Yet, he couldn’t seem to keep his
mouth shut. “I used to read them stories
on the nights I was home, just before
they went to bed. I wanted them to learn
to love books.”
Silence. A blessed lull. But her
question brought back the bleakness and
desolation he fought earlier today, and
now he couldn’t help but slip back into
the ugly darkness.
“And you blame yourself. Why?”
Her question surprised him—not only
because he hoped she wasn’t listening,
but because it was so unexpected, yet so
damn sharp it stabbed. A rush of nausea
overwhelmed him, rising bitterly into his
mouth.
Must
be
the
whiskey.
Goddammit, he wished he hadn’t
finished the bottle. No, he wished he had
a whole ’nother bottle.
Hell. He just wanted to be left the
hell alone.
“Go to sleep, Remy.”
“Angry, guilt-ridden, closed off, and
cold. You’ve got a lot in common with
my grandfather.”
He laughed bitterly. “Not really.
Your grandfather didn’t want to die.
Me? I wish to hell I could.”
W
hen Remy awoke, she found herself
alone in the truck. Surprised that she’d
slept through Wyatt and Dantès rising
and going out to do their business, she
was nevertheless glad to have some
privacy.
The sunlight seemed dimmer than
usual, and a quick peek through the open
window told her it was a cloudy day.
But the temperature was still warm and
humid, and she happily pulled out one of
the new, long stretchy tank tops along
with an equally new bra and panties to
bring with her to the lake. Might as well
take advantage of the proximity to wash
up while she had it. If they began
traveling again tomorrow, she might not
have the time or convenience.
She tucked her gun in its place at the
back of her pants and finger-combed the
tangles from her hair. She was just about
to climb out of the truck when she heard
Dantès and Wyatt outside, his voice
hardly more than a rumble as he spoke to
the dog. To her consternation, a little
clutch of something caught her in the
belly, and she paused to consider its
meaning. Something had changed in how
she felt about facing Wyatt again, in the
daylight.
Sympathetic, of course, now that she
knew why the man was so dark and
angry. Or, at least, she knew part of the
reason.
And, okay, there was a little
nervousness, too, knowing she’d have to
interact with him after he’d had his
hands all over her bare skin. A shiver
took her by surprise, fluttering in her
stomach. All right, so she was acutely
aware of his maleness now that she’d
seen him bare-chested and he’d touched
her so intimately, but she needed to get a
grip.
He’s the same rude, arrogant
dickhead he’s been ever since you put a
bullet in the wall above his shoulder.
The sounds of Dantès barking outside
broke into her thoughts, and, wanting to
appear busy, Remy turned to look in one
of the cupboards as Wyatt helped her
pooch climb into the truck.
“Were there any other pairs of rubber
gloves?” she asked, rummaging through
the plastic bin he found the first night. “I
want to go back to the trailer and see if
there’s anything else there, and mine
ripped yesterday. They’re still usable,
but not perfect.”
“There might be another pair of
gloves in the first aid kit. I’ll go with
you. We could probably dig in that truck
for a week and not find everything.”
Huh.
He
sounded
surprisingly
amiable.
“Okay, I’ll look,” she said as he
clambered into the cab room next to her.
Dantès was there, too, swiping her with
his tongue and nearly knocking her over
in his pleasure at their reunion. It was a
good distraction.
“I’m going to see if I can catch a
couple trout in that lake,” Wyatt said,
standing as tall as he could in the low
room. He opened a short, long cupboard
that ran along the separator between the
driver’s seat and the rest of the cab and
pulled out a fishing pole. “They were
jumping like crazy this morning. How
are you at cooking fish?”
“Great, if they’re cleaned. But I was
going to walk over and wash up—uh—
first. Do you mind?”
“Hell no. Knock yourself out.”
Well, now, didn’t they sound
domestic? And not one cross word or
cross-eyed look.
Remy turned back to the plastic bin
and pulled out a purple cardboard box.
“Trojan,” she said, reading the label.
“What’s this for?”
“Nothing,” Wyatt said, and snatched
the box from her hand before she had a
chance to finish examining it. “We don’t
need that.”
Well, okay then. Back to his normal
self. She stood. “I’ll go swim. Maybe
you can find more gloves?”
“I’ll look.”
The lake was great. Remy felt better
after washing up, and even better after
she poured herself into a pink and white
bra sporting more lace than anything
she’d ever owned. It was different
because it hooked in the front, and the
straps crisscrossed in the back. And it
also made her breasts seem a lot bigger
than usual, lifting and pushing them
together a little. She wasn’t lacking in
boob size to begin with, but pulling on a
new, tight white tank top over this bra
made her curves look even more
pronounced.
At least, from her perspective it did:
looking down. It might not be so obvious
from a different angle, and of course she
didn’t have a mirror. She braided her
damp hair in a single over-the-shoulder
plait and was just getting ready to hike
back to the truck when Dantès loped into
the area.
Fair warning that Wyatt was not far
behind. Obviously, he was making
certain
he
wouldn’t
accidentally
encounter a naked woman swimming.
Heaven forbid.
Remy mentally rolled her eyes, but
just as quickly her ire faded. What was
wrong with her? She should be thankful
he wasn’t Seattle. Or even Ian, whose
come-on had been nothing more than
practicality:
Everyone thinks we’re
lovers. We might as well make it a fact.
Not that she had complained. Ian was
handsome and had a great body. He
definitely knew how to push a woman’s
pleasure buttons . . . in a mechanical sort
of way.
“You decent?” Wyatt shouted from a
safe distance.
“Yes,” she said, picking up her gun
and clothing, then the one towel she had
and the small bottles containing soap and
hair wash. “I’m going back to the truck.
Then I want to go to the trailer and
scavenge some more,” she told Wyatt
when he came around a tree carrying
fishing equipment.
His eyes swept over her and his face
changed. He opened his mouth to say
something and then closed it and
pivoted, turning to look out at the lake.
He shielded his eyes from the pasty sun
filtering through the clouds. “You’re
going to get sunburned,” he said in an
odd voice.
Frowning, Remy looked down at
herself. In lightweight nylon pants, she
was completely covered except for her
tanned arms and the U-neck of her tank
top . . . although there was a lot more
pale breast skin showing than usual. She
tugged the neckline up a little as Wyatt
added, “Trout aren’t jumping right now.
I’ll wait till later in the day to fish.”
“Okay.”
He was still looking out over the
water, as if trying to count the
nonexistent jumpers. “Did you say you
wanted to go to the trailer?” he said,
turning back toward her. His expression
could only be described as irritated.
“That’s what I said,” she replied,
looking at him closely. He was almost
babbling. “Whether you’re coming or
not.” She turned and started back the two
miles to the truck rig. Dantès came along
with her, his tongue hanging out happily.
To her surprise, Wyatt followed.
They dropped their things off and, at her
suggestion, emptied out their packs to
carry back their loot.
“This isn’t exactly traveling lightly,”
he lectured. “Don’t forget, once we
bring it here, we have to get everything
back to Envy.”
“I’ve got plenty of things I can get rid
of if I find replacements,” she told him,
adjusting the gun in the back of her
waistband. Aside from that, once Dantès
was recovered, he could carry a pack
too. He enjoyed helping that way.
They were halfway to the trailer
when Remy realized she forgot her
water bottle. She wasn’t about to ask
Wyatt to share his, so she decided to go
back and get her own. He made a
disgusted sound when she told him, but
waved her off without argument.
“Take Dantès,” was all he said as he
climbed into the trailer.
The round-trip took almost twenty
minutes, but it was hot and she was glad
she’d gone back for the water. Dantès
would appreciate it, too, although Wyatt
would have shared his with the dog, at
least.
When she got back to the trailer, she
called out, “Wyatt? You decent?” and
snickered to herself.
No surprise, he didn’t respond. She
didn’t think anything of it until Dantès
went stiff and his ears went up. He was
looking into the trailer.
Shit.
The dog gave a low growl, edging
toward the opening. “What is it, boy?”
she asked, walking closer, using a hand
motion to halt him. She could see only a
little of the inside: dark shadows, a faint
light. Wyatt’s silhouette standing near
the back, frozen, arms half extended as if
surrendering.
“Keep him out of here.” Wyatt’s
voice was tight and low.
Remy’s adrenaline spiked as she
peered into the candlelit interior. She
didn’t see anything threatening yet, but
there were lots of shadows. “Dantès, sit.
Stay
. Guard.”
The dog whined then growled, but
did as he was commanded, which left
Remy the freedom to get closer to the
entrance. It was off the ground about five
feet, but she’d used a tree stump
yesterday after Wyatt left, and it was
still in place.
“Jesus Christ, what the hell are you
doing?” Still tight and low and now
furious, Wyatt’s exclamation bounced
off the steel walls when she climbed
onto the stump and peered into the space.
“Get
out
of here!”
She ignored him. Now she could see
the raccoon, who’d been obstructed from
view because he was short and amid
piles of trash. The creature was about a
third of the way into the trailer and he
was angry. Spitting, drooling, foaming at
the mouth. He’d trapped Wyatt, who
couldn’t get past the beast. The
raccoon’s eyes gleamed with a red tinge
in the flickering candlelight and his
black claws were raised and menacing.
He looked as if he were ready to attack
at any moment, dividing his attention
between the two humans.
“He’s rabid,” Wyatt said from
between clenched teeth.
“I can see that. The foam at the mouth
and red eyes gave it away.”
“If he charges at—”
“Stay.”
She spun to glare at Dantès,
speaking in her firmest, most serious
voice even though the dog hadn’t moved
except to give another low growl. Then
she directed her attention to Wyatt,
reaching behind to the small of her back.
“Are you okay? Did he—”
“Christ, Remy, what the hell are you
doing? Get out of here before he turns on
— What the
hell
?”
But she’d already aimed the gun at