue eyes were so dark they were borderline black.

  
‘I will never get enough of the look on your face when you come. Are you alright love?’ With a sharp intake of breath I answered

  
‘I’m….umm, I’m amazing. Mason, can I touch you?’

  
‘Sweetheart, I’d love that but I don’t think I would last if you did, I really want to make love to you, if that’s what you want? I mean we don’t have to.’

  
‘I want to, I want to feel you all over.’

With no other words he kissed me then moved between my legs, I could feel his tip at my entrance, but he didn
’t move.

  
‘Are you sure about this?’

  
‘Oh God yes…. please.’

With another kiss on my lips he moved forward, easing himself inside, Mason took his time, watching for any signs of discomfort. It took a few breaths before I relaxed enough to allow him to move, his size was impressive even for my inexperienced self. I moved my hips up slightly and he pulled all the way out before quickly pushing back inside, the feeling was indescribable. He set a rhythm which I matched and in no time at all I felt myself beginning to tingle all over and a rush of warmth began to travel from my head to my toes and then centre in my core.