K is for Kinky (15 page)

Then suddenly I feel the handle of the blade slipped up inside me. She's holding the sharp razor edge in her hand, carefully cradling the scissor-sharp point as she fucks me with the thick rubber handle. Fucks me hard and seriously. I'm filled by this tool. For once, I'm filled. Does the need lessen? Does the wanting evaporate?

No. Insert a bitter laugh here. No. I just want it more.

In and out, she works the knife within me, pumping her fist against me. I think about that knife concealed in the fleshy softness of her palm. I imagine that her fingers will close tightly—too tightly—around the dagger, and I see in my head the lines that the knife will make. Pure ruby red liquid squeezing through her fist as she continues to thrust that handle inside me, such a true crimson river that it will seem fake. This is the mental picture that takes me right up to the edge.

“Talk to me,” she says again. “Make it real.”

“It's a rush,” I whisper to her, trying to explain. “It's all about the rush.”

Lowering my head to my chest, I start to come. Steady, so steady, causing no sudden movements, the ripples spread through me. So
sweetly and quietly those waves spread outward again and again as if they'll never stop. But when I see my reflection in the mirror, I am unsurprised to see that I remain poker-faced. Emotionless. Unchanged until she pulls the knife away from my body, surveys the area of her desire, and makes the first true cut. Only then, when there is no going back, can I give in to her, allowing myself to be caught. And in doing so, allowing myself finally to get free.

C
ALLED A “LITERARY SIREN” by Good Vibrations, Alison Tyler is naughty and she knows it. She is the author of more than twenty explicit novels, including
Rumors
,
Tiffany Twisted,
and W
ith or Without You
(all published by Cheek), and the winner of “best kinky sex scene” as awarded by Scarlet Magazine. Her novels and short stories have been translated into Japanese, Dutch, German, Italian, Norwegian, Greek, and Spanish.

According to
Clean Sheets
, “Alison Tyler has introduced readers to some of the hottest contemporary erotica around.” And she's done so through the editing of more than thirty-five sexy anthologies, including the erotic alphabet series published by Cleis Press; as well as the
Naughty Stories from A to Z
series, the
Down & Dirty
series,
Naked Erotica
, and
Juicy Erotica
(all from Pretty Things Press). Please drop by
www.prettythingspress.com
.

Ms. Tyler is loyal to coffee (black), lipstick (red), and tequila (straight). She has tattoos, but no piercings; a wicked tongue, but a quick smile; and bittersweet memories, but no regrets. She believes it won't rain if she doesn't bring an umbrella, prefers hot and dry to cold and wet, and loves to spout her favorite motto: “You can sleep when you're dead.” She chooses Led Zeppelin over the Beatles, the Cure over NIN, and the Stones over everyone—yet although she appreciates good rock, she has a pitiful weakness for '80s hair bands. In all things important, she remains faithful to her partner of more than a decade, but she still can't settle on one perfume. Visit
www.alisontyler.com
for more luscious revelations or
myspace.com/alisontyler
, if you'd like to be her friend.

Copyright © 2008 by Alison Tyler.

 

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Published in the United States by Cleis Press Inc.,
P.O. Box 14697, San Francisco, California 94114.

eISBN : 978-1-573-44619-8