Framley Parsonage (66 page)

There were two ladies whom it behoved him to see on the day of his arrival – whom, indeed, he generally saw every day except when absent from Greshamsbury. The first of these – first in the general consideration of the people
of the place – was the wife of the squire, Lady Arabella Gresham, a very old patient of the doctor’s. Her it was his custom to visit early in the afternoon; and then, if he were able to escape the squire’s daily invitation to dinner, he customarily went to the other, Lady Scatcherd, when the rapid meal in his own house was over. Such, at least, was his summer practice.

‘Well, doctor, how are
they at Boxall Hill?’ said the squire, waylaying him on the gravel sweep before the door. The squire was very hard set for occupation in these summer months.

‘Quite well, I believe.’

‘I don’t know what’s come to Frank. I think he hates this place now. He’s full of the election, I suppose.’

‘Oh, yes; he told me to say he should be over here soon. Of course there’ll be no contest, so he need
not trouble himself.’

‘Happy dog; isn’t he, doctor? to have it all before him instead of behind him. Well, well; he’s as good a lad as ever lived, – as ever lived. And let me see; Mary’s time –’ And then there were a few very important words spoken on that subject.

‘I’ll just step up to Lady Arabella now,’ said the doctor.

‘She’s as fretful as possible,’ said the squire. ‘I’ve just left her.’

‘Nothing special the matter, I hope?’

‘No, I think not; nothing in your way, that is; only specially cross, which always comes in my way. You’ll stop and dine to-day, of course?’

‘Not to-day, squire.’

‘Nonsense; you will. I have been quite counting on you. I have a particular reason for wanting to have you to-day, – a most particular reason.’ But the squire always had his particular reasons.

‘I’m very sorry, but it is impossible to-day. I shall have a letter to write that I must sit down to seriously. Shall I see you when I come down from her ladyship?’

The squire turned away sulkily, almost without answering him, for he now had no prospect of any alleviation to the tedium of the evening; and the doctor went upstairs to his patient.

For Lady Arabella, though it cannot be said that
she was ill, was always a patient. It must not be supposed that she kept her bed and swallowed daily doses, or was prevented from taking her share in such prosy gaieties as came from time to time in the way of her prosy life; but it suited her turn of mind to be an invalid and to have a doctor; and as the doctor whom her good fates had placed at her elbow thoroughly understood her case, no great
harm was done.

‘It frets me dreadfully that I cannot get to see Mary,’ Lady Arabella said, as soon as the first ordinary question as to her ailments had been asked and answered.

‘She’s quite well and will be over to see you before long.’

‘Now I beg that she won’t. She never thinks of coming when there can be no possible objection, and travelling, at the present moment, would be –’ Whereupon
the Lady Arabella shook her head very gravely. ‘Only think of the importance of it, doctor,’ she said. ‘Remember the enormous stake there is to be considered.’

‘It would not do her a ha’porth of harm if the stake were twice as large.’

‘Nonsense, doctor, don’t tell me; as if I didn’t know myself. I was very much against her going to London this spring, but of course what I said was overruled.
It always is. I do believe Mr Gresham went over to Boxall Hill, on purpose to induce her to go. But what does he care? He’s fond of Frank; but he never thinks of looking beyond the present day. He never did, as you know well enough, doctor.’

‘The trip did her all the good in the world,’ said Dr Thorne, preferring anything to a conversation respecting the squire’s sins.

‘I very well remember
that when I was in that way it wasn’t thought that such trips would do me any good. But, perhaps, things are altered since then.’

‘Yes, they are,’ said the doctor. ‘We don’t interfere so much now-a-days.’

‘I know I never asked for such amusements when so much depended on quietness. I remember before Frank was born – and,
indeed, when all of them were born – But as you say, things were different
then; and I can easily believe that Mary is a person quite determined to have her own way.’

‘Why, Lady Arabella, she would have stayed at home without wishing to stir if Frank had done so much as hold up his little finger.’

‘So did I always. If Mr Gresham made the slightest hint I gave way. But I really don’t see what one gets in return for such implicit obedience. Now this year, doctor, of
course I should have liked to have been up in London for a week or two. You seemed to think yourself that I might as well see Sir Omicron.’

‘There could be no possible objection, I said.’

‘Well; no; exactly; and as Mr Gresham knew I wished it, I think he might as well have offered it. I suppose there can be no reason now about money.’

‘But I understood that Mary specially asked you and Augusta?’

‘Yes; Mary was very good. She did ask me. But I know very well that Mary wants all the room she has got in London. The house is not at all too large for herself. And, for the matter of that, my sister, the countess, was very anxious that I should be with her. But one does like to be independent if one can, and for one fortnight I do think that Mr Gresham might have managed it. When I knew that
he was so dreadfully out at elbows I never troubled him about it, – though, goodness knows, all that was never my fault.’

‘The squire hates London. A fortnight there in warm weather would nearly be the death of him.’

‘He might at any rate have paid me the compliment of asking me. The chances are ten to one I should not have gone. It is that indifference that cuts me so. He was here just now,
and, would you believe it? –’

But the doctor was determined to avoid further complaint for the present day. ‘I wonder what you would feel, Lady Arabella, if the squire were to take it into his head to go away and amuse himself, leaving you at home. There are worse men than Mr Gresham, if you will believe me.’ All this was an allusion to Earl de Courcy, her ladyship’s brother, as Lady Arabella
very well understood; and the argument was one which was very often used to silence her.

‘Upon my word, then, I should like it better than his hanging about here doing nothing but attend to those nasty dogs. I really sometimes think that he has no spirit left.’

‘You are mistaken there, Lady Arabella,’ said the doctor, rising with his hat in his hand and making his escape without further parley.

As he went home he could not but think that that phase of married life was not a very pleasant one. Mr Gresham and his wife were supposed by the world to live on the best of terms. They always inhabited the same house, went out together when they did go out, always sat in their respective corners in the family pew, and in their wildest dreams after the happiness of novelty never thought of Sir
Cresswell Cresswell. In some respects – with regard, for instance, to the continued duration of their joint domesticity at the family mansion of Greshamsbury, – they might have been taken for a pattern couple. But yet, as far as the doctor could see, they did not seem to add much to the happiness of each other. They loved each other, doubtless, and had either of them been in real danger, that danger
would have made the other miserable; but yet it might well be a question whether either would not be more comfortable without the other.

The doctor, as was his custom, dined at five, and at seven he went up to the cottage of his old friend Lady Scatcherd. Lady Scatcherd was not a refined woman, having in her early days been a labourer’s daughter and having then married a labourer. But her husband
had risen in the world – as has been told in those chronicles before mentioned, – and his widow was now Lady Scatcherd with a pretty cottage and a good jointure. She was in all things the very opposite to Lady Arabella Gresham; nevertheless, under the doctor’s auspices, the two ladies were in some measure acquainted with each other. Of her married life, also, Dr Thorne had seen something, and
it may be questioned whether the memory of that was more alluring than the reality now existing at Greshamsbury.

Of the two women Dr Thorne much preferred his humbler friend, and to her he made his visits not in the guise of a doctor, but as a neighbour. ‘Well, my lady,’ he said, as he sat down by her on a broad garden seat – all the world called Lady Scatcherd
‘my lady,’ – ‘and how do these
long summer days agree with you? Your roses are twice better out than any I see up at the big house.’

‘You may well call them long, doctor. They’re long enough surely.’

‘But not too long. Come, now, I won’t have you complaining. You don’t mean to tell me that you have anything to make you wretched? You had better not, for I won’t believe you.’

‘Eh; well; wretched! I don’t know as I’m wretched.
It’d be wicked to say that, and I with such comforts about me.’

‘I think it would, almost.’ The doctor did not say this harshly, but in a soft, friendly tone, and pressing her hand gently as he spoke.

‘And I didn’t mean to be wicked. I’m very thankful for everything – leastways, I always try to be. But, doctor, it is so lonely like.’

‘Lonely! not more lonely than I am.’

‘Oh, yes; you’re different.
You can go everywheres. But what can a lone woman do? I’ll tell you what, doctor; I’d give it all up to have Roger back with his apron on and his pick in his hand. How well I mind his look when he’d come home o’ nights.’

‘And yet it was a hard life you had then, eh, old woman? It would be better for you to be thankful for what you’ve got.’

‘I am thankful. Didn’t I tell you so before?’ said she,
somewhat crossly. ‘But it’s a sad life, this living alone. I declares I envy Hannah, ‘cause she’s got Jemima to sit in the kitchen with her. I want her to sit with me sometimes, but she won’t.’

‘Ah! but you shouldn’t ask her. It’s letting yourself down.’

‘What do I care about down or up? It makes no difference, as he’s gone. If he had lived one might have cared about being up, as you call it.
Eh, deary; I’ll be going after him before long, and it will be no matter then.’

‘We shall all be going after him, sooner or later; that’s sure enough.’

‘Eh, dear, that’s true, surely. It’s only a span long, as Parson Oriel tells us when he gets romantic in his sermons. But it’s a hard thing, doctor, when two is married, as they can’t have their span, as he calls it, out together. Well, I must
only put up with
it, I suppose, as others does. Now, you’re not going, doctor? You’ll stop and have a dish of tea with me. You never see such cream as Hannah has from the Alderney cow. Do’ey now, doctor.’

But the doctor had his letter to write, and would not allow himself to be tempted even by the promise of Hannah’s cream. So he went his way, angering Lady Scatcherd by his departure as he had
before angered the squire, and thinking as he went which was most unreasonable in her wretchedness, his friend Lady Arabella, or his friend Lady Scatcherd. The former was always complaining of an existing husband who never refused her any moderate request; and the other passed her days in murmuring at the loss of a dead husband, who in his life had ever been to her imperious and harsh, and had sometimes
been cruel and unjust.

The doctor had his letter to write, but even yet he had not quite made up his mind what he would put into it; indeed, he had not hitherto resolved to whom it should be written. Looking at the matter as he had endeavoured to look at it, his niece, Mrs Gresham, would be his correspondent; but if he brought himself to take this jump in the dark, in that case he would address
himself direct to Miss Dunstable.

He walked home, not by the straightest road, but taking a considerable curve, round by narrow lanes, and through thick flower-laden hedges, – very thoughtful. He was told that she wished to marry him; and was he to think only of himself? And as to that pride of his about money, was it in truth a hearty, manly feeling; or was it a false pride, of which it behoved
him to be ashamed as it did of many cognate feelings? If he acted rightly in this matter, why should he be afraid of the thoughts of any one? A life of solitude was bitter enough, as poor Lady Scatcherd had complained. But then, looking at Lady Scatcherd, and looking also at his other near neighbour, his friend the squire, there was little thereabouts to lead him on to matrimony. So he walked
home slowly through the lanes, very meditative, with his hands behind his back.

Nor when he got home was he much more inclined to any resolute line of action. He might have drunk his tea with Lady Scatcherd, as well as have sat there in his own drawing-room,
drinking it alone; for he got no pen and paper, and he dawdled over his teacup with the utmost dilatoriness, putting off, as it were, the
evil day. To only one thing was he fixed – to this, namely, that that letter should be written before he went to bed.

Having finished his tea, which did not take place till near eleven, he went downstairs to an untidy little room which lay behind his depôt of medicines, and in which he was wont to do his writing; and herein he did at last set himself down to his work. Even at that moment he was
in doubt. But he would write his letter to Miss Dunstable and see how it looked. He was almost determined not to send it; so, at least, he said to himself: but he could do no harm by writing it. So he did write it, as follows:–

‘Greshamsbury, – June, 185—.

‘M
Y
DEAR M
ISS
DUNSTABLE,
–’

When he had got so far, he leaned back in his chair and looked at the paper. How on earth was he to find words
to say that which he now wished to have said? He had never written such a letter in his life, or anything approaching to it, and now found himself overwhelmed with a difficulty of which he had not previously thought. He spent another half-hour in looking at the paper, and was at last nearly deterred by this new difficulty. He would use the simplest, plainest language, he said to himself over and
over again; but it is not always easy to use simple, plain language, – by no means so easy as to mount on stilts, and to march along with sesquipedalian words, with pathos, spasms, and notes of interjection. But the letter did at last get itself written, and there was not a note of interjection in it.