It was a gorgeous day for running. Low 70s, a nice breeze, just a bit overcast. Brandon had settled into a solid run seven laps ago and was about to finish the second mile. A glance at his watch told him he had plenty of time for a couple more and a shower after. He could feel the stress sloughing off and told himself again that he
had
to make time for this. It cleared his mind, and he felt much better for it as his long legs ate up the track. Distracting himself, he composed a test in his head, working out essay questions. It would be simple to type it up later. He'd gotten a decent amount of grading done during tutoring this morning, and he thought he might try that more often to free up running time at night.
Striding past the press box, Brandon was oblivious to anything else but the asphalt. Kids began to filter out of the gymnasium complex in twos and threes, some carrying soccer balls or footballs and chattering happily, some looking around for a way to escape class today. The coach was the last one out of the building, his clipboard under his arm and his whistle in his teeth as he counted the kids. Not many were brave enough to try and escape Jake's gym classes. He was one of the few teachers spiteful enough to track them down when they did.
Jake caught sight of the lone figure running the track around the field, long and lean and eating up the distance with graceful strides. He blinked at the unexpected pang of lust that shot through him and looked away quickly. Jesus, what was wrong with him? Another glance that he just couldn't help, and an uncomfortable flutter of relieved emotions went through him as Jake realized that it was Brandon running.
The scattered sound of voices caught Brandon's attention and he looked up to see students crossing the track to the football field, some already kicking soccer balls around. A gym class. Which meant Jake couldn't be far behind. Despite the rise in his pulse, Brandon forced himself to keep drawing slow, easy breaths, never breaking stride as he raised a hand in answer to some of the students’ greetings.
Jake headed over to the benches that lined the football field and thunked down, his eyes barely ever leaving Brandon's running form. He had to pass behind Jake on the track, and when he did Jake lowered his head and bit his lip, watching the disorganized soccer game intently. As Brandon hit the top of the track again and came into view, Jake's eyes followed him. He had never seen him run like this. He had known he could, obviously, but sometimes only seeing was believing. He swallowed heavily and tried desperately to pay attention to the class.
Finishing his third mile, Brandon was aware of Jake's presence, and he thought he might have caught the coach watching him. It was easy to keep going. He'd long ago perfected the art of staying in gear while his mind went other places. Now he was well warmed up, and he added a bit of speed as he started into the fourth mile. He wanted to finish strong so he'd be pleasantly tired tonight. Brandon wondered, idly, what Jake was thinking about if he was watching him.
If he had known exactly what Jake was thinking, he likely wouldn't have been able to finish his lap.
Another seven minutes passed and Brandon finally slowed to a jog for half a lap, then a rolling walk, hands extending over his head in a cooling stretch, feeling much better than when he'd awoken that morning. He stopped to grab the towel he'd tossed over the fence so he could wipe away the worst of the sweat, and when he turned, it was impossible to miss Jake sitting inside the fence on the sideline bench. Brandon ambled in that direction, hanging the towel around his neck, arms dangling from each end.
Jake turned his head slightly to see Brandon walk up. He couldn't help but smile when their eyes met. “I see you never got your run in last night,” he greeted in a knowing, intimate voice.
Brandon would have blushed if he wasn't already flushed. He leaned on the fence, about ten feet away. “No, no, I didn't,” he admitted. “Had other things on my mind, actually,” he said pointedly. To him, keyed up from his run, warm all over and now fighting the urge in his gut, Jake looked positively edible.
Bad idea to have a hard on in running shorts, Bartlett.
"Oh yeah?” Jake responded innocently. “Have a hard night, did you?” he asked in the same tone, craning his neck to peer up at Brandon through the bright sunshine.
Eyes narrowing, Brandon's answer was designed to hopefully make Jake feel the same way he did. “There were some things hard about it, yes. For a while, anyway. Then it was easier to sleep."
Jake pressed his lips together to restrain the smile and nodded. “I had a hard night, too,” he countered, resting one ankle on his knee and holding his foot to keep his knee from bouncing.
"I'm sorry to hear that,” Brandon said, deliberately playing it up, although he'd really rather stop talking so vaguely. He sighed. “I need to go shower. I've got about thirty minutes until class,” he said regretfully.
Jake looked down briefly before glancing back up at Brandon. He was no longer smiling, and his eyes had gone black and glinting. “You giving me a ride home today?” he asked in a low voice, mindful of anyone close to them.
Rather than waffling like yesterday, Brandon knew exactly what he wanted. The shine in Jake's eyes was almost a promise. “Yes."
"Good,” Jake murmured, lips curving crookedly in a pleased, slightly evil smile. “I look forward to it."
Brandon knew he would think of that smile the rest of the day. “Good,” he said playfully, walking backwards away from the fence before turning to jog back to the gym and the shower.
Jake was careful not to turn and watch him go. Instead he turned his attention back to the kids and silently wondered how he would get through the rest of the day.
Confirming his thought, Brandon did indeed think of Jake's smile through classes, lunch and practice. He packed up equipment along with Jonathan, thinking about that smile. He waited as Jake finished up, leaning on the fence as usual, contemplating how caught up he was in the other man. He felt like he wanted to change his whole life around just to keep Jake in it. Brandon was pretty sure it wasn't transitory on his part. He wouldn't tire of being around Jake's frenetic energy and schizophrenic behavior. No, he was more concerned about Jake deciding he'd had enough of the admittedly geeky and focused science teacher who was taking a flying leap by trying to at least act like a coach.
Jake took one last look around the empty field before strolling over to the fence where the other coaches were all waiting for him.
"Whatcha think, Coach? You ran them hard enough. Have they got that defeated mindset out of their heads?” Troy asked seriously.
"No,” Jake answered, kicking the fence in frustration. “They will, though,” he added determinedly watching the last tired kid straggle out of sight. “Let's go home,” he huffed. “I'm tired."
Jonathan and the college guys said goodbye and wandered off, and Troy zipped off in his golf cart, leaving Jake and Brandon walking across the parking lot toward the Jetta. It was a quiet drive to Jake's, even more so when Brandon pulled into the driveway.
Jake cocked his head to the side and looked up at his house. “So what am I doing wrong?” he asked out of the blue. “What am I doing different this year that's fucking them up?"
Brandon glanced at Jake, a little surprised. “I'm not sure I can even come close to answering that, Jake. But I can tell you what I think,” he offered.
"Okay,” Jake responded with a nod, still looking up at his house.
"I think they're nervous. They want to please you. They're so tied up in knots about it that their focus is shot."
Jake flinched and glanced over at Brandon. “That's never been a problem before,” he argued weakly.
"They've never been this close before,” Brandon said in a quiet voice. “They want it, and more so, they know you want it. It's not a bad thing, Jake. They're just, well, they're trying too damn hard. They need to relax and enjoy it."
Jake was silent again, thinking. He would have to turn more of his concentration to this than he had been. He hadn't even realized he had begun to slack until it was too late.
"Jake. You have got to relax. Every time you tense up, they tense up. The tighter you get, the tighter they get. Hell, the more you stress, the more they stress!” Brandon shook his head, seeing the dark look on Jake's face. “Am I getting through at all here?"
"Yes,” Jake answered tightly.
Closing his eyes as Jake's tense voice cut through him, Brandon tried to shrug it off as much as possible. “Okay,” he whispered, just sitting there. He didn't know what else to say or do.
"Thanks,” Jake whispered, feeling guilty. He swallowed and nodded at the house with a small smile. “Care to come in?” he asked wryly.
Brandon's eyes blinked open, and he relaxed a little as he looked over at Jake. “Yeah,” he agreed.
Jake had been watching him and he sighed. “I make you nervous, too, don't I?"
"Sometimes,” Brandon admitted evenly, but he added a playful grin after. “It's usually in a good way, though."
"Is it?” Jake asked.
The moment tensed, and it felt like a turning point—like Brandon's decision now would turn him right or left. One road steered him on his way alone. The other.... He nodded, meeting Jake's eyes, purposefully letting the emotions he usually quashed shine in his eyes. This was his chance. “Yes."
Jake felt an unusual flutter in his chest, and he frowned at Brandon in continued silence. Then he leaned over the console between them and pulled Brandon closer to kiss him impulsively.
It was like the first time, that nervous kiss on the couch. Brandon's surprise held him aloof for a few moments before he relaxed into Jake's arms and returned his kiss whole-heartedly. Maybe Jake had glimpsed what Brandon felt.
When Jake finally pulled away, just a little, and rested his nose and lips against Brandon's cheek, his chest was tight and his breathing was coming in slow, quiet gasps. “I could really get used to this,” he murmured.
Aching and swirling with heat, Brandon nodded his agreement. “Car's probably not the best place,” he murmured, but he made no move to uncurl his hands from Jake's jersey or pull away.
"You're absolutely right,” Jake answered, kissing him again.
Brandon literally whimpered into Jake's mouth, sliding one hand up to cup the back of Jake's neck. He was swiftly losing any sense of propriety. “Jake,” he breathed as their lips parted for a bare moment.
"Inside?” Jake breathed in response, not removing his lips from Brandon's as he spoke.
A moan caught in Brandon's throat. “Inside ... inside!” he urged, deliberately acknowledging the double meaning, and he crushed his lips to Jake's again for a heated kiss before pulling back and lurching out of the car.
Jake was left sitting in the car and swallowing hard when the door slammed shut. He sat for another moment, blinking and trying to clear the fog of lust in his brain, then he followed Brandon out of the car and caught him as he came around the front end. Jake grabbed him and threw him against the hood of the car, flattening him there and kissing him again feverishly in the semi-privacy of his large, wooded front yard.
Brandon's breath whooshed out of his chest as he hit the hood, Jake's weight atop him and around him and eating him alive, feeding the hunger that flared inside him. He clung to the other man, arms closing around wide shoulders and one leg curling around firm thighs, his other knee propped up so that Jake ground their groins together. He was only dimly aware of the light breeze blowing through the trees as the sun set.
Jake all but devoured him, pressing him against the hood of the car and kissing him as if he had been deprived of the privilege for years. His hands roamed over Brandon's body, depending on the sheer force of his body weight to keep him from getting away, and he rocked against him, demanding more.
There was no way Brandon was going to summon the strength to resist this. It was everything he wanted to be reassured. Wanted. Craved.
Oh God
. His cock was rock hard and practically screaming at him, and he didn't doubt for one second that if this went on much longer he was coming right then and there.
Somewhere in the distance a dog began barking, but Jake didn't even lift his head as he continued to kiss Brandon with everything he had. He didn't even part for air, instead forcing them both to breathe noisily through their noses as Jake's hands dragged over Brandon's body.
Brandon arched up against him, needy sounds garbled by their kiss. His hands gripped strong shoulders and started pulling the jersey from the back of Jake's pants, then the Under Armour, digging for warm, smooth skin.
Jake growled aggressively and lifted Brandon up off the car just enough to slam him back into the hood with a clang and a rattle, pushing closer to him and insinuating himself between his legs as he did so.
"Jesus
fuck
!” Brandon cried out roughly in response, his hands sliding into the form-fitting pants to grip Jake's bare hips as he went spiraling towards orgasm, desperately wrapping his legs around the other man and forcing his hips upward. He was
so fucking close
to losing his mind.
Jake rocked against him, one hand coming up to tangle in his hair and pull his head back to give Jake access to his neck. He pressed the length of his entire body down against Brandon's and began to suck and nip at the most tender spots under his ear and chin.