“I had no choice. She was going to
carve you up—or worse—if I didn’t
distract her somehow.”
Remy raised an eyebrow, then
winced as pain twinged. She certainly
wanted to believe him, but could she?
“You could have pulled a gun on them
instead of screwing her,” she suggested
blandly.
His eyes were cool. “If only it were
that easy.”
“Hmm. So how many times did you
feel the need to wash after you touched
me?”
Now his mouth relaxed into a smirk.
“You know the answer to that.”
And well she did, for previously
when traveling together they’d slept
close every night whether they had sex
or not. He certainly hadn’t rushed off to
a nearby creek at the first opportunity.
He’d made it clear the proximity was
partly to keep her from running away,
and she believed him.
At the time, she accepted his decree
with the practicality of knowing he
wouldn’t hurt her, and that being with
him would actually help protect her—
from the other bounty hunters as well as
zombies and any other dangers that might
approach. Aside from that, she’d been
waiting to catch him off-guard and take
the opportunity to run.
Now, after going with him to the
creek, she had to admit he was right: it
felt good to wash away the last bit of
grime and blood. And the cool water
soothed her swollen, throbbing face. But
Ian had insisted she leave Dantès
behind,
and
that
made
her
uncomfortable.
She was treading water, aware of the
softly fading light, listening for the
telltale
ruuuuuuthhhh,
when he swam
over to her. Her heart began to pound
when she recognized the look in his
eyes.
“My, how quickly you’ve moved on.
Lacey would be devastated,” she said
when he took her arm and drew her
toward him in the water.
“Damn, Remy, did you have to
remind me? Nothing like a downer to
ruin the mood.” His expression indicated
he wasn’t joking.
One of her hands was on his broad,
sleek shoulder, and their feet brushed as
she frog-kicked to stay afloat. He
brought her closer and they kissed, his
mouth warm and soft over her chilled
lips.
Remy allowed herself to ease into the
kiss, pushing away the flicker of memory
from the unexpected, knee-weakening
kiss Wyatt had given her out of anger.
But it wouldn’t go, that flare of memory.
And so she kissed Ian harder, trying to
drum up more interest.
He made a soft sound into her lips
and curved his arm around her waist,
pulling her up against him. She was still
wearing her shirt and panties, but it
hardly mattered: the fabric plastered
against her like a second skin, and he
was bare from the waist up. His body,
strong and warm, pressed into her
curves. And from the growing hardness
between his legs, it was clear he’d
managed to get beyond any distracting
thoughts of Lacey.
But it wasn’t quite so easy for Remy
to dismiss her distractions—and the dark
memories lingering at the edge of her
mind—and she pulled away. For a
moment she thought Ian wasn’t going to
release her, but after peering into her
eyes in the dim light, he did.
“You okay?” he asked.
“I’m sorry,” she said lightly, knowing
what he was really asking. “I’m not
interested in being your consolation
prize for subjecting yourself to Lacey,
although I am grateful you chose to do
so.” She paddled backward easily,
feeling his eyes on her.
“I wasn’t asking for a quid pro quo,”
he replied. She could make out his
irritated frown. “You’re just damn hard
for a guy to resist.”
“Not for some,” she muttered before
she could stop herself, thinking of Wyatt.
Fortunately, her feet touched the bottom
then, and she turned and waded out of
the water.
Ian didn’t say anything, but he
followed her back to shore. They
gathered up their things in silence and he
led the way to the old firehouse. Dantès
was ecstatic to see his mistress again,
and she and Ian fell into their old
routine: he built a fire, using an old sink
to contain it, while she scrounged
through his supplies—or whoever the
packs in the Humvee belonged to—for
sustenance.
As they dined on beer, smoked fish,
dried apples, and some soft, flat bread,
she felt Ian’s attention coming back to
her in between him listening to sounds of
the darkening night.
“I still can’t figure out,” she said, as
much out of curiosity as to divert his
attention from her, “whether you double-
crossed Lacey and Goldwyn or whether
you double-crossed me. You showing up
when you did, and then me finding Lacey
so close by . . . I can’t imagine that was
all an accident.”
“Not many things in this world are an
accident. But believe me when I say I
have no allegiance whatsoever to Lacey
or Goldwyn.” He took a drink from a
bottle of beer, holding her with his eyes
as he set it down. “I want that crystal,
Remy.”
She had a momentary pang of
surprise. “But you know I don’t have it.”
Now his face changed. “What do you
mean you don’t have it?” For the first
time, she saw real anger in his
expression.
“You heard me tell them I don’t have
it. You said you
knew
I didn’t have it.”
“What do you mean
you don’t have
it
?” His voice was flat and hard, and a
flare of nervousness rushed through her.
“I saw you with it when the zombies
attacked.”
“I . . . don’t know where it is. I lost
it. It came out of my pocket. Probably
when I was running away from the
zombies.” Remy wasn’t certain why she
didn’t tell him that Wyatt had stolen it.
Well of course she knew why she didn’t
tell him: she didn’t want to have to
compete with Ian to get it back. Or to
mete out her revenge on him for taking it.
“You
lost
the Mother crystal?” His
voice was deathly low and his eyes . . .
they were hard and glittery and furious.
“I didn’t think you knew about it,”
she said. “You never said anything
before.”
“ I
didn’t
know, dammit. I suspected
you knew where it was, but I didn’t
know you had it until you brought the
fucking thing out and showed it to the
zombies. If I had known you were
carrying it around all the time, back then,
I . . .” He turned away, his jaw clenching
visibly.
“You what? Would have taken it
from me before? You would have left
me to Seattle?” She was getting angry
now, and damn it, her eyes were
growing wet with furious tears.
“No, Remy. Have I ever hurt you?
Haven’t I protected you, and even saved
your ass more than once?”
“But it was all because of the crystal.
That’s why you took care of me: you
figured I’d lead you to it at some point.
Or you’d take it from me. If you’d known
I had it, things would have been a lot
different.”
“How do I know you aren’t lying to
me? There’s no way you protected that
thing for years and suddenly lost it in
one night.”
She lifted her chin, crossing her
arms, speared him with her glare. “Feel
free to search me. It’s not as if you
haven’t seen everything before.”
“I’m going to have to,” he said,
standing suddenly. “I can’t take that
chance.”
“Fine.” She stood, too, and whipped
off her damp shirt, then yanked down her
jeans. “Here you go. Have at it. Want me
to take off my bra and panties too?”
Ian glared at her for a minute, then
snatched up her jeans and felt through
them quickly. He did the same with her
shirt then tossed them back at her. “You
could have hidden it somewhere before
Lacey found you.”
“I
could
have,”
she
replied.
“Somewhere in the wilderness, where
the zombies could easily find it. As you
saw, they’re attracted to it. That would
make a
lot
of sense, seeing as how I
spent the last twenty years trying to keep
it safe.” She made no effort to hide the
derision in her voice.
He swore, his hand coming up to rub
his temples. Ian’s whole body seemed to
sag, his devastation obvious. If she
weren’t so furious and disappointed in
him, she might have felt sympathetic.
“Look,” he said at last, looking up
her. His eyes were terrible: cold and
bleak. “I’ve spent eight years risking
everything
for that crystal. I need to
have it. I have to find it.”
“You and everyone else, it seems.
Besides, I don’t even know what it is,”
she said. “I don’t know for sure that it’s
the Mother crystal.”
“Well it’s fucking something,” he
snapped. “Something important. Your
grandfather gave it to you, didn’t he?”
She nodded, swallowing around the
lump in her throat. “Yes.”
“What did he tell you about it?”
Remy shook her head. “Nothing. He
just told me to protect it.”
Ian turned away. “Damn,” he said.
His voice was quiet. Broken.
She watched him for a minute,
alternately wanting to smash him in the
head with something hard and pull him
into an embrace. He was a dangerous,
violent man . . . but there was something
at his core that didn’t fit with that
persona.
What was his weakness? His soft
core?
“What do you need it for?” she asked
finally. “What does it do? If it even is
the Mother crystal.”
He sat down heavily, his expression
drawn and dark. His hands hung loosely
over his crossed legs. “I need it because
the Elite want it.”
“The Elite? You mean the Strangers,”
she added to herself. “So you want it in
order to keep it from them—to use
whatever power it has. Or you want to
give
it to them. In exchange for
something, perhaps? Money? A crystal
of your own, so you can live
immortally?” A thought struck her, way
out of the blue, and she tilted her head,
looking at him closely. “Unless it has to
do with
her
.”
It was hardly noticeable, but she was
watching for it. His fingers spasmed,
then relaxed.
“Who is she?” Remy asked. “What’s
her name?”
Ian looked up, his eyes boring into
hers. She caught her breath at the odd
light in his gaze; she couldn’t tell if it
was loathing or despair. “Liana. Her
name is Liana.”
She opened her mouth to ask more,
but he stood abruptly. “That’s it.” He
held up a hand to ward her off, then
looked down at her. His expression was
not pleasant. “It occurs to me that your
companion Wyatt might somehow have
acquired the crystal—with or without
your knowledge. If that’s the case, you’ll
help me get it from him.”
“Or?” she retorted, her pulse spiking.
“I have no allegiance to anyone. I’ll
do whatever I have to do to get it. You
can count on it.”
T
he last time Remy was in Envy, she’d
thrown a snake at Wyatt. Literally.
With that tense moment long past, she
couldn’t hold back a smirk as she and
Ian approached the walls of the city. It
had been sort of funny.
Wyatt had been chasing her and
Dantès
through
a
deserted,
dirty
underground hallway and when she
finally came to a set of stairs that offered
escape, they’d encountered a snake. It
wasn’t a big snake—not like the ones
that lived in the old sewer tunnels—but
it was much bigger than those little