front door, unset the alarm, then ran around to the garage door and hit the
button to open it. Luc drove in, then climbed out of the car, duffel bag in
hand. He looked tense and nervous.
“I thought it would be better if you parked in the garage. Don‟t want
anyone vandalizing your SUV or wagging their tongues. Come in.”
He nodded, his stare glued to her. Alyssa closed the garage door
behind them. She‟d give anything to know what Luc was thinking. His tense
demeanor and unflagging erection told her it was probably ways to avoid
having the sex with her he knew he shouldn‟t want but desperately did. And
after tonight‟s interrogation, she was in the mood to make him suffer.
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UC shut the bedroom door behind him, breathing hard. It wasn‟t the
climb up Alyssa‟s stairs that caused his respiratory distress; it was watching
her in front of him. The short black skirt that hugged her ass. Those sexy
red garters he had a flash of now and then. The hint of her bare cheeks
visible with every step.
Damn it, he wanted to fuck her so badly he could hardly see straight.
But messing with Alyssa was like dabbling in recreational drugs—stupid
and potentially addicting.
Last week, he‟d had his third date with Emily, a first-grade teacher at
the local elementary school in Tyler, Texas. It had gone well. Sweet, hazeleyed, and dimpled, she liked country music, couldn‟t stand profanity, and
had great relationships with her family and pastor. A perfect wife. A perfect
stay-at-home mother, just like his own. That‟s what he wanted. He needed
to stay focused on her—and stay away from Alyssa this week.
Then never see the sexy stripper again.
Once inside Alyssa‟s guest room, he drew his cell from his pocket and
thumbed his way down his contact list. Emily‟s name was there. He
desperately needed the fortification of hearing her sweet, high-pitched
voice, but it would be rude to wake her up at four thirty in the morning.
She‟d ask questions he couldn‟t answer. Instead of turning the
conversation toward her school kids or her activities with the church, Luc
feared what he‟d say. Alyssa had scraped him so raw, he doubted he could
exercise the verbal control necessary to deflect Emily‟s questions. The
demands of his dark side juiced his bloodstream. Everything inside him
screamed for a hard, pounding fuck.
So he was on his own.
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Shower. He needed one desperately. Hot water dousing his skin,
spray pelting his body, deep breaths . . . coming down off the lust high so
he could sleep.
And not think about the sexy vixen lying in her bed less than fifty feet
from him.
Grabbing his pajama pants from his bag, he made his way down the
hall, toward the darkened bathroom. Soft light spilled down the hallway
from her bedroom.
Ignore it,
he told himself. But when he turned for the
bathroom and groped for the switch, he couldn‟t resist a peek over his
shoulder at Alyssa‟s slightly ajar bedroom door.
And her very visible, delectable leg bathed in golden light.
Luc sucked in a breath as a million images of her in that bed
bombarded him. Her arms and legs wide-open to him, her husky taunts and
whispered encouragements drowning out logic. God, her mouth on his cock
had been the most amazing experience . . . until he‟d worked his way into
her tight pussy and damn near lost his mind. Then she‟d topped that by
allowing him into that delectable ass, and he‟d sunk into her with barely
leashed abandon, amazed by the fit and feel of her. And the fact she
opened herself completely to whatever he wanted for six undivided hours.
No one had ever affected him that much before. Or since.
So being in the house with her now was as dangerous as bathing in
gasoline before dancing around a bonfire.
Suddenly, she twisted on the bed. The perfect view he‟d had changed
as she moved her leg to the side, allowing him an unimpeded view of her
taut calf and inner thigh.
A few inches to her left and, if she‟d ditched her panties, he‟d see
every spectacular bit of her wet flesh. Even now, his mouth watered as he
remembered the addicting taste that had kept him coming back to her
again and again.
Alyssa moaned. Then thrashed again.
Holy shit, is she
—
?
“Yes!” she cried out, then gasped to catch her breath.
Masturbating. Hell.
Go in the bathroom. Shut the door. Stay the fuck away
. The litany of
good advice ran through his head, and he sucked in a harsh breath, trying
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to force himself to hear it over the pounding of his heart and the blood
rushing to his cock.
“Oh, yes!”
Her hoarse, broken whisper fried his blood in his veins. He had to see
her. Had to. Yes, she was bad for him, and he didn‟t want to be one of the
many in her bed. But the woman was temptation personified. He‟d never
seen another woman more equipped to lead a man into sin.
Just one step
. . .
Luc left his pajama pants on the bathroom counter and moved closer
to Alyssa‟s bedroom, wincing when his jeans chafed his erection. But one
step was enough to bring only her hip into view. Lovely, but he wanted to
see her self-pleasure. How she was doing it, how seriously she pursued it,
how her body bowed when ecstasy hit.
Damn, he felt like a sick bastard, but no way could he stop.
Another step closer, then a third, until he was hovering just behind the
crack in her door.
Then he got an eyeful that lit him on fire. Alyssa wearing nothing but
her red garters, sheer hose, and fuck-me shoes. She gripped her breast in
one hand and, with the other, dove into her very wet folds.
Luc staggered back, gripping the wall beside him for support. And he
stared. Flames engulfed his balls, licked his cock.
Fuck, fuck, fuck
. . .
Alyssa‟s fingers fluttered around her clit. Moisture gushed. Her thighs
tightened, her back arching. He panted, glued to the sight. Seared.
She thrashed again, spreading her legs wider. Then she plunged her
fingers inside her drenched opening and bucked, whimpering.
Luc clutched the doorknob tighter. God, how badly he wanted to go in
there and give her relief, put his mouth right over her aching clit until she
came across his tongue, then plunge deep inside her pussy with
unrelenting strokes. Once she‟d come a half dozen times and taken the
edge off his hunger, then he‟d turn her over and use all her delicious
lubrication to slide into her backside and linger there, thrusting slow, hard,
deep.
Her muttering suddenly broke into his thoughts. She whispered, and
he couldn‟t make out her words. He wanted to—desperately. Needed to
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know. What was she thinking while she fucked herself ? Whom did she
think of ?
Turning off the voice in his head that told him he was stupid to court
danger, he shoved the door open another few inches and eased inside the
shadowed corner. Her little bedside lamp spilled light across her body,
illuminating golden skin, the pale blond strands of her shining hair—and her
nearly bare pussy.
Again, she muttered something, and he still couldn‟t hear. The
suspense was killing him. The anxiety. Would Tyler‟s name fall from her
lips? Someone else‟s?
“Fuck me . . .” she cried softly.
Damn, he wanted to, so, so badly. He scrubbed a hand down his face,
then fastened his gaze on Alyssa again. He couldn‟t stay away. Simply
impossible. She was his weakness. His drug of choice.
Luc swallowed against the lust. He had to be strong. Once he married
Emily—or someone like her—he couldn‟t think about Alyssa, only about the
wife who would make his every dream come true. He had to keep his dick
out of the equation.
Step back. Shower; sleep; forget Alyssa
.
Gritting his teeth for strength, Luc lifted a foot and set it behind him.
But still he couldn‟t leave. She had increased the tempo of her fingers over
her clit. Now her hips thrashed. Her skin was flushed, and the air smelled
like aroused female. Perspiration broke out between her breasts. She was
the most beautiful, sexual creature he‟d ever seen. And ever would. How
was he supposed to walk away?
“Fuck me. Yes. Yes!” She moaned long and loud as she came.
“Luc!”
She gasped
his
name? Shock burned him. Christ, he was about to
come in his jeans.
Alyssa flopped back on the bed, eyes closed, breathing heavily. Luc
stood still, transfixed, dick aching, heart racing.
Then she lifted her head and looked right at him. Heat arced between
them for a heartbeat, two. Suddenly, an audacious smile shaped her lush
mouth . . . just before she raised her hips to him in offering. “Please . . .”
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Fire speared him. Leave or fuck her now—his only two options.
Fucking her would be sublimely easy. And would do absolutely nothing to
help him achieve the future he yearned for.
With a curse, he whirled out of her bedroom and raced into the
bathroom, locking the door behind him. He leaned against it, every breath a
harsh saw out of his chest. But the image of her self-pleasuring was burned
into his brain, his name on her lips reverberating in his head.
How could he want someone so much who was so bad for him?
Shaking his head, he started the shower. One way or another, he
needed relief now. If he was going to be smart and resist Alyssa, it was
going to have to be by his own hand. Otherwise, he would never sleep. And
be far too tempted to stalk into her bedroom and have her every way
known to man.
Quickly, he dropped his clothes and stepped under the slowly warming
spray without checking the water temperature first. He hissed at the cold,
but his body was too overheated to care.
He rolled his shoulders under the spray, then grabbed his cock, trying
to picture Emily—light brown hair, hazel eyes, apple-pie appeal. He knew
she was kind and optimistic and eager for a family. But what would she
look like without clothes? What kind of lover would she be?
Luc couldn‟t picture her sexually at all.
But sex wasn‟t everything. He enjoyed her sense of humor and
friendship, her sweetness and . . . The idea of sex with her bored him.
A vision of Alyssa burst across his brain. His cock jumped in his hand,
and he stroked it eagerly, hungrily.
Why her? Of course she was sexy. A man would have to be blind not
to notice her beauty, the easy sway of her hips, those blue eyes that could
tempt a man to sin. But today had shown him sides of Alyssa he hadn‟t
known.
She was smart and determined. Bonheur proved that. She‟d done a
great job building the restaurant, despite not knowing a lot about the
business. And she was brave—maybe too much so for her own good. That
knife a prank? He didn‟t think so. But she‟d taken it in stride. No drama, no
tears, no hysteria. She was one cool customer. And she understood the
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people around her. Remy, Homer, Tyler, even the girls at her club. She
seemed to know exactly what to say for maximum results.
All that only made him desire her more. Writing her off had been easier
when he‟d assumed she was just a good lay. Now . . . she revved him up
on a whole new level.
Damn it
.
He stroked faster, tingles leaping up his cock. He swiped a thumb
across the head and hissed in pleasure. His thighs tightened, and he
clenched his jaw, picturing the way Alyssa had danced at rehearsal this
afternoon, as if dancing for him alone. He envisioned her masturbating,
fingering her way to orgasm, then lifting to him in invitation.
In his head, he again heard her beg him to fuck her. Pleasure soared.
His hand moved faster on his turgid flesh, his rhythm and hold almost
brutal. Need clawed its way from his balls, up his dick. Orgasm wasn‟t far
behind . . . and thoughts of Emily were long gone.
In that moment, pressure built and heated. It burst, Alyssa at the