Blood of the Pride (22 page)

“My mistake. Their mistake.”

“Them who?”

“Whoever made me like this.” Tony held up his free hand, wriggling his fingers. “I know someone knows who I am, what made me like this.”

“So you dropped this at my place in a cry for help?”

He shrugged. “You’re a reporter. I figured you’d report it and there’d be some sort of follow-up story, someone investigating what she was, digging up the truth. What I am. Give me some answers ’cause I didn’t have any.”

“I know you feel bad about that. Guilty as all hell. Wasn’t what you wanted.” Bran’s voice carried through the air as I popped one of the macaroni bites into my mouth.

Kolanski’s head bobbed slowly, reminding me of those small glass birds that were all the rage years ago. The red fluid went only so far up the neck then the bird would fall forward, bounce for a second or two, returning to his original position, going on as long as you let it.

The breeze abruptly shifted, the front door flying open with the arrival of a gang of teenagers yelling and cajoling each other about some high score on a video game. Right back at the two men.

Tony’s head lifted, nose skyward. His eyes widened as his hand pressed down on Bran’s wrist. The first small tufts of fur began to spread across the back of his hand, the claws protruding from between his knuckles. He jerked his head to one side and stared at me, then turned back to Bran.

“You’re with her.” It wasn’t a question.

Brandon nodded. “Yes. Yes, I am.” He continued to speak, his words carefully chosen and slowly spoken. “She wants to help you. We want to help you.” A long pause. “Why did you attack her? You wanted help and she’s like you.”

Tony growled, his attention going back and forth between the two of us. “She can’t change. I told her to and she can’t change. She ain’t like me.”

“You know she is. You smelled her when you broke into her house and assaulted her.” Bran kept his tone neutral. “She’s not a cop, she’s a P.I. investigating the murder.

“She’s still a cop, just a private one.” Tony looked down between his legs at the tiled floor. “I’m not going into a cage for the rest of my life for an accident. I don’t care what she is, I wanted to scare her off.”

“She doesn’t scare easily.” Bran glanced over in my direction with a smirk.

“She tried to kill me in the alley.”

“I doubt that,” Bran murmured as if he were smoothing ointment over a fresh wound. “She wanted to help you find out who you are. Your real father, your heritage.”

Tony drew a sharp breath. I could see the emotions running through his face, one surfacing to rule the others.

Rage. Pure Felis rage.

Tony’s face began to shift, the skin reshaping itself to allow the flatter nose, the small facial hairs sprouting free and turning a light tawny color as they travelled across his jaw and neck.

“I know what I am now. And I don’t need anyone’s help.”

Kolanski let out a leonine roar, pushing the stool back from the counter and standing up. He grabbed Bran by the trapped right wrist and tossed him at me with all his strength, picking him off his feet and throwing him like a rag doll.

Bran slammed into my table, and by default, me, like the classic ton of bricks. We crashed to the floor in a pile of kindling and soda, a few mac and cheese balls scattering around us like chaff.

Tony raced out the door as I struggled to get back on my feet, pulling Bran with me. Bran shook his head. “Guess that class in negotiations really wasn’t worth the B I got.” His eyes went to the spilled snack. “Oh, man… I was looking forward to those.”

“We’ll be back.” I scrambled over the debris and raced out, not looking back to see if Bran was behind me. Tony was now fully Changed and in public view—Jess would kill him for that alone.

The long shadows stretching across the street signaled the approaching evening, something I was grateful for while I sprinted after the teenager. If we were lucky someone would take him for a costumed clown on his way to the latest birthday party or some sort of frat prank—not one of Brandon’s “freaks” wandering the streets of Toronto.

Tony cut the street corner so sharply I almost skidded off the cement into traffic, my running shoes screaming to try and keep their traction on the sidewalk. At the back of my mind I noted that he was heading, of all places, for his house. No matter how old you are or where you are or what you think, there’s no place like home. Except in this case it wasn’t going to be the sanctuary he was hoping for.

Sure enough, as we reached the edge of the playground I caught Jess’s scent, fresh and nearby. As if I didn’t have enough to worry about.

The playground equipment stood in the center of the sand-filled oval, the faux wood and garishly colored plastic pipes warped and shaped for safety. A varnished rope net hung off of one side of the turret for children to climb up and play on. Tony leaped up onto the shiny metal slide and scurried to the top of the tower. He spun around and glared at me as I pulled up just short, my toes digging into the sand.

“Don’t you judge me.” His eyes were wide as he pointed at me. “Don’t you even try to judge me.”

I put up my hand. “Dude, you are so not talking to the right person about that.” Out of the corner of my eye I spotted Jess, a slim shadow in the patch of trees to my right and behind the frazzled teenager. “You’ve got to get some help.” Putting my hand up, palm out, I continued. “Just calm down, pull it together and we’ll talk. There’s nothing here that can’t be fixed.”

“I’m a fucking freak.” The plaintive cry tore at my ears. He bent backward and let out a cross between a roar and a scream.

I winced. There was only so much the neighbors were going to put up with before they called the cops to report the disturbance and, well, we knew where that was going to lead. Even if they didn’t link him to Janey’s death, yelping something like that was bound to get someone’s attention.

“Tony, come on down.” Bran appeared behind me, breathless. Seems he wasn’t in as fine a condition as he thought he was. “Let them help you.” His hair was askew, his face scarlet from the short run. “They understand. They’re just like you. Give them a chance to make things right before it’s too late.”

Jess stepped out of the darkness, still in human form. She took a long drag on the half-burned cigarette in her hand and blew smoke rings into the air as she walked onto the playground. Her cowboy boots reverberated on the old railroad ties before sinking into the sand.

She looked up at the teenager then over at me, and Bran, before returning her attention to the kid. “Turn it off, Tony.” The low rumbling tone came from the bottom of her toes, sending a shiver up my spine. “Get skin again. Right now.”

Kolanski stared at Jess for a second, a thin string of drool running out of one side of his mouth. It ran out onto the end of one of the fine whispers before dropping down into the sand. “Who the fuck are you?”

Jess shrugged. “Someone you should listen to.” She took one last puff on the cigarette before bending one leg and putting the stub out on the bottom of her boot.

“Littering. It’s not good.” She tucked the dead butt into a front pocket, not taking her eyes off of the teenager. “I said, dump the fur. Now.” The last word wasn’t a request. I remembered the tone from many a training session back on the farm.

“Damn, she’s good,” Bran whispered in my ear, one hand on my shoulder. “I’m trying to Change back right now, I’m so scared.” I could tell by the tone in his voice he wasn’t joking.

“You should be,” I said in a stage whisper without taking my eyes off the young man perched at the top of the turret.

“Who the fuck are you?” Tony was still in full Change.

Jess shook her head. “Kid, you need a lesson in control. You need a lot of lessons, but we’ll start with this one.” She pointed a finger at the ground right in front of her. “Down. Now. And Change back.”

Tony laughed, a purring tilt to his voice. He crouched and pointed a furred finger at the older woman with claws fully extended. “You want to go, bitch? I don’t think you’d be much of a challenge.” He nodded toward me. “You want to put me in a cage. Not gonna happen.” His lips peeled back, exposing bright, white canines. “Not gonna happen.”

Jess shrugged. “Your call, kit. But don’t say I didn’t warn you.” She glanced around the playground. Time wasn’t going to be on our side forever and each second Tony stayed in full Change was a second closer to the Felis being discovered.

Jess rolled her shoulders back, closing her eyes and let out a long hiss of air. Then she Changed, faster than I had ever seen before.

The white hair on her head blended perfectly with the light fur on her face, her hands furring up with claws shooting out so fast I winced at the pain. Her nose retreated into her face just slightly, enough to accentuate the long fangs pressing out against her lips. She pulled them back in a vicious smile at the teenager.

The shocked look on the kid’s face was, in a sad way, welcome. Here was one of his own family, one of his extended bloodline. The question was, would he accept Jess’s authority without a fight?

The answer came as Kolanski launched himself off the top of the tower with a half cry, half roar. His leather jacket flew open, flapping in the air and exposing the threadbare T-shirt covering his chest.

Jess took up a defensive position, not moving an inch. She bent her knees slightly, dropping a fraction with her hands at her sides—palms up and claws ready, her fingers half-closed to allow the sharp nails total freedom. Her pupils had changed to the slitted feline view with her nose twitching as the musky scent of the attacker crashed over the two of us.

Bran took a step forward. I slammed my forearm into his chest, pushing him back and behind me. I exhaled, feeling the blood start to pound loudly in my ears.

Tony crashed into Jess at about shoulder level, reaching out to grab at her. Jess turned to the left as if it had been choreographed, tossing the kit to the ground with a resounding thump.

He rolled to his feet with astonishing speed. I’d forgotten how fast we could be when we’re young.

Grabbing Jess with an angry yell, he grappled with the Board member, both of them searching for a good grip to toss the other to the ground. The claws ripped into Tony’s leather jacket, matched by his return attack through Jess’s jean shirt. Blood began to show through the tears. The smell hit my nose like a firecracker blast, ratcheting my senses up another level.

Jess wasn’t a fool. You didn’t get to her age and level in the Pride without having a few tricks up your sleeve. Tony’s claws were now firmly imbedded in her arms and trapped there as she pulled and shoved, not letting him pull them out. It must have hurt like hell, but it effectively neutralized the kid’s attack.

Tony’s eyes went wide as he felt himself losing control.

Jess hit him three times, smashing his nose hard. She didn’t gouge his face, instead letting the raw power of her punch do the damage. “Surrender now. Give it up,” she hissed at the startled Felis.

In response Tony yanked his claws free, ripping long gouges in Jess’s skin.

He jumped to one side, landing behind Bran. I turned toward him but he was too fast, too hyper in his anger and rage.

Tony pushed me to the ground and grabbed Bran. He put his bloody claws to Bran’s throat.

Jess’s pounce stopped in midair. She landed beside me in the soft sand, dropping to one knee as she stared at the kid.

“Don’t do it.” Her voice was strangely soft and still threatening. “There’s been enough killing.”

Tony had one hand on Bran’s forehead, yanking his head back as a push brought Bran to his knees. I could see the jugular pulsing, fractions of an inch from Tony’s claws.

“What are you going to do, eh?” The kid glanced down at Bran and then back at the two of us. “I’ll tell you what you’re going to do—you’re going to let me walk out of here.” He tugged at Bran’s hair, hard. “Unless you don’t care about another dead body.”

“Come on, Tony.” Bran’s hoarse whisper reached our ears, barely decipherable. “You’re smarter than this. You know this isn’t going to work.”

The teenager shook his head, yanking back on Bran’s short hair again. “I don’t know nothing other than I’m a freak.” The sharp nails danced dangerously close to the pulsing skin, scraping across the top layer. “You don’t know anything about me.”

“Tony.” I stepped forward, keeping my hands at my sides. “You’re a Felis. Jess here is the leader of the Pride that your father belongs to. Your real father.” I drew in a deep breath, watching the two closely, Tony’s eyes locked with mine—still defiant.

My fingers pulled into a fist, my nails digging into my palm as I continued. “You need help.” I glanced at Jess for a fast second. “She’s the one to give it to you.”

“She’s going to kill me.” Tears began to flow down Tony’s furred cheeks. “She’s going to kill me. I killed Mrs. Winters and now she’s going to kill me.”

“No,” Jess replied. “If I wanted to kill you you’d be dead already.” She nodded sideways. “Ask her. She knows.”

The ancient scars on my back sent off phantom waves of pain. “She’s right. You’re not all that, kid.” I shuffled forward an inch. “Come on, let the guy go. He’s been nice to you. Don’t do something else that you’re going to regret.”

“Don’t move,” Tony screamed, his eyes as wide as they could go, the pupils flashing an eerie green in the dying daylight. Confusion was written all over his furred face. Here he’d found his family and he was caught between fearing us and needing us.

My claws begin to slip out slowly, edging through the newly healed skin between my knuckles. My jaw clenched as I tried not to show the pain. Bran looked at me, giving an almost imperceptible shake of his head.

“Don’t move or he dies,” the rogue screamed again, the claws now pressing hard on Bran’s throat. A thin scarlet line began to form as the blood trickled down, disappearing under his shirt. My nose twitched, processing the new scent.

I drew in a sharp breath, letting it out as a growl. Bran’s eyes went to the size of saucers as he stared at me, a mixture of pride and fear in them. Glancing from Jess to me to Jess again Tony came back to look at me with a strange expression on his face, one of fear and curiosity.

The world changed. Colors became clearer, the brightness of the playground equipment singing to me. The shadows beckoned me into the cool safety and calmness of the night. The scents of the people around me jumped into vivid clarity. Someone was cooking a cake two blocks over, hot dogs burning on a grill nearby, a couple making love in an upstairs bedroom.

I had Changed. For the first time in over twenty years.

And I was pissed.

I let out a roar and leaped at the startled teenager. In my mind’s eye I knew this was what Janey Winters had done in the last few minutes of her life. She fought for what she loved—her kids and her husband, to get back to them.

I was fighting for Bran.

Tony released Bran as I crashed into the pair. He turned to run but I grabbed the kid by the shoulders and slammed him to the ground, moving in to take control. As I straddled the kid, Bran scrambled away, one hand on his cut neck.

“Fuck you.” Tony yelled as he swung at me in an eerie reversal of our first meeting. His paw landed on the left side of my face, the nails digging into my cheek.

I slapped it away before he could get in too deep and clubbed him in the side of the head. His left ear began to swell like the proverbial cauliflower, throbbing red through the greasy black hair. I landed another punch to his already sore nose.

He bucked his hips, trying to unseat me, except I had been here too many times before and I wasn’t going to be tossed off that easily. I dug my knees into his ribs and continued to smack him around, letting my nails just scrape the skin.

Kolanski continued to flail back and forth, grabbing hold of my leather jacket in the same way that Jess had his own—but it wasn’t working out the same way. Instead of trapping my arms, he was instead tying up his hands and kept taking my blows to the face.

“Reb.” A hand landed on my shoulder. Jess. “Stop. He’s not going anywhere now.” The grip increased. “Rebecca. Look at what you’re hitting.”

I glanced down at the battered and bloodied face under me, both of us panting. Tony had Changed back. He blew scarlet bubbles out of his nose and mouth as he stared at me, his eyes now fully human. His hands fell away to the ground and dug into the sand.

“He’s a kid, Reb. You told me that. Let’s take him away from here and get him some help.” Jess’s soothing tone ran over me like a cold shower. I closed my eyes and exhaled, the blood rush leaving me as quickly as it had come on. The sights and smells of the playground returned to a dulled state, the muted tones of the city overwhelming the base feral odors and images. I didn’t need a mirror to know I had Changed back.

I got to my feet, leaving the kid on the ground. He didn’t move, glancing back and forth between Jess and me. A low whimper came out every few seconds from between his cracked and swollen lips.

“First lesson, kit.” Already finished Changing back, Jess leaned over him and pointed a single index finger in the air. “Know when to stay down. There’s no shame in being beaten by a woman.” She gave me a sideways look. “Especially that one.”

Kolanski rolled on the ground, shifting his hips around in the sand. “What are you going to do to me?”

Jess held out her bare hand. “We’re going to take you home first. Then we’re going to teach you how to be more…” Her lips twitched. “More human.”

The teenager took a firm grip on the hand and pulled himself to his feet. Turning to one side, he spat out a mouthful of blood before wiping his nose on the sleeve of his torn leather jacket. “Yeah. I guess so.” Tony looked up at Jess. “My parents?”

“We’ll take care of it.” She kept hold of Tony’s hand, turning the handshake into a test of strength. “But if you try to run or do anything without asking me…” A burst of anger shot through her blue eyes. “I will rip your throat out. And no one will be able to stop me.” Jess’s eyes flashed to mine then returned to locking with the kid’s. “No one. Understand?”

“Yes, ma’am,” Kolanski muttered, breaking the lock to stare at the ground, both hands tucked into the top of his jeans. At least he’d accepted Jess as an alpha. That’d take a bit of the edge off the training.

Jess offered me her hand now, a wide grin on her face. “Suppose it goes without saying that you’re welcome back at the farm, no questions asked.”

“What?” I spat into the sand, covering the detritus with a kick of my sneaker. “You toss me out on my ass and now it’s all forgiven ’cause I managed to Change?” A pain started in my chest, something that could have been a panic attack. It burned and throbbed, stretching out tentacles to shred me from the inside out. Then it began to die down, leaving only a ball of nausea in my belly and a headache that demanded quick and heavy medication.

“I never doubted that when push came to shove you’d have it in you.” Jess nodded to the kid who was busy brushing sand off his jeans. “We’re going to the farm. You go find your man.”

I spun around. Brandon was nowhere to be seen.

“He ran off. That way.” Jess shrugged. “Hope he can handle it. Not a bad guy.” She took hold of Kolanski’s arm and began to walk away, keeping a firm grip on the leather. “I’ll call you with an update.”

“Wait.” The throbbing in my chest began to expand, threatening to steal my breath. “You…me…” I swallowed, my throat bone dry after being so full of saliva and blood only a few minutes ago.

“If you’re going to challenge me it’s a damned bad time to do it.” She smiled. I could see the weariness in her eyes. The fight had taken more out of her than she wanted to admit.

“I’m not coming back.”

“I didn’t expect you to.” She licked her lips. “I guess I could apologize for screwing things up all those years ago but I’m not sure if it’d make a difference.”

“It would.” Every cell in my body ached.

“Then I do.” She extended a hand. “I’m not too big to say when I’ve screwed up. I could tell you that it was all tradition but I think we’ve had enough of that lately.” Her eyes went to the kit next to her. “Times are changing. Either we adapt or we’re going to end up with more problems than we know what to do with.” Jess tilted her head to one side and smiled. “Good to have someone with a firm grasp on the outside.”

I rubbed my eyes. “Yeah, just make sure the check doesn’t bounce. I’d hate to have to come up there and cause trouble.”

Jess chuckled. “I’ll make sure of it. Your dad, he’d be proud of you.” There was a flash of something in her eyes, something like regret. “He’d be real proud.”

Before I could pursue that line of questioning she turned away, yanking on the kid’s arm. “You so much as twitch and I’ll give you a beating you won’t soon forget.”

The two stumbled off the playground leaving me alone. I limped over to sit on one of the benches, letting the cool night air wash over my heated skin. My hands were sore and the scratches on my cheek still oozing enough blood to remind me I needed to get cleaned up—you’d be surprised how much crap you can catch from a cat’s claw, never mind a Felis’s. I took a deep breath, searching.

Bran’s scent was long gone and I couldn’t find it on the wind now sweeping up the street from the evening commuter traffic. I sat there for a while, letting the shadows cover me and the cool night air clear my mind.

A street cat yowled at me as he took his position atop the wooden tower. I got the message and stood up, feeling the burning start in my muscles.

Save the man, lose the man. No wonder superheroes stay single.

The taxi dropped me off at the condominium on King Street. Dan grabbed the front door’s metal handles with a wide grin as he opened it. He touched the brim of his hat.

“Pleased to see you again, Ms. Desjardin.” His left eyebrow twitched once, twice. “Are you all right? Your face…”

I held up a hand. “I’m fine. Just need to clean up a little bit.” The smile on my face was extremely forced. “You know how kids are.”

The eyebrow twitched again. “Mr. Hanover hasn’t returned yet.”

“Figured as much.” I forced a smile, knowing the older man wouldn’t fall for it. “I need to get my cat out of his apartment. May I request your attendance for same?”

He let out a soft sigh. “I usually don’t allow admittance to anyone’s apartment without the express written permission of the owner.” One side of the moustache came up. “But I can understand your position. I’ll escort you upstairs.”

“Wouldn’t have it any other way,” I replied. Not that I couldn’t have broken in and retrieved Jazz on my own, but I figured Bran deserved better.

The doorman opened the lock with his passkey and stepped aside to allow me to walk in. Jazz, ever the attention-whore, sauntered out to curl her whiteness around Dan’s legs where he stood.

“Stay.” I waggled a finger at the cat. “Let me get your food and litter box and we’ll be off.” Making sure Dan had me in full view, I grabbed the necessities, with the travelling container for Jazz. Within ten minutes we were back down at the front counter, the bright lights of the security camera monitors flashing on and off as they cycled through their routine.

“Can you call me a cab?” Jazz mewed pitifully from inside the dark blue plastic box, sticking her paws between the metal bars. I reached in with one finger and stroked her soft white fur.

“Of course.” The elderly man picked up a phone and tapped in a number. “Shall I take a message for Mr. Hanover?”