Ellie chuckled, then sawed a squash off a vine with a knife. “When I found out for real about babies, I didn't believe it. Logistically, it didn't seem like it would work.”
“I don't think so much about where babies come from now,” Katie murmured. “I wonder about where they go.”
Rocking back on her heels, Ellie gingerly set down the knife. “You're not going to make another confession right now, are you?”
Smiling sadly, Katie shook her head. “No. Your defense strategy is safe.”
“What defense strategy?” Ellie muttered, and at Katie's panicked glance she scrambled to cover her own words. “I'm sorry. I just don't quite know what I'm going to do with you now.” Ellie sank down between the rows of bean plants, picked bare weeks ago. “If I had never walked into that courtroomâif I had let you try to defend yourself the way you wantedâyou would have been declared incompetent to stand trial. You would have been acquitted, most likely, with the promise of psychiatric care.”
“I'm not incompetent, and you know it,” Katie said stubbornly.
“Yes, and you're not insane. We've already had this conversation.”
“I'm also honest.”
“Amish?” Ellie said, hearing incorrectly. “I think the jury will get that, given your clothes.”
“I said
honest
. But I'm Amish, too.”
Ellie yanked at the curly head of a carrot. “They might as well be synonyms.” She tugged again, and as the root came flying out of the ground, she suddenly realized what she'd said. “My God, Katie, you're Amish.”
Katie blinked at her. “If it's taken you this many months to notice, I don'tâ”
“That's the defense.” A grin spread over Ellie's face. “Do Amish boys go to war?”
“No. They're conscientious objectors.”
“How come?”
“Because it isn't our way to be violent,” Katie replied.
“Exactly. The Amish live according to the literal teachings of Christ. That means turning the other cheek just like Jesusâ not just on Sundays, but every single minute of the day.”
Puzzled, Katie said, “I don't understand.”
“Neither will the jury, but they will by the time I'm finished,” Ellie said. “You know why you're the first Amish murder suspect in East Paradise, Katie? Becauseâquite simplyâif you're Amish, you don't commit murder.”
Dr. Owen Zeigler liked Ellie Hathaway. He had worked with her once before, on a case involving an abusive husband who'd beaten his pregnant wife and caused her to lose her twenty-four-week fetus. He liked her no-nonsense style, her boy's haircut, and the way her legs seemed to reach all the way to her neckâ something anatomically impossible, but stimulating all the same. He had no idea who or what her client was this time around, but the way things were shaping up, Ellie Hathaway was going to get her reasonable doubtâhowever slim it might be.
In the owl-eye of his microscope, Owen scrutinized the results of the Gram's stain. There were clusters of dark blue Gram-positive short rods, cocco-bacillary in shape. According to the culture results of the autopsy, these had been identified as diphtheroidsâbasic contaminants. But there were a hell of a lot of them, making Owen wonder if they were truly diphtheroids after all.
Ellie, actually, had planted the seed of doubt. What if those Gram-positive rods were signs of an infectious agent? A cocco-bacillary organism could easily be misinterpreted as a rod-shaped diphtheroid, especially since the microbiologist who'd performed the test hadn't done the Gram stain.
He slipped the slide from the scope, cradled it in his palm, and walked down the hospital hall to the lab where Bono Ger-hardt worked. Owen found the microbiologist huddled over a catalog of reagents. “You picking out your spring bulbs?”
The microbiologist laughed. “Yeah. I can't decide between Holland tulips, herpes simplex virus, or cytokeratin.” He nodded at the slide Owen had brought. “What's that?”
“I'm thinking either Group B beta-hemolytic strep or listeria,” Owen said. “But I was hoping you might be able to tell me for sure.”
Shortly before ten o'clock, the members of the Fisher family would put down whatever they were doing and gravitate, as if pulled by a magnet, to the center of the living room. Elam would say a short German prayer, and then the others would all bow their heads in silence for a moment, offering up their own tribute to God. Ellie had watched it for months now, always recalling that first suspicious conversation she'd had with Sarah about her own faith. The discomfort she'd initially felt had given way to curiosity, and then to indifferenceâshe'd finish reading whatever article she'd been skimming in the
Reader's Digest
or one of her own law books, and then go up to bed when the others rose.
Tonight, she and Sarah and Katie had been playing Scrabble. It had gotten almost giddy, with Katie insisting that phonetically spelled words of Dietsch be allowed to count. When the cuckoo clock chimed ten times, Katie dumped her tray of letters into the box, followed by her mother. Aaron, who'd been in the barn, came inside on the wings of a frigid swirl of air. He hung up his coat and went to kneel beside his wife.
But that night, when Elam said the Lord's Prayer, he recited it in English. Surprised by the overtureâthe Amish prayed in German, or at the very least, DietschâEllie found her lips moving along. Sarah, whispering too, lifted her head. She looked at Ellie, then shifted the slightest bit to her right, to make a space.
How long had it been since Ellie had prayed, really prayed, not a last-minute send-up as the jury was filing in or when the highway patrolman had caught her doing eighty-five miles per hour? What did she have to lose? Without responding to her own questions, Ellie slipped from her chair and knelt beside Sarah as if she belonged, as if her thoughts and hopes might be answered.
“Bono Gerhardt,” the man said, sticking out his hand. “Charmed.”
Ellie smiled at the microbiologist Owen Zeigler had introduced her to. The man was only about five foot four and wore a surgical scrub cap on his head, printed with zebras and monkeys. A Guatemalan worry doll was pinned to his lapel. Around his neck were headphones, which snaked into a Sony Discman in his right pocket. “You missed the incubation,” he said, “but I'll forgive you for coming in after the first act.”
Bono led her to a table, where several slides were waiting. “Basically, we're trying to identify the organism Owen found by using an im-munoperoxidase stain. I cut more sections of the paraffin block of tissue, and incubated them with an antibody that will react with listeriaâthat's the bacteria we're trying to ID. Over here are our positive and negative controls: bona fide samples of listeria, courtesy of the veterinary school; and diphtheroids. And now, lady and gentleman, the moment of truth.”
Ellie drew in her breath as Bono set a few drops of solution onto the first specimen.
“This is horseradish peroxidase, an enzyme bound to an antibody,” Bono explained. “Theoretically, this enzyme's only gonna go where the listeria are.”
Ellie watched him attend to all the slides on the table. Finally, he brandished a small vial. “Iodine?” she guessed.
“Close. It's just a dye.” He added drops to each sample and then anchored the first slide beneath a microscope. “If that's not listeria,” Bono murmured, “bite me.”
Ellie looked from one man to the other. “What's going on?”
Owen squinted into the microscope. “You remember I told you that the necrosis in the liver was probably due to an infection? This is the bacteria that caused it.”
Ellie peered into the scope herself, but all she could see were things that looked like tiny bits of fat rice, edged in brown.
“The infant had listeriosis,” Owen said.
“So he didn't die of asphyxia?”
“Actually, he did. But it was a chain of events. The asphyxia was due to premature delivery, which was caused by chorioamnionitisâwhich was caused by listeriosis. The baby contracted the infection from the mother. It's fatal nearly thirty percent of the time in unborn fetuses, but can go undetected in the mothers.”
“Death by natural causes, then.”
“Correct.”
Ellie grinned. “Owen, that's fabulous. That's just the sort of information I was hoping for. And where did the mother pick up the infection?”
Owen looked at Bono. “This is the part that you're not going to like, Ellie. Listeriosis isn't like strep throatâyou don't go around contracting it on a daily basis. The odds of infection are roughly one in twenty thousand pregnant women. Maternal infection usually occurs after consumption of contaminated food, and with today's technology, the specific contaminants are pretty well negated by the time the food's available for consumption.”
Ellie crossed her arms, impatient. “Food like what?”
The pathologist hunched his shoulders. “What's the chance that your client drank unpasteurized milk while she was pregnant?”
T
he little library at the superior court was directly above Judge Ledbetter's chambers. Although I was supposed to be researching recent case law concerning judgments on murders of children under the age of five, I had spent considerably more time these past two hours staring at the warped wooden floor, as if I might will through the slats a softness of heart.
“I can hear you thinking out loud,” said a deep voice, and I turned in my seat to find George Callahan standing behind me. He pulled up a chair and straddled it. “You're sending vibes to Phil, right?”
I searched his face for signs of rivalry, but he only looked sympathetic. “Just some light voodoo.”
“Yeah, I do it too. Fifty percent of the time, it even works.” George smiled, and, relaxing, I smiled back. “I've been looking for you. I've got to tell youâI don't feel like a million bucks sending some little Amish girl to jail for life, Ellie. But murder's murder, and I've been trying to come up with a solution that might work for all of us.”
“What's your offer?”
“You know she's looking at life, here. I can give you ten years if she pleads guilty to manslaughter. Look, with good behavior, she'll be out in five or six years.”
“She won't survive in prison for five or six years, George,” I said quietly.
He looked down at his clasped hands. “She's got a better chance of making it through five years than fifty.”
I stared, hard, at the floor above Judge Ledbetter's chambers. “I'll let you know.”
Ethically, I had to bring a plea offered by the prosecution to my client. I'd been in this position before, where I had to relate an offer that I didn't think was in our best interests, but this time I was nervous about my client's response. Usually, I could convince someone that taking our chances at trial would be in his or her best interests, but Katie was a whole different story. She'd been brought up to believe that you gave an apology and then accepted whatever punishment was meted out. George's plea would allow Katie to bring this fiasco to an end, in a way that made perfect sense to her.
I found her doing the ironing in the kitchen. “I need to talk to you.”
“Okay.”
She smoothed the arm of one of her father's shirtsâlavenderâand pressed it flat with an iron that had been heated on the stove. Not for the first time, I realized that Katie would make the perfect wifeâin fact, she'd been groomed for just that. If she was sentenced to life in prison, she'd never get that opportunity. “The county attorney offered you a plea bargain.”
“What's that?”
“It's a deal, basically. He reduces the charge and sentence, and in return you have to say you were wrong.”
Katie flipped the shirt over and frowned. “And then we still go to trial?”
“No. Then it's over.”
Katie's face lit up. “That would be wonderful!”
“You haven't heard his terms,” I said dryly. “If you plead guilty to manslaughter, instead of Murder One, you'll get a sentence of ten years in prison, instead of life. But with parole you'll probably only have to be in jail half that time.”
Katie set the iron on its edge on the stove. “I would still go to jail, then.”
I nodded. “The risk in accepting the offer is that if you go to trial and get acquitted, you don't go to jail at all. It's like settling for something, when you haven't seen what's out there.” But even as I said it, I knew it was the wrong explanation. An Amishman took what he was givenâhe didn't hold out for the best, because that would only come at someone else's expense, someone who didn't get the best.
“Will you get me acquitted, then?”
It always came down to this, with clients who were offered a plea. Before they ceded to my advice, they wanted the assurance that things were going to come out in our favor. In most cases of my career, I'd been able to say yes with fervor, with convictionâand I then went on to prove myself right.
But this was not “most cases.” And Katie was no ordinary client.
“I don't know. I believe I could have gotten you off with temporary insanity. But with the abbreviated length of time I've had to prepare this new defense, I just can't say. I
think
I can get you acquitted. I
hope
I can get you acquitted. But Katie ⦠I can't give you my word.”
“All I have to do is say I was wrong?” Katie asked. “And then it's over?”
“Then you go to jail,” I clarified.
Katie lifted the iron and pressed it so hard against the shoulder of her father's shirt that the fabric hissed. “I think I will take this offer,” she said.
I watched her run the iron over and between the buttonholes, this girl who had just decided to go to prison for a decade. “Katie, can I tell you something as your friend, instead of your lawyer?” She glanced up. “You don't know what prison is like. It's not only full of English peopleâit's full of bad people. I don't think this is the way to go.”
“You don't think like me,” Katie said quietly.