Five (Elemental Enmity Series Book I) (8 page)

Thankfully he moved on to terrorize a girl in the next row. I had always gone for realism in my work, but perhaps he had a point.

I rearranged the pictures in my hands. Looking at the images brought back some of my happiest memories of mine and Cassie’s favorite spot to play, but those wouldn’t translate onto the canvas. I had to figure out how to capture my feelings with color. Cool-tones were serene to me, but those were hardly hues associated with the desert.

I spent most of class just trying to mix the right green. By the time I left, I was tempted to chuck my brushes across the room. Professor Brown hadn’t come around again, and I was thankful.

When I raced out of the building I nearly ran over Natalie Walker. A guilty smirk tugged on my lips. “Sorry. I need to pay more attention to where I’m going.”

Her emerald eyes absolutely shone with hilarity. “I swear that was what you said the last time I saw you.”

“Yeah, well, you’d think I would have learned my lesson.” I sent her a big smile. “How are things?” I liked Natalie. She was cheerful, and that was something I could use in bucketfuls.

Her gaze darted around as though she were a secret agent worried about eavesdroppers. She motioned me closer, whispering, “I had no idea that a barely concealed convent could be this much fun.”

I didn’t know how the school compared to a real nunnery, but I shrugged at her irreverent statement. The whole Catholic thing was new to me. Maybe it was an inside joke? “Do you know something about this place that I don’t?” I had done quite a bit since coming here, but I wouldn’t classify much of it as pleasurable.

Her brows furrowed in confusion. “You’re not enjoying your classes?”

I shifted my backpack to the other shoulder. “It’s just harder than I thought it would be.” My gaze fell to my loafers. “It also doesn’t help that Cassie and I haven’t been getting along very well.”

“That’s no good. But who’s Cassie?”

I couldn’t believe I hadn’t mentioned her the other day. “My best friend. She’s also my roommate.” She was way more than that to me. She was like my sister—one that felt more like my second cousin twice removed on my great aunt’s side, lately.

Natalie’s eyes narrowed slightly. She pursed her lips thoughtfully, shielding her eyes from the glaring sun. “You’re way braver than I am. I need my own space. That’s why I picked a single in Regina. Why are you fighting?”

I didn’t know the answer to her question. I moved a little bit so she wouldn’t have to squint at me. “It’s a long story.”

She grabbed my arm lightly, pulling me into motion. “I’m not trying to pry, but if you need to talk…”

She didn’t have to say another word. I had to talk to someone or burst. “She’s refusing to tell me something, and I don’t quite know how to handle it.” Cassie and I hadn’t had a real conversation in days. The amorphous blob of tension in our room had become difficult to maneuver around.
Time to change the subject
. My problems with Cassie had already taken up too many of my thoughts today. “What are you doing that is so much fun, anyway?”

Natalie’s features turned bright. She squealed. “I met a guy over the summer.”

From the look on her face he was the best thing since chocolate. “Lucky,” I said, if a little insincere. I didn’t need that sort of complication in my life. One thing had me curious, though. She couldn’t have been here much longer than I had. “That’s awesome. I was about to ask you how you met him so soon? Boys are scarce around these parts.”

“He’s a student at Notre Dame, so I actually get to see him more now than when we were home.” Her eyes glazed over while a pretty blush colored her cheeks. “I’ve only known him for two months, but it feels like years. You should have seen me when I found out he attended Notre Dame. They could barely get me off the roof.”

I’d felt that way once, too. Infatuation is a dangerous thing. It masquerades as love when you don’t know any better. I hoped that when I had the feeling again, I would be wise enough to tell the difference. I stopped my mind from rummaging through the place that housed the feelings I once harbored for Brody Smith. He just wouldn’t stay buried.

“What’s he like?” I asked.

“He’s cute, funny, clumsy—”

“I am not,” a man said from behind us.

Natalie gasped, turning. Her smile along with the blush coloring her cheeks set her face aglow. “Rayla, this is Sam.”

He looked like he was a few years older than me. He had a flashy smile, deep brown eyes, a hawk nose, and straight black hair cropped below his ears. Natalie captivated him so much he barely glanced at me.

“Good to meet you,” I said.

He grabbed Natalie’s hand and pulled her against him. “I might say the same if my girl here wasn’t making me sound like such a loser.” He cocooned her slowly in his arms.

“I was not,” Natalie said indignantly, but her body language belied her tone as she leaned into him.

He tweaked her nose. “First of all, baby, no guy ever wants to be called cute. Second, clumsy is not a redeeming quality. And funny is for friends, not your hot new boyfriend.” With that said, he gave her a teasing smile.

She shook her head seriously. “You didn’t let me get to the best part.”

“Which was?” Sam asked.

She craned her neck, her eyes sweeping over him before she nudged him gently. “What a great kisser you are.”

Sam took his turn at blushing. They were cute together, but I was totally in the way.

“Hey, Natalie, can I borrow your cell for a minute?” I wanted to find out if my hunch was correct: That I wouldn’t be able to make any calls home.

When she handed me her phone, I stepped quickly away from the two of them. Oh, brother. The wallpaper was a picture of her and Sam, lips locked.

I walked over to a bench, dialing home. To my utter surprise, Jenny answered.

My breath whooshed out when I heard her voice. “Hi Jen!” I said. “Is Grace home?”

Jenny grunted as if I had lost it. “She’s at work. How’s Snow?”

That was stupid of me. My aunt was nearly always out. I should have tried her cell, but why hadn’t Aunt Grace told Jenny I wasn’t in Utah anymore? I didn’t have the time or the desire to get into that subject. “It’s good—busy.”

“I want details, Rayla. Have you met any cute guys?”

She sounded so excited I couldn’t disappoint her. I still remembered the new-found interest I had for boys at twelve. “A few,” I lied. Sam was the first guy I had actually met since coming here.

“I miss you,” she said, her voice cracking.

Tears sprang to my eyes. “Me, too.” I hadn’t considered how much I would miss my family when I decided to come here. I hadn’t thought about a lot of things.

She sniffed. “When are you coming home?”

“I don’t know. I promise I will as soon as I can.” Guilt crept into my soul. She was really young, and I had left her to take care of Sarah. “How are things? Is Sarah minding you?”

“It’s okay. It’s just not the same here without you.”

I cringed. “Do you like your new room?” I figured she would be happy having some space to herself.

“Yeah, it’s good. I’ve been using your lights, though. I think it’s going to take a little while for me to get used to sleeping alone.”

I had hung Christmas lights across my entire ceiling, pretending they were for decoration. Fact was: I couldn’t sleep without them, not with the dark closing in on me. “Play the stereo, but not too loudly. Don’t give Travis an excuse to get you kicked out.” Travis had begged for my room, but Aunt Grace thought it was silly to move him and Jenny.

“I’ll try that.”

“I’d better go, Jen. Will you have Aunt Grace call me?”

“I’ll tell her, but I’m not making any promises. She’ll be back at six.”

I hung up more nostalgic than I could have ever imagined. Jenny was probably helping Sarah with her homework. Who would have ever guessed I would regret skipping that part of my day? I got voice mail when I called Aunt Grace’s cell. Figures.

Natalie and Sam were making out under a tree when I rounded the corner. I was tempted to take off with her phone just in case mine didn’t work later, but I interrupted them instead. “Hi.” I reluctantly held the phone out to her. “Um, here, Natalie.”

She wiped her mouth, smiling. “Did I mention what a great kisser Sam is?”

I nodded. “Got that.”

Awkward
.

“Hey, come get something to eat with us,” she said.

I was about to decline when Sam mentioned they were meeting up with some friends. I could use more of those, especially now that Cassie was being so distant. Besides, I did have time to kill before my last class of the day. It didn’t hurt that I had skipped lunch. Since coming here, my appetite had nearly vanished. Still, I could make myself eat.

When we walked into the cafeteria, I searched the tables wondering which group I would be joining. My gaze landed on the most striking man I had ever seen. His dark walnut hair fell in a messy array around his tawny features. To my surprise, we headed toward him. The man smiled charmingly as we walked closer. His bright eyes pulled me in, trapping me.

A thick sapphire halo encased his startling pale blue irises. When I got closer, a starburst of aqua was visible around his pupils. It wasn’t the beauty of his odd eyes, exactly, that made my knees nearly buckle. I didn’t know what it was, but I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t think. My heart danced wildly to his tune.

When the group stood, he towered over them, nearly a head taller than everybody else. He wore a black tee that clung in just the right places with faded jeans slung low on narrow hips and worn leather boots covering his rather large feet. I tried my hardest not to gawk.

He smirked knowingly. I smiled as if I had just seen my first parade.

The room full of people melted away, blocked out by the radiance of this one man—until Natalie cleared her throat.

“Rayla, this is Zach.”

“Hi,” I said breezily.

“Back at you,” he replied with a lopsided grin and a barely noticeable lilt to his deep voice. Slight dimples lent a boyish charm to his otherwise chiseled features. “Come sit by me, Rayla.” He held his hand out to me expectantly. “I was beginning to feel like the odd man out.”

No wonder
. We were surrounded by couples. Natalie and Sam hadn’t bothered to mention that. I took a deep breath, lacing my fingers with his—and gasped. When his skin touched mine, an electric anticipation ran up my hand then spread throughout my entire frame like a warm flowing spring.

Zach studied me, peering down at me through narrowed lashes. “Something wrong, love?”

Love
? Where exactly was he from? “I’m fine,” I said. I was anything but, really. My body hummed melodically every time his thumb traced my skin. It seemed to take us a year to get to our seats.

Natalie grinned at me when Zach didn’t let go of my hand. I shook my head fractionally, eyes wide, trying to get her to stop embarrassing me.

I hated being introduced to this many people at once. I usually feel uneasy around a group this large, but today was worse. There were eight people I couldn’t converse well with because I didn’t want to say “Hey, you.”

“So, Rayla, what brings you to St. Mary’s?” Zach asked. The lilting way he said my name enveloped me like a sweet ballad.

I tried to wipe the perm-a-smile from my face, but it refused to budge. “I liked what they had to offer.” My reasoning had been way more complicated, but such information wasn’t the sort of thing to get into after just meeting someone.

“I’m thinking I agree with you.” He winked. “Too bad they won’t let the likes of me in here. I’m lucky to be eating lunch with you.”

Sam leaned toward me conspiratorially. “There he goes again. You better watch out. He’s bound to start an uprising.”

Zach inclined his head, looking down his straight nose toward Sam. “Why should a beautiful woman such as Rayla be secreted away from the masculine persuasion? I tell you it is a crime to be sure.”

Had I heard that right? He thought I was beautiful? A pleasurable shiver slipped up my spine. I laughed. “I haven’t exactly been hidden.”

He squeezed my fingers gently. “Have you not, now? If you were at Notre Dame, I would never let those stormy eyes of yours out of my sight. They remind me of the clouds here just before it snows.” He smiled mischievously, running his thumb leisurely over my knuckles. When he came nearer, his mesmerizing eyes entranced me. “I’d even change my major to be near you, lass. Now, I can’t do that here, can I?” He stiffened his back, running his hand down his silhouette as if emphasizing his height. “I could dress up as a girl, but I hardly think anyone would buy it.”