Middle of Knight (4 page)

Day

Jessica awoke alone
and naked from what had to be a dream. Restraints. Tears. Love. Sex—the best sex ever. Covering her face with a pillow, she grumbled into it, “Please tell me it wasn’t a dream.”

“It wasn’t a dream.”

“Jones!” She bolted up, tossing the pillow to the floor.

“Good morning.” The god of all gods stood in the doorway with a towel wrapped around his waist, wet hair, sexy smile.

“Hi,” she breathed. “You stayed.”

“I stayed … on the couch.”

Her eyes wandered along his body with her breath held captive. The mark on his shoulder wasn’t new. It was from Long Beach. “Turn around.”

He shook his head. “You didn’t make me bleed.”

On a slow exhale, she extinguished her nerves. She’d had sex with him, more than once. He’d released her from the restraints, and she didn’t. Make. Him. Bleed.

“You’re not cured.”

She nodded. “But it’s a step.”

The sexy lips she craved curled into a hint of a smile. “A small step.”

“I’m better for you.”

“You’re better
with
me.”

She squinted at him with her brow tensed. “I’m like a dog that’s well behaved with its owner.”

His teeth peeked through his growing smile as a soft chuckle vibrated from his chest. “I’m not sure you’ll ever be ‘well behaved.’”

Everything about him captivated her. The vulnerability she felt under
his
control nearly broke her. It wouldn’t matter how many blankets covered her body or layers of clothing concealed her nudity, she would forever feel stripped naked in his presence.

“I have to get home and change for work.”

The lilac sheet slipped from her breasts. “Could I convince you to stay?”

He looked at her bared chest. No hesitation. No guilt. She was so completely his. He knew it and she knew it.

“Yes, but my patients would be grateful if you didn’t.”

“How do you do that?”

“Do what?”

“Make me surrender without taking my sense of control.”

He dropped his towel and stepped into his jeans. “Surrendering
is
the ultimate control.”

“Now you’re just messing with me, Jones.”

He buttoned his shirt. “Take a shower. Go to work. Be productive today and I’ll reward you later.”

“So I am your dog. Will we play fetch? I’m pretty good with a Frisbee.”

Luke tied his shoes. It thrilled her to see him struggle a little more every day to keep his smile hidden. “I’ll pick you up around seven.”

“Seven-thirty. I’m teaching class until seven.”

“Class?”

“Self-defense.”

He nodded, giving her a thoughtful look. “The battered women’s shelter?”

“Yep.”

“Seven-thirty then.”

“Hey!” she called as he began his escape. “That’s it?” She slid out of bed, baring her entire naked body to him. “No kiss goodbye?”

He looked back over his shoulder, puckered his lips, kissed the air then continued to the front door.

“Jones!” She jogged to catch up, stopping him before he opened the front door.

“Do you still love me?”

He sighed as if the sight of her naked body pained him. “I adore you.”

“You
adore
me? What? You no longer love me?”

Inspecting the choices on the coat tree, he grabbed a long gray sweater from it then wrapped it around her. She returned a single raised brow.

“People
love
chocolate, surfing, and their gold fish. Adoration is better … it means to both love and admire.”

The tough-as-nails woman melted into a teenaged girl for a bit. “You admire me?” Her voice softened in disbelief.

“I do.” He gave her a quick peck on the lips and pulled away as she began to lean in.

She shoved the sweater off her shoulders. “But you don’t admire my body?”

He made a swift move out the door. “I do … way too much,” he called as he fled down the stairs.

Her smile beamed with uncontrollable delight from his adoration confession. “He thinks I’m adorable.” That smile faded to a frown as she ran to her window and slid it open. “Dammit, Jones!”

He looked up a second before closing the door to his GTO.

“It was another dog reference. Puppies are
adorable
.” She scowled.

Luke shook his head, a big grin plastered to his handsome face as he shut the door.

“God, he’s adorable.” Jessica giggled as she made her way to the shower.

*

Jessica cursed the
traffic and the tourist-filled cable cars that slowed her journey home. By the time she pulled into her single-car garage stall, the GTO that she
adored
sat parked in front of her place.

“Don’t mess with my heart, Jones. You’d better let me drive her tonight,” she murmured to herself while smiling at him with bared teeth.

“There’s my girl.” Luke grinned as she approached her front steps.

Did she like being “his girl?” Hell yes!

He grabbed her wrist and pulled her into his body, finding her lips and stealing her breath. She would never get used to Jones, Dr. Luke Jones, looking at her with those seductive blue eyes, pulling her into that sexy body, and kissing her with those lips that she’d coveted for so long.

When her knees gave out, he released her lips but kept her close to the hard planes of his chest.

“Let me run and change. Wait for me in the
passenger
seat.”

“Nice try.” He followed her up the steps.

After a quick change they were off to Sausalito for dinner. Luke drove.

“This feels like our first official date.” Jessica winked, freeing the shiny utensils from the red cloth napkin.

“You’re not counting our blind date?” Luke asked.

Jessica smiled at the waiter serving her wine. “No. Although it was our first kiss.” She grinned with her teeth clenched together.

The unappreciative victim of that first kiss narrowed his eyes at her.

“Well it was.” She laughed. “So … is this a working dinner?”

“Working dinner?”

“Yes. More unofficial therapy?”

“No. That was yesterday. I can’t see you as my unofficial patient tonight.”

She sipped her wine. “Why not?”

“Because I have a date.”

Everything about the man personified perfection. How was that possible? And why was he with arguably the biggest disaster on the West Coast? “Mmm … yes, with that nice girl I told you about.”

He closed his menu. “You said she was a real catch.”

“Do you concur?”

“I do.”

“What are you doing this weekend?”

Luke shrugged. “That depends on how much cleaning you get done around my place tomorrow.”

“So you don’t have any real plans. Great. I want you to meet my family. I’m having tea with my mom at Samovar on Saturday morning, but maybe we could all have dinner or Sunday brunch.”

“I’d love to meet your family. How will you introduce me?”

“With my voice. ‘Mom and Dad, this is Jones. Jones these are my parents, Grant and Sunny.”

“Your mom’s name is Sunny Day? Not possible.” Luke laughed.

“It’s true. Says the firstborn of Tom Jones. Anyway, we kid my dad that she married him just for his name. She lives up to her name too. I think I’ve heard her swear once, and even then it was when she was quoting someone else. Hands down, I have the most optimistic, laid-back mom in the world. She’s walking zen.”

“So you didn’t get her zen genes?”

Jessica laughed. “Astute observation, Dr. Jones. No, I have my father’s personality—a total firecracker. He doesn’t do anything in the middle. When he’s mad it’s a raging inferno and when he’s happy it’s like glitter exploded everywhere. When we work on cars and motorcycles in his garage he’s either singing his favorite song like the next American Idol contestant, or if something’s not going right he’s slinging wrenches and cussing up a storm. You’ll like him, just don’t mention that you drink imported beer. He
exclusively
drinks locally brewed beer.”

They gave the waiter their orders, including another glass of wine and another
imported
Heineken.

“My roommate in college committed suicide.” Luke stared at his beer as he rolled the empty green bottle back and forth in his hands. “He was born in Amsterdam and
he
exclusively drank Heineken, which I’m sure he considered a local beer.” Luke’s smile looked pained. “Anyway, after he died I started drinking Heineken. It makes me think of him when I drink it, like a silent toast to him wherever he is.”

That had to be what Luke’s dad started to tell Jessica. She knew it was a small piece and there had to be more to the story. A painful more.

“Well then I toasted your roommate over and over last night before you showed up and tied me to my bed. Of course I navigated to the Heineken because of you.”

Luke nodded, taking an extra few seconds to resurface from his past before locking eyes with her again. “So tell me about Jude. Is he a firecracker too?”

Jessica laughed so fast she snorted. “Jetta boy? No. He’s a very unique breed. He’s a hair trigger when it comes to self-defense type situations, and he’s kinda paranoid—the conspiracy theory type—but he’s definitely Sunny’s boy too.

She sipped her wine. A smile tugged at her lips. “When he’s in his element, aka in front of a computer or preying on every woman in the Bay area, he’s Cool Joe, laid back, ‘I don’t need pot to be this chillin’.’ And the women fall at his feet like he’s a god. The truth is he’s such a man whore, but the weird part is he doesn’t have a following of disgruntled women. It’s as if they know they’re only going to get one night with him, but they still line up to willingly drop their panties and spread their legs. Pathetic.”

“Thank God my sisters don’t live around here.”

“They’d be safe. Jude likes older women—smart, older women. He said it’s hard to fuck a woman’s brain out if she doesn’t actually have a brain.”

Luke smirked.

Jessica quirked a brow. “His words not mine.”

They enjoyed a sunset dinner by the bay, revealing bits of each other one tragic or funny story at a time. Hand-in-hand they strolled toward the GTO parked in a lot with a backdrop of sailboat masts and the sunlight on the water’s surface, reflecting diamond-studded whitecaps. Contentment settled upon them like they’d done it for years.

“I want to take you to my place. I have a surprise for you.” Luke leaned over and kissed her as they waited at a stop light.

“What is it?”

“Do I need to define the word surprise?”

“Ugh … fine, but give me a hint. I like this game.”

Luke laughed. “Contumacious.”

“I’m not being stubbornly disobedient. Okay, maybe a little stubborn, but not disobedient. Thank you once again for the dog reference.”

“Well there you have it.”

Jessica looked at him, eyes narrowed. “Have what?”

“You’ll see.”

“It’s an apron isn’t it? I bet you’re going to have me dress up in a kinky little French maid’s outfit to clean your place tomorrow, aren’t you?”

Luke adjusted in his seat a bit. “Um … no that’s not the surprise, but I’m not going to lie, I like your idea.”

“I love that, Jones. The hard-ass, no humor doctor role you play has appeared in many of my fantasies, argyle socks and all. But you in this car, getting turned on by the thought of me in a French maid’s outfit—reminding me that you are
all
guy—it’s the absolute-nothing-else-compares best.” She leaned her head back on the head rest, closed her eyes, and smiled in total contentment.

“So now wouldn’t be the best time to wake you from your dream state and confess that I’m gay?”

She laughed. “It happens, Jones. I think it’s almost impossible to live in San Francisco and not question your sexual orientation. Yet another thing I
love
about this city. It opens its arms to everyone. We’re all just … human.”

He pulled into his garage space, killed the engine, and stared at her like he was somehow seeing her for the first time.

“What?” She wrinkled her nose, sliding her tongue along her teeth in case she had a piece of spinach stuck to one.

He rested his arm on the back of her seat and threaded his fingers through her hair, cupping the back of her head. “When we first met, my biggest fear was you would never feel ‘normal’ again.”

“And now?”

“And now I fear you will, and for some reason that feels tragic to me.”

She leaned into his touch. “I think we both know that’s not possible. Now … about this big surprise—”

“It’s not a big surprise … not yet anyway.” He climbed out and rushed around to open her door.

“Why thank you, sir.” She placed her hand in his and he led her up to his condo.

“Wait out here.”

“Sweeping the joint for your Tumblr followers?”

“Funny. But seriously, don’t come in until I tell you.” He shut the door, leaving her in the hallway.

Her smile grew with each passing second, not from the surprise. The man of her dreams and his adoration for her owned that smile, but … she did love surprises.

“Okay, open the door,” he called from the other side.

Her whole body shivered with giddiness. She opened the door. Luke squatted down next to a pudgy little Great Dane puppy—white with irregular black spots.