Fosters: Blackhawk (10 page)

CJ

I hear a phone.  It’s not my
ringtone.  I feel movement and lift my arm.  Fuck! 
I open my eyes and smile.  “Yeah Brother.”   He
looks at me smiling.  “She just woke up and she’s smiling so I
think it wore off.  Thanks Doc.  I'll tell her.”  He
puts the phone down and puts his hands under me to lift me
up.  Cradling me against his chest he smiles down and kisses
my head.  “Tell me you felt that.” 

I smile.  “I did.”  My voice sounds
funny.  He reaches over and grabs a bottle of water. 
Putting it to my lips he tips it.  That feels so good going
down.  I hold the bottle and he chuckles.  “Thank
you.  I feel like I have cotton in my mouth.”

“Doc said you would need to drink plenty of
fluids and he’s glad you’re moving today.”  He kisses my head
again.  “I’m so fuckin glad it wasn’t any
worse.”  

“I’m ok Cloud.  I need to report Mo to DSS
though.”  I tell him. 

“We have to wait until we hear from
Steve.”  He says with a frown. 

I nod.  “I’ll gladly wait.  He
deserves to feel what I did.  I was so friggin scared.” 
I feel the tears.  Fuck!  

He hugs me to him.  "I can't even imagine
how terrifying it was for you to understand but not move.  I'm
so glad we made it in time."  

"Me too."  I squeeze him back.  I hear
feet on the stairs.  "Shit.  I need to get the kids
ready.  Danny's coming for the elementary kids."  

"Sally is taking care of them.  I know
you'll want to show them you're ok but you don't have to rush for
that."  He kisses my lips.  

"I can take it slow."  Especially if he
kisses me again.  

He laughs.  "I'm glad you're feeling
better.  I'll get out of your bedroom so you can get ready."
 

"Damn.  Thank you for the good
memory.  All I could think of last night was I didn't want Mo
to be my first memory here."  

He hugs me.  "Never again CJ."  I
nod.  He kisses me and puts me down.  Taking his flight
bag he walks out.  

Holy shit!  I'm torn between calling him
back and getting dressed.  I get dressed and wash my
face.  Walking into the kitchen the kids tackle me. 
They're all talking at once.  I just laugh.  Christian
watches.  I see Sally smiling while she watches him.  He
looks at her.  "We all love her.  She's the best mom
we've ever had."  She smiles huge.  He laughs.  "It
won't matter.  You shouldn't swear."  

"Christian get out of her head."  I tell
him.  "What's going on with you, you never show yourself?"
 

"They're not going to hurt us.  They want
to help make us better.  They already know anyways.  Tess
told them."  

Cloud laughs from behind me.  He puts his
arms around me from behind.  I'm really liking Cloud right
now.  "Clouds moving in."  Christian says.  Sally
and Cloud laugh, the kids cheer.  Joey is spinning her chair
around laughing.  My house is friggin nuts.  

"That could have waited Christian."  I try
not to smile as I say it.  He's getting friggin bold.
 

"At least you didn't swear."  He smiles at
me.  Friggin kid.

"Don't you have to get to school?"  I
ask.  Sally corrals the little ones.  

I make coffee.  Cloud talks to Jacob and
Jeremy.  I hear the beeps and Danny walks in.  "Looks
like it's a good morning."  He smiles at us.  

"Cloud's moving in."  Joey tells
him. 

He friggin laughs.  "Nice.  I'd say
it's a great morning."  He looks at me.  "No after
effects?" I offer him coffee, he waves it off.  "I feel fine
thanks, and thanks for last night."  

"Glad it worked out.  Are we ready?  I
have Devan and Aaron in the truck."  Christian, Jeremy and
Jacob kiss me and grab their backpacks as they run out the door
yelling 'bye'.  "Guess they're ready.  Patches will drop
them off later.  His CORY is in an email Digs sent."
 

"Thank you.  I'm going to need to hire a
new assistant.  The bus will drop the middle schoolers off."
 I tell them.

"The police chief's daughter is looking for a
job.  She just turned 18.  She's a good kid.  I'll
have Keith send you her information."  Danny says walking
toward the door.  

"Thanks!"  He waves.

I look at Sally.  "The bus will be here to
get them to school.  I only needed help at the hotel because
the bus wouldn't pick them up there.  I sent an email to
transportation yesterday telling them we're back home."  

"That works out well.  I'm glad to help but
I wouldn't mind a shower and change of clothes right about now."
 She smiles picking up her purse.  She hugs Joey and
ruffles the boys’ heads.  "Call me if you need anything."
 She comes to me and hugs me tight.  

I hold on with tears in my eyes.  "Thank
you."  I whisper afraid to say any more or I might start
balling.  

"If you need to get it out, call me.  I'll
set you up at the Women's Center with someone to talk it out."
 She says softly.

"Thank you.  I'll let you know once I've
had some time to get it straight in my head."  She gives me a
final squeeze and lets me go.  Waving she leaves.  I take
a deep breath.  

"It's going to be good CJ.  Christian said
it will be real good."  Joey tells me.  I didn't realize
she moved so close to me.  I kiss her cheek and offer Cloud
coffee.  

He's watching me.  He nods and comes around
the island.  "I can get it.  Go sit."  He kisses my
head.  

I turn and see three smiling faces.  "Don't
you have a bus to catch?"  I smile at them because it feels
friggin good.  

Joey laughs and turns toward the door. 
Brantley and Taylor kiss my cheek.  Cloud sits by me. "They
eat at school?"  

"Yeah unless they're up early.  I make
breakfast then.  I'm glad you're staying Cloud.  I wish I
could have told you last night but I'm telling you now.  It
feels right."  

He leans over and kisses my lips.  "I think
so too CJ.  I have the day off.  Let's get some
breakfast.  Rich is sending Prospects to clear Mo's stuff out
of his room.  I'd rather be out of the house while they do
that."  

"Me too.  Thank you."  I turn and
stand up putting my arms around him, I pull him down and kiss him
for real.  I'm sick of the peck on the lips, he's moving in,
we can do better than that.

He moans pulling me closer.  Holy cow his
whole body is hard.  Every friggin bit of it. 
Fuck!  He pulls away and I'm panting.  "We need to leave
or we won't."  

"I'm ok with that but the Prospects might not
be."  

He laughs.  "You've never been to the
Club.  They wouldn't care."  

"Why do you say that, what happens at the Club?"
 

He laughs again.  "Definitely need to leave
for that answer."  He grabs my hand and pulls me toward the
door.  I grab my purse and follow.  

Cloud

I'm so fuckin glad she's ok.  On the way to
the Diner I tell her about the Club whores and what they do in the
common room.  I laugh at her shocked expression.  "I've
never been with them, it's not my thing."  She looks relieved.
 

While we eat we talk about our schedules and
what help she'll need.  We go to my house and I pack a duffle
bag remembering the rings for the kids dream catchers.  She
loves my wall of windows.  She follows me on my bike back to
her house.  Walking in the door I get a text that Mo is clear
from the house.  She's relieved.  I wonder if he is
affecting her more than she's letting on.  She moves things
around and I empty my duffle.

When it's done I walk behind her and hold her to
me bending to kiss her neck. "Don't stop."  She says putting
her hand behind me pulling me into her.  Fuck.  "I need a
better memory than what I have right now."  I spin her around
and hold her face so I can kiss her.  She wraps her arms
around me and I lift her up.  Her legs wrap around me, she
grinds against my dick.  Fuck.

"We can wait CJ.  This doesn't have to be
now."  I pretty much told her I was moving in, I didn’t expect
to jump her bones the minute we were alone but I hope to Christ she
says it does.

"I don't want to wait."  She goes back to
kissing me.  

I growl and lower her back on her feet.
 "You have way too many clothes on then."  She
laughs.  I help her undress then she helps me.  She's
fuckin gorgeous, last night I tried to block it out.  Today I
see the whole picture.  She's not shy about her body, thank
fuck.  Lifting her I suck her nipple in.  She moans
making my dick bob.  I put her on her hands and knees on the
bed and kiss down her back.  She's breathing heavy
already.  I bite her ass cheek getting a moan, I smile. 
Sliding my tongue through her folds she cries out.  I feather
my tongue against her nub and her elbows buckle putting her head on
the mattress, this puts her in a better position for me.  I
take advantage of that and make her come crying out my name. 
I flip her kissing up her body, sucking her nipples hard she moans
and holds my head.  I make it to her mouth and kiss her until
she's bucking against me.  Fuck, she's fuckin sexy and not
afraid to show me what she wants.  I lift up and roll a condom
on then slide in.  "Fuck baby you're so fuckin tight, so
perfect."  Once I'm in I pull her up onto me and slide in slow
a couple of times lifting her by her waist.  She's watching my
eyes so I watch hers.  She's feeling every bit of me.  I
move faster and she moans so fuckin sexy.  "Do you need harder
baby?"  She moans nodding her head, never moving her
eyes.  I pull her down harder watching her reaction. 
Fuck, she likes it.  Every fuckin bit of me she takes.  I
can't get in fast enough so I lower her down and slam into her
still watching her eyes.  She's ready.  I move my hand
between us and circle her nub getting her crying out my name
again.  Fuckin hell I'm lost in her fuckin eyes and feel like
I'm drowning.  Her pussy is pulling me in and I slam her until
there's nothing left in me.  "Holy fuck."  I kiss her and
realize she's crying.  Fuck.  I wipe her tears and move
to get off her.  

"Please don't.  That was perfect.  I'm
just overwhelmed."  She says in between breaths.  Thank
fuck.  

I nod and kiss her neck.  No one has ever
cried before and I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do.
 "Thank you CJ."  

She lifts my head and kisses me.  "Thank
you."  I roll with her so she's laying on top.  I don't
want to pull out just yet, it feels too fuckin good. 
Something binds us together.  Her breathing levels out but she
doesn't move.  "That was beautiful.  Thank you for giving
me a better memory."  

I kiss her head and move my hands up her back.
 "You're beautiful CJ."  She lifts up and leans to kiss
me.  I lift her off, she moans in my mouth.  Fuck.
 "I need to take care of the condom baby.  I'll be right
back."  I have to hunt down a towel, I don't want to use her
pretty new ones on the rack, they're like a display.  Finding
the stash I clean up and walk out stopping at the door.  The
sun is shining in the room making it look magical.  Rays are
across the bed, her eyes are closed, red hair shining fanned out
around her head.  Her beautiful body touched by the sun. 
My head says 'mine'.  "That is the most beautiful picture."
 

She smiles and opens her eyes.  "I think so
to.  Your body is beautiful Cloud."  She says it with a
shy look.  I smile.  "Come back to bed."  

I don't hesitate.  "Yes mam."  I kiss
her and we start all over.

CJ

I hear his stomach growling and smile.
 "You're making feed me noises.  I'll shower and get
lunch going."  The doorbell rings.  

"I'll get it and meet you in the shower."
 He says kissing me quick and sliding into his jeans. 
Fuck he's nice to look at.  I roll and start moving once he's
out of view.  I'm smiling the whole damn time.  My body
is sore in the most delicious way.  The second time was better
than the first, it was hard and raw.  I loved the rough way he
has about him.  Then I got to touch every bit of him sliding
my hands everywhere.  I liked the third time too.  I
laugh at my thoughts.  I haven't had sex since my ex over two
years ago; anything is an improvement on the vibrator.  Oh
shit!  The MC moved all my stuff, guess the guys wouldn't
think twice about a vibrator when they see sex in the open at the
Club.  I turn the water on and step in my new huge shower with
a big smile.    

Rob

I hope she's home, I need to see she's ok. 
I was pissed last night, I should have helped.  When the call
came in I was at Rena's a couple of streets over.  I could
have helped her.  I ring the bell and wait.

What the fuck?  Cloud opens the door with
just jeans on.  "In case you're not getting 'no', here's a
better indication that you're not welcome here."  His fist
connects to my face.  Fuckin Brothers.  I land on my
back.  

"What the fuck?"  I shake my head and look
at him.

"I may not work for the Brothers but I hear and
am told about every fuckin thing that happens.  You wouldn't
take no for an answer then you don't answer the call for help when
you were the closest Brother to her.  Yet here you are on her
porch.  Let me guess, just checking to see if she's ok because
you're so concerned?"  He fuckin pissed spitting the words
out.  

"I really was just checking.  I feel bad
that she was drugged and I didn't help her."  I say standing
up.

He punches me again.  "You should you
fuckin pussy.  She's got Brothers protection, it doesn't
matter how fuckin pissed you are, you help.  You've got no
business being here without calling first, you've got no right to
be here at all.  I'm all in with her Brother and you're not
fuckin welcome."  He walks back in the house and closes the
door.  

I see him hitting the alarm pad. 
Fuck.  I should have called.  He's all in with her. 
When the fuck did that happen?  Fuck.  I wipe my face
seeing blood.  Fuck.  I get in my truck and my phone
rings.  I look at it and groan, fuckin Steve; I swipe it,
"VP."