Angela's Salvation (23 page)

It took almost half an hour to get the sound adjusted, and Angela knew that she'd never take for granted the ease in which they made this look again.  She was pleasantly surprised to see three monitors with the lyrics to her song
s at different parts of the stage, and knew forgetting the words wouldn't be a problem tonight.

After all the sound checks, Lenny led them through an underground tunnel that ended up in
a hotel.  Both Angela and Rachel were amazed that such a thing existed, and it explained how the performers were able to make it through the crowds unseen.  She wasn't sure who was more excited that they weren't sleeping on the bus, but the rooms they were given bordered on incredible. 

"Have you ever seen anything like this?" Rachel asked as they were left in the penthouse suite of the hotel.  It had a full living room, kitchen, and two separate bedrooms, and not to mention one of the most luxurious bathrooms she'd ever seen.

"Nope, and I'm wondering when I'm going to wake up and find out this is all just a dream," she laughed, plopping down on the oversized couch and found the remote for the large screened television.

"So this is how the other half lives, I guess," Rachel sat down on the couch with her best friend, remembering how she'd thrown her and Marcus together.  "Don't think I've forgiven you for that little stunt you pulled missy!" She giggled.

"It's not my fault the guy was eating you up with his eyes, I had to help him out."  She laughed back, knowing exactly what she was talking about.

"The man has women throwing themselves at his feet, I'm sure he was just playing with me."  Although she had to admit, his conversation had seemed sincere and he was really unlike the image she had in her head of him before.  She couldn't recall blushing that much since she was a teenager.

"Maybe he wants a real woman and not some groupie who only likes him for what he does." She winked, and turned on the television. "I've always told you how gorgeous you are Rach, give yourself a little credit."  It was true, Rachel could have been a supermodel with her dark hair, kick ass body, and heartwarming smile.

"I'm
nobody's booty call honey, and I don't see a man like that being willing to settle down."  She didn't really know the man, and even though he was extremely handsome, he was a rock n roll god, not someone who wanted to play house.  She wanted the real deal.

"How long has it been since you had a date?" She was just joking with her friend, but she knew in the last two years she hadn't been out with anyone.

"I know how guys think honey, and I'm happier hanging out with my best friend." She really didn't want to give her opinion on the male species.  Both she and Angela had suffered enough in their lives, and this was a conversation she didn't want to have.

"Well I'm glad you like hanging out with me, I just don't want you to think you can't have your own life."  Rachel had given up a lot to take care of her over the years, and she often felt guilty about her taking on the responsibility that should have been her own mothers.

"I've never regretted having you in my life Ang, even though I'm only six years older than you, it's been like having the little sister I wish I could have had."  They didn't talk about this much, and she wanted her best friend to know that she'd given more to her life than she could have ever hoped for after Franco.

Impulsively, she reached over and hugged Rachel.  "I don't know how I would have made it without you Rach." She meant that with every fiber of her being. 
This woman had given her the chance to be whole again, and she would never forget that.

Hugging her back, tears filled her eyes.  "You saved me too honey."  She really meant that, before Angela had walked into her life she'd just been existing.  Ang gave her a reason to keep going, and something to look forward to every day of her life.  It was ironic how helping someone through their pain, helped heal her own broken heart.

After several moments, they both laughed, and Rachel stood up first. "I don't know about you, but I'm freaking starved!"

"I could definitely eat," Angela grinned self-consciously.  They rarely had moments like this.  They'd always focused on making it through each day before, and now they had everything they needed without worries.  "I'm sure there's a phone book in one of the drawers, you want to order Chinese?"

They demolished the food when it arrived, and just enjoyed living in the luxurious room until Lenny arrived alerting them it was time to get ready for her performance.  She was so nervous as her new team prepared her hair and makeup that she gave little thought to the outrageous costume they'd dressed her in.

Rachel's eyes widened as she watched her friend become transformed from the sweet little young lady next door into a sexy diva.
She whistled in appreciation.  "Holy hell you look hot," Rachel grinned, taking in the barely there short mini dress that wrapped her friend's curves like a second skin.

Staring back in the full length mirror she was amazed at her transformation.  Her long blond hair was artfully styled to fall down her back, her makeup made her look almost ethereal in appearance with the soft glow of radiance.
The dress almost looked shear in its white gauzy material, but she knew it was just an illusion.  She looked like she belonged on the cover of a magazine, and could only gasp out loud.

"You're on in ten minutes Ms. Storm, the production assistant informed her with a genuine smile."

Oh hell, she thought, this is it.  Her nerves were shot as she gave a quick hug to Rachel before being led just off stage.  When the band and dancers began their cue, she knew she was going to hurl before getting out the first notes.  Then a miracle occurred, with her knees shaking she made her way out on that stage and the music filled her soul.  It was a haunting melody about love and loss, and she became immersed in the fantasy of it tall.

The roaring crowd shouting her name as the number came to an end almost seemed surreal.  Moving into the next song, it felt like she'd been meant to
do this since the day she was born.  When it was over she was on such an adrenaline high, she knew this had to be something she did for the rest of her life.

"You were so freaking incredible Angela," Rachel hugged her tightly as she came off stage, amazed at how collected her friend seemed to be.  If she'd have been in her shoes she would have probably just froze completely.

"That was singularly the most exciting moment of my entire life," Angela laughed softly.  She'd been amazed that all the nervousness had disappeared the minute she'd opened her mouth to sing.  It was almost like someone else took over her body, it felt so natural.

Dozens of new fans were trying to push their way towar
d her and Lenny quickly guided her and Rachel back to the dressing room.  A table full of all her favorite snacks were lined up there as well as flowers from Nolan.  She was so excited about the performance that even thinking about him didn't put a damper on her mood for a change.

"Angela you have to let me know if you want to meet any of your new fans," he had been blown away by her beautiful
singing and felt proud to consider her a friend.

"They want to meet me?" She was blown away that people actually thought she was good enough to want to talk to her.

"Well duh Ang," Rachel said laughing gleefully, it was so apparent that she had no idea the spell she put on people when she opened her mouth.

"Of course I want to meet them," Angela said and shook her head at Rachel's comment.  "It would be rude not to thank them."

A few hours later, she wasn't so sure it was the greatest idea since she'd been bombarded with new fans and was dead on her feet.  When Lenny finally guided them out of the room, she was more than a little thankful.  She really appreciated all them telling her how much they enjoyed the show, but her mind and body were exhausted.

Lenny finally managed to get them back to their hotel suite, but even then she couldn't rest.  The band members from Desolite and a few of the people from the label were all convened in their room, ready to celebrate the start of what looked like an incredible tour.

It was a little after two in the morning when she and Rachel were finally allowed to get some rest.  For the next two months it was the same thing night after night except on those rare occasions when they weren't performing.  Marcus and his little group had become their closest friends after two months of travelling on the road. 

The last night of the tour when Rachel and Marcus didn't join them for the celebration, she knew something had happened between the two of them.  Angela was ecstatic for her friend, but completely worn out.  She'd no idea that being a vocalist was so emotionally and physically draining.  After a few weeks, each gig they played melded into the next and she didn't even know what city they were in most of the time.

The next morning, she was more than a little excited about taking time off and driving back home.  Rachel rolled in a little after nine in the morning, and it was plain to see she'd enjoyed spending the night with Marcus.  "So...." she had to rag her friend a little about giving in to the man after swearing she had no such intention.

Rachel blushed, and walked over to the island bar in the kitchen, pulling up a stool.  "What can I say, the guy has a body to match that incredible voice."

"Rach!" Angela couldn't believe her friend had said that.  Giggling like a school girl, she raised her eyebrows.  "So will the two of you be seeing each other again?"  Walking over to the coffee pot, she poured them both a cup before joining her at the bar.

Rachel gave a small shrug of her shoulders, "We're going to see how it goes. He's got the rest of the year off from the tours, but they are planning a new album, and well California isn't that far from Vegas."

She had discovered Marcus and his band all lived in California, and had promised to make a trip to visit them when the tour was over.  "I really hope it does work into something Rach, you deserve someone who can really love you."

"I'm not going to get my hopes up, but I told him we'd try," she didn't want to admit that she really wanted something more to come of their one night stand.

Angela walked over and picked up the phone as it interrupted their conversation.  Lenny told her that the bus would be pulling out in an hour and she relayed the information to Rachel.  "Did you want to grab breakfast before we head out?"

"Coffee's good for me, unless you're hungry?"  She really just wanted to climb aboard the tour bus and sleep for their fifteen hour trip back home.  She'd definitely not gotten any sleep with Marcus the night before.

"I'm good, I've already grabbed a shower so I'm going to finish packing up."

"I'll grab a quick wash, and then help you out."  Taking a sip of her coffee she slid off the stool and walked off to the bathroom.

Angela had already packed most of her things up last night, living out of a suitcase had almost become normal since they stayed in a new hotel at least every week.  She helped Rachel gather her things when she was finished with her shower and they made their way back to the bus with the escort of the security team.

While Rachel crashed in the bed, she hung out with the security team at the front of the bus, having gotten plenty of sleep the night before.  She hadn't heard from Nolan at all during her tour, and wondered if he thought of her at all.  She knew they'd have to meet when she got back because of the upcoming trial, and she wasn't really sure how she felt about that.

After the first week on the road, she didn't have a lot of time to think about how things had ended with them.  The hectic schedule, between the performances and talk shows had taken all of her time.  Now that things were somewhat normal again, she thought they at least needed to sit down and talk things over.

After a few hours of trying to keep up with the conversation from Lenny and his team, she finally dozed off.  She really loved hanging out with Lenny, but when they boys began they usually got off into subjects that didn't interest her at all.
  It was no big surprise that her dreams were filled with all the things that had happened over the last few months on the road.  Outside of Nolan, things in her life were more than she'd ever imagined.  When the bus pulled to a stop she woke from the nap, knowing somehow even with everything she had now, there was one thing she wanted even more.  Nolan.

Getting back into a normal routine had been easier than she thought.  After finding out from Lenny that Nolan was out of the country, there was little else she could do.  He was scheduled back in tonight and she planned to be waiting for him at the airport.  It had taken some serious finagling to talk Sanders into giving her his
schedule, but in the last few months she'd gotten much more confident and had pushed until he gave in.

The finals for Overnight Sensation were being held and she knew that he had to make an appearance.  Before driving to the airport with Lenny, she'd dressed in one of the new evening gowns she'd acquired, hoping Nolan wouldn't be able to refuse to escort her to the event.  There were only three contestants left; Lizzie, Devon and Trisha.  As catty as it felt to think it she hoped Trisha was not the winner.